you look like my boyfriend

Thinking of these bad memories, Lin Zhi turned his head and asked seriously: "Xiaojing, can you promise me one thing?"

"Okay." Yao Wenjing agreed before asking, "What's the matter?"

"No matter what happens in the future," Lin Zhi said solemnly, "don't let yourself be depraved."

Yao Wenjing: "?"

"Are you okay?" Lin Zhi asked.

Yao Wenjing blinked blankly a few times, and said anxiously, "Why did you say this all of a sudden? Did something happen?"

"It's okay." Lin Zhi wanted Yao Wenjing's assurance persistently, "Just say it's okay?"

"I already promised you earlier." Yao Wenjing said.

"Then you must do what you say." Lin Zhi smiled relievedly. Although he didn't know what happened in the past year when he lost contact with Yao Wenjing in his previous life, he would definitely not let Yao Wenjing make the same mistakes.

"By the way," Lin Zhi asked tactfully, remembering that the matter at hand had not yet settled down, "Why have you been avoiding me these days? You didn't go home during the holidays last week."

"I didn't hide from you," Yao Wenjing looked down at the road under his feet. "It's just that my grades in the quiz last time were not very good. I want to stay in school and do more questions."

Yao Wenjing didn't lie. After taking the exam in two weeks, the school rankings will be counted. Recently, his ranking has dropped by nearly a hundred places, which is because he put his mind on other things.

"Don't put too much pressure on yourself," Lin Zhi said to Yao Wenjing many times, and now he seems to add another sentence, "Don't worry about what you have and what you don't have."

Yao Wenjing glanced at Lin Zhi quickly, and couldn't help wondering what he meant by saying this?

"What's the trouble?" Yao Wenjing licked his dry lips, "I'm not troubled by anything."

Lin Zhi put his hand on Yao Wenjing's shoulder, gave him an ambiguous look when he looked up, and said, "I know everything."

"You, you know?" Yao Wenjing looked away, "Did classmate Lu Liu tell you?"

Lu Liu is not trustworthy, and he clearly said he would not talk too much!

"Well," Lin Zhi was noncommittal, and only comforted, "Actually, you don't have to be embarrassed in front of me, don't you also know about me? We are almost adults, it's normal to like someone."

Yao Wenjing heard from the words that Lin Zhi didn't seem to know who he liked, so he pursed his lower lip and said tentatively, "But, my liking...is not normal."

"Who said that?" Lin Zhi was displeased when he heard this. "In the love stories that have been sung throughout the ages, some people like ghosts and gods, while others like ghosts. Everyone has different preferences. Why do we say that our preferences are abnormal?"

Yao Wenjing opened his mouth slightly, his heart was beating a little fast, and he didn't notice the weirdness in Lin Zhi's words for a while.

"Of course," Lin changed his tone and added, "No matter who you like, I will support you as a friend, but I still hope that you can like someone who can make you better."

"Well," Yao Wenjing nodded blankly, "he's fine."

Lu Liu is indeed very good, Lin Zhi thought, otherwise he wouldn't have kept Lu Liu in his heart for so many years, until now it's a bit...

In his previous life, Lin Zhi was very sad for a while, and he always thought a lot in the dead of night. If he had learned to express what he thought in his heart in the early years, would he have felt the kindness and filial piety of his father and son for a long time before Lin Qingye fell ill? The atmosphere, will it be able to draw a successful end to the secret love for several years, even if the ending cannot be happy, at least there will be no regrets.

It's a pity that at that time he also felt that his liking was abnormal.

Lin Zhi suppressed the vague sourness in his heart, and said with a smile: "Very well, you can try to chase after it."

"Can I?" Yao Wenjing asked incredulously.

"Of course, you're not bad," Lin Zhi changed his voice, "but it doesn't affect my studies. I've made progress. If you step back, I'll catch up with you."

"No," Yao Wenjing said easily, and then hastily added, "I'm not saying you can't catch up with me, I'm saying I won't fall back..."

"I understand." Lin Zhi smiled.

Lin Zhi speaks clearly and logically when explaining others, but it is obviously not the same thing when it is his turn.

Ever since he discovered the "truth" that Yao Wenjing liked Lu Liu, Lin Zhi always felt awkward when he saw Lu Liu, but the two of them were at the same table, and there was no way to avoid it.

Lu Liu has always known that Lin Zhi tends to be distracted in class. In the past, when he found that Lin Zhi was distracted, he would stop him without hesitation.But recently when Lin Zhi was distracted, he hesitated, because Lin Zhi always squinted at him unconsciously.

The villain in Lu Liu's mind bounced back and forth between selfishness and loyalty, and finally selfishness took over. He didn't remind Lin Zhi, and curled the corners of his mouth.

Anyway, he can tell him what Lin Zhi missed in class after class, and use a method that is more suitable for Lin Zhi.

It's a pity that Lin Zhi's distraction didn't last long, usually after two to three minutes, Lin Zhi would wake up suddenly, then lowered his head and picked up a pen to poke on the paper, exposing half of his face in Lu Liu's eyes He looked very annoyed.

Lu Liu really wanted to peel off Lin Zhi's head to see what was inside, but Lu Liu was just thinking about it. It sounds too bloody to peel off his head, and he still hopes to have a chance to hear it from Lin Zhi's mouth. his thoughts.

What Lin Zhi thought in his heart was the same as what was expressed on his face, he was indeed very upset, he seemed to be caught in an endless loop, he kept hinting that he could not and should not have any unreasonable thoughts about Lu Liu, but The more you hint, the less you can control your thoughts.

Especially thinking that perhaps in the not-too-distant future, Yao Wenjing will muster up the courage to confess his love to Lu Liu, and he will think of himself in his previous high school, who was trembling with his youthful thoughts.

How could he be so scumbag?While thinking about the goodness of "Zhi", he couldn't let go of his obsession with Lu Liu.

After class, Lin Zhi opened the last page of the notebook while Lu Liu was leaving his seat, picked a marker pen of the most conspicuous color, and wrote a few words in the middle of the page. He wrote three times in a row, each time the handwriting was clear.

From childhood to adulthood, the teacher said that "a good memory is not as good as a bad pen". Since he can't control his thoughts, write in his usual notebook to remind him all the time.

Just right, learning to be a lover.

The countdown to the college entrance examination, which was replaced by Lu Liu every morning, became shorter and shorter in the busy and fulfilling senior year of senior high school. After winter, the senior senior students who had been studying hard all day long and lacked exercise suffered a lot of illnesses one after another, even though they were all common colds. I have a fever, but I still find it a bit scary to hear the coughing and nose blowing in the classroom one after another.

Lin Zhi also joined the cold army, huddled wearily on the seat wrapped in a heavy down jacket.

In fact, Lin Zhi's resistance was very good before, and the number of illnesses in his memory was very small, not more than one hand a year.

This time, he was sick for three days and he didn’t recover because he really didn’t move much this semester. Every day in the dormitory, cafeteria, and classrooms, he went back to the classroom to sleep in the gym class once a week. .

Recently, Lin Zhi used his brain too much. Every night when he put down his pen, he would fall asleep after touching the pillow. He couldn't doze off while Lu Liu watched him in class, so he could only hurry up and squint for a while when he was free.

After the hot water in the thermos was finished, Lin Zhi got up reluctantly and prepared to go to pick up the spot. Before he could ask Lu Liu, who was sitting outside, to let him out, Lu Liu took the thermos from his hand.

"I'm just going to fetch water," Lu Liu held a thermos cup in one hand, "I'll fetch you a cup by the way."

"Thank you then." Lin Zhi sat back lazily, remembering in a daze that Lu Liu took the class when the last class was over, didn't he?I didn't see him take a few sips.

This is an excuse to pick him up because he is sick.

Lin Zhi turned his head and glanced at Lu Liu at the back of the classroom, who was bending over to receive water from the water dispenser. Such a monitor, it's no wonder he couldn't let it go, right?