embrace the memory of youth

After Lin Qingping left, I was left alone in the big house, which was a bit of a disappointment. I wondered whether he was seeing Zhou Yuan or Gao Ji, why I cared more and more, and he didn't say a word when he went out, never before. It would be like this, even though we have nothing to do with each other now, but the thought that he could be with any of them makes me feel uncomfortable.

I was still expecting, so I ran downstairs, bought fish head and tofu, and prepared to make a fish head tofu soup to eat when he came back, this soup didn't take me much time, and there was no movement outside the door , I took out my mobile phone and considered whether to call him, but after repeated consideration, I still dismissed the idea. The boring plot was playing on TV. When the time jumped to 12 o'clock, I suddenly laughed nervously, laughing He laughed and found that he suddenly wanted to cry. It turned out that his tenderness was just a means for him to chase others.

I thought of Liu Bing's innocence that day, and missed the time we were together. No matter what, he would not be tortured like this. I called my fourth uncle, and I was comforted by the accent from my hometown.

"Your boy knows to call me, is there anyone bullying you outside, don't feel wronged yourself"

"You still don't know your nephew, who dares to bully me, heh..., are you and Uncle Li okay?"

"It's all good. If you want to come back, come back. Don't be fooled by those crap. You understand what Uncle Fourth said."

"I see, um, how is he doing?" Finally I asked him, my heart beating rapidly.

"You said Bingbing, it's much better, but she rarely smiles, and it will be fine after a long time, but you make us worry, you are alone outside, and there is no support"

"I'll take care of myself"

Hanging up the phone and knowing that he was good to me made me feel more at ease. I didn’t wait any longer, and I didn’t think about so many irrelevant things. I thought that everything was just my own fault. fell asleep.

When I woke up early in the morning, the outside of the room was still quiet. The sunlight reflected in the window, I can imagine that today is a sunny day. When I walked out of the room, Lin Qingping came back from the outside. His eyes were red and the eye circles were very black. It also broke through his face. At this moment, our eyes met, and he had a panoramic view of his exhausted state.

He closed the door behind his back, walked towards me, and hugged me. I wanted to push him away, but he was so cruel that he didn't want to be pushed away, so he hugged me very tightly. I said dissatisfied, "Lin Qingping, you What's wrong with you?"

He said lightly, "Don't talk, just let me hug you well, it's so comfortable and down-to-earth"

I knew how I was resisting was useless, so I stood still and didn't move. Then he hugged me on the sofa and hugged me sideways. I don't know what he was playing. I was overwhelmed and wanted to scold him, but at this time he was snoring a lot, I didn't push him away cruelly, I waited for him to sleep for a while before thinking about going to work today, I gently moved his hands and feet away, and then hurriedly Rush to the store.

It was already half an hour after I arrived at the store, but I was also late for the first time. When I arrived at the store, Zhou Yuan saw it first, walked to me slowly and said, "Brother Liu has been playing for a few days and forgot about working hours." Oh, heh...you should be very happy."

When he said this, I couldn't help but feel harsh. It didn't matter what he said, but that guy Lin Xuan was the beginning of the storm. I turned to Zhou Yuan and said, "It's okay, why are you alone in the store?" After sweeping his eyes, he realized that he was the only one.

"Who knows what shameful things they are going to do again, anyway, I didn't see them when I came here"

"Oh, nothing happened these days."

"What can happen is nothing more than some old-fashioned drama, I am tired of watching it"

A few minutes later, a group of Lin Xuan and the others appeared, and their laughter came from far away. When they walked in, I said to Lin Xuan, "Hello, Manager Lin." He didn't appreciate it, but just passed me by. A hum word came out of his mouth.

The work is still the same as before, but because I have been in the factory for a day, I have a little understanding of the quality of identification. In order not to let them find out that I am studying the quality of clothes in the store, I always wait for them to rest or play on the second floor Only then dared to take a closer look.

I have overlooked a very important detail, that is, Zhou Yuan and I have never gone up to the second floor, because there is a door gate on the second floor, and he will open the door every time when Lin Xuan is there, of course The people above are all with him, so it seems that there should be some secrets upstairs.

During the afternoon break, Zhou Yuan habitually lay down in a corner, and I sat down where he was lying. He opened his eyes and saw that I closed them again. After a moment of silence, he asked me "Liu Brother seems to have something to say."

I replied, "Does the second floor need to be more comfortable? Why do they all run to the second floor, or let's go up and see it?"

He sneered, and then said, "That's just a shameful base for them, why would they let us go up there, Brother Liu, don't worry about it, just do your job well."

"Do you know something? If you really think of me as a brother, you should tell me."

"Brother Liu, you know what I know, and I don't know what you don't know. Now I'm content with the status quo, don't think about anything, and go to sleep." After he finished speaking, he turned his body sideways and turned his back to me. .

At [-] o'clock in the evening, Lin Xuan let Zhou Yuan and I get off work as promised, and Zhou Yuan ran away as soon as he got off work, afraid that I would leave with him, and came to the milk tea shop again in order to know what, it was still the last time Zhou Yuan and I The same location as Yuan, but we stayed in the milk tea shop for nearly half an hour. There was no movement in our shop, but Lin Xuan was chatting and laughing with the group of people, and the others also cooperated. Seeing Lin Xuan laughing, they also I kept laughing, and I left the milk tea shop not long after it was really boring.

At home Lin Qingping obviously waited for a long time to see me coming back, his expression conveyed a state of excitement, I smiled at him lightly, and then went back to the room by myself after having dinner together, suddenly we were much strangers, he did not explain last night Where did it go, there is no need to explain anything to me.

In the middle of the night, he knocked on my door suddenly, and opened the door with sleepiness. The two of us were very close. Seeing that he didn't speak, I wanted to close the door, but he blocked it. I said angrily, "Brother, what are you doing?" Jin, what time is it now, if you want to make trouble, you have to choose a time slot.”

"Xiaoyu, let's sleep together." He simply said these words, which really shocked me. After adjusting my mood, I said "no"

He didn't listen to my refusal, forced his way into my room, locked the door behind his back, and then picked me up and threw me on the bed. I didn't resist at all during the whole process, I just felt the humiliation covering my whole body, I said lightly, "I'm leaving here tomorrow, I don't want to see you anymore"

He froze for a moment, then hugged me. After a few seconds of pause, his shaking body made me feel that he was crying. I couldn't figure out what happened. His strong performance in the past was gone. He was like a child. Sobbing unrestrainedly, I stretched out my hand to clasp his body. I didn't sleep at all that night, and his snoring conveyed that he was very stable.

The dark room began to light up early in the morning. At this time, Lin Qingping's facial features were close to his eyes. This guy is really not very eye-catching when you forget it at first glance, and it is not easy to remember. After a long time, you will find it very attractive, until after seven o'clock in the morning He just opened his eyes, he smiled at me first, and then kissed my forehead, I didn't avoid it, everything went on naturally, I pushed him away and said, "You fat man pressed my hand all night, It's all numb"

He got up and said "I'm sorry, and Xiaoyu thank you"

I shook my hand vigorously, and then said, "It's better to say something unhappy in the future, it's really embarrassing for a big man to cry."

He smiled and turned around to leave.