embrace the memory of youth

The sun was shining brightly in the morning without any accidents. This is the third day at the beach. I should have yelled to leave the next day. I never thought that because of a video, Lin Qingping and I could walk together successfully. There are arrangements, so I don't want to leave this unforgettable place so soon.

I am used to getting up in the morning and leaning against the window to look at the scenery outside the window. The figure of Guo Xiong outside first caught my attention. I couldn't help pity the man I once loved from the bottom of my heart. His eyes were dull and he forgot the direction of the sea. I know what's on my mind, but it's sad to look at the sea alone, blowing the sea breeze alone. I smiled helplessly in my heart because of the inexplicable sadness.

"What are you looking at, so serious?" Lin Qingping walked behind me at some point, and hugged me from behind naturally.

I pretended to be calm and said, "I'm leaving today, so I want to take a second look, but I don't know when I can come back again"

"Whenever we want to come, we will come"

I naturally leaned my head back, and then smiled lightly. A few minutes later, Guo Xiong turned around and looked in our direction. He smiled politely and nodded to us. Lin Qingping's tone was obviously awkward. "Do you know that person?"

I cast a disdainful look at him, and said helplessly, "He is the brother I know. He met us downstairs last time. I forgot it so quickly."

He slowly remembered what had happened and said the word oh lightly, but he felt that his tone was very deep, and he should be thinking about something.

After breakfast, we chatted for a while and then packed our things and went home. On the way back, a huge temple in the distance caught our attention. Of course, Lin Qingping has a unique feeling for Buddhism, which I can’t understand. But I also prefer the quiet environment of the temple.

"Why didn't I discover that temple before?" Lin Qingping said happily in the car, as if discovering a new continent.

"Why don't we go up and say goodbye, anyway, we'll stay at home if we go back so early." I read through his mind and said with a smile.

He simply responded "Hello", and he happily hummed the tune-deficient tune again. Seeing his cute appearance, I also tried to bear his voice.

We arrived at the temple in a few 10 minutes. The temple is relatively large, and there are many monks, big and small. They greeted us politely when they saw us. The kind of incense that can be smelled at home every day is much thicker here. But not pungent.

There is a lot of incense here, and there are no tourists coming here to play, but Lin Qingping has become serious, not at all the hip-hop just now, but I am not used to him like this, I can understand what he is thinking, and I will let him go Once I worshiped those Buddha statues, I finally finished my worship but I never wanted to meet an old monk. The old monk's words were indeed extraordinary, and everything he said was not far from the reality, Lin Qingping became even more interested .

They talked more and more vigorously, but I was drowsy. I found a chair and prepared to sleep on my stomach. A little monk came to stop me immediately. I smiled at him embarrassedly, and then went to Lin Qingping approached, maybe they talked about me, when I returned to their sight, the old monk looked at me carefully, looked at me from the beginning and said in a deep voice, "How about asking the benefactor to draw a lottery?" "

I complied with their wishes, bowed devoutly in front of the Buddha statue and drew a lottery. I didn't believe this, but I still felt uncomfortable after really drawing a lottery. Lin Qingping took a look at the ten signs on the sign. The two-character proverb also frowned, and he whispered into my ear, "What was in my mind when I drew lots?"

I answered truthfully, "It's about marriage, but I don't know if the Buddha can understand the love between men and women in the world."

He immediately interrupted me, "Don't talk nonsense in the holy land of Buddhism. I know it in my heart but don't say it. I will ask the master to help me explain it. He has more details than us." I was like a zombie for the rest of my life.

The old monk took the lottery in Lin Qingping's hand, but he was silent and did not answer. I ran to the old monk and secretly looked at the twelve characters, which read "broken and connected, connected and broken, the moon is round, round and "Lack", I couldn't help being stunned, the literal meaning is clearly an ominous sign, I comforted myself that the Buddha would not understand homosexual love, Lin Qingping and I will definitely be together smoothly until we grow old.

Finally, the old monk was silent for a few minutes and said, "This lottery is really unsatisfactory. If the career the benefactor seeks is ups and downs, it may not be a bad thing. It's just that the heart can't be stabilized. I have high ambitions, but my ability is limited, so it's better Be content with the status quo, and when the fortune improves, there will be some achievements in career. If the benefactor seeks marriage, it means that he has two hearts and suspicions. Therefore, the benefactor should abandon all the past and be firm in his heart. Whichever is more important, don’t break the thread”

After hearing what the old monk said, Lin Qingping and I felt uncomfortable. We said goodbye to the old monk politely, but we were stopped by a young monk shortly after we walked out of the temple. He gasped and said, "My master I have a few words for the benefactor who just drew lots."

I opened the note written by the old monk, and there were only three words: "Resurrection and birth", I was puzzled and asked the young monk, "Master, do you have anything else to say?"

The little monk replied, "Just tell the donor not to get involved in the lottery."

"Okay, I got it, thank the master for me." After I finished my sentence, the young monk hurried into the temple, and Lin Qingping's brows that had been tightly locked just now relaxed because of the three words sent by the old monk. , I said to him, "I can understand what it means"

He smiled faintly and said "see the rainbow after the storm"

"Can you stop playing word games, what do you mean?"

"The secret must not be leaked, haha" After he finished speaking, he strode away, I was the only one who didn't know what he meant, anyway, I don't believe in these false things, no matter what he signed in a mess, I comforted myself in my heart.

It’s been a few hours since we got home. We didn’t have much interest in making our own food. We ate something casually outside. When we got home, it was already dark and I was exhausted by the end of the day. As you can imagine, I believe Lin Qingping should be more tired than me, but he didn't complain at all, and even ran to my room and moved all my things to his room. I said helplessly to him, "Brother, don't be in a hurry, I will do it after the rest."

"It's okay, just take care of me later," he said seductively.

I pretended to be angry and spit out the word "hooligan"

Three months have passed without incident, and this summer is a happy one for me. Gao Ji disappeared like the world evaporated, and I only met Guo Xiong once or twice. This kind of two-person world without being disturbed will always make me addicted , I get along very well with Lin Qingping, he is relatively courteous to me, and of course I am not that kind of squeamish person.

In mid-August, it was the old lady's birthday. Lin Qingping was supposed to throw a big banquet to show her filial piety to the old lady, but the old lady didn't want to be extravagant and wasteful. Qing Ping has always respected the old lady and followed her wishes.

The day before I was going to the old lady’s house, I went to a Buddhist supplies store and bought a statue of Avalokitesvara, which symbolized the old lady’s hundreds of sons and grandchildren. However, when I thought of Lin Qingping and me, the meaning became ironic again, so I had to change it to Avalokitesvara with Thousand Hands picture.

At night Lin Qingping came back as usual, his complexion was not very good, although he saw that I was very happy, I could still smell the reluctance accurately, I took the bag in his hand and asked with concern, "I don't seem to be very happy"

He smiled at me and said, "Tomorrow my sister will also go to my mother's place, but she has a bad temper."

"Are you afraid of what she will do to me?" I told his thoughts, he didn't find it strange, because every time the relationship was unfavorable to me, he would be depressed, and he said lightly, "It's okay, we will come back after dinner "

The next day I woke up from his arms, he opened his eyelids before me, the haze from yesterday could no longer be seen on his face, he saw me waking up and smiled and said, "Why don't you sleep more?"

I didn't say anything, just kissed him on the mouth, and he deliberately said with disgust, "Kiss me every day without brushing my teeth, and I will charge you in the future."

After he finished speaking, I leaned over and kissed again. He didn't let me let go, but quickly let his tongue into my mouth. In the past few months, the repeated flirting every day has never been boring.