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Fatty Liu is elegant and sunny, he is good-looking and funny, judging by his car, he should be a rich man but he has never put on airs, if there is no Yan Jiasheng, I think he is my ideal partner, but I am very Clearly, Yan Jiasheng is irreplaceable in my heart.

In fact, I didn't feel hungry, Tang Zhicheng was more on my mind at the moment, where would he be?Liu Guodong should enjoy the meal very much. He said to me while eating, "Eat! It won't taste good when it's cold!"

"Um…"

"Are you unhappy?" He stopped and wiped his mouth with a tissue.

"Annoying...very annoying..."

"People are born to worry about living. When you feel that you can't get what you need, you will worry more. When the burden is heavy, sometimes when you should let it go, let it go, or find a confidant to talk to and release your emotions." He looked at me seriously and said.

"You are older than me! Can I call you Brother Liu?"

"You can call me whatever you like, you can call me by my name, Fatty Liu is also OK, as long as you want to call it..."

I am ashamed, he is really easy-going, "I have no confidant, and the only person who is considered a friend left Shenzhen suddenly today. From the time I was sensible to now, I have been pursuing what I always wanted but never got."

"Is he a young guy?" Liu Guodong crossed his fingers on the table and looked at me with a half-smile.

I was taken aback, "How did you guess that?"

"Haha... Let's go to see your brother's one with you in the hospital! I saw that he treats you very well..."

"Um"

"By the way, mind if I ask you a question?" He suddenly looked serious.

"what is the problem?"

He was about to say something but stopped immediately, "Forget it...I'll ask you later..."

Anyway, I was not in the mood to answer, so I ignored him. The meal was quite inexplicable. This is the third time I met Liu Guodong, but he seemed to have known me for a long time. He was the one who talked most of the time. I was listening, and when I went out of the restaurant, I looked at my watch and it was already past one o'clock in the afternoon.

Liu Guodong opened the passenger door, "Let's go! Get in the car!"

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"How did I know you were going there? In such a cold day, you don't want to wander the streets like you did just now!" He gave a very cute expression.

I suddenly remembered that when I went out, I told Xianshu that I was out to buy new year's goods, and now I haven't bought anything. It's strange to say that, and she didn't call me.

"Well... Brother Liu... If you have anything to do, go ahead! I'm going to do some shopping for the New Year. I'm 28 today and I haven't bought anything at home. I'm going to the supermarket..." I signaled him to leave first.

"Oh...coincidentally, I also came out to buy new year's goods...go...get in the car!! Haha..."

Halo, is there such a coincidence, speechless, I got into the car and followed him to the supermarket.When I entered the supermarket, he walked behind me. I walked to the snack area, pulled on a plastic bag, and prepared to pack the miscellaneous snacks.

"Do you like this?" He suddenly walked up to me and asked.

"No, the kids at home like..."

"Your child?" He was suddenly unnatural.

"Well, two sons"

"Oh... that's good, I'll help you..." After he finished speaking, he grabbed a handful and put them into the bag, and when the bag was full, he pulled another one over.

I looked confused, what happened to him?I didn't ask, anyway, it's okay to buy more for Chinese New Year.He's fine, anyway, when he sees children's snacks, he always asks if he wants this, how about that?Picked it up and dropped it in the cart without even asking.In the end, I planned to buy two bottles of red wine and drink two glasses with Yan Jiasheng. When I walked to the wine counter, before I could speak, Liu Guodong pointed to the bottle of wine on the glass shelf and said to the waiter, "Give me two bottles of that wine. I'll take a look." The price is actually more than 800 yuan a bottle.

"I said Brother Liu, do you want to buy wine?" I couldn't help asking.

"No, seeing you come here, I guess you want to buy it, help you choose." He picked up the wine and looked at me.

Halo... so expensive... I'm speechless again, this is beyond my ability to spend, my job is gone, Yan Jiasheng has to continue treatment, I have to say I still have some savings, I shouldn't buy things that are too extravagant , I pulled him aside and whispered, "It's so expensive, don't buy it..."

"Why is it so expensive...you should drink better wine..."

He turned to the waiter and said "Wrap me up"

The waiter quickly handed over the bag, what else can I say?Just keep going.Feeling depressed, he doesn't seem to have considered my spending power.If I go home and let Xianshu know that this wine costs more than 800 bottles, I don't know how many days I should be nagging.

When I paid the bill, I didn't bring enough cash, so I took out the card and prepared to swipe it. Unexpectedly, Liu Guodong paid with cash directly, and he didn't obey no matter how he pushed.It made me feel like I was being fried and roasted for a while.It's just a casual acquaintance with him, why is he so proud?

When I left the supermarket, I was carrying big bags and small bags in my hands, but Liu Guodong’s hands were empty. Because of the two bottles of wine just now, I am no longer embarrassed to ask him to accompany me to the pedestrian street. I don't really want to owe him this "stranger" favor, so I looked at him, "Didn't Brother Liu say that he also sells New Year's goods? After shopping in the supermarket, it seems that all the things you buy are for me?"

This made him feel embarrassed all of a sudden, "Oh...by the way, I bought them all for you, and I forgot to buy them myself too..."

What he said was a bit far-fetched, but I think he treated me very well, so I didn't say anything to embarrass him. He should have understood what I meant and said, "Shall I go to the supermarket again?"

Why does this tone seem to be asking me back?Do you want me to go shopping with him again?

I said directly, "Then you go! I'll treat you to dinner another day!"

As soon as he heard that he had dinner on another day, "That's good! Leave me a call!"

"Give me your phone!"

I took the mobile phone he handed over, dialed my number, and returned the phone to him, "I'm going first..."

I carried two bags of things without looking back, and walked towards the pedestrian street, intending to go there to buy Huichun. I walked for about twenty minutes, and the pedestrian street was so crowded that it was indescribable.Originally, I was disgusted by such a crowded crowd. Although it was lively, no one knew anyone. It wasn't because I wanted to buy Huichun that I would turn around and go home decisively.

Walking like walking on the same spot, I finally arrived at a stall displaying waving springs. I quickly picked up and prepared to stay away from the crowd. When I turned around, my eyes caught that handsome figure——Tang Zhicheng, that’s right, It really is him.I kept pushing towards the fireworks booth where he was staying. I wanted to ask him why he left, why he turned off the phone, and why he was here again?

When I got closer and closer, I looked at him with a smile on his face, and he was talking and laughing to the fat man beside him. It turned out to be his doctor cousin, and his cousin was picking up a bundle of fireworks and smiling. I showed him, probably asking for his opinion, he and I were stunned for a moment, the two of them felt more like a pair of gay lovers to me, maybe I see people with tinted glasses, it’s too big for my fantasy picture Unfortunately, I felt too sorry for him and felt guilty all day long, but he was enjoying himself with others, and suddenly became inexplicably angry. I want to go over and ask him why...

When I was about to push through, someone put their hands on my shoulders. When I looked back, it was Liu Guodong. "Why are you here?" I couldn't help asking.

"I don't worry about you, so I came here and chatted in another place? There are too many people here..."

I followed him out of the crowded pedestrian street, worry about me?As for what?

Waiting for me to open my mouth, "Are you planning to go over and question him just now?" Liu Guodong asked very seriously. I have seen him so many times that he is the most serious and serious.

"I..." To be honest, I couldn't speak, because I don't know if Fatty Liu on the other side knows my secret, or I don't have the qualifications to question Tang Zhicheng at all?

"It's natural for him to leave you. You can't occupy his feelings without giving him anything. He has his right to choose. If he leaves you will be happier. Why can't you bless him?" Jokingly, he made me flustered like this, because every word he said went straight to the bottom of my heart.I was as afraid as a child who had done something wrong and was discovered by an adult waiting to be punished. My secret that I had kept all my life was exposed to an outsider in such a naked way.

"You...what did you say? I...I don't understand what you want to say..." I tried my best to hide this embarrassment.

"Ha... ha... I guessed right..." He suddenly laughed and said.

He finally directly destroyed my only camouflage, and my last line of defense completely collapsed, and I started to panic, "Is gay funny? What if I'm gay? What did I do to me? You think it's so ridiculous, please stay away from me..."

"I didn't laugh at you, I laughed at myself...I'm leaving..." He turned around in frustration, and walked towards his car without looking back. Looking at Fatty Liu's back, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty, but I couldn't help it. I wondered if I had said something that hurt him... as if I was afraid of losing this friend again, but are we friends?It wasn't until I saw his car disappear out of sight that I called a taxi and headed home.