embrace the memory of youth

I wandered around the train station for a few hours, packed up my disappointed heart, and walked down the street in a daze.

As the sun sets, the figure reflected on the road is no longer tall and straight, but begins to bend a bit, and becomes more and more slender. The last ray of sunlight is counting down. I look towards the setting sun with my eyes, and there is no longer the brightness of the morning, nor The prosperity at noon, only its unique softness, calmness, and even ambiguity, there is no dazzling feeling at all.

In the crowd, there are people talking and laughing, some are sad, some are elated, and some are downcast, but I am still looking at the last ray of dawn, hoping to stop here, so that the night will not come.

Along the way back, I passed the mountain that Guo Xiong and I climbed together. The mountain covered half of the sun’s face. The panic in my heart became stronger and stronger, and the breeze began to occupy the space that did not belong to it. At this moment, I didn't hesitate, and ran towards the top of the mountain, I wanted to get closer to that ray of sunshine.

The wind slapped the body casually, the sweat began to penetrate the clothes, and the heartbeat also accelerated with the acceleration of the steps.

One second, two seconds... No matter how fast I run, the dawn light I want is also moving forward fast and softer. I paused and took another look.

With that light shining, it seemed that Guo Xiong was smiling and waving goodbye to me, and the liquid in his eyes began to flow down his face and into his mouth.

The bitter taste quickly permeated every part of my mouth, and suddenly my stomach was overwhelmed. I simply wiped away the tears hanging on my face, and looked up again.

The last ray of dawn infects the surrounding clouds and turns rosy. The scene attracts the eye, and the sound of the heartbeat records the last pause time. Finally, the ray of dawn together with Guo Xiong's face disappears from sight.

The wind whipped the blue silk randomly, and the marks of sweat on the clothes were clearly visible. I took out the train ticket to City A, tore it into pieces, and threw it vigorously into the sky. The paper slid across my face, and finally fell on the ground. on the ground.

I dragged my exhausted body to Xiong Hua's house until it was dark. When I came to his door, it was dark inside. I was worried that something would happen to him. As soon as I stepped in, the inside was bright, and Xiong Hua sat on the bed. , looking at me with a smirk.

"What's wrong with you, your eyes are swollen like lanterns?" He saw my eyes swollen from crying and asked with concern.

"It's nothing, I should be hungry, I bought noodles and lean meat, I'll make it right away" I hid in the kitchen immediately after I finished speaking.

He has difficulty moving now, and his range of activities is limited to the bed. I am afraid that if he mentions Guo Xiong, I will not be able to control my emotions.

Before the noodles were cooked, he was yelling outside that he was starving to death. I was not in the mood to argue with him and concentrated on cooking the noodles.

Half an hour later, I brought a large bowl of noodles and put it in front of his eyes. It seemed that he was really hungry, and he ate voraciously.

The way he eats is somewhat similar to Guo Xiong's. After a meal, his mouth is full of oil. I took out a tissue and slowly wiped his mouth.

"You really treat me like a child, I'll take it myself" He took the tissue from my hand, wiped it twice quickly, and threw it into the trash can.

Guo Xiong is different from him in this point, Guo Xiong is very happy for me to help him.

"What's wrong with you today? You're out of your mind. You're usually chattering non-stop. Today, I'm really not used to being so quiet all of a sudden."

"Is there? You think too much, it's nothing different." I cleaned up the dishes on the table to hide my uneasiness.

"Did you tell him today? When will you come and see me?"

When I heard what he said, all the bowls and chopsticks in my hand fell to the ground, and I hurriedly picked them up with my hands.

The broken bowl cut a hole in my hand mercilessly, and blood dripped down the ground from the wound.

Xiong Hua, who was sitting on the bed, was in a hurry to come down to see the injury on my hand, so he fell headfirst, but fortunately he didn't fall on the bowl. It's red.

"If you're bleeding, bandage it quickly. I have Yunnan Baiyao and bandages in my cabinet." He grabbed my hand nervously.

This meticulous action made me less hate him. I went back to the kitchen to wash off the blood on my hands, and then he put me on the medicine and bandaged me.

After that, I cleaned up the floor, changed his clothes, and sat back to back with him quietly.

"What's wrong with you today, you don't say a word, it's scary" Xiong Hua said with his back to me.

"He left without saying goodbye, and don't dream that he will come back to see you. He will never come back. I thought you were an asshole in this world, but I didn't expect him to be better than you. Normally, his brother called me, and my brother called me. Now It's ridiculous to think about people leaving without saying hello." Tears burst out of my eyes again, and my shaking body startled Xiong Hua behind me.

"you cry"

"What kind of weather is this, such a strong wind blows all the sand into my eyes?" I raised my head and closed my eyes.

"you like him"

"Shut up, you know nonsense all day long, I tell you, I won't like anyone I like, I, Liu Yu, can't be so vulgar" I turned around, stood in front of him, and said angrily.

"I don't believe you, if you don't like him and he leaves, why are you so distraught, why are you so angry? Although I haven't been in a relationship before, I'm sure you like him." He was aggressive, looking directly at me.

"You fart, how could I like that bastard, if you dare to talk nonsense again, I will beat you to death" I raised my fist.

"You are a coward, you dare not admit that you like someone, you just kill me, since he can't forgive me, there is no point in my life"

I raised my fist and slammed it hard at him. When I was close to his face, I stopped. My tears dripped on his face, and he was crying too.

"Where did he go?" Xiong Hua asked me after we cried.

"He was transferred to City A by the company, and he applied for it by himself."

"Is he hiding from you or from me"

"Ask him! How would I know?"

"It was hard for him to get out of the pain. I shouldn't have selfishly expected him to see me and forgive me, but now everyone has forced him away." He patted his head remorsefully.

"I don't blame you. A person always has his own ideas. If he doesn't want to see you, he can ignore you if he doesn't go there. Maybe there are great opportunities for development there, and everyone will have their own pursuits." I comforted him and said , and at the same time comforting myself.

"You really think so? I hope so!" He sighed and lay on the bed without further words.

I didn't feel sleepy, I kept holding the phone, waiting for Guo Xiong's call or text message, but still nothing, when it was almost midnight, Xiong Hua heard the sound of snoring, and I smiled helplessly.

Early the next morning, I rushed from Xiong Hua's house to the factory again. I was unlucky to walk, and when I entered the workshop, I bumped into Zhou Zhaofei.

"Ouch~ I didn't bring my eyes early in the morning, and my frame was knocked apart." Zhou Zhaofei scolded me angrily.

I ignored him and moved on.

"Liu Yu, I'm talking about you. You're blind and deaf, right? You just want to leave without even saying an apology when you bump into me." He yelled behind me, and his colleagues looked expectantly again, waiting for the war to break out .

I turned around and nodded, and continued walking to my work station.

"Your brother Qing just left yesterday, and committed suicide. It's really useless, it makes people look like ghosts," he said in a very loud and harsh voice.

I turned around again, walked slowly to his side, pointed at his nose and said, "I look like a ghost, Zhou Zhaofei, did you not look in the mirror this morning, I don't know what I look like, or I spit now Let you take a picture, and look at your current unethical character."

"Brat, Guo Xiong is not here today, so I will teach you a lesson. If it hadn't been for his face and concessions, I would have moved you a long time ago, and now you are still showing your face." He grabbed me One collar, wanting to beat me, I slammed him aside.

"Old guy, if you dare to do it again, don't blame me for being rude."

When I didn't prevent him from rushing towards me, he slammed his fist heavily on my face. This time he completely angered me.

At this time, the whole workshop was boiling, some people applauded, some people persuaded us to fight, Zhou Zhaofei and I were surrounded by the crowd, I maintained a rational attitude, and I would never be soft when he fought back.

At this time, someone called the boss to come, and everyone gave way to the boss. Wenzhou came in with the boss, and they all looked at Zhou Zhaofei and me with surprised eyes.

"You two come in for me, and the others go to work quickly." The boss issued an order, and everyone dispersed.

When we came to the office, Zhou Zhaofei and I stood side by side across from the boss's desk. Wenzhou didn't come in, and the boss was smoking cigarettes heavily, and the atmosphere fell into embarrassment.

"You two want me to say how you are. One is the production manager and the other is the quality team leader. Usually, you are teasing and quarreling, and I don't care about you. How are you today? You even got angry. Do you want to kill me another day? You will be happy if the factory is smashed, you are all young, can fighting solve the problem? It makes others laugh instead,” the old man said angrily.

"Boss, I'm sorry," Zhou Zhaofei and I said in unison.

"What's the use of saying sorry to me? You have to be right with yourself. This time, I won't pursue who made the move first. If there is another time, I don't care how capable you are, just pack up and leave."

"Yes" Zhou Zhaofei and I spoke in unison again.

"Okay, Lao Zhou, you go out first, I still have something to say to Xiao Liu." After Zhou Zhaofei came out, I still kept my head down, not daring to look directly at the boss.