you look like my boyfriend

As a "half-pot" student who has gone through two years of college and four semesters of college final exams, Lin Zhi has a sense of urgency before the final exams of each semester.

A bad exam in high school is just a low ranking, a bad college exam can be miserable, and a make-up exam is considered good. What Lin Zhi is most afraid of is failing the make-up exam and being reduced to the point of retaking it. Together with his juniors and girls The feeling of class... don't mention it.

So Lin Zhi hurriedly opened the textbook, found a pen and paper, and got everything ready, only hoping that Wang Wu could mark the key points before the final exam.

However, Wang Wu shook the textbook, and took out a math test paper folded into a square shape from the folder: "Okay, take out the test paper that was not finished in the last class, and we will solve it in this class."

Lin Zhi was dumbfounded. He thought it was the economics textbook he had learned in the past two years.

Lin Zhi glanced at the titles of the test papers on Chen Guyang's desk, and took out his own from the messy desk box. He turned the page and saw that the big questions on the back were half empty.

Wang Wu on the podium has neatly drawn a spatial diagram of a quadrangular pyramid on the blackboard, and made two auxiliary lines. Lin Zhi's eyes followed the movement of the chalk in Wang Wu's hand, and he lost sight of it when he looked at it. focus.

At present, it seems that for some unknown reason, he returned to three years ago.

Lin Zhi frowned, he couldn't figure out whether his memory had passed to himself three years ago, or time went back three years, Lin Zhi hoped it was the latter.

If it is the former, it means that everything that should have happened has already happened. His father passed away, his best friend fell, and "Zhi" is still waiting for him on the park bridge. Maybe after his "death", passers-by will pass him. The phone call told "Zhi" that he had sacrificed himself to save others.

Yeah, it's possible he did one last good thing "before he died" and thus got a new life.

Never mind, Lin Zhi's head hurts thinking about it, since he was lucky enough to be reborn, he must seize the opportunity and try his best to make up for all the regrets in the past three years.

Lin Zhi thought a lot in a mess. For the whole class, he roughly sorted out the timeline, and then roughly planned what he should do next.

As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Lin Zhi put on his mobile phone, rushed out of the classroom before Wang Wu, and went straight to the small garden between the two rows of classrooms in the "U"-shaped teaching building.

In just a few minutes between classes, the students are busy going to the bathroom together or catching up on sleep on the desks. Generally, no one has the leisure to come to the small garden to enjoy the scenery.

Lin Zhi found a secluded corner, took out the mobile phone that he had discarded for two years in his memory, unlocked it with his fingerprint, and clicked on the contact icon.

The first note in the address book list is "Dad", who is also the person Lin Zhi wants to call now.

Lin Zhi tapped on the word "Dad" with trembling fingers, and a string of phone numbers that he could recite back and forth popped up on the phone interface.

For a while, Lin Zhi repeatedly dialed this number whenever he thought of his father, but his father's voice never came from the other end of the phone.

This time it was different. After a few "beeps" from the microphone, a thick and sonorous middle-aged male voice sounded.

"Hello!" The man's voice was full of anger, "Why call me now, aren't you in class?"

Lin Zhi's eyes were red the first moment he heard the voice.

It's been a long time since I heard it. His father's voice is slightly higher than the average person's decibels, which is a bit harsh, but Lin Zhi misses it very much.

Lin Zhi remembered that when he was adolescence, he didn't like Lin Qingye's loud voice every time he spoke. He thought it was very noisy, and it made him lose face in crowded places.

However, when Lin Zhi listened to the loud voice now, what he imagined in his mind was that his father was trying to pull himself together, but he couldn't hide the weakness in his voice, coughing after a few words, and suffering from chest pain all night long I can't sleep well, and my body is getting thinner and thinner.

"Speak," Father Lin's voice raised a little more, "Did you get into trouble again?"

"Dad—" Lin Zhi didn't expect that his voice would be choked up like this, every single word would have the second half of the breath sound.

Lin Qingye paused, whispered a few words to the colleagues beside him, and then left the factory, changing to a relatively quiet place.

During this period, Lin Zhi blinked his eyes quickly, trying to suppress the tears welling up.

"Tell me," Lin Qingye took off his mask, and the voice that reached Lin Zhi's ears became clearer, "What happened?"

"It's nothing." Lin Zhi's nose was a bit stuffed, his voice was muffled, and he made up an excuse casually, "The final exam is due next week, and the questions are too difficult, so I can't do it."

"...If you don't know how to do it, just leave it alone." Lin Qingye seemed a little speechless, "You are crying because of this?"

"I didn't cry," Lin Zhi immediately retorted, speaking his mind openly, "I just miss you a little bit."

In the past, it was absolutely impossible for Lin Zhi to say such things to Lin Qingye. To be precise, the two fathers and sons of the Lin family never had a heart-to-heart chat. if.

Later, Lin Zhi said "Dad, I miss you" many times to the unanswered phone, to the empty street, and to the cold tombstone, but Lin Qingye could no longer hear it, let alone make it. respond.

"Ah," Lin Qingye responded with a smile in his voice this time, "You kid, don't you go home tomorrow, tomorrow is Saturday, right?"

"It seems to be." Lin Zhi said, but actually he didn't know.

"Then we can see each other tomorrow night," Lin Qingye comforted, "Let's skip the questions that you don't know how to do, and just do what you know, okay?"

"Okay," Lin Zhi sniffed, "Dad, you wear a mask when you go to work, the air in the factory is not good for your lungs if you breathe it into your lungs."

"Okay," Lin Qingye replied, "You haven't finished school yet, have you? Go back to class first."

"Well, bye dad, see you tomorrow."

"See you tomorrow, son."

Lin Zhi hung up the phone, sniffed vigorously again, his eyes were still a little hot, Lin Zhi decided to return to the classroom after a while.

Let's take a walk to blow some air, Lin Zhi turned around and bumped into Lu Liu who was standing two meters away.

Lu Liu held a stack of test papers in his hand and looked in the direction that he had just returned from the teacher's office.

When Lin Zhi was on the phone, he kept looking at the classroom, completely oblivious to when Lu Liu came over.

Lin Zhi and Lu Liu looked at each other for a few seconds with red eyes, and wanted to sniff again.

So Lin Zhi inhaled, with a "swoosh".

Then Lu Liu moved, and as he walked over, he put his hand into the pocket of his school uniform. When he reached Lin Zhi's side, Lu Liu handed Lin Zhi a small pack of napkins.

"Thank you." Lin Zhi whispered.

Lu Liu didn't speak, just nodded slightly, and walked over Lin Zhi to the corridor leading to the classroom.

The package of tissue paper has been opened, but it is still bulging. It is estimated that only one or two paper towels have been used.

Lin Zhi took out a sheet to cover his nose and blew out the snot happily, while he hesitated to return the rest to Lu Liu.

Before, he thought he had forgotten what Lu Liu looked like, but he didn't. He really didn't want to admit that when he imagined what "Zhi" looked like, Lu Liu's face would flash before his eyes every time.

When Lu Liu walked towards him just now, he saw Lu Liu's face and thought of "Zhi" who was waiting for him on the park bridge.

Lin Zhi hurriedly unlocked the phone, found a familiar green icon on the messy desktop, clicked on it, but did not see the familiar top icon, nor did he see the familiar bulletin board with the promotional slogan "Afforestation, today's benefit, future success" avatar.

Although he thought of this result, but Lin Zhi did not find "Zhi" in the address book, and when he searched for "Zhi"'s phone number in the add friend column, it showed "the user does not exist", Lin Zhi still felt deep disappointment.

Lin Zhi knew "Zhi" when he was about to start his sophomore year. At that time, he was alone, and he couldn't remember when there was a "full of righteousness" friend in his address book.

When there was a red 1 next to the profile picture of "Zhi", Lin Zhi thought it was an advertisement, but when he clicked on it, it was a piece of chicken soup for the soul. After reading it, Lin Zhi didn't feel encouraged at all, so he ignored him .

Fortunately, "Zhi" did not give up, and kept sending a piece of chicken soup for the soul to Lin Zhi every morning, noon and evening. After a week of continuous sending, Lin Zhi finally replied to him in the morning when he slept until he woke up naturally, "Good morning ".

Lin Zhi didn't want to worry about who this person was, and he didn't want to think about where this person came from. He only knew that if he didn't find someone to talk to at that time, he would probably suffer from some kind of mental illness, and then he would suffer from some kind of mental illness on a dark and windy night. , fed a handful of sleeping pills into his stomach, and followed Lin Qingye.

After going back and forth, Lin Zhi gradually became acquainted with "Zhi". Lin Zhi told "Zhi" about the impact of his father's death on him, and about the unfortunate encounters of his good friends, except that he didn't talk about his endless secret love.

"Zhi" received the news silently, and then poured chicken soup for Lin Zhi's soul in large sections, urged Lin Zhi to review when Lin Zhi made up exams and retakes many courses, tutored Lin Zhi in mathematics from time to time, and even became Lin Zhi's teacher in the end. Boyfriend, but never told Lin Zhi his name, nor let Lin Zhi hear his voice or see his appearance.

Lin Zhi only knew that "Zhi" was a sophomore like him, majoring in law at a university in city B, and his hometown was also in city J.

Lin Zhi was quite surprised when he found out, because he saw "Zhi"'s profile picture and thought that "Zhi" was studying urban planning and management at an agricultural university.

So, life is still very fair, given Lin Zhi a chance to live again, Lin Zhi can make up for the regrets of his previous life, but he can't find any trace of his boyfriend.

Hey, Lin Zhi sighed and stepped into the corridor amidst the ringing of the preparatory bell for class, and glanced at the signboard of "Senior Class Two and Three" on the door of the classroom.

The person involved regretted it very much. "Zhi" didn't say anything before, so why didn't he ask "Zhi" his name, where is his family, which high school he went to, and what he looked like...

In that case, maybe he could hook up with "Zhi" before he went to college, and the two would secretly have a puppy love.

Exciting to think about.