embrace the memory of youth

The next morning, I made an appointment with Wang Zilan at the hotel where I proposed to her. Today she was dressed in a red dress, and the cold wind stirred her black hair, making her even more charming.

We ordered a table of dishes, all of which she likes. I asked her about it intentionally or unintentionally, so I showed it this time.

"Just the two of us, is it necessary to order so many dishes?" She said modestly.

"Aren't these all what you like to eat, anyway, as long as you are happy," I said hypocritically.

She is like a happy little woman, sitting across from her and exuding a smile. I hope she can keep it up. I know that it will be a storm for her in the future, and it is not just for her own sake to hurt her. , perhaps also for her own good.

"I... don't want to hold a wedding right now," I said nervously.

"Ah, then you can hold whatever you want, haha" she said reluctantly.

"I mean I don't want to hold it in the future, sorry" I dare not look directly at her.

The chopsticks she was holding fell to the ground, and the sound of slamming deeply stimulated my eardrums. She said, "Liu Yu, you said that on purpose, stop playing, okay?"

"I'm serious. At the beginning, a mage said that my grandma was bewitched by an evil spirit, and I needed a happy event to suppress that evil spirit. That's why I couldn't wait to marry you. I'm really sorry, forgive me for being despicable." I still lowered my head. head said.

She walked up to me and poured the water from the teacup on my head, saying "Liu Yu, you despicable bastard, why did you do this to me?"

"I'm sorry" may be the only line I can say at this time.

"Not every sorry can be exchanged for nothing, I hate you, I hate you" She said sadly from above my head, at this time there were some guests in the hotel, and they cast strange glances.

"sorry"

"I'm sorry,,,,, Liu Yu, you are despicable, you are shameless, I hate you" After she finished speaking, she walked out of the hotel weakly, looking at her back, tears quickly invaded my eyes, and I felt an unprecedented sense of guilt On the other hand, I buried my head and cried, not because of anything else, just because I hurt a woman who loved me.

Walking alone in the cold street, the cold wind was biting, the water Wang Zilan splashed on me seemed to have turned into ice, wrapping me tightly, I kept trembling, I always felt that the passers-by on the street threw me Come to look at me with contempt, I want to escape from their eyes, I want to go to a corner where there is no one, so that they will not look at me with that kind of eyes, I thought to myself, and my steps speeded up involuntarily. Near noon, I went back Walking in the direction of my house, some passers-by panicked and walked in one direction. I grabbed a fellow villager and asked what was going on. He replied that a woman jumped into the river. I don’t know whether it was dead or alive. up.

In an instant, it was Wang Zilan that appeared in my mind. I ran towards the crowd with big strides. It was really Wang Zilan lying on the ground with a pale face. Some kind-hearted people covered her with a thick quilt and gave birth to a baby beside her Building a fire, I knelt beside her and called her name vigorously: Wang Zilan, wake up, let's stop making trouble;

At this time, the fellow villagers around me accused me of betraying my heart one by one. I let them accuse me in a hurry. I held her cold hand and hoped that God would not take her away. My hot tears dripped down on her face. On the ground, she lay unconscious on the ground motionless.

"Young man, she just passed out, don't worry too much, someone has already called the ambulance." Such a sentence from the crowd made me feel much more at ease.

A few minutes later, I arrived at the hospital with the ambulance. I notified my family and Wang Zilan's family one by one. My parents showed up first. Looking at their angry eyes, I really knew that I was such a jerk.

"What's the matter?" my dad said angrily.

I didn't dare to look at them and kept my head down.

"You are a dead person, I ask you what's going on, you dead boy, when can you make me feel at ease, every good girl goes out with you, why did she fall into the river?" My dad couldn't be more angry , broke my head, and slapped me hard.

This time I didn't hit the bar, I stretched out the other side of my face to be hit by him, my dad raised his hand and was about to throw it off, but my mother caught him, and my mother said, "You are going to kill him beat"

"This bastard deserves it"

"He's going to die and I won't live anymore." My mother sat on the ground and cried loudly.

"Damn old woman, get up, don't be ashamed of yourself here, this brat is spoiled by you, and now he doesn't know the heights of heaven and earth."

"What's going on with my in-laws, how did our Zilan fall into the river?" Wang Zilan's mother came over and asked after hearing the sound.

"We don't know the specific situation. Don't worry too much. The doctor is already treating you."

"Why am I not in a hurry? You said that I handed my daughter to your son and brought our daughter into the hospital in just one morning. Can I not be in a hurry?"

"Who is Ms. Wang Zilan's relative?" The doctor interrupted their conversation.

"I'm her mother, what's wrong with her now?" Wang Zilan's mother said anxiously.

"It's nothing serious. Fortunately, it was delivered in time, otherwise the consequences would be disastrous. She is still awake. You can go in and see her, but don't make too much noise."

Then I entered Wang Zilan's ward with them, and she looked much better than when she was by the river just now.

The next day, Wang Zilan's family came to my home to question the teacher. Seeing her mother's attitude, she seemed to want to swallow me alive. A word from her could alarm our small village.

"A few days ago, I just came to our house to make a wedding ceremony, and yesterday I regretted the marriage. You treat our family as a circus, and play our Zilan as a monkey. Let me tell you, if you don't speak clearly today, I will I won’t be leaving today,” her mother said loudly while sitting in front of my house with a small stool, and at this time, many people from the village surrounded my house.

"The in-laws are talking too much. It's normal for the young couple to quarrel. We are discussing when to hold the wedding," my dad said with a smile.

"I said big brother, don't call your in-laws. The name is not correct, and the words are not right. Besides, your family Liu Yu is really capable. You don't need a knife to kill people. Luckily, we Zilan escaped from this situation." doomed"

"Then Yi in-law's family, oh no... Then what does Yimeizi want?"

Her mother raised her palm and said with a half-smile, "As long as you give this amount to let Zilan take care of her body, we won't pursue this matter."

"Okay, I'll let that brat go to the bank to get [-] and send it to you later"

"Brother, you are sending beggars, I mean [-], even if you are small"

In the afternoon, I went to my fourth uncle's house to borrow [-] yuan, and then sent it to Wang Zilan's house. Along the way, people in their village pointed at me one by one. I didn't dare to look at them, and kept my head down to her house. He came to send money, and he didn't treat me in a bad tone.

"Can I see Zilan?" I made a small voice.

"No, you can go," her mother said harshly.

I had no choice but to leave her home in despair.

"The one who came here is a guest, let him come in and sit down." Wang Zilande's voice came from behind, and my heart warmed up a lot.

"Daughter, she made you like this. Is it worth it for you to treat him so kindly? Now I really want to throw him into the river and let him pay for the pain."

"Okay, Mom, I'll just talk to him a few words, you go in with Dad first"

Then I sat on the sofa side by side with Wang Zilan, the first thing I said was sorry, she said impatiently, "Can you say anything else besides sorry?"

"Sorry" I still have these three words.

"Liu Yu, Liu Yu, you are really a bastard, I will hate you for the rest of my life." The following words were visibly trembling, and she was crying, but I was indifferent, and only prayed in my heart that she would be well in the future.

When I got home, Liu Bing was already on my bed. I jumped on him and burst into tears. He hugged me hard, and I stopped crying until I was tired. Her disappointed expression woke me up.

I didn't sleep that night, and I didn't dare to sleep, so Liu Bing stayed with me until dawn, and I snuggled into his arms. For the first time lying in his arms, I felt more secure than ever. When he left early in the morning, I I don't want to give up, I always feel empty in my heart.

One month later is the Spring Festival, halfway through my family members are indifferent to me, even my mother who loved me before, I am like relying on foreign guests at home, they never call me for dinner, when will I wake up I always look for food when I am hungry. Only when Liu Bing comes to accompany me every night, I feel that this place is warm and not as cold as I imagined.

It’s New Year’s Eve, everyone is very busy, I’m just an outsider, I have a lot of leisure, my dad is in charge of killing chickens and ducks, and my mother is in charge of sanitation, every time I ask Ying to help me with something, they all keep a straight face With a face, I snatched the tools in my hand, and I ran to the fourth uncle's house alone.

When I entered his house, I bumped into a person, "Oh, who doesn't have eyes when he walks?" The person scolded.

"Who are you, why did you come out of my fourth uncle's house?"

The man looked at me strangely, and said to the room, "Liu Zhiye, your nephew is here to see you."

Then the fourth uncle came out of the house, saw me, smiled and said, "Why are you here, why don't you spend the New Year at home?"

"See what Uncle Si said, I'll come here when I miss you"

"You kid will miss me, that's weird, isn't it hard to stay at home?"

"You know it and say it, I won't leave today, I will celebrate the New Year with you"

"Ah, are you hot-headed, kid?" My fourth uncle touched my forehead, and the strange man beside him had an obviously ugly expression.

"I said uncle doesn't welcome me, and who else is this person? He doesn't look like someone from our town."

"He's your uncle's former colleague. This year he came here specially to celebrate the new year with uncle. It's just a good time for your boy to come over and have a good time."