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Alcohol can make people narcotic, and alcohol can make people forget everything for a short time. Some people say that wine is a good thing. I used to think so, it can let me vent my thoughts unscrupulously.

But wine is sometimes a bad thing, sometimes it can remember more things that have been forgotten, and sometimes it can make people more sober.

When my lips touched the lips of the person pressing on me, it was an electric shock that I had never experienced before.It was just a superficial touch, although the pleasure of electric shock spread all over my body, but I clearly remembered that Yan Jiasheng was still lying in the hospital, and the person I was hugging and kissing was not Yan Jiasheng, nor the person I loved.

I suddenly opened my eyes, Tang Zhicheng looked at me squarely, and looked at me from a very short distance, I was depressed, drinking too much made my behavior out of line "Sorry, Xiao Tang, I drank too much It's gone..." I hurriedly pushed him away with my hands, but I was a little too drunk to push him away completely, but it was even more clear in my head that the person I love is Yan Jiasheng.

He stared at me intently for a few seconds, his eyes revealed infinite longing, and he was panting, he didn't speak, his mouth got closer and closer to me, he couldn't speak by himself.

"Little Tang! Wake up! We can't do this!" I started to panic, feeling like being raped, and he couldn't hear my voice telling him to stop like a demon.

I became angry for some reason, "Tang Zhicheng, get the hell out of here!" He finally stopped after yelling, and stared at me intently, his gaze became very cold, which made me a little uneasy.

Getting closer and closer, I thought he would force that, but I didn't know what to do, and suddenly he fell on my shoulder and cried loudly.

No matter what I do to him at this moment, it will hurt him. I can only freeze at this moment.Let his hot tears seep through my shirt and wet the skin on my shoulders, I seem to hear his heartbreaking voice.He lay on top of me, and I didn't refuse anymore, and I didn't dare to refuse. No matter what I do now, it's wrong. The whole world seems to have entered another space, and only me and him exist in this space.

I was so wrong this time, the person I obviously didn’t want to hurt was completely hurt by me, so why did I get drunk...Hanging hand raised to pat his back but stopped, I don't know how to comfort him.It turns out that it is so embarrassing to face a person I don't love but who is better. This kind of strange space makes me feel suffocated.

He lay on my shoulder crying for an unknown amount of time, and I didn't dare to move. Although he wasn't as fat as me, he was tall and strong. Was he crushed by him like this? Go, my head started to hurt a little, but he was still sobbing, and I was embarrassed to push him away, anyway, it must be extremely uncomfortable!

When I was still thinking about what language to use and what excuse to get away, the phone in my trouser pocket rang, and I felt a little happy, it was really timely rain!I finally had an excuse to suspend the bondage. At the same time as the phone call, Tang Zhicheng pulled over from the strange space just now. He sat up propped up, wiped his tears with his palm, and then said in a choked voice, "Yes... sorry, Min Brother...I..." He sobbed a few times, covered his teary face, got up and ran into the toilet.

My legs are numb, and my left hand is also numb. I took out the phone with my right hand. It was an unfamiliar number. I thought it was Xianshu calling to urge me to go home. I looked at my watch, and it was almost twelve o'clock. late, who will it be?

Pressed to answer "Hello... how are you?"

The other party was strangely silent, and I only heard a sigh of "Oh...".

"Hi, how are you? Please talk?" I asked again.

"Yan Jiasheng is awake." The other party simply said these five words and hung up the phone.These five words excite me more than any other word.Yes, nothing really touches my numb soul and vibrates my heart more than this news.

The person who called me sounded like Chen Xinhua, I was still wondering who was the person who called me?Isn't it stupid?Now of course he was the one who was accompanying Yan Jiasheng at this time, I got up without thinking about anything else, ran to the toilet and knocked on the door, "Xiao Tang, Xiao Tang, Yan Jiasheng is awake, Yan Jiasheng is awake!"

I didn't care if I lost my composure, I just wanted someone to share my joy and someone who could understand my mood at the moment, but Tang Zhicheng in the toilet replied "Oh..." very coping and displeased.

I know that to Tang Zhicheng, this is not something worth getting excited about, but I couldn't control my excitement, "I have to go to the hospital to see him, come out and show me if I'm okay?"

He didn't make a sound, and opened the door a few seconds later, his face was still dripping with water, maybe it would be better for people who have cried with cold water to wash their face, I used to be like him, I used to use water to calm myself down after crying Some, he wiped his face with a tissue, "Very good, you are really good-looking." The deep voice sounded a bit resentful, and even the words of praise made me feel uncomfortable.

"Xiao Tang, I'm sorry... we all drank too much! Mr. Yan woke up, I have to go to the hospital to see him, you are tired, go to bed early!" After I finished speaking, I picked up my briefcase and turned to open the door.

"Hey...Brother Min...wait..." He suddenly stopped me.

I stopped and turned around, "What's the matter?" This scene was like the scene when we parted at the entrance of the hotel after dinner on August [-]th.

He lowered his head, "Brother Min, thank you..."

I can fully understand what he meant. He doesn't want much but I can't give it. I can only say from the bottom of my heart, "Xiao Tang, I'm sorry! I also thank you for your love to me."

I nodded, pulled up the corners of my mouth and smiled, although there is no mirror for me to see myself, but I think it is a very ugly smile "I'll go first" After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked out of his house. Walking down the stairs step by step, the vigor in my heart seems to have infinite energy, and I keep rushing forward.

Finally stopped a taxi, but the driver said that he couldn’t travel too far during the shift change, so he spent a lot of saliva and finally persuaded the driver with a price that was double the usual price, no matter how much he paid, Yan Jiasheng woke up, no matter what I have to show up, I just want him to understand that no matter when and where, when he needs me or when he is just idle and nothing else, I will be by his side.