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Not dead, still breathing, still beating heart.In addition, there are headaches and colds.
I lay on the floor and looked out the window, the strong wind beating against the blue glass.Because it was not closed tightly, it made a bang sound, disturbing the quietness.The cold wind burst in through the gaps, and the curtains danced lightly, like a group of butterflies moving corpses, which is a bit beautiful.
In the wee hours of the morning, I just knocked myself out.Once I fell asleep, I slept until three o'clock in the afternoon. I didn't die, and I wasn't stupid.
Hungry, I was so hungry that my whole body was weak, my hands and feet were weak, and I couldn't get up.I touched my forehead. It was blurry and uneven. I didn't know how big and deep the wound was.Look at your hands, the blood is still fresh.I tried to get up and supported the floor with my right hand. I saw that there was a puddle of brown blood on the ground, which had dried up.
Finally, I stood up.When I was dizzy, I really had a splitting headache, and I didn't dare to touch the wound anymore.When I saw the bank card and real estate certificate that Zhou Yan left me on the table, the pain suddenly disappeared.In exchange for a series of tears, and the accelerated cold of the body.When the tears flowed into my mouth, I reached out and wiped them, and they were bright red.
I took my bank card and real estate certificate, and staggered out of the house.When I walked out of the community, I felt really cold.Last night or this morning, the cold air came down, and after a heavy rain, the ground was still wet in many places.However, I have no idea.
Every time a stranger passes by, they always look at me, [-]% turning their heads back.I know why, don't mind.He is not afraid of death, but cares about his image.
Leaving the gate of the community and walking about 100 meters, I met a kind aunt who said: "You are bleeding, go to the hospital, do you have no money, I will give you 100 yuan."
I wanted to laugh, but couldn't, so I walked on, ignoring her.She followed behind me again, shouting in a louder voice: "Are you being robbed? Do you want to call the police for you?"
"Go away!" I annoyed her and said such a word.It worked out after that, she ignored me and turned around to leave.
I was feeling weaker and weaker, gasping for breath, weak in my feet.I looked back and saw that the road I had walked had left little spots of my blood.Whether it was starvation, or weakness caused by excessive blood loss, I felt that I was about to lose weight.I still want to find Zhou Yan, I want to go through every road in this town, looking for Zhou Yan's car and figure.
Suddenly, I found that there was a community clinic in front of me, and the signboard was clearly there.I thought about it and stopped the bleeding before leaving.Instead of queuing, I sat down and faced the doctor.
"How did the wound get so deep?" The male doctor knocked on my forehead earnestly.
"I did it myself."
"How?"
"Bumped."
"Did you get hit when you moved something?"
"No, hit the table by yourself."
At this point the doctor stopped and looked at me incomprehensibly.He was so close that my eyes fell on his face.This guy is good-looking, with tender skin, an oblong face, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and a dimple on his cheek.
I looked down and stopped looking at him. The doctor didn't ask any more questions, and quietly disinfected me.
The wound on my forehead was disinfected, sutured, and bandaged.Then, the doctor prescribed me several bottles of medicine, and I sat down to hang the medicine and waited for a long time.
I was hungry, and the beautiful nurse was so kind, and bought me a hamburger and a Coke.I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call my family and the store staff, but the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery.I gave ten yuan to the old man next door who was giving me medicine, and asked him to lend me a mobile phone to call.He confiscated my money, handed me the phone, and smiled at me.What luck.
I called the store staff and told them that I might not go back to the store today or tomorrow, and told them to pay the bills, and warned them not to be lazy and not to gamble.Then, I called my dad.
For the past month, I've been spending the night at home occasionally.The family had already found out, but they never asked.Will they suspect that I am having an affair with someone outside?I really don't understand which side they take care of and which side they ignore about my affairs.
I told my dad that I'm not going home today or tomorrow because I have something to do.He didn't ask me what's the matter, just said three words: Got it.
Leaving the hospital, I walked tirelessly on the road, keeping an eye out for every car.It lasted almost an hour.The evening is approaching, and the temperature drops too much today, it is cold.It was really cold, I was shaking and my lips were purple.
I thought again, this walking effect is too bad, and it is likely to lose the last chance.So I beckoned, took a taxi to find Qian Youqiao, and asked him to borrow a car.
When I got to Laoqian downstairs, I hesitated.With Lao Qian, our relationship is no longer pure.Will our meeting cause more problems?This vigilance is like a thorn, which makes me uncomfortable and makes me feel guilty.
I have known Lao Qian for a long time, and I am kind to him. When Zhou Yan appeared, I knew it was not love.In other words, when Zhou Yan was around, I didn't understand loneliness.
However, in order to borrow a car, I have nothing to do.I have nothing to do but old money.So, I had to bite the bullet and go up.
I knocked on the door, but there was no answer, so I went straight into Lao Qian's bedroom.He was on his lunch break and didn't wake up.I didn't get close to him and sat down far away from him.I yelled a few times.Hearing the sound, Lao Qian finally opened his eyes.
"What happened to your head?" Old Qian asked as soon as he saw me.I didn't expect this question, so I reached out and touched it myself.
"Accidentally got it."
"how did you make it."
"Things fell down." I remembered the doctor's question.
"So careless, you look ugly."
When Lao Qian saw me this time, he didn't notice any indifference.I still remember the last time we met, he was full of emotions and wished he had to know me.Estimate my injury and attract his attention.
"Didn't rest well." I'm still lying.
I have always been afraid to look at the old money, looking at the floor and talking.Maybe I didn't hide it well in some places, or Laoqian has superpowers, he suddenly asked:
"Did you see him? Zhou Yan, Boss Zhou." His words suddenly hurt me.As soon as I heard the word Zhou Yan, my whole body trembled.
"No."
"I do not believe."
"Really do not have."
"You must have seen him."
"Old Qian, I'm here to ask you to borrow your car key, can I borrow your car for a day?" I didn't want to say these things, and went straight to my purpose.
"Okay, you can take it as you like."
At this time, Lao Qian threw the key at my feet, and I instinctively went to pick it up.After picking it up, I stood up and wanted to leave.
"Thank you, I'm leaving."
"Wait." Old Qian called me suddenly.
I looked back at him, with a solemn expression, and said softly, "How about you driving me to the hospital to change my dressing? I'll wait for you all day until I fall asleep."
What should I do now, I want to find Zhou Yan, this voice keeps shouting in my heart.However, I still agreed to the old money.
When I picked up the old money, I realized why he had to wait for me.He was too heavy and hurt, and he needed a strong person to hold him.Lao Qian didn't hire anyone to serve him, and the guy downstairs, Lao Xu, didn't have enough strength to act.
When I came, I warned myself that I was taboo to have physical contact with Lao Qian, and I even sat far away just now, not daring to look at him.And now the old money is in my arms.He wrapped his arms around my neck and looked at me closely.
I only have faith, I owe so much money to the old man, I should pay it back.After helping him, I will come to Zhou Yan again.
Finding Zhou Yan may be a matter of a lifetime.Thinking like this, time becomes looser.As a result, I am willing to promise Lao Qian to go to the hospital.
Holding the old money, an accident happened before reaching the stairs.I lost a lot of blood today, and my body is weak and weak.My hand suddenly loosened, and the old money fell from my arms.It was too late for me to help him, so I threw myself into his arms and fell down.
When I fell, my body was pressing on Qian Youqiao's injured hand.He endured the pain and moaned, with a very sad expression.
I tried to hug him, or help him, but found that neither worked.
Now, I sat on the ground and burst into tears.Why cry, because I think I am the most useless and stupid person in the world.I live in this world, what a waste of resources.I completely deny myself.
Laoqian was still in so much pain that he didn't have time to talk to me.When he calmed down, I was already in tears.
For a moment, he didn't know what to say.And I, seeing the scissors on the table, had an idea and became more and more impulsive.
"Xiao Liu, why are you crying?" Old Qian asked, several times in a row.I can't speak.
"Xiao Liu carried me back to my room, and I won't go to the hospital today." Old Qian couldn't get up, so he could only hold my clothes with his left hand.
I suddenly stopped crying, got up, approached the table, and picked up the scissors.When I was thinking about where to stab myself, Qian Youqiao realized that he shouted in the loudest voice of his life: "Liu Yi! Don't!"
I looked back at him, his extremely terrified and surprised expression made people sad.I raised the scissors to give myself a break, a result.At this time, the old money shouted:
"No. He doesn't want you, I want you. He doesn't love you, I love you."
Why can Qian Youqiao always read my mind?Why does he always appear when I am most vulnerable?Why doesn't he dislike me at any stage?
I put down the scissors, sat on the floor, and continued to wipe my tears.Old Xu downstairs, heard the sound and came up.
"What's the matter?" Old Xu, the man, said softly.
"Bring me the scissors quickly, quick!" Old Qian pointed to the scissors on the table.
Not dead, still breathing, still beating heart.In addition, there are headaches and colds.
I lay on the floor and looked out the window, the strong wind beating against the blue glass.Because it was not closed tightly, it made a bang sound, disturbing the quietness.The cold wind burst in through the gaps, and the curtains danced lightly, like a group of butterflies moving corpses, which is a bit beautiful.
In the wee hours of the morning, I just knocked myself out.Once I fell asleep, I slept until three o'clock in the afternoon. I didn't die, and I wasn't stupid.
Hungry, I was so hungry that my whole body was weak, my hands and feet were weak, and I couldn't get up.I touched my forehead. It was blurry and uneven. I didn't know how big and deep the wound was.Look at your hands, the blood is still fresh.I tried to get up and supported the floor with my right hand. I saw that there was a puddle of brown blood on the ground, which had dried up.
Finally, I stood up.When I was dizzy, I really had a splitting headache, and I didn't dare to touch the wound anymore.When I saw the bank card and real estate certificate that Zhou Yan left me on the table, the pain suddenly disappeared.In exchange for a series of tears, and the accelerated cold of the body.When the tears flowed into my mouth, I reached out and wiped them, and they were bright red.
I took my bank card and real estate certificate, and staggered out of the house.When I walked out of the community, I felt really cold.Last night or this morning, the cold air came down, and after a heavy rain, the ground was still wet in many places.However, I have no idea.
Every time a stranger passes by, they always look at me, [-]% turning their heads back.I know why, don't mind.He is not afraid of death, but cares about his image.
Leaving the gate of the community and walking about 100 meters, I met a kind aunt who said: "You are bleeding, go to the hospital, do you have no money, I will give you 100 yuan."
I wanted to laugh, but couldn't, so I walked on, ignoring her.She followed behind me again, shouting in a louder voice: "Are you being robbed? Do you want to call the police for you?"
"Go away!" I annoyed her and said such a word.It worked out after that, she ignored me and turned around to leave.
I was feeling weaker and weaker, gasping for breath, weak in my feet.I looked back and saw that the road I had walked had left little spots of my blood.Whether it was starvation, or weakness caused by excessive blood loss, I felt that I was about to lose weight.I still want to find Zhou Yan, I want to go through every road in this town, looking for Zhou Yan's car and figure.
Suddenly, I found that there was a community clinic in front of me, and the signboard was clearly there.I thought about it and stopped the bleeding before leaving.Instead of queuing, I sat down and faced the doctor.
"How did the wound get so deep?" The male doctor knocked on my forehead earnestly.
"I did it myself."
"How?"
"Bumped."
"Did you get hit when you moved something?"
"No, hit the table by yourself."
At this point the doctor stopped and looked at me incomprehensibly.He was so close that my eyes fell on his face.This guy is good-looking, with tender skin, an oblong face, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and a dimple on his cheek.
I looked down and stopped looking at him. The doctor didn't ask any more questions, and quietly disinfected me.
The wound on my forehead was disinfected, sutured, and bandaged.Then, the doctor prescribed me several bottles of medicine, and I sat down to hang the medicine and waited for a long time.
I was hungry, and the beautiful nurse was so kind, and bought me a hamburger and a Coke.I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call my family and the store staff, but the phone turned off automatically when it ran out of battery.I gave ten yuan to the old man next door who was giving me medicine, and asked him to lend me a mobile phone to call.He confiscated my money, handed me the phone, and smiled at me.What luck.
I called the store staff and told them that I might not go back to the store today or tomorrow, and told them to pay the bills, and warned them not to be lazy and not to gamble.Then, I called my dad.
For the past month, I've been spending the night at home occasionally.The family had already found out, but they never asked.Will they suspect that I am having an affair with someone outside?I really don't understand which side they take care of and which side they ignore about my affairs.
I told my dad that I'm not going home today or tomorrow because I have something to do.He didn't ask me what's the matter, just said three words: Got it.
Leaving the hospital, I walked tirelessly on the road, keeping an eye out for every car.It lasted almost an hour.The evening is approaching, and the temperature drops too much today, it is cold.It was really cold, I was shaking and my lips were purple.
I thought again, this walking effect is too bad, and it is likely to lose the last chance.So I beckoned, took a taxi to find Qian Youqiao, and asked him to borrow a car.
When I got to Laoqian downstairs, I hesitated.With Lao Qian, our relationship is no longer pure.Will our meeting cause more problems?This vigilance is like a thorn, which makes me uncomfortable and makes me feel guilty.
I have known Lao Qian for a long time, and I am kind to him. When Zhou Yan appeared, I knew it was not love.In other words, when Zhou Yan was around, I didn't understand loneliness.
However, in order to borrow a car, I have nothing to do.I have nothing to do but old money.So, I had to bite the bullet and go up.
I knocked on the door, but there was no answer, so I went straight into Lao Qian's bedroom.He was on his lunch break and didn't wake up.I didn't get close to him and sat down far away from him.I yelled a few times.Hearing the sound, Lao Qian finally opened his eyes.
"What happened to your head?" Old Qian asked as soon as he saw me.I didn't expect this question, so I reached out and touched it myself.
"Accidentally got it."
"how did you make it."
"Things fell down." I remembered the doctor's question.
"So careless, you look ugly."
When Lao Qian saw me this time, he didn't notice any indifference.I still remember the last time we met, he was full of emotions and wished he had to know me.Estimate my injury and attract his attention.
"Didn't rest well." I'm still lying.
I have always been afraid to look at the old money, looking at the floor and talking.Maybe I didn't hide it well in some places, or Laoqian has superpowers, he suddenly asked:
"Did you see him? Zhou Yan, Boss Zhou." His words suddenly hurt me.As soon as I heard the word Zhou Yan, my whole body trembled.
"No."
"I do not believe."
"Really do not have."
"You must have seen him."
"Old Qian, I'm here to ask you to borrow your car key, can I borrow your car for a day?" I didn't want to say these things, and went straight to my purpose.
"Okay, you can take it as you like."
At this time, Lao Qian threw the key at my feet, and I instinctively went to pick it up.After picking it up, I stood up and wanted to leave.
"Thank you, I'm leaving."
"Wait." Old Qian called me suddenly.
I looked back at him, with a solemn expression, and said softly, "How about you driving me to the hospital to change my dressing? I'll wait for you all day until I fall asleep."
What should I do now, I want to find Zhou Yan, this voice keeps shouting in my heart.However, I still agreed to the old money.
When I picked up the old money, I realized why he had to wait for me.He was too heavy and hurt, and he needed a strong person to hold him.Lao Qian didn't hire anyone to serve him, and the guy downstairs, Lao Xu, didn't have enough strength to act.
When I came, I warned myself that I was taboo to have physical contact with Lao Qian, and I even sat far away just now, not daring to look at him.And now the old money is in my arms.He wrapped his arms around my neck and looked at me closely.
I only have faith, I owe so much money to the old man, I should pay it back.After helping him, I will come to Zhou Yan again.
Finding Zhou Yan may be a matter of a lifetime.Thinking like this, time becomes looser.As a result, I am willing to promise Lao Qian to go to the hospital.
Holding the old money, an accident happened before reaching the stairs.I lost a lot of blood today, and my body is weak and weak.My hand suddenly loosened, and the old money fell from my arms.It was too late for me to help him, so I threw myself into his arms and fell down.
When I fell, my body was pressing on Qian Youqiao's injured hand.He endured the pain and moaned, with a very sad expression.
I tried to hug him, or help him, but found that neither worked.
Now, I sat on the ground and burst into tears.Why cry, because I think I am the most useless and stupid person in the world.I live in this world, what a waste of resources.I completely deny myself.
Laoqian was still in so much pain that he didn't have time to talk to me.When he calmed down, I was already in tears.
For a moment, he didn't know what to say.And I, seeing the scissors on the table, had an idea and became more and more impulsive.
"Xiao Liu, why are you crying?" Old Qian asked, several times in a row.I can't speak.
"Xiao Liu carried me back to my room, and I won't go to the hospital today." Old Qian couldn't get up, so he could only hold my clothes with his left hand.
I suddenly stopped crying, got up, approached the table, and picked up the scissors.When I was thinking about where to stab myself, Qian Youqiao realized that he shouted in the loudest voice of his life: "Liu Yi! Don't!"
I looked back at him, his extremely terrified and surprised expression made people sad.I raised the scissors to give myself a break, a result.At this time, the old money shouted:
"No. He doesn't want you, I want you. He doesn't love you, I love you."
Why can Qian Youqiao always read my mind?Why does he always appear when I am most vulnerable?Why doesn't he dislike me at any stage?
I put down the scissors, sat on the floor, and continued to wipe my tears.Old Xu downstairs, heard the sound and came up.
"What's the matter?" Old Xu, the man, said softly.
"Bring me the scissors quickly, quick!" Old Qian pointed to the scissors on the table.
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