[guard]

At one o'clock in the morning, I arrived at the hospital, and I walked in that long cold corridor, like a road leading to reincarnation, and I have to say I hate this feeling, especially walking in such a place at night.

The inpatient department was so quiet that it made people panic. I listened to my footsteps on the floor and looked at the long corridor. It was just like the road of my life. ?Is it pathos?I have stepped on, do I still have a way out?

At this time, the person accompanying Yan Jiasheng, if nothing else, should be Chen Xinhua. He has always been the person I dislike the least and the most difficult to surpass.His existence is like raising the wall between Yan Jiasheng and me by half, making it more difficult for me to climb over.I have a fear of him?That's right, I can't compare to him, no matter how much money I have, I can't compare with him, I feel inferior in front of him.

However, I just want to protect the one I love, even though Chen Xinhua suffers so much, I still have to hold on.When I came outside the ward, the lights inside were on.Looking in through the glass window on the door, Chen Xinhua was using a cotton swab dipped in water to paint Yan Jiasheng's lips. I was the one who did this for him a few nights ago, but now it was Chen Xinhua, and I felt very uncomfortable.

I opened the door without knocking, and Chen Xinhua froze for a moment, "Are you here?" He seemed to believe that I would definitely come by asking this way.

Me: "Well... how is he doing now?"

Chen: "The situation is the same as during the day, I don't know when I will wake up..."

I didn't make another sound, just quietly looked at Yan Jiasheng who was lying down.

"Min Miao, you shouldn't appear again!" Chen Xinhua suddenly looked at me and said, his words gave me the feeling that my appearance made everyone fall into confusion!

I know he's referring to me or "You mean?"

"It's not easy for him now, if there is no car accident, he should be very happy! Hey..." Chen Xinhua didn't answer my question, but sighed.

"You mean my appearance brought him misfortune? Or that my appearance will ruin everything he has now?" I couldn't help asking.

"You were able to leave him cruelly for more than ten years, why can't you be cruel to the end?" Chen said this with a lot of resentment, and I can feel it. What shocked me was how he learned that I left him cruelly. Yan Jiasheng's?

"I watched him get married back then, and I wanted him to be happy, so I stayed away from him. But after I left, I couldn't lie to myself. His weight and position in my heart have never changed for more than ten years. The more I want to The more you forget him, the more you can't forget him... On the contrary, the more unforgettable..." The voice of the last unforgettable sentence is pitifully small, because it is timid!

Chen Xinhua "Since you want him to be happy, you shouldn't do so many unnecessary things..."

I don't quite understand the redundant things he said, but I can understand one thing. He means that I have implicated Yan Jiasheng like this. ..." My tears dripped down, as a man, it's extremely wrong to cry at every turn, but I couldn't control myself.

"He came to me the morning of the accident. Why did you stay by his side and do so many things to embarrass him?" As soon as Chen Xinhua said this, I instantly understood many things. It turned out that Chen Xinhua had never left , and he knew what happened on the night of August [-]th.

"I..." I wanted to find an excuse for myself, but I couldn't find it, so I could only say "I'm sorry..."

"You shouldn't tell me you're sorry, you should tell him." Chen Xinhua pointed to Yan Jiasheng who was lying on the bed.

I was shocked, what did Chen Xinhua mean by this?Is it because of me that the Yan family got into a car accident?I couldn't help but "what do you mean by that?"

"If you didn't let him find out that you loved him, he wouldn't hit you. If he didn't break your glasses, he wouldn't go and get you back. If it wasn't for you to get glasses, he wouldn't." ..." Chen Xinhua said these words like a bitter woman in one breath, which did not match his gentlemanly personality. After he finished speaking, I saw a flash of light in the corner of his eyes, and he couldn't control himself from crying. Only then did I know Chen Xinhua The feelings for Yan Jiasheng are not as superficial as I saw, nor as light as I felt.

It turns out that I guessed right, Yan Jiasheng really did the accident to give me glasses, I am the source of all these misfortunes, I hate myself for going too far, I really did too many unnecessary things, take care Why take the cake back to the company?How can I live with my conscience now?

"It's all my fault..." I finally felt what it means to hate mistakes hard to return.

"Forget it...is it useful who is right and who is wrong now? Now I can only hope that he wakes up soon." After rubbing his eyes, Chen Xinhua regained his sad expression and stared at Yan Jiasheng.

After we calmed down a bit, "You are here today!" I asked him.

"Hmm..." He nodded.

"It's better for me to take care of him tonight, you go back and have a rest, just come over early tomorrow." I think Chen has two purposes for going home, one is that I want to take care of him alone, and the other is that there are too many I wanted to whisper to him what was in my heart.

"No need, you should go back first! I'm fine here, and his wife will come and take care of him during the day." Chen Xinhua also deliberately emphasized the word "wife", which made me feel that he was reminding me.Who is he?Didn't he also love Yan Jiasheng?Why is he like this?

If I want to stay and take care of Yan Jiasheng, Chen Xinhua will definitely not like it, so I just plan to wait on Yan Jiasheng for a while and then leave. "Have you washed his face and wiped his feet? He likes to be clean. He is injured and can't move, but his head and feet have to use towels." wipe"

"It's all wiped off." He answered cleanly, and his tone meant that I wanted to leave quickly!

"Oh...tomorrow the company has something to do, so I'll go back to rest first, I'll thank you for your hard work here!" I said politely and walked out of the ward.There is a feeling in my heart that Yan Jiasheng is getting farther and farther away from me.

Waking up the next day was the same as usual. After washing up, Xianshu’s breakfast was already served on the dining table. "Hurry up and eat breakfast! It’s getting cold."

"Hmm..." I ate fried dough sticks and drank porridge in a hurry.

After eating, I went back to the room and put on the shirt and suit that Xianshu had ironed, and picked up the briefcase to go out. Xianshu stood behind her and said, "Be careful on the road!" All so guilty.

"Um…"

"Wait a minute!" She called me suddenly.

I turned around "what's wrong?"

She approached, reached out and straightened my collar, then swept my suit up and down and smiled with satisfaction, "Okay!"

After I nodded knowingly, I walked out of the house and hurried to the company.