Tear

Lin Xu's eyes darkened, his face turned pale, and he couldn't read the text below, and there was a poster next to it, it was him, it was him, Lin Xu trembled all over, the man on the poster immediately slashed across the sky against the background of the sky, Behind is a mottled banner, and immediately the man is holding a woman in white clothes with long hair flying in his arms. Lin Xu's eyes are blurred. That man in ancient costume must be his brother.

"Hey, what's the matter?" Xiaoxiao rushed back with two cups of milk tea, and when she saw Lin Xu in a daze, she couldn't help stretching her head to look

"That's it!" Xiaoxiao became very interested. Outside of work, this girl focuses on the entertainment industry.

"There are a lot of gimmicks in this movie before it airs. It was carefully planned by Director Guan for three years. It's a big deal, and this." Xiaoxiao pointed to the male protagonist on the poster, "I heard it's legendary. He used to be a model. I have been abroad all the time, in order to change my career in film, I went back to school to study acting when it was the most popular. It took three years. After I finished my studies, I returned to China and took on director Guan’s play. Think about it, I left and hibernated for three years when I was the most popular. It's amazing, and what's more, it's rumored that he and the heroine are in a fake show, and they are in love, the heroine knows, that woman is amazing, and she also bows down at the feet of the handsome guy Gao Fei" said with a smile Excited, he ran across the newspaper, "Look, the movie channel has an exclusive interview with this movie tonight. It will be released nationwide on the first day of the Lunar New Year. Let's go watch it together."

"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry" Lin Xu felt that his heart was about to explode, he dropped his dumbfounded smile and rushed out

Lin Xu was walking on the street randomly, his mind was in a mess, he couldn't organize his thoughts, but there was a voice in his mind that kept shouting "Brother, brother", for more than a year, guarding that silence every day Waiting, but there is no news at all, fantasizing about various possible reunions, recalling every bit of being together, and more than a year has passed like this. Is that vague person in the newspaper my brother?so unreal, so far away

Unknowingly, I walked to a secluded small street in the south gate, and it was getting dark. Seeing a deserted small restaurant on the street with the TV on, Lin Xu suddenly thought of smiling and said that there was an exclusive interview tonight, so he walked in , randomly ordered a few dishes, and switched to the movie channel.

At the beginning of the show, a group of people were sitting there, and Lin Xu couldn't hear what they said. The person sitting next to the director was wearing white casual clothes, navy blue trousers, short hair, dark skin, and a beard. , looks a lot stronger, Lin Xu stared blankly, why is it so strange?Only the eyes are still so bottomless, and the fingers are still the same slender

When the host asked about him, Lin Xu pulled back his thoughts and listened. It was the familiar voice, warm and deep, unhurried. Because he loved performing arts, he quit when he was the most popular, and went to France to study performing arts with great concentration. Director Guan, who had long admired the opportunity, returned home without hesitation. When asked about the scandal with the actress, he spoke vaguely, as if lingering and ambiguous. He met the actress sitting by the side and smiled.

everything is perfect

Looking at the eyes he looked at the actress, those eyes used to stay on him for a long time, and he fell into the eyes again and again, his heart was like a knife, so it was this feeling, Lin Xu's heart was in pain, It turns out that it really hurts my heart, I was panting heavily

The drowsy restaurant owner nestled by the stove saw the boy sitting there absent-mindedly without even moving a single chopstick, his face was pale and his whole body was trembling slightly. Closing as an excuse to dismiss Lin Xu.

Returning to the icy night wind, Lin Xu felt like a small beast was rushing left and right in his body, looking for the exit

I don't know how long I walked, I don't know where I went

I entered a bar by the side of the road, drank a few sips of cold beer, and felt a little better. A male singer sang "Solo Show" in a low voice on the stage

Who is directing this scene? In this lonely character, the dialogue is always talking to himself. The opponents are all memories, but no ending can be seen. From the beginning to the end, it’s all about you, and I’m too involved in the story. If it’s doomed to tragedy, why give me a beautiful performance? Since I love you, I can only smile and cry. Let me forget you from now on. In the night without stars, I will leave the past to you. If everything is just acting, I want you to watch it well. Heartbreak is just my own Lin Xu’s. Tears finally flowed down, yes, everything was my one-man show, my brother never promised anything, it was always me, I thought my whole life, I thought my brother would come back, I waited alone, I loved alone , watching that interview, everything is so perfect, there is no "blue", no sea, no Aunt Xia, Aqiang and Ajuan, no Xuxu, everything has never existed, there is no trace, the dialogue always talks to itself, the opponent is all memories, Are those warm days, those crazy nights, all dreams?Are they all conjectures?From the beginning to the end, it is you, let me invest too thoroughly, if the story is doomed to tragedy, why bother to give me beauty, those careful tenderness, those whispering whispers, and those pleasures that come at the same time as the pain, have none of them existed?Those hugs in the morning light, holding hands in the sunset

All the memories came uninvited, and became clearer and clearer, so clear that Lin Xu would be buried.

Apart from gulping cold beer and letting tears flow wantonly, Lin Xu has no choice but to wait for his brother, to love him purely, and to believe that his brother will come back and meet again one day , but the person on the TV is so strange and so far away, he has really become a shining star, hanging high in the sky, and can't be touched anymore

Turning around is a lifetime, so it really happened

I missed my life and won't see you again. It turns out that this really happened.

More than a year of love and more than a year of waiting turned out to be nothing but a one-man show, just a play

It turns out that the fairy tale is over,

Everything can be calm and windless without leaving traces

, it turns out that you are too serious