embrace the memory of youth

As the evening approached, I returned to the suburbs. I didn't go back to the hotel directly, but went to Uncle Jiang's first. The purpose of this was nothing more than to conceal that I had gone to Lin Xuan.

Uncle Jiang, whom I haven't seen for two years, is much older, and his pale face can't hide what disease he has. To me, he still shows his fatherly side.

"You kid is finally willing to come to see you, Uncle Jiang, and I thought you had forgotten me a long time ago." The teasing tone revealed excitement.

I responded with a faint smile, "Look at what you said, I look like a white-eyed wolf, but I have always pretended to be Uncle Jiang in my heart."

Uncle Jiang said, "Then I am really honored."

I came here on this trip and told him everything about Lin Qingping. Obviously, he suddenly understood why Lin Qingping hadn't been here for a long time. He seemed a little annoyed that he didn't take the initiative to contact Lin Qingping.

To prepare the meals, he specially prepared a few of Lin Qingping's favorite dishes. I didn't stay too long, and hurried back to the hotel. Zhou Yuan walked back and forth between my room and Lin Qingping's anxiously. When he saw me appearing, he panicked. Said, "Brother Liu, where have you been all day, you are worrying my dad to death, and you don't bring your mobile phone with you"

I said against my will, "I've been with Uncle Jiang all day long, and I haven't seen you for two years, so we chatted for a while."

"Oh, go in quickly, he hasn't seen you all day, and he hasn't seen him smile, he probably fell asleep by now"

Walking into the room, the scent of sweet-scented osmanthus inside swept away my unhappiness of the day, I covetously took a few more breaths, at this time Lin Qingping was snoring softly, but from time to time my name popped out of his mouth, That warmth, I lay down next to him and hugged him habitually, the smell from his body is still so good.

At night, I was awakened by his passionate kiss. In the dark, we worked hard to cooperate with each other. The beginning of desire is always full of passion. In the dark, I can catch the strong desire from his eyes. This time he is Halfway through, I was out of breath, and I had a stronger mission for his survival, even if Lin Xuan asked me to change it with my life.

In the early morning, I woke up early, and Lin Qingping next to me was soundly asleep. I kissed him on the forehead habitually. The wind outside was biting, and the sky covered with dark clouds seemed to imply an unimaginable scene.

I arrived at the place agreed by Lin Xuan on time. Today he is dressed very eye-catchingly. It is difficult to associate him with the word vicious at a glance. There are a few women who laughed at me together two days ago by his side. They saw I let out a disgusting laugh as before, and I still approached them with a smile and said hello politely.

"Brother Xuan, you said that there is a good show to watch today, but it is nothing more than a person who looks like a joke," one of the women said.

The other women began to make noise, accusing Lin Xuan of wasting everyone's time and fooling them into saying that there is a good show to watch. Lin Xuan said lightly, "Why are you arguing, this good show hasn't started yet." Lin Xuan said that, the woman They all kept silent, maybe they were not very curious about the good show that Lin Xuan was talking about, but because he was Lin Qingfang's son, they reluctantly gave him face and cooperated with him to mess around.

Lin Xuan leaned closer to me and said, "Now go to the mall to buy a pen and a notebook, and be right back."

Although I was puzzled, it was not easy to ask. I quickly went to the store and bought the two things he mentioned. When I came back, he handed me a loudspeaker and said, "Let's go to a crowded place later. You have to let them know that you are gay, and then you have to have the support of more than ten people. The time is one hour. If you fail, don’t think about me going to the hospital with you.”

I was secretly happy in my heart, because it was not difficult for me, so I readily agreed.

We stopped in a crowded place, and I looked around. Every passerby had their own emotions on their faces, and I shouted into the loudspeaker, "Hi everyone, I am from Liu Yu from Hunan, 26 years old this year, I am gay, and now my lover suffers from a family hereditary disease and needs transfusion surgery. Sign your names and blessings on the book in your hand, I hope God will have mercy on him and give him a chance to continue to live.”

The footsteps of pedestrians began to slow down, and many people stopped. I saw the kind side of people, but most of them were watching the fun. I paused and repeated what I just said. Some people began to move around. His eyes were also full of gratitude.

Just a few seconds later, someone threw an egg at me and hit me on the head, the viscous liquid flowed down my cheek, and then a voice came out, "Damn pervert, men like it!" Men are still showing off here"

I followed the voice to search for the past. It was a colleague who used to work in Qingya together. He was Lin Xuan's follower, and he was nothing more than Lin Xuan's dog leg. Then Lin Xuan started to scold me for being perverted and shameless. It was him a long time ago. After the design was completed, many passers-by began to point at me, and the discussion voice almost drowned out my existence.

I couldn't breathe from the heavy voice, I got away from the lively voice, slowly I couldn't hear all their accusations, I saw Lin Xuan's handsome face gloating, but it was still so impressive I want to slap it hard.

"What's wrong with homosexuals, they didn't murder and set fire, they didn't steal and deceive, they rely on their own hands to create a life like ordinary people, give love a little freedom, they have lived a very depressed life hiding behind the darkness, why We can't give them some tolerance and let people who love each other love each other." The person who said this was Zhou Yuan, he pulled me back to reality, and tears burst out of my eyes uncontrollably.

The accusations stopped, and Lin Xuan, who was in high spirits just now, also fell silent. Zhou Yuan said, "There is no right or wrong in love. It does not distinguish between men and women. The issue of sexual orientation has made them struggle from the darkness for a long time. There is no sunny sky, they have already lived very tired, very tired, and they still have to suffer from the strange eyes of you so-called normal people. Do you feel that this is fair? Maybe you can save a life by signing your blessing today. It will make a couple of people who really love each other live forever, I beg you to be merciful and give them a chance to love each other." After Zhou Yuan finished speaking, he bowed deeply to everyone, and tears completely blurred my eyes. Both eyes, the sunlight refracted by the sky is so dazzling, Zhou Yuan walked to me, quickly wrote his name and blessing on the notebook in my hand, then hugged me tightly, tears flowed from his eyes His cheek dripped on my skin, hot but incredibly warm.