embrace the memory of youth

Entering the farmhouse hotel, the receptionist is still the man from yesterday, and the seats are still arranged in the same position as yesterday, but Lin Qingping's mood has changed, and he is not in the hip-hop state of yesterday. It is true that I am not used to his sad expression, so I did not dare to mess up. say.

I didn’t take part in the order this time, it was all ordered by him, and all vegetarian dishes were served on the table. I have no objection and agree with both hands. I usually like to eat lighter food, and it’s his idea to agree with me to eat with him. It is rare for him to take the initiative to order his favorite dishes, of course I am happy.

When the dishes were served, there was a green scene, which increased my appetite even though I had very little appetite, but his silence made me uncomfortable, so I didn't dare to move my chopsticks first.

He asked for another liquor from the store, which changed from one bottle yesterday to two bottles. I stared at it with wide eyes, but didn't dare to make a sound. I ordered two glasses, and I wanted to say that I don't drink, but instead of pouring wine into both glasses, he filled one glass with tea, which made me feel relieved.

"Eat, I've never seen you be so polite today." In the silence, he finally made a sound.

"I've never seen you so sad and lonely before." I really didn't know which nerve I had made a mistake, so I just said what was in my heart, and he just smiled faintly, and then fell silent again.

Just be silent, anyway, I am really hungry, and when I saw him move the chopsticks, I started to gobble it up unceremoniously. He, I saw that the bottle of wine on the table had run out, and he was still reluctant to sip food and wine. I couldn't bear to see him like this. He looked out of the window. The beautiful scenery yesterday did not appear, and it was pitch black. So I shifted my eyes to him again, and the other bottle of wine was one-third gone. I put my face in my hands and stared at him blankly.

After persisting for more than ten minutes, he still ignored my existence and continued to drink his dull wine. I was really bored to find the veteran alone, and wanted to know why.

"Uncle Jiang asked you something." I asked the middle-aged man who received us yesterday. He was taken aback for a moment, and then replied with a smile, "Ask me if you have any questions. Don't call me Uncle Jiang, like Mr. Lin." Then call me Lao Jiang."

"Uncle Jiang's name is quite fluent. I will call you that in the future. You should be very familiar with Brother Lin."

"Well, it's been more than ten years." Then he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed me one, which I refused with a smile.

"Oh, why do I always feel that he is weird today, I always feel that something is wrong, but I can't tell"

He looked at me, breathed out a mouthful of green smoke, his smiling face had long since disappeared, and he frowned. Maybe he knew the truth, but he was struggling in his heart whether to tell me.

"Okay, wait until he's in a good mood, I'll just ask him myself, don't put on a bitter face, it's ugly"

He smiled and nodded, and then I went back to the dinner table. Who knew that Lin Qingping passed out on the table drunk. I went to the hotel, and then with the help of Uncle Jiang, I brought him back to the hotel.

When I arrived at the hotel, Uncle Jiang stayed for a few minutes and then left. I didn't dare to stay with him for long. I had to think about how to get through the night when the air was full of alcohol and wine, and then I fell asleep in a daze.

I woke up early the next morning, and there was still the sound of Lin Qingping breathing evenly. I opened the window, and the autumn wind blew across my skin, making me feel a bit chilly. Seeing that winter is coming, the scenery of falling leaves in the autumn wind is about to become Reminiscing, I heard that this city does not snow in winter, but I fell in love with the feeling of playing in the snow in winter, because I still miss that small village.

"Why did you wake up so early?" Lin Qingping's voice came from behind, I didn't look back and continued to look at the scenery outside and replied to him, "Well, do you think it will be more beautiful here if it snows in winter?"

"It never snows here, and I have never seen snow since I was a child"

I turned around, looked at him, with a smile on my face, walked towards him, sat down with him back to back, and said, "I like snow, I like the creaking sound when I step on it, and every step I take, I leave myself alone." The most authentic footsteps”

"You said that I also like snowing. Why don't we go to a place with snow during the annual vacation, so that I can also feel the fairyland feeling you said."

I didn't answer him, I was silent for a few minutes, I came back to reality from my longing, recalled his strange performance yesterday, and didn't care so much, when he was in a good mood, I blurted out and asked, "What happened yesterday, never seen you like this"

"It's nothing, it's just that there are some problems with the business." His answer from behind made me feel like he was fooling me. Anyway, he didn't want to say it and I didn't bother to know. I closed my eyes and leaned back slightly. Depend on.

There was another few minutes of silence, and he couldn't bear the silence, and behind the quilt came a voice, "Why don't you talk?"

"What's there to say, I always prevaricate me with irrelevant things when I ask you questions, it's better to close your eyes and rest your mind."

"Oh... By the way, how did you feel at the factory yesterday?" I really admire this guy, and he changed the subject very quickly.

"Very good, Wang Jingli taught me a lot, and he also taught me a small method, how to quickly identify the quality problems of clothes"

“Which surprise is more compared to the farm hotel”

"Of course there are more surprises in the factory" I was confused how he suddenly did this comparison.

"Then turn around, it's time to fulfill your promise." After he finished speaking, he forcibly pushed me away, facing him, he closed his eyes and pouted his mouth. At this moment, I suddenly realized what I had done with him the day before yesterday. The bet is his way. At first, I thought that no matter what, even if it was too much surprise, the farmhouse hotel would just deny it, but I didn’t expect it to fall into his hands.

He felt that I was not moving, opened one eye and said, "Why are you trying to cheat?"

I hesitated for a while, and answered him, "No, it's just that I'm not ready yet."

"What do you need to prepare mentally for this, hurry up, take it to a place later, I guarantee you will like it again." After he finished speaking, he closed his eyes again, and I took a deep breath and quickly wiped it on his face. Next, at this time I feel my face is very hot, and my back is facing, there are old dramas with a racing heart.

"It's so embarrassing to kiss me." His voice came from behind again, but this time it was filled with happiness.

"A little, huh..." I confided in my heart.

"But I am very happy, thank you"

Afterwards, we each washed up, and after breakfast, we set off to the place he said. This time we didn't place a bet, and the two of them said the same sentence tacitly, as long as we are happy.

We walked to the foot of a mountain on foot, and then walked along a small stream for about ten minutes, talking and laughing, and came to the path leading to the mountain. Maybe no one has walked through it for a long time. Weeds started to grow in the middle of the road. He opened the road in front of me. After walking for about a few minutes, I began to pant. It is true that the steep mountain road made me exhausted, but I thought he was still steady on his feet despite his fat body. As he walked forward, he held his breath in his heart, and couldn't let him underestimate himself.

Ten or twenty minutes have passed, watching his back and pulling away from me, but he hasn't noticed yet, and he is still very happy to say something. I sat down, and within 1 minute I heard him calling me, I was too lazy to answer him, panting heavily.

"Why don't you go?" he said when he saw me approaching.

"Take a rest, it's too exhausting, I'm exhausted, you are fat and wide, I didn't expect to see you take a breath after walking for so long, but I can't, I have to sit for a while"

"I usually ask you to accompany me to exercise, but you just don't listen. You can't do it at critical times. You think my brother and I practiced for nothing, so now you know that you regret it?"

"Yeah, I really regret believing your nonsense and coming here to break the mountain"

"Okay, don't be angry, I'll lead you away." He stretched out his hand politely, but I didn't appreciate it, I just kept panting for my breath, and before I could react, he forcibly pulled my hand and said, " Are you ready, let's go"

"Hey, you can't make fun of other people's lives as a human being." How could he listen to me? He dragged my hand and walked away, humming an out-of-key tune. If I had a knife in my hand, I think I would directly stab His heart, who let him spoil my eardrums.