bear shadow

Life after school started as usual, but I didn't want to go to the club practice anymore. Even though I was looking forward to seeing him, I was so scared in my heart. Such a complicated mood caused me to skip all the practice.

This semester, I was very unfortunate to be "framed" by other students. Although this kind of thing often happened to other people, that is, I became the head of the health department this semester. Risheng disappeared in a flash, disappeared into the air, leaving a mess for me.

Sometimes I can't catch people, so I have to clean up the stalls by touching my nose silently, until one day I can't stand it anymore, and I will face those "garbage" who only create garbage but don't want to take away their own garbage. ", scolded severely...

"When you leave, can you take your trash with you? Don't leave it to other students." I originally planned to use persuasion and enlightenment, after all, peace is the most important thing!And everyone has been classmates for more than a year, who knows that this kind of person just sees that you have no momentum when you speak, you don't look fierce and easy to bully, and they are even more aggressive...

"Is the garbage here bothering you? What's your business?" The man's tone was a little aggressive

"Since I am the head of the health department this semester, I have the obligation to take care of you. And the garbage you make seriously hinders other students." My tone is still weak. Although I am reasonable, they seem to love I don't care, I pretend I didn't hear anything

In the end, I couldn't take it anymore, and said directly to the person just now with a serious tone, "Otherwise, what are you thinking?" I stared at him fiercely, and then looked at his pile of bags mixed with leftover breakfast Empty boxes and drink cups, they saw that I seemed to be really angry, and they didn't dare to move. They just patted my shoulder and said, "Don't be so serious."

Hearing a few of them laughing and laughing is very interesting, do you think you can take it with you like this?I patted his hand right away and said, "Are you throwing it away or not?" My eyes were sharper than before

In the end, they seemed to feel that I was not a nice gentleman like usual, so they put away the bursts of laughter, and obediently left the classroom with their trash.

But at this moment, the anger in my heart still cannot be appeased. These people intensified because the head of the health department last semester was so easy to bully. of.

The uncontrollable emotions in my heart made the expression on my face still as vicious as before. This is the only thing I have been doing since I was a child. I can't do it, that is to hide all the anger in my heart. The flood discharge of the reservoir opened the gate, but it could not recover for some time.

Now even A Yi and Wang Hong who are sitting around me dare not say a word, as if I will kill the person who speaks in the next second, I can't bear this feeling that the whole class is afraid of me, I left the classroom, although there are still full classes in the afternoon.

Now I just want to find a place where I can be alone, but no matter where I am, there is always your shadow in my heart, whether it is under the tree in the back playground or on the low wall next to the library, why do you even leave? After killing me, they will continue to torture me like this, I don't understand, I really don't understand...

There are too many things that I can’t understand now. If you don’t love me anymore, then why did you say, I’ll give you a year to let you be quiet, no matter how I think or guess, I can’t think about it. out of reason...

In order to escape those past memories, I walked to places on campus that I had never been to before. I walked to the second floor of the administrative building without knowing it. I felt the atmosphere of the office building and enjoyed the cool air conditioning throughout the building. Looking at the school directors, it's not that the school's expenses are very tight, or that they are all spent on these. I really can't understand why these adults are always like this.

Suddenly, the door far in front opened, maybe because I skipped class, I always had a guilty conscience, so I hid in the men's room beside me.

I have to clarify one thing first, I didn't mean to eavesdrop on other people's conversations, it's just that I can hide in a place where I can hear even if I cover my ears, and the content of the conversation is roughly like this.

"Aren't you going to continue studying?" The strange man said

"I want to take a break for a while. I can go back to school after I have figured out some things. I want to go to the army first. I will come back after I retire and finish my unfinished studies."

"Well, this is very good! You have your own goals. If you have any difficulties in the future, you can tell me. My class teacher is not a fake."

"Thank you, Teacher Ajian."

Finally, after the two people shook hands and said goodbye, they left each other and went in different directions.

I looked at the back of the student who applied for suspension of school and said nothing, but why is that person you——Fatty

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