bear shadow

There are always infinite thoughts in my heart that I want to tell you, but the sentence "I love you!" is always too late...

It turned out that the windows were not closed properly, which caused me to be woken up by the cold outside in the morning. Although it was a rare weekend, but thinking that today is December 24th, I...don't want to think about it any more!

I got ready to freshen up when I got up together, and I had to go back to my parents. After all, the two elders said that they hadn’t eaten together for a long time. They said that tonight was Christmas Eve and they wanted to have a good meal outside, but I said that I didn’t want to spend the night there again. The final meal time was brought forward to noon.

Taking the bus to go home, I feel tired when I think that I have to wait and change trains!People often ask me why I don't want to ride a bicycle on the road after I have passed the driver's license test.In fact, it’s because I don’t feel safe about riding a bicycle, so I don’t want to go on the road. These words from the bottom of my heart are like I like men, and I have never told others.

There is nothing wrong with taking the bus, but the waiting time for the bus is always boring. I like to look at the scenery outside from the window of the bus, just like admiring a moving painting, which makes me feel Very peaceful.

***

As soon as I walked into the restaurant, I saw that the two elders were still sitting in that corner seat. Although this restaurant is not a high-end restaurant, they almost have to eat out since they were young, and they almost always come here to solve the problem. They sat there and I felt like I was a kid again and it was nostalgic.

"What are you doing standing there in a daze? Come here!" The voice that brought me back to reality turned out to be my father's voice

After I put away my backpack and coat, we started to order food. After the meal, we went home and chatted for a while, but this time they didn’t ask me about my relationship, but they cared about my school work. I'm a little puzzled why the shift is so drastic.

I told them that I had something to do in the afternoon and had to leave. They wanted to keep me to sit for a while longer, but I said I would come back anyway, why treat me like a guest?After speaking, the two of them looked at each other and smiled.Although there is always a feeling of reluctance when leaving, looking at the unchanging furniture in the house, just like parents, leaving time marks on the appearance, no wonder people always lament that time is not forgiving.

In fact, today I want to go to another place to see, that used to be my secret base with you, do you still remember it?

***

When I walked into the jungle and saw the big tree still standing tall and straight, the wound in my heart was aching. When I walked closer to the big tree, when my palm touched the bark, it felt like As if touching his own memories, in the end his eye sockets burst because he couldn't resist, and two lines of deep tears flowed down.

I looked at the scenery until the sunset was about to sink into the sea, and looked at the Keelung Port that remained unchanged, but I still thought about the helplessness in my heart. When I got up and was about to leave, I saw the figure of that person. After being exposed, I turned around and ran away, and I chased after him like a mad dog...

"Why are you here!" I ran after him, shouting after him

But he still didn't respond, until he finally stopped and turned to face me, looking at the face that hadn't changed all that time, it really was him!

"Do you know that after you left, I couldn't sleep peacefully for a while. How many nights, I waited for the dawn with endless thoughts, and you didn't know anything!"

My heart can't bear this kind of longing anymore, the words are like a flood reservoir, smacking out of my mouth, but those words that are blurred because of crying may still not be clear in his ears.

"I understand, really! Don't cry anymore." He hugged me tightly, and I was deeply buried in his chest, feeling his body temperature, but is this tenderness real?I'm really terrified of losing a...

"How long will it take for you to come back?" I said on his chest

"It's almost there! I came back this time to see you." His tone was very gentle

"I'm so scared! I'm really scared that one day you won't come back! I'm also afraid that one day I will forget your appearance, your voice and your temperature."

"I called your cell phone, but no one answered."

I rummaged through my backpack, only to realize that I forgot it on the bedside at home again...

"I think you may have forgotten to bring it again, because I couldn't contact you, so I wandered around, and finally I saw you when I wandered here."

"Why don't you come over when you see me?"

"Because I was afraid to make you cry for me again. I just wanted to see you from behind. After watching you, I went back to the team. Who knew I was seen by you."

Hearing this, I pinched his stomach fiercely, he gave me a fierce stare, I ignored him but pinched a few more times, he finally put my hands behind me, no Let me be trick or treating.

In the end, I accompanied him to the train, and he said that there is a gate control on the team, and if you exceed the gate limit, you will be fined, so I just watched him enter the platform, and he told me that he will find a way to get leave on February 14th. Come back and look at mine, and ask me not to forget my phone.

"fat!"

"Call husband!"

"do not want!"

"Then I'll go! If there's anything I have to wait until February NO.14!"

"I love you!" I said shyly

"I know!" He said with the same rogue look

He smiled with a silly face full of happiness, and let me know one thing, that is, he has not forgotten me in his heart.The sad mood of the past three months has been swept away because of this wave. It turns out that the power of love is so powerful, it is like a panacea, and it can cure all diseases!

Maybe there are some things that if you don't do them now, no matter how many opportunities you are given, it will be useless!Grasp yourself at the moment, don't let that sentence "I love you!" become "too late!"

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