bear shadow

I thought that love was something that I had no relationship with in my life, until I met you, I realized that this thing that was originally out of reach, just stood behind me, and... never left....

The morning sun shone into my eyes, making me unable to stay in bed and had to open my eyes, looking at the fat man who was still sleeping beside me, reminding me of those trivial things that only happened half a month ago, And at this moment, in my heart, there is only the word happiness.No words can express the feeling in my heart. If I will be lonely all my life, just because I lack you in my life. If people can choose to be loved, then I only hope that the person who loves me will only be you.

I put my face close to his, and stared at his side face closely, not knowing what I was thinking, but every time I saw his sleeping face, it always made me think that this face was so pretty, but I didn’t know what to think. know why.

"Ah..." Suddenly he rolled over and pressed on my chest, making me unable to move

"If you keep staring at me like this, I will eat you up."

He closed his eyes, lying on my chest and talking, but there was no expression on his face. I was tickled by his snort, and I didn't know whether I should pull him away.

"Didn't you say that today is a very important day? Is it okay if we don't get up?" I asked him who was still lying on top of me, motionless, who knew his reaction would be so funny

"Yeah...yes...yes...we have to hurry up." He jumped up from the bed while talking, really laughing at me to death

"What are you going to do today? You haven't told me yet." I tilted my head and asked him

"You'll know later, get up and wash up, and you're going to go out." He smiled strangely, I don't know what he has in mind, but I believe that no matter what he does, the starting point is for me, and I will I don't want to ask more questions, let him arrange it at will.

This preparation took nearly an hour, but the main reason was that we both took a shower before going out, which delayed a lot of time.

He didn't tell me until I got in the backseat...

"I want to have a meal with my parents later, is it okay?"

When he finished speaking, my eyes were as big as baseballs, and I was about to run away from the car, but he put my hands on his waist, and said...

"I knew you'd have that reaction, so I'm saying it now."

"Do you really have to?" I begged him with my eyes

"I told them, it will be fine." He said looking at his watch and said, "We will be late with less than 15 minutes left, and when they blame it, they will blame their future daughter-in-law. "What he said made me really in a dilemma, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet.

When I was about to walk into their house, I was always uneasy. After I entered, the original uneasy mood disappeared, because the enthusiasm of my aunt and uncle made me no longer feel that I was incompatible with them. I was afraid that this dinner would turn into a grand feast, and the scene was quite embarrassing, but I didn't expect them to treat me like this, which really moved me.

"What the hell did you tell them?" During the dinner, I kicked him lightly under the table before he turned his face to mine

"Talk to them to have a meal together, and bring someone back by the way."

"You didn't tell them about us?"

"said."

"Then how could it be such a reaction?"

We lowered our heads and talked under the dining table, until my uncle saw the two of us whispering, and then we spoke loudly

"If you have anything to say, just say it directly. You can speak in a sneaky way." Uncle said with a scary expression

"Uncle, do you know our relationship?" I said a little embarrassed

"I know! So what?"

"Then you're not angry?" I said with a puzzled look on my face.

"Why should I be angry? The times are changing. Should I be angry at the times? I'm a sensible person. If you keep holding on to old ideas, people won't make progress, right?"

I looked at Fat Boy’s father and realized how tolerant this is. As my uncle said, times are changing. If people can’t keep up with the changes, they will only be eliminated by the times over time, although ideas and concepts don’t happen overnight. It will change, but as long as bit by bit, I believe that in the days to come, there will be more and more people like my uncle, and our existence will gradually be recognized.

After dinner, he said he wanted to go out for a walk, and asked me to go with him...

"Dad, Mom, let's go."

"Uncle, aunt, goodbye, thank you for your hospitality." Just as I finished speaking, my uncle and aunt looked a little surprised, and then Fatty patted the back of my head, and said...

"I'm going to call you Dad and Mom, silly." It was only then that I realized the reason for their astonishment.

"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad! Goodbye, I'll see you again when I'm free."

We took the road by the sea for a ride, I know this road, this is the road to that small cliff, he said that it was his secret base, and he told me that it is the best place to watch the sunset, we went along Walking up the small hillside along the path, the plants and trees here have not changed at all, except for the tall weeds, it seems that they have not changed at all, we have been sitting there, looking at the sea horizon in the distance, I crossed my legs Sitting while he sits behind me with his legs spread, hands on my lap, chin on my shoulder, cheek against cheek.

"This place has never changed." I said, looking forward

"Yes, a tree, a hillside... and... two bears."

He slowly closed his eyes while he was talking, enjoying the sea breeze blowing in front of him. He seemed to be snoring, so I closed my eyes too, and put his hands on my waist.My back was pressed against his chest, feeling his body temperature higher than mine, looking at the palms of his hands, which were full of calluses, and my heart was full of distress.

"You have to stay by my side all the time, don't leave." I said softly into the air so that no one could hear

"Okay, I promise you." He responded in my ear

──You will always stand in front of me and shield me from the wind and rain

──And I still can't see the expression on your face clearly

──If a person could be a shadow

──I wish I was a shadow

──Being able to stand behind you

──Let you no longer feel alone and lonely-

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