If not the fragment

52 Return to Xiamen

Ruofei just came out of the hotel and hadn't worked for a few days, and Lao Zhong, who was far away in Xiamen, called Ruofei again and told Ruofei that Cheng Xiaohai died of alcohol poisoning due to excessive drinking.

Lao Zhong cried and described the whole incident to Ruo Fei on the other end of the phone.The reason why Cheng Xiaohai drank was that Lao Zhong found someone else, so he got angry in the room and drank two bottles of liquor, two bottles of liquor with more than 50 degrees.

After hanging up the phone, if he hadn't scolded Lao Zhong for being a villain, he would have killed a young man just like that.If not, he is also ashamed that he is one of the murderers who murdered Cheng Xiaohai.I have hurt Cheng Xiaohai deeply, which means that on the road to life, if I hadn't pushed Cheng Xiaohai, let him reach the end of life faster.

Ruofei immediately flew to Xiamen to visit Lao Zhong.If he hadn't gone to Lao Zhong's place, Cheng Xiaohai's ashes had already been taken back to his hometown in Sanming by his family.

The white-haired man saw off the black-haired man, and Lao Zhong cried in the dark while holding Cheng Xiaohai's photo in his room.There is no one else, only Ruobu is by Lao Zhong's side.This kind of undisclosed love affair, the love affair that is not known to each other's family members, even after death, can only cry and pay homage secretly, without title or status.

Cheng Xiaohai has been with Lao Zhong for so many years, and has also suffered a lot of grievances for Lao Zhong.After Cheng Xiaohai left, Lao Zhong realized the preciousness and the pity of losing someone.But it was useless, no matter how old Zhong called Cheng Xiaohai's name, he couldn't call Cheng Xiaohai back from Lord Yan.

Cheng Xiaohai has been with Lao Zhong since he was in college, and it has been six or seven years now.Every year, Lao Zhong bullies Cheng Xiaohai and looks for other men, including Ruofei.Even so, Cheng Xiaohai will never let go of Lao Zhong, and will never change his infatuation.

Old Zhong threw himself into Ruofei's arms, crying like a child, "Xiaohai has endured me for so many years, even if I beat him and scolded him, he will still love me. I am not a human being. I killed Xiaohai. I deserve hell, I don't deserve a good death."

If it wasn't for not being able to think of something to comfort Lao Zhong.This hurtful feeling has cost a life.And I also participated in it, if I didn't feel guilty.Thinking about Cheng Xiaohai beating him up that year, if he didn't feel that he was really worthless and hurt him so badly, it would have been easy if he hadn't thrown him into the sea.

If it wasn't for burning three sticks of incense for Cheng Xiaohai, he prayed that Cheng Xiaohai would not be harmed in heaven, and there would be no love struggle.

After staying with Lao Zhong for three days, Lao Zhong couldn't eat for three days.Thinking of the loss of Cheng Xiaohai's life at such a young age, Lao Zhong felt very sad, scolding himself for being useless, scolding himself for being a bastard, scolding himself for dying.If it weren't for the fact that Lao Zhong was just sad for a while, after ten days and a half months, when he got used to the days without Cheng Xiaohai, Lao Zhong would be a raptor again.At that time, we still don't know who will become the second Cheng Xiaohai.

Lao Zhong found the photos of himself and Cheng Xiaohai, the clothes that Cheng Xiaohai had worn, and the items that Cheng Xiaohai used, and touched them one by one, as if he was touching Cheng Xiaohai's body.Although it has been hurt, there is still love. After all, it is a living young man who has lost his life.But if you want to say how heavy this feeling is, only the person involved can understand it.

Old Zhong called Ruofei to come back, come back to him and live with him.If it wasn't for not agreeing to Lao Zhong, if it wasn't for leaving Wang Xiaoran at this time, he also didn't want to leave Shanghai.If it wasn't for the fact that he would definitely not return to Lao Zhong's side, he couldn't even count on a man who Cheng Xiaohai couldn't trust.In this world, perhaps there is no reliable man at all.

Three days later, if he hadn't left Lao Zhong, he went to see Lao Zhou.A girl younger than Liu Liping lived in Lao Zhou's house. She was tall and slender, and she was tall even without high heels.

Lao Zhou is really not changing his lust, and he is even more beautiful. He is a broken old man in his 50s and still hugs him in his arms. He can also make girls follow him and be obedient to him of.

If she hadn't looked at the young girl, she would have thought that the end of Liu Liping and Liu Liya would be her end in the future.If not, it's just thinking about it, and it doesn't care about other people's private life and hobbies.The love in this world cannot be explained clearly.

After having dinner with Lao Zhou, he sent the girl home, drove Ruofei into a hotel, and got a room.As soon as he entered the room, Lao Zhou hugged Ruofei as if he had never seen a man in eight lifetimes, and then kissed wildly.

If he hadn't exclaimed in his heart, it's over, it's over, Lao Zhou has been bent, completely bent, and he already knows how to take the initiative.If it wasn't for not rejecting Lao Zhou's crazy actions, they would cooperate accordingly.

If it wasn't for the fact that he didn't know why he became so coquettish and dissolute, as long as it was a man, he would be more than happy to cooperate.What's more, now that he met the handsome and familiar Lao Zhou, if it wasn't for him, he wouldn't let him go.

When Lao Zhou's sweat dripped onto Ruofei's face and body, Ruofei thought of Laojie, Gu Guoxiong, and all kinds of past...

Lying in Lao Zhou's arms, Ruo Fei asked Lao Zhou, "Do you really like men? It is said that you were quite disgusted. Why are you so bothered? Tell me about the difference between men and women that you have experienced. "

Lao Zhou pinched Ruofei's hand and said, "I dislike others, but I don't dislike you. Since we got drunk and slept together at my house that night, I think it's pretty good to be with you, and I can adjust my mood. I'm not a playboy. In fact, no matter who I spend a long time with, it will be boring. I don't have that freshness, so I will become interested in others. As far as I am concerned, the difference between men and women is like that of women. The staple food for men is a dish of dim sum, and even if a woman is full, she is still willing to have a bite of dim sum." Lao Zhou knew that he was not a playboy, but that the two of them had been together for a long time and could no longer find that kind of fun, just like eating a snack every day. I was tired of eating Poon Choi so early, and I followed others to find the true nature of life.

Ruofei said, "Every time I do this with you, I still feel sorry for it and drag you into the water. I know you like women, but you still follow this, I'm so mean."

Lao Zhou chuckled and said, "What's wrong with you? You're the one who suffers. You're so young. I'm sorry that you were raped by an old man. You're not wrong, it's me. Suddenly I don't object to being with a man. Together. I used to think it was disgusting to be with a man, but after making out with you, I think it's too wonderful. I can't guarantee whether I will adopt a man to embellish my life in the future. "

If you don't say, "Yeah, I'm at a loss, you are enjoying the blessings. You have thrown yourself into your arms one by one, and you are still with men. It seems that many men say that they hate men with men. If you let him taste Sweetness, I think I will never forget it."

Lao Zhou said, "That's right, I was very annoying before I didn't talk to men. There were men who harassed me before, but I was not tempted and felt bad. In fact, I could see that you were interesting to me Lao Zhou at the barber shop. , Look at my eyes are shining. Thinking about it now, you are really a big kid. When you shave me, your hands are still touching and touching on purpose, and your body is also deliberately rubbing and rubbing on my legs. "

If Lao Zhou hadn't told the scene when he was 15 years old, his face was burning hot again, and he said, "I hate it, if you still remember such a long time ago, I will forget it."

Lao Zhou suddenly choked up, his nose was blocked, and he said, "I don't just think about those things about you, I also think about a lot, a lot..."

Lao Zhou was sad, thinking of the past, thinking of Lao Ximen, thinking of Lao Jie, and feeling homesick.

After coming out for so many years, the feeling of homesickness has become stronger.Although Lao Zhou had contacted his family in the past few years, he still didn't have the courage to go home.The people in the family have long been indifferent to Lao Zhou, and there is no news of him after so many years.The more this is the case, the more Lao Zhou will miss his hometown and the past.Now that his three children are not around, and there are no relatives around, Lao Zhou can't help feeling sad.

After parting with Lao Zhou, Ruofei called Song Tingting and asked how she was doing.Song Tingting, on the other end of the phone, also said sadly, "If not, I would already be a bird in a cage. I'm afraid I won't be free until Lao Gao dies. I have already given birth to two children for him, and he still has two children." Dislike is not enough, let me regenerate until I can't give birth. If not, I regret that I am Lao Song's daughter, and I swear that I will be a man in my next life, and let all the women in Lao Gao's family bow down to me .”

Song Tingting didn't cry, but just complained about her inner distress.If it wasn't for comforting Song Tingting a few words, telling her not to think about things too far away, the more she thought about it, the more sad she would be.

If it wasn't for not asking Song Tingting if she had any news about Song Wenwen and An An.If you don't know, don't ask.If Song Tingting knew their whereabouts, she would have told him.

After talking on the phone with Song Tingting, if he hadn't gone to An'an's house.If he hadn't returned the key to Lao An, he wouldn't be able to enter the house now.If I hadn't looked outside, the flowers and plants on the balcony seemed to be still alive, and the flowers and trees in the yard were also growing lushly.Seeing that the flowers, plants and trees are alive and the yard is clean, if not relieved, he turned around and left.