embrace the memory of youth

When I woke up, I was already lying in the hospital. Guo Xiong and Gao Ji all appeared in front of me. The first thing I did was to shout at Guo Xiong, "Lin Qingping, I don't want to stay here, the smelly potion makes me feel uncomfortable."

Guo Xiong said softly, "I'll take you outside when you're strong, and now you have to stay here obediently." Zhou Yuan, who was on the side, was obviously uncomfortable when he heard our conversation like this.

I said dissatisfied, "You mean I'm sick, huh, if you don't take me away, I won't be able to go by myself." I was about to go out as I wished, but the irritable Xiong Hua was not happy, and forced me back and said, "What are you going to do? We sent you to the hospital only because you were sick. Guo who loves you so much now Xiong has been changed beyond recognition by you, how do you continue to torment him, Lin Qingping is dead, sober up." Everyone was startled by Xiong Hua's words, they looked at each other, and Zhou Yuan left the ward sadly , and then Ouyang chased him out.

I pointed at Xiong Hua and roared, "You are talking nonsense, Lin Qingping has always been by my side, if you talk nonsense, I will never see you in my life"

Gao Ji walked up to Xiong Hua's ear and whispered a few times, Xiong Hua obediently left the ward, and then everyone left the ward one by one, leaving only me and Guo Xiong, he was not affected by the episode just now, after the silence he Hold me and say "If I'm just a substitute, I'd rather live forever"

I responded lightly "no one can replace you"

In the morning, I woke up again from a nightmare, and Guo Xiong was beside me with pain, and I could feel the tenderness, but the breath from his body was still not the same as Lin Qingping’s. Seeing Guo Xiong's exclusive face on the Internet, the blood flowing quickly in his mind confused him with Lin Qingping again.

In the dark night, in my sleep, I heard Xiong Hua angrily say to Guo Xiong, "Brother Xiong, how long are you going to indulge him like this? Do you keep letting him treat you as someone else?"

Guo Xiong replied, "It's not important anymore. If I hadn't left at the beginning, maybe so many tragedies would not have happened. He has already endured enough pain one after another. It's what I should do to pay so lightly."

"But……"

Another voice interrupted Xiong Hua's voice, it was Chen Zike, "Don't worry about it, the cause of the disease has been found out. Two years ago, Xiaoyu was thrown down the mountain by Lin Qingping's sister, and the blood in his brain was not dealt with in time. Clean, and Lin Qingping's death this time, that's why it's like this now."

They chattered a few more words, but I couldn't hear them clearly, and then fell asleep again in a daze.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, the doctor approved that I could be discharged from the hospital. At night, the cold wind blew through my skin, and there was a slight chill. Guo Xiong next to me naturally embraced me in his arms. To Guo Xiong.

When I got home, the room was pitch black. Zhou Yuan only appeared once from the moment he entered the hospital to when he was discharged from the hospital. Our relationship has undergone a subtle change. He didn’t make me as intimate as before, and more of his disgust for me was reflected in his eyes. , but he knows how to hide his thoughts in his heart.

When I walked into the room, I was about to turn on the light, but suddenly the darkness of the room was replaced by a piece of light. I barely opened my pupils, and Zhou Yuan was dressed in plain clothes, staring at me with red and swollen eyes, but Guo Xiong still kept his eyes open. hug me movement.

The air was cold, and Zhou Yuan's breath was even more frozen. I whispered, "Why don't you turn on the lights at home, what are you playing?"

He didn't speak, he gave Guo Xiong next to me a disgusted look, and then said to Guo Xiong, "Please take off my dad's clothes tomorrow, he should be buried in the ground." Guo Xiong said indifferently. Let go of me, nodded seriously and agreed, I felt upset, and said to Guo Xiong, "If you like to let go of me, just let go for the rest of your life."

Guo Xiong looked at Zhou Yuan in embarrassment, he paused, not knowing what to do, he struggled for a while, but still stretched out his hand to hug me with difficulty.

Zhou Yuan was completely angry, rushed over and pushed Guo Xiong away, and said with eyes in his eyes, "Second Dad, can you be more sober, Dad is already dead, how long are you going to make trouble, now he is still lying in the cold funeral parlor, why do you still kiss me and me with others?"

The scene of Lin Qingping lying in my arms when he died appeared in my mind. The extremely negative voice in my heart stimulated the rapid expansion of my brain cells. I pushed him away vigorously, beat my painful head with both hands and squatted and said, " Your dad didn't die, it was just an illusion, you are a villain, your dad wants to grow old with me, he won't leave me alone, you villain wants to tear us apart, you have to die

Guo Xiong quickly helped me up, hugged me in his arms and comforted me, Zhou Yuan pushed Guo Xiong away again, and slapped me on the face with such force that I was stunned. The pain was also numb, Guo Xiong and Zhou Yuan were also stunned, the heartbeats of the three recorded the passage of time, this slap severely pulled me back to reality.

Lin Qingping died, and I sat paralyzed on the ground, crying out Lin Qingping's name. After crying for a long time, I passed out again.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, the anxious faces of Guo Xiong and Zhou Yuan appeared in front of me. Zhou Yuan happily said, "Second Dad, you finally woke up, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I should be the one who should say I'm sorry, I've made you uncomfortable during this time, let's go see your daddy together tomorrow"

Zhou Yuan wept with joy, "You are finally the second dad I know, do you know how scared I am, I am afraid that the relatives I love will leave me one by one, I am afraid that the night will come and face the darkness alone, my mind is full of everything The scene of people abandoning me", he hugged me and cried loudly, and the tears I suppressed in my eyes were brought out again. A night of sadness, a night of looking back, the pain of Lin Qingping's death tortured me all the time. all night.