For the next few days, Uncle Fu was frowning, reticent, and doing things in silence.Sometimes he would look at me in a silent trance, and there was something in those eyes that I couldn't see through.
It was deep love and endless confusion.
I had a hunch that something was going to happen.But I can't tell what it is.My heart is also at a loss.
I asked Uncle Fu, is there any discomfort in the body?Uncle Fu always shook his head.
The hollow look in the eyes like a soul flying out of the body made me very worried.
After about half a month, we sold out another column of chickens.On this day, I went into the city to buy chicken medicine at the veterinary pharmacy, leaving Uncle Fu alone in the field.
Because a batch of chickens has been produced, the time of the chicken farm will be relatively free.It was rare to come out, so I went to the market to wander around, and bought some meat, vegetables and daily necessities to go back.
By the time we got back to the arena, it was already sunset.
Usually when I go out and come back, Uncle Fu will watch in front of the gate.When they see me, they will embrace me happily like a child.
On this day, for the first time in history, I did not see Uncle Fu.
I went into the house, but I didn't see Uncle Fu either.
I felt a wave of panic.Lonely and helpless like a child who hasn't seen his parents home in the evening.I searched the entire chicken farm, even every corner, but I didn't see Uncle Fu.
A burst of great fear struck me, and I had a premonition that something had happened to Uncle Fu!
I hurried to Boss Min's house and asked if they knew the whereabouts of my Uncle Fu?
The boss's family is watching TV at home, and the boss's wife is busy with dinner in the kitchen alone.
They also don't know a thing.
The boss hurriedly followed me to the chicken farm by bicycle.They first checked to see if there was anything missing in the chicken farm.Then I was anxious to find someone to help me.
We first searched the entire Dayuan Village.
Now almost everyone in Dayuan Village knows our uncle and nephew.We asked everyone we met, but everyone shook their heads and didn't know.
In the middle of the night, I dragged my tired feet back to the house.
I didn't feel like cooking and eating, so I barely boiled hot water for a wash, and then I climbed upstairs and went to bed.
The scene in the small building was still the same, even the quilt was spread randomly.With tears in my eyes, I lifted the quilt and prepared to lie down.
At this moment, I saw something under the covers on the bed.
It was a piece of paper with writing on it, a passbook, and some cash.
The words on the paper were written by Uncle Fu!I am all too familiar with Uncle Fu's handsome and elegant handwriting.
With trembling hands, I read the words on the piece of paper.
I saw that on the note, Uncle Fu's delicate handwriting read:
"Shuishan, forgive Uncle for leaving without saying goodbye.
Uncle knows that you will be overwhelmed with pain when you read the letter.So why not uncle.But that day will come sooner or later.Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.Shuishan, I hope you can be stronger.
Your home is your ultimate destination.Your wife and son need you more than I do.Seeing your family broken up and your wife and children separated, I live in a kind of guilt every day, and I can't find a reason to forgive myself.
Dear nephew, thank you for giving my uncle such meticulous care and love for so many years.Uncle can't repay you in this lifetime.I hope that we will no longer be such people in the next life. I hope that one of you and I will be a man and the other will be a woman in the next life.I hope you and I can meet again in the next life, when we will form a heterosexual couple and live a dignified married life in broad daylight.
You and I may never meet again in this life.You don't want me.You can't find mine.
Wu Liangfu"
At the end of the letter, there are patches of tears that have dried up.
My tears flowed down again, and the letter paper was wet again.
I suddenly jumped up from the bed, rushed out the door, and cried out to the boundless night:
"Uncle Fu! Come out! I know you must still be here looking at me! Uncle Fu, I can't live without you..."
I eagerly looked around, but in the dark night sky, apart from the chirping of night birds flying past, where was the slightest sound of Uncle Fu?
This night, I guarded outside.Although I fell asleep sometimes due to excessive exhaustion, as soon as there was a slight noise around me, I immediately opened my eyes. How I wished that Uncle Fu would unexpectedly appear in front of me.
Before dawn the next day, Boss Min came to the chicken farm. I told him about Uncle Fu's letter, and the boss shook his head and sighed.
I asked him for a few days off to look for Uncle Fu.He agreed and said, "We'll take care of it ourselves here for a few days. I hope you can find it. If you can't find it, come back. I can't live without you..."
After I finished speaking, I made a mess of something to eat, rode on an old bicycle that I usually use when I go to the city to buy chicken medicine, and went out.
Where can I find it?Generally speaking, you can only find fellow villagers and acquaintances to inquire as much as possible, at least you can release the letter, and wait for the returned information later.But we have been here for a few years, living a life that is close to seclusion, and basically do not interact with fellow villagers.So I can know very few acquaintances and fellow villagers.
I can only look around like a headless chicken, and ask people who seem to be from our hometown.But at the end of the day, there was no news at all.
The next day, I went to Ling Qingfeng's place.When he heard about this situation, he was very surprised, and couldn't help worrying deeply about me.Because Uncle Fu didn't take any money with him.What kind of situation would it be for an old man who was nearly seventy years old to walk penniless on the rivers and lakes?
Ling Qingfeng couldn't help comforting me: Don't worry too much.I think your Uncle Fu is a prudent person.Maybe he has already prepared where to go, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't bring money with him.
"There are a lot of people here in my hometown, and I am familiar with most of them. I will send out letters to them all. As long as your Uncle Fu shows up, there will be letters."
So Ling Qingfeng also went out with me for a day.Although there was still no result, but having him say reassuring words to me made me feel a little more at ease.
I searched for two more days.On this day, I was riding a bicycle in front of a logistics transfer station in Guangzhou Tianhe, but unexpectedly saw a person coming out of the gate inside.
When I saw him, I recognized him immediately.But when I saw this person, I couldn't help feeling deeply embarrassed. I was about to kick the car and escape quickly, but that person also saw me at the same time. Although he was also deeply surprised, he didn't have any embarrassment.Called out loudly:
"Shuishan, why are you here? Where are you going?"
I had no choice but to stop the car and greet him:
"Ziyan, I really didn't expect to meet you today."
Ziyan said, "I work here. Where are you going?"
I didn't tell him that I was looking for my lover, Uncle Fu, but that I passed by here on business.
"I haven't seen you for several years. There are some things I really want to tell you. Are you free?"
"Ok."
Ziyan pushed my bicycle into the gate and put it away, took me out, went to a nearby garden in the middle of the street, and sat down in a pavilion under the shade of a tree. I intentionally separated a little distance from him. .
Ziyan said: "We can no longer be like before." His tone was full of helplessness.
It seems that Ziyan has been doing very well in Guangzhou these years.
He also seemed to have grown taller.He is very energetic, and he looks more handsome and smarter than before.Although he was dressed casually, a short-sleeved white shirt, lined with water-white trousers, and a pair of sandalwood-colored sneakers, matched with his handsome face and straight figure, he was so decent and free and easy.
"Ziyan, you are really getting more and more beautiful."
"It's the same with you. Shuishan, if it weren't for our awkward relationship now, I really want to be like you and me before."
"You—? Sigh!" I couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
"Ziyan, are you doing well now?"
"It's good to say. I work as a manager in this logistics company. My monthly salary is about 5000 yuan. There are also some bonuses, subsidies, etc. Materially, I can basically guarantee my needs. It's just that I'm very lonely mentally. My wife has always been bad, we fight and quarrel every day, we sleep in separate beds now. I find that I like men more than before. But there is no one that catches my eye. Shuishan..." Ziyan wanted to speak And stop.
After a while, Ziyan continued: "Shuishan, I know everything about you. I know everything about you, including the fact that you gave your son 10,000+ yuan. I just want to ask you the truth— —”
"What? You just say it. In front of you, I won't say a single word."
"That's—I want to know, is there any possibility of you getting back together with my sister?"
I shook my head and said, "Ziyan, please tell Kuhua that if she has someone she likes, marry her as soon as possible. Don't wait for me!"
"This—" Ziyan may have been mentally prepared, but he was still taken aback for a long time before continuing:
"I can understand. Shuishan, take care of yourself! By the way, how are you and your uncle Fu? Are you happy? I really envy you for your courage..."
In the face of Ziyan, how can I still lie?
I told him about Uncle Fu's situation without reservation.
Ziyan sighed deeply: "Oh! So, this time, you have suffered a lot! I hope you can find Uncle Fu!"
"Thank you, Ziyan. As Kuhua's older brother, I really appreciate you for treating me like this..."
"Don't say that. Shuishan! You don't know, in my heart, the person I love the most is you! But because of my mistake, I married my sister to you by mistake. How could I be so stupid at that time, thinking that it would be possible? I can always watch you after losing my relatives! I regret it so much..." Ziyan said and shed tears.
"Ziyan, you—?"
I stood up and walked to Ziyan.
Ziyan also stood up, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, the two of us hugged each other.
Ziyan leaned his head on my shoulder, tears streaming down his cheeks.
I did not cry.After a long time, Ziyan calmed down and separated from me.
"Shuishan, come to my house for dinner?"
I see it's still early.Besides, when I was with him, facing his family members, I was embarrassed after all, so I declined.
Ziyan wiped away his tears, adjusted his mentality, and walked out of the small garden with me to the logistics gate.He helped me roll out the bike, I said goodbye to him, got on the bike and left.
At night, it was very dark before I returned to the chicken farm.Boss Min asked me anxiously; "Any clues?"
I shake my head.The boss said: "It seems that there is little hope of finding it. I have been delayed in the stall for a long time. Are you still going to work? You have to take your time. There is no use in being anxious."
I said, "I'll look for two more days."
Boss Min saw that I was so distressed, so he couldn't say anything more.
It was deep love and endless confusion.
I had a hunch that something was going to happen.But I can't tell what it is.My heart is also at a loss.
I asked Uncle Fu, is there any discomfort in the body?Uncle Fu always shook his head.
The hollow look in the eyes like a soul flying out of the body made me very worried.
After about half a month, we sold out another column of chickens.On this day, I went into the city to buy chicken medicine at the veterinary pharmacy, leaving Uncle Fu alone in the field.
Because a batch of chickens has been produced, the time of the chicken farm will be relatively free.It was rare to come out, so I went to the market to wander around, and bought some meat, vegetables and daily necessities to go back.
By the time we got back to the arena, it was already sunset.
Usually when I go out and come back, Uncle Fu will watch in front of the gate.When they see me, they will embrace me happily like a child.
On this day, for the first time in history, I did not see Uncle Fu.
I went into the house, but I didn't see Uncle Fu either.
I felt a wave of panic.Lonely and helpless like a child who hasn't seen his parents home in the evening.I searched the entire chicken farm, even every corner, but I didn't see Uncle Fu.
A burst of great fear struck me, and I had a premonition that something had happened to Uncle Fu!
I hurried to Boss Min's house and asked if they knew the whereabouts of my Uncle Fu?
The boss's family is watching TV at home, and the boss's wife is busy with dinner in the kitchen alone.
They also don't know a thing.
The boss hurriedly followed me to the chicken farm by bicycle.They first checked to see if there was anything missing in the chicken farm.Then I was anxious to find someone to help me.
We first searched the entire Dayuan Village.
Now almost everyone in Dayuan Village knows our uncle and nephew.We asked everyone we met, but everyone shook their heads and didn't know.
In the middle of the night, I dragged my tired feet back to the house.
I didn't feel like cooking and eating, so I barely boiled hot water for a wash, and then I climbed upstairs and went to bed.
The scene in the small building was still the same, even the quilt was spread randomly.With tears in my eyes, I lifted the quilt and prepared to lie down.
At this moment, I saw something under the covers on the bed.
It was a piece of paper with writing on it, a passbook, and some cash.
The words on the paper were written by Uncle Fu!I am all too familiar with Uncle Fu's handsome and elegant handwriting.
With trembling hands, I read the words on the piece of paper.
I saw that on the note, Uncle Fu's delicate handwriting read:
"Shuishan, forgive Uncle for leaving without saying goodbye.
Uncle knows that you will be overwhelmed with pain when you read the letter.So why not uncle.But that day will come sooner or later.Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain.Shuishan, I hope you can be stronger.
Your home is your ultimate destination.Your wife and son need you more than I do.Seeing your family broken up and your wife and children separated, I live in a kind of guilt every day, and I can't find a reason to forgive myself.
Dear nephew, thank you for giving my uncle such meticulous care and love for so many years.Uncle can't repay you in this lifetime.I hope that we will no longer be such people in the next life. I hope that one of you and I will be a man and the other will be a woman in the next life.I hope you and I can meet again in the next life, when we will form a heterosexual couple and live a dignified married life in broad daylight.
You and I may never meet again in this life.You don't want me.You can't find mine.
Wu Liangfu"
At the end of the letter, there are patches of tears that have dried up.
My tears flowed down again, and the letter paper was wet again.
I suddenly jumped up from the bed, rushed out the door, and cried out to the boundless night:
"Uncle Fu! Come out! I know you must still be here looking at me! Uncle Fu, I can't live without you..."
I eagerly looked around, but in the dark night sky, apart from the chirping of night birds flying past, where was the slightest sound of Uncle Fu?
This night, I guarded outside.Although I fell asleep sometimes due to excessive exhaustion, as soon as there was a slight noise around me, I immediately opened my eyes. How I wished that Uncle Fu would unexpectedly appear in front of me.
Before dawn the next day, Boss Min came to the chicken farm. I told him about Uncle Fu's letter, and the boss shook his head and sighed.
I asked him for a few days off to look for Uncle Fu.He agreed and said, "We'll take care of it ourselves here for a few days. I hope you can find it. If you can't find it, come back. I can't live without you..."
After I finished speaking, I made a mess of something to eat, rode on an old bicycle that I usually use when I go to the city to buy chicken medicine, and went out.
Where can I find it?Generally speaking, you can only find fellow villagers and acquaintances to inquire as much as possible, at least you can release the letter, and wait for the returned information later.But we have been here for a few years, living a life that is close to seclusion, and basically do not interact with fellow villagers.So I can know very few acquaintances and fellow villagers.
I can only look around like a headless chicken, and ask people who seem to be from our hometown.But at the end of the day, there was no news at all.
The next day, I went to Ling Qingfeng's place.When he heard about this situation, he was very surprised, and couldn't help worrying deeply about me.Because Uncle Fu didn't take any money with him.What kind of situation would it be for an old man who was nearly seventy years old to walk penniless on the rivers and lakes?
Ling Qingfeng couldn't help comforting me: Don't worry too much.I think your Uncle Fu is a prudent person.Maybe he has already prepared where to go, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't bring money with him.
"There are a lot of people here in my hometown, and I am familiar with most of them. I will send out letters to them all. As long as your Uncle Fu shows up, there will be letters."
So Ling Qingfeng also went out with me for a day.Although there was still no result, but having him say reassuring words to me made me feel a little more at ease.
I searched for two more days.On this day, I was riding a bicycle in front of a logistics transfer station in Guangzhou Tianhe, but unexpectedly saw a person coming out of the gate inside.
When I saw him, I recognized him immediately.But when I saw this person, I couldn't help feeling deeply embarrassed. I was about to kick the car and escape quickly, but that person also saw me at the same time. Although he was also deeply surprised, he didn't have any embarrassment.Called out loudly:
"Shuishan, why are you here? Where are you going?"
I had no choice but to stop the car and greet him:
"Ziyan, I really didn't expect to meet you today."
Ziyan said, "I work here. Where are you going?"
I didn't tell him that I was looking for my lover, Uncle Fu, but that I passed by here on business.
"I haven't seen you for several years. There are some things I really want to tell you. Are you free?"
"Ok."
Ziyan pushed my bicycle into the gate and put it away, took me out, went to a nearby garden in the middle of the street, and sat down in a pavilion under the shade of a tree. I intentionally separated a little distance from him. .
Ziyan said: "We can no longer be like before." His tone was full of helplessness.
It seems that Ziyan has been doing very well in Guangzhou these years.
He also seemed to have grown taller.He is very energetic, and he looks more handsome and smarter than before.Although he was dressed casually, a short-sleeved white shirt, lined with water-white trousers, and a pair of sandalwood-colored sneakers, matched with his handsome face and straight figure, he was so decent and free and easy.
"Ziyan, you are really getting more and more beautiful."
"It's the same with you. Shuishan, if it weren't for our awkward relationship now, I really want to be like you and me before."
"You—? Sigh!" I couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
"Ziyan, are you doing well now?"
"It's good to say. I work as a manager in this logistics company. My monthly salary is about 5000 yuan. There are also some bonuses, subsidies, etc. Materially, I can basically guarantee my needs. It's just that I'm very lonely mentally. My wife has always been bad, we fight and quarrel every day, we sleep in separate beds now. I find that I like men more than before. But there is no one that catches my eye. Shuishan..." Ziyan wanted to speak And stop.
After a while, Ziyan continued: "Shuishan, I know everything about you. I know everything about you, including the fact that you gave your son 10,000+ yuan. I just want to ask you the truth— —”
"What? You just say it. In front of you, I won't say a single word."
"That's—I want to know, is there any possibility of you getting back together with my sister?"
I shook my head and said, "Ziyan, please tell Kuhua that if she has someone she likes, marry her as soon as possible. Don't wait for me!"
"This—" Ziyan may have been mentally prepared, but he was still taken aback for a long time before continuing:
"I can understand. Shuishan, take care of yourself! By the way, how are you and your uncle Fu? Are you happy? I really envy you for your courage..."
In the face of Ziyan, how can I still lie?
I told him about Uncle Fu's situation without reservation.
Ziyan sighed deeply: "Oh! So, this time, you have suffered a lot! I hope you can find Uncle Fu!"
"Thank you, Ziyan. As Kuhua's older brother, I really appreciate you for treating me like this..."
"Don't say that. Shuishan! You don't know, in my heart, the person I love the most is you! But because of my mistake, I married my sister to you by mistake. How could I be so stupid at that time, thinking that it would be possible? I can always watch you after losing my relatives! I regret it so much..." Ziyan said and shed tears.
"Ziyan, you—?"
I stood up and walked to Ziyan.
Ziyan also stood up, and as soon as he stretched out his hand, the two of us hugged each other.
Ziyan leaned his head on my shoulder, tears streaming down his cheeks.
I did not cry.After a long time, Ziyan calmed down and separated from me.
"Shuishan, come to my house for dinner?"
I see it's still early.Besides, when I was with him, facing his family members, I was embarrassed after all, so I declined.
Ziyan wiped away his tears, adjusted his mentality, and walked out of the small garden with me to the logistics gate.He helped me roll out the bike, I said goodbye to him, got on the bike and left.
At night, it was very dark before I returned to the chicken farm.Boss Min asked me anxiously; "Any clues?"
I shake my head.The boss said: "It seems that there is little hope of finding it. I have been delayed in the stall for a long time. Are you still going to work? You have to take your time. There is no use in being anxious."
I said, "I'll look for two more days."
Boss Min saw that I was so distressed, so he couldn't say anything more.
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