embrace the memory of youth

"Why are you hesitating! Don't delay, your friend is still waiting for you to take care of him in the hospital"

"Well, it's Xiong Hua who is lying in the hospital. His parents have divorced a long time ago, and his dependent grandma passed away a few years ago. I don't care about your past festivals. I will stay away from him when he recovers." I said very urgent.

He put away his smiling face just now, and looked at me with extremely complicated eyes.

"Then take good care of him, I'll go back first"

"Brother, are you angry?" Looking at his disappointed back, I was reluctant.

He turned around and said with a forced smile, "Brother is fine, as long as you are happy, remember, when you are kind to others, don't forget to be kind to yourself."

"Then can you take me there? I'm afraid of going back alone." To be honest, I'm really afraid of being alone.

He smiled helplessly, and I knew he would not refuse, even if it was me making trouble for no reason.

At the entrance of the hospital, he refused to go in. I didn't force him this time. Seeing his back disappearing into the night, I had the urge to cry, and I knew it made him sad again.

When I came to the ward, Xiong Hua had already fallen asleep, and I sat quietly beside him. At this moment, his even breathing could be heard in the room.

I held his hand again, hoping that time would stand still like this. Although I couldn't see his facial features clearly in the dark night, I could clearly feel his aura.

I was woken up by him at three o'clock in the morning. I fell asleep on his stomach, so he woke up and yelled that I took advantage of him. I don't have to argue with him about his rascal behavior.

Five days later, the doctor said that he could be discharged from the hospital and go home to recuperate. I considered that he would go home alone with no one to take care of him, so I did not agree.

He said that he didn't want to smell those potions that offended him for a moment, and I respected his own opinion, after all, his body was his own, and I couldn't control it.

I called a car and took us downstairs to his house. His current mobility is not convenient, so I volunteered to carry him upstairs.

He didn't refuse, but was very happy. When his huge body was pressed on me, I swayed from side to side a few times.

He said sarcastically on my back, can I do it? In order to prove that I can do it, I struggled to squeeze out a few words, there is nothing wrong with being a man.

After taking the first step, it was very difficult for me. I gritted my teeth and stabilized my steps. I went up several steps in a row. Although it was only March, sweat broke through my skin and invaded my body.

Halfway up the stairs, he said he wanted to come down, but I didn't agree, and carried him back to his room with the last of my strength. I put him down, and lay on his bed panting heavily.

When I was out of breath, I noticed that he had been staring at a certain place. I followed his gaze, and it was a photo of him and Guo Xiong. Xiong Hua tilted his head towards Guo Xiong, and Guo Xiong's hand Hanging on Xiong Hua's shoulders.

The background of the photo is a heart-shaped pool, and there is no gap in the reflection in the pool.

They laughed very happily. I can imagine how close they were once, and I was even a little jealous.

I glanced at Xiong Hua at the side. There were tears in his eyes. This was the first time I saw his emotional side.

"Why are you peeking at me again?" His gaze was still on the photo.

"What peeping, I'm looking at it openly, I don't know what to say"

"Can you ask him to come and see me? I've been sorry for so many years, and I've been trying my best to deal with him. I really don't want to. I was wrong, and I know I was wrong." He covered his face and cried bitterly after he finished speaking.

I didn't know what to do with this sudden move. I'm not very good at comforting people. I reached out and held him in my arms. After a long time, he stopped crying.

"I'm sorry, I made you laugh." He looked at me with eyes swollen from crying.

"It's okay, do you like Guo Xiong?"

"It should be love. We realized that it should be five years now. It happened that my grandma passed away that year. He taught me to face life with a smile. At that time we were working in a public factory, and he was my direct boss. , I am very satisfied and happy to see him every day." He recalled that beautiful past beautifully.

"Then what?" I couldn't wait to know the next story.

He swallowed, and then said, "At that time we lived in a dormitory, and we went to and from work together every day. I liked how serious he was at work, and how funny he was after work. In short, I liked everything about him. We were almost inseparable. I enjoyed it very much. This kind of him gave me the best memories. After that, a boy surnamed Li came to our factory, and they rented a house together. I became a complete outsider, but he did not neglect me. He treated me as before, but without them Intimacy, I am also very satisfied”

"Isn't that nice?"

"Don't talk too much, listen to me," he said impatiently.

"Okay, tell me." I took a sip of water to hide my grievance.

"Half a year later, one day he cried and told me that he was going to get married, and that he would be separated from the person he loves the most. He was reluctant to give up, but he had no choice but to part with it. I looked at him in a state of embarrassment. I feel distressed, he also admitted his relationship with Li, after he got married, the surname Li left, but he was unhappy, but later I found out that they were still in contact, and his wife was pregnant at that time, for my sake To be able to go back to the days when we were inseparable together, I told her wife to go to the place where they rented a house, and finally the surnamed Li committed suicide by jumping off the building, and his wife divorced him with a big belly." He drank his saliva calmly after speaking.

"You are too much, I really want to beat you hard" I grabbed his collar, and my mood fluctuated a little.

"His affairs were soon known by the factory and he was fired. I rented a room for him outside and stayed with him every day after work. Gradually, he came out of the haze. He said he would never leave me no matter what. But he broke his promise, when he knew it was me who told the secret, he said that he would never forgive me in his life, and I decided that I would make him pay the price for breaking his promise."

I couldn't listen anymore, I pushed him down on the bed, I picked up my bag and wanted to leave this creepy person quickly.

"Xiaoyu don't go, only you can help me now." He struggled to prop himself up.

"Now I finally understand why my brother wanted me to stay away. Xiong Hua, I was so fucking blind that I fell in love with you bastard. Just to fulfill my own selfish desires, I killed a person and another's wife." The ions are scattered, and they have the audacity to say that my brother broke his promise and wanted to hug him back." I turned my head, pointed at him and said.

"My bastard, my bastard, I beg you not to leave, I just want to say sorry to him" He looked at me pleadingly.

"I just want to be forgiven by others. You are too humorous. Sorry, I can't help you with this." After I finished speaking, I turned around and walked towards the door.

"Ouch, it hurts me to death"

I turned around again and saw him fall to the ground. My heart softened and I helped him on the bed.

"On Zike's birthday, my brother sent me to the gate of the hospital and left. At that time, I said he was narrow-minded. Now I know how stupid I am."

"It's all my fault. It can be seen that he likes you. The way he looks at you is the same as that of Li, his eyes are shining."

"Xiong Hua, I see that you are not only crazy but also like to talk nonsense. We are just pure buddies. I promise you that I will try my best to persuade my brother to come to see you, but I don't guarantee that he will come to see you"

After Xiong Hua fell asleep, I didn't leave quickly, I still guarded him like I was in a hospital.

Looking at him asleep, I had mixed feelings, but I still held his hand tightly.

After leaving his house, I went directly to the factory. Guo Xiong was still seriously inspecting the products of their company. I watched him from a distance, and I felt the urge to rush over and hug him.

"Didn't the brat go to work tomorrow? I came here today, pretending to be diligent or something." It was Zhou Zhaofei's voice, his voice was rough, and everyone turned their attention to us.

"Zhou Zhaofei has nothing to look for. I'm not here for work today. I'm looking for my brother." I met Guo Xiong's eyes, and the familiar smiling face was still sunny.

"Brother Love, that kind of thing is popular these days"

"Did you eat too much today or forgot to take your medicine? How can you speak is absolutely unreliable"

"Come on! It's not an honorable thing after all, I'll keep it a secret" He covered his mouth with his hands, but the corner of his eyes gave him away, he was smirking.

"Zhou Zhaofei died so many people in one day, why don't you go to die, I think you are not only crazy, but also a bitch" I pointed at his nose and yelled wildly.

"You...you..." No matter how many times he said angrily, his eyes were really staring at me with anger.

I wasn't entangled with him, and walked directly in the direction of Guo Xiong.

"Xiaoyu is so angry that he hasn't seen him for a few days."

"He's a shameful person, just ignore him, let's have dinner together today, you choose the place"

"Okay, just the Hunan restaurant we often go to." He still took care of my taste like that.

I don't have to go to work. When he was about to leave work, I booked a box in advance. It was the same box that he and I came to for the first time last year.

A few minutes after 05:30 in the afternoon, he appeared in front of me. I acted as if nothing had happened on the surface, but was very disturbed inside.

He chose to sit across from me, and before he came, I ordered the food. I ordered both his favorite food, braised eggplant and farmhouse fried pork. When the food was served, he showed greedy eyes behind his glasses.

"You still know brother, these two dishes are indispensable every time I come here." After he finished speaking, he took a slice and put it in his mouth, and the oil overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

I took out a tissue from my bag and wiped the oil from the corners of his mouth.

"Just tell me what you want. They are inviting me to dinner and wiping my mouth. I really can't stand others being so nice to me."

"What's wrong with being a younger brother to my brother?" I deliberately wiped his mouth vigorously.

"You son of a bitch, let's see how I deal with you." He moved his face closer and kissed me on the forehead.