embrace the memory of youth

I left my grandmother's room without saying a word. From the words they chatted, I learned that my grandmother's time was not long. This news pierced my heart deeply, and it hurt very much.

My brother and I grew up with my grandmother. When I was ten years old, my grandfather died of illness. I found that my grandmother watched a lot overnight. The white hair began to grow unscrupulously. Now it is full of white hair. A blue silk.

When my grandma woke up at night, she touched my face with wrinkled hands. I didn't think it was rough.

"My grandson, I am satisfied just seeing you, and grandma still wants to see you get married and have children." Grandma said softly.

"Grandma will live a long life," I said comfortingly.

Grandma can sleep very well now, and fell asleep after talking with me, and then I went to my brother's supermarket with my parents to meet each other.

My sister-in-law welcomed me warmly, and I also wrapped two hundred red envelopes for her child. Liu Bing saw me when he was driving by, and he had a simple and honest smile. He first said hello to my parents.

"Brother Liu Yu found you. Just now, I went to pick you up from my grandmother's house and said that I had already left. I just wanted to try my luck with my sister-in-law, but I didn't expect it to be here." He said with a smile.

"Thanks for your hard work"

I got into his car with my parents. My parents sat in the back row, and I was in the same row with Liu Bing. From time to time he looked at me and smiled silly.

"Brother Liu Yu, you must be tired from running back and forth. I've boiled hot water for you at home, and I'll bring it up later," Liu Bing said to me after getting out of the car.

"When did Bingbing do things so thoughtfully, it seems that being a father is different" I said to the honest man.

He just smirked all the time, and then he brought a big bucket of hot water over. After this hot water washing, he felt much more relaxed.

Lying on the bed, I didn't feel sleepy. Although the quilt was thick and the weather was too cold, there was still a hint of coolness.

"Brother Liu Yu, are you asleep?" Liu Bing poked his head at the door of my room.

"Not yet, I haven't been home for so many years, I'm very excited now, come in quickly" I waved to him, and he came in in his pajamas.

"Why are you wearing it so thin, lie down quickly." I lifted the quilt and motioned him to lie down, and he obeyed.

"It's so damn cold," he said, shivering.

"You're not talking nonsense, it's no wonder it's not cold to wear a piece of clothing outside in such a cold day," I complained.

He smiled silly again, I was half lying on the bed, he hugged me with his arms around me, and he hugged me very hard, at this moment I had a reaction.

When I woke up in the morning, Liu Wei didn't know when he left, but his breath was still there, very warm, which made me covetous.

After getting up, I opened the door, and there was endless whiteness, the height of the snow in front of the door had reached my knees, I took a deep breath, the air was very fresh, and then I barely shaved off the snow a few centimeters high with a shovel, I gasped and leaned against the door superior.

"Brother Liu Yu, you're awake. When I woke up, I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't dare to wake you up. My mother made an extra breakfast. You can eat it while it's hot. Let me do rough work like shoveling snow." Liu Bing Holding the bag, steaming steam came out of it.

"What a shame, I'll do it myself"

"What do we share between you and me? We are all brothers." He took the shovel from my hand and put the breakfast in my hand.

I gnawed on the breakfast he gave me and saw him moving in the snow. It was a new scene. He shoveled the snow in front of my house with endless strength.

"Bingbing, you are really strong, don't you think you are also very fierce in doing that thing?" I said while chewing.

"That's for sure. It's as fierce as a tiger. If you don't believe me, brother Liu Yu, you can try it." He leaned over to me and said with a smile.

I didn't expect that he, who usually seems to be honest and friendly, would not shy away from talking about erotic topics, but what he said made me, who is gay, feel embarrassed.

"Brother Liu Yu, your blushing is so cute, I really want to take a bite," he said mischievously.

"Bingbing, I think you belong to Cucumber, you don't want to shoot, dare to bully your brother and me." I deliberately slapped him on the head twice.

He didn't dodge, just stood there with a smirk and looked at me. From his eyes, I clearly saw my appearance.

Liu Bing was going to deliver goods in the town, and I was going to see my grandmother, so I took a ride to the town, and then I could walk to my grandmother's house in a few minutes. Originally, there was a wooden bridge directly connected to the village. It only takes about [-] minutes to get to Grandma's village. The snow has fallen in the past few days, and the bridge has been covered by heavy snow. No one dares to go up.

When I came to grandma's house, my parents had already arrived. Grandma just woke up when I arrived. I chatted with her for half an hour, and she fell asleep again in a daze.

After leaving her house, I decided to visit my alma mater. I wanted to find the most authentic memory of my childhood.

The school is not far from our village, only ten minutes away. It was an hour after I arrived at the school from my grandmother’s house. When I walked in front of the school, I heard the sound of reading inside, and saw that although the inside was covered by heavy snow, Everything remains the same, a teaching building, an open-air basketball court, a [-]-meter runway, a bent flagpole...

I was stopped by the school gate guard at the school gate, I supported his work attitude, I gave him a smile back, I stood outside and was reluctant to leave, I seemed to see the active me who used to play in school, innocent and romantic I still don't understand the world, and I don't know that men can like men.

I suddenly thought about the call, it was Liu Bing calling, and his excited voice came from the phone, "Brother Liu Yu, where are you, I will go to pick you up, the national highway is closed now, I don't have to deliver the goods in the afternoon"

I told him where I was and he said stand still and come pick me up right away, 10 minutes later he showed up in front of me in his big truck, jumped out, ran up to me, and held my Hand said, "What are you doing outside in such a cold day? It's not good to be frozen. Today I asked Xiaohong to kill a chicken. I'll go back to my house for dinner later."

Xiaohong is his wife. We have known each other since we were young, and we often played together when we were young, but I was surprised by the combination of the two of them. In the past, they would quarrel when they met.

"Bingbing, you are too polite. I will go to the market another day to buy vegetables, and I will cook them too. Please come to my house as guests. I can practice good cooking skills in City B."

"Okay, I'll wait." Liu Bing smiled foolishly again.

Back at his house, Xiaohong appeared wearing a fat dress. She used to be very thin, but now she is very fat and bloated. It may be that her body was seriously deformed only a few months after giving birth.

She went back to her natal home yesterday, so she didn't touch her. She saw that I didn't have the expected enthusiasm, so I didn't care too much.

"Brother Liu Yu, you can chat with Bingbing first, and you can eat later," Xiaohong said expressionlessly.

"Don't worry, we have been playing since we were young. Where is the carefree Xiaohong before, but now he is unfamiliar and shy," I said to Xiaohong.

"Brother Liu Yu still remembers that I used to hang out with you all the time, and everyone said I was a tomboy," Xiaohong said reminiscently. At that moment, I saw him smile, but he disappeared immediately.

"Go in and prepare food, I'm hungry," Liu Bing said impatiently.

Xiaohong obediently went to the kitchen. I always felt that something was wrong. I didn’t think too much about it. I continued to talk to Liu Bing for a few hours. There was always so much to talk about with him, and he would giggle silly while talking. Look at me and listen to me talking there alone.

After eating at his house, Liu Bing and I went to the house of his boss, my fourth uncle. My fourth uncle is considered a small fortune in our town. He built a villa in the town, which is very attractive. Note that when people from other towns visit our town, they have to discuss the villa.

Entering the courtyard of the villa, the facilities inside are very simple. There is a small fish pond a few steps from the gate to the house. A layer of pebbles with a thickness of [-] cm is paved near the fish pond. The yard is full of osmanthus trees. Zhang Shibeng, there is a small swimming pool a few meters away from the stone bench, which is now covered by snow.

When I went to my fourth uncle's house, he was the only one there. My aunt divorced him a few years ago. I don't know the specific reason, but it was just a rumor that he was stealing people outside.

"Yuzi is finally willing to visit my uncle. You brat has been out there for so many years. You have been confused by the colorful world outside. I think you have forgotten where home is." He said with a smile, his eyes widened when he smiled. into a line.

"Look at what Uncle said, I miss you in my heart," I said hypocritically.

"Come on, you're the only one who still thinks about your uncle. Only ghosts will believe your words. As the saying goes, I would rather believe in ghosts than a man's mouth. Although I am also a man, sometimes I don't even believe what I say."

"Uncle, don't set an example. If you love to talk nonsense, don't deny us honest children. Bingbing, are you right?" I turned my head and said to Liu Bing.

"Brother Liu Yu, you are right." Liu Bing patted my shoulder and said.