[guard]

After returning to Shenzhen, I didn’t look for a job because the children were on summer vacation and I had to take care of them, but life requires a job, and I don’t have much money left. difficult.

One day, the weather was very hot, Min Xing asked me to take him to the park to play, I couldn't even coax him to comfort him, there is no way, let the family of three go to the park!

Downstairs, I saw that familiar figure, Yan Jiasheng.After I came back from my hometown, I haven’t seen him for about a month. He is no longer on crutches, and he is back in a heroic posture.Seeing Yan Jiasheng, Min Bin and Min Xing immediately ran over shouting, "Uncle!!"

Yan Jiasheng bent down slowly, and stroked the heads of the two of them, "Good boy!"

I don't know what to say, actually at this moment I don't know how to face him or talk to him.The person who made me crazy and sinking for most of my life, but in the end I moved on to another person, until my family was ruined and I died. Am I repenting?But can a man who falls in love with a man really change everything and start a new life?

"These... two little guys are arguing to come down to the park, so I took them down for a walk!" I looked at him shyly while stroking my short hair.

"Oh, I'll walk with you..."

Min Bin pulled Min Xing to the children's corner of the park and ran up and down. Yan Jiasheng and I sat on the bench, looked at Min Bin's smile and said inadvertently, "I haven't seen him smile for a long time!"

Yan Jiasheng sighed, "It will get better slowly!"

One thing I always wanted to ask Yan Jiasheng was where did Chen Xinhua go?When it came to my mouth, I swallowed again.

Yan Jiasheng suddenly handed me a bank card, "Here is a sum of money, you can start a small business, so you can spend more time taking care of your children."

"What are you doing? I will find a solution!" I didn't answer.

"What else can you do? A big man is dragging two children. After a few days, the children will have to prepare tuition fees for school. Even if you find a job, it will be difficult to take care of both..." Yan Jiasheng murmured.

I confiscated the card, and I dare not touch the memory of the past again. It should be said that I am isolating myself, and I dare not have too much relationship with him.I was afraid, I was really afraid, and when we separated from Liu Guodong, I didn't feel helpless when I faced Yan Jiasheng. It turns out that Yan Jiasheng is the person hidden deepest in my heart, and a little reminder can make me very painful.

Not long after, the school started again, and I sent my two sons to school. As soon as I left the school gate, Chen Xinhua drove a Mercedes and waved to me on the side of the road.I approached his car, looked into the car, Yan Jiasheng was not there, I thought they appeared together again.

"Get in the car! Take you to a place..."

"I'm quite busy, what can you do?" I'm not his, and he's not mine, so I don't need to listen to him, it's not because of Yan Jiasheng that I might directly ignore his existence.

"Why are you so stubborn? Get in the car..." Chen Xinhua lost his temper.

But I didn't feel the need to listen to him, "It seems that we are not even friends! I don't have time to socialize with you!" After I finished speaking, I went straight back. To be honest, I really don't want to see him, I even hate him, I Obviously I no longer expect anything from anyone, why can't they stop disturbing my life?

I walked for a few minutes, and Chen Xinhua's car stopped beside me again, "How long are you going to torture him?"

When Chen Xinhua said he, I clearly meant Yan Jiasheng, but I didn't understand what he meant by torture, because I didn't have extravagant hopes for love at all.

"I didn't torture him, and I didn't have any ambiguity with him..."

"I'll take you to see him... get in the car..."

My mind was full of questions, what is Yan Jiasheng doing?After getting into Chen Xinhua's car, he didn't start the car right away. He looked at me in the passenger seat, "What can I do better than you?" He shook his head helplessly, and then stepped on the accelerator. I didn't make a sound.

Chen Xinhua parked his car on the side of the road, and there was a bus stop on the opposite side of the road. Yan Jiasheng got off in a taxi and kept apologizing to a man.The man pushed him forward very unreasonably. I didn't understand what happened. I felt that Yan was being bullied and wanted to get out of the car to help.Chen Xinhua stopped me, "What are you doing?"

"He was bullied!"

As soon as I finished speaking, Yan Jiasheng was kicked by that person. Yan Jiasheng bent down in pain, surrounded by spectators on the platform. It's locked, I can't open the door "Open the door and let me get out of the car!!"

"You want him to know that you've seen him so down and out? Where is he saving face? It's not because of you that he drives a taxi!"

I froze because I? "Didn't Yan Jiasheng have a good time with you?"

"He's not with me. I know that feelings can't be forced. He likes you. He moved away by himself after returning from Shanghai. I only recently found out that he was driving here. I found him because of you, He doesn't want to accept my help, and today I want you to see him live this kind of life for your love, just to save money for you to take good care of the child..."

At this moment, I finally understood what love is and what protection is. My heart suddenly softened. I always thought that I was protecting him, but I didn’t expect that he would protect me forever.

That person cursed something and left in a huff. Yan Jiasheng patted his clothes and went back to the taxi. Seeing him, my eyes were red.Picking up the phone, calling Yan Jiasheng, Yan Jiasheng in the taxi took a deep breath, "Miao...do you have anything to do with me?"

"No... where are you?"

"I'm working in Xinhua's company! That...Miao, I'll take you to a place tonight, I'm going to have a meeting now, I'll contact you tonight..."

"Oh..." I could hardly control myself from crying, why did he do this?

Chen Xinhua looked at me, "Hold on to the person in front of you!"

When I got home, I looked at Xianshu's photo all day long, "Xianshu...Am I a bastard? Why did everyone around me hurt me unintentionally, because of me, Xianshu..."

After picking up my son from school, I cook, teach the child to do homework, and help the child take a bath.At night, the curtain was pulled down, and after the children were asleep, I stood on the balcony and looked at the thousands of neon lights. The phone rang, and I guessed it was Yan Jiasheng.

"Hey…"

"Miao... I'm downstairs at your house, come down!" he said excitedly.

"Um…"

He put on my favorite white shirt, trousers and leather shoes, completely different from the taxi driver in the daytime, he disguised himself very well, if it wasn’t for Chen to take me to see that scene, I don’t think I would ever be able to Know what he has suffered.

"Brother Sheng..."

"Go... take you somewhere!" He hailed a taxi and dragged me into the car.All the way, he happily talked about the company's meeting situation he made up, and how the position of general manager Chen gave him was suitable for him.All the way I didn't smile, didn't go along with it, and bit my lower lip tightly.

After getting off the car in front of a small coffee shop that was not open, Yan Jiasheng pointed at the shop, "Look, do you like it?"

"What do you mean?"

"I pushed this shop over, and you will take care of it in the future. Haven't you opened a coffee shop for a while? I think it's very good. I usually come to drink the coffee you made when I have time after the opening..." He smiled smugly.

"Didn't I say..." Before I finished speaking, he immediately stopped me, opened the door and dragged me into the store.

"You don't need to say anything, I will wait for you to raise money after you make money! So work hard to open this store for me! Haha!" He smiled, from the bottom of his heart, I have never found that he can smile so much Sweet, such a nice smile.

It seems that I can't help but refuse, he insists on handing over the shop to me.This time, I wasn't greedy for anything, but I sincerely accepted the gift he gave me.After thinking about it for a day, I felt that I should realize my own dream, it should be said that I should realize a dream that belongs to me and Yan Jiasheng.

There is an old-style piano in the middle of the coffee shop, Yan Jiasheng looked at me, "Miao...you go and make me a cup of coffee, let me see if the piano is okay..."

"Hmm..." I went to the bar to wash the utensils, boil the water, and grind the coffee beans.A familiar melody sounded in the coffee shop, and I couldn't remember the key of the song for a moment.

I made coffee and brought it to the back of Yan Jiasheng. He played and sang "I am not willing to say goodbye, but I still long for the legend of love. I am not afraid of the long night and continue to chase in the empty wind. Smile in the wind and sing in the wind." , thank God for meeting you, even if it is bitter, I feel beautiful..."

It turned out to be Leslie Cheung's "This Life, This Life" and suddenly he stopped singing after playing it, frowning, probably forgot the words!

I opened my mouth, "The sky is old and the sea is old, but I hope this love is not old, I hope to make a promise in this life, and hug him again in this life!" Yan Jiasheng turned his head and looked at me with a smile.

"Miao..."

I put down his coffee in my hand, "Brother Sheng! I know everything, don't drive a taxi, let's open this shop together, shall we?"

He looked at me in surprise, and suddenly stood up and hugged me tightly. We finally had enough of this hug that we had been waiting for for more than 20 years.

We didn't speak, we hugged each other tightly, feeling each other's temperature and breath.

When he let go of me, he grabbed my shoulders, "Miao, the road ahead may not be easy, or life will be busier in the future, but as long as we don't give up, we will be happy!"

I put my mouth on his lips for an instant. At this moment, I think there is nothing better than a kiss to express the relationship between us...

Three months later, I received Tang Zhicheng's wedding invitation, and I attended his wedding with Yan Jiasheng.I once wanted to persuade him not to get married, but he should have his own difficulties, so I didn't say it, or I should bless him!

As for Chen Xinhua, he never appeared again. I asked Yan Jiasheng and he said he lost contact.Yan Jiasheng moved to live in my house, and there were only four of us in our life. Every night after the children went to bed, I would sneak into Yan Jiasheng's room.Every night when we hold our fingers together, we think about the same thing, "I will confess to my two children when they grow up, and I hope they can accept everything between me and Yan Jiasheng." The extravagant hope of knowledge, but we firmly believe that as long as we firmly believe that love is the eternal guardian, we will be able to overcome all difficulties!