love on the other side

That afternoon, I became friends with a middle-aged man.He seemed to know everything about me, where I came from, what I did.Of course, he also knew about the fact that I was almost expelled from school.When we talked about it, I put my head down and felt so guilty.

The middle-aged man led me to the backyard. In a pet room, I saw two cute gray mice. As soon as they saw the middle-aged man, they ran out excitedly and ran around him.I was taken aback at first, but later I realized that these two mice seemed to be quite human. They scratched the man's shoes with their small paws, like children waiting to be fed.The middle-aged man put the cheese in his hand into the pet room, and they quickly got into the room, eating happily.

"In the past, people said that everyone shouted and beat street rats, but in fact, under the care of love, they will become gentle and kind. What's more, what about people? Those who make mistakes are often because of lack of love."

The man stared at the two mice in a daze, and said earnestly.There was a ray of light in his eyes, which warmed people like a warm sun, and his mature face was glowing red, and he looked young and charming at this moment.

"Who are you? Who are you?" I was suddenly curious about this man, and couldn't wait to know all the secrets he was hiding.However, he ignored me and continued talking to himself:

"If you do it all over again, will you still take pictures of that girl?"

"No. I, I have to."

"Ah."

I think he still has something to say, but he stops here.

"What do you think about this? Do you believe me? We didn't do anything... She told me she had to do her homework."

"I trust you, but I don't trust her."

"What's up with her?"

The man didn't speak, he put the remaining cheese into the pet room, and then closed the door.

"I feed them because I want them to love me, treat me as their master, and listen to me. Do you understand?" the man said.

I was brought into deep thought by his words, and I thought about Fu Ni's past behaviors, as if seeing things more and more clearly, and then felt that I had fallen into a trap, but I didn't realize it all the time.A sense of sudden enlightenment made me feel happier than ever before.

"But you have your own problems," the man added.

I was so convinced of him that I admitted without hesitation that I had evil thoughts.

"There are inevitably some flaws in a person, but apart from these flaws, he can be a beautiful person. Some flaws can be removed, but some cannot be removed. We can only hide them and prevent others from seeing them."

He spoke so well.I like to listen to him talk, his thick bass is full of magnetism and charm, his words are always thought-provoking and full of wisdom.Facing him, my heart beat faster, unstoppable, and there is nothing that a person worships another person more than this.

After that afternoon, I began to communicate frequently with middle-aged men.After I questioned him many times, he finally told me that he will be called Lao Ou from now on.

Lao Ou has his own car, and he often drives me out.And every time he goes out, he always wears sunglasses.He took me to star hotels, western restaurants, golf, mountain climbing, and swimming.As we lay on the edge of the pool together, he asked:

"what do you want to play?"

"I feel out of place, the life you live is too far away from me."

"Really?"

In the following days, Lao Ou stopped driving.He bought two bikes, and every day we went out on bikes.We rode into the streets and alleys, passing through various day markets and night markets. Sometimes it was so crowded that we had to push the bike forward. Sometimes he ran a long distance at once. When he saw that I couldn’t keep up for a long time, he would come back to find me. , Blaming me for not keeping up with him.

Once, we were very unlucky. After riding for a long time, our mouth was dry, and there happened to be a cantaloupe on the side of the road. We were so hungry that we touched our pockets and lost our wallets!Both wallets were lost!This is really bewitched!I was annoyed when Lao Ou stopped me and said, "At this time, someone will be more unlucky than us." Then he leaned into my ear and said:

"Listen buddy, I'll lure him away later, so you can take the opportunity to get two cantaloupe, do you hear me?"

I was stunned for a while, but before I understood what he meant, he had already slid his bicycle and rushed towards the cantaloupe stall. When he passed the stall, he took a cantaloupe.When the boss saw it, he immediately yelled: "What are you doing? How dare you steal melons??" The boss chased after him while shouting.I looked around, feeling uneasy, but ran over in a strange way, picked up two big cantaloupes and put them on the basket of the car, and then ran away in a panic.The boss saw me and immediately turned around and chased me.I rode desperately, as if I would lose my life if I walked slower.Old Ou took the trail and waited for me at the intersection ahead, and together we quickly left the cantaloupe boss behind until his shouts completely disappeared from our ears.

We didn't have time to brake on a grass field, the whole car fell down, and two cantaloupes rolled away.Lao Ou and I were lying on the grass panting and laughing.When the breathing calmed down, Lao Ou ordered me to open the melon quickly, saying that he was too thirsty.I blamed him, how could he do such a thing at such an old age?He blurted out:

"With you, I can do anything!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly became quiet, as if he had said something wrong.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing," he said, "let's eat melon!"

Another charming smile appeared on his face.This is the most zesty and sweetest cantaloupe I've ever had.

In the evening, we returned to his house.Tired after a day of playing, I lay on his bed and fell asleep without knowing it.When I woke up the next day, I found that I was covered with a quilt, while Lao Ou was sitting on the sofa and fell asleep with his head tilted, his suit jacket slipped on his knees.I got up and looked at his face illuminated by the morning sun, the stubble of his chin gleaming in the sun.His lips were purple and purple as if they had been dyed with lipstick, they were gently closed, and then pursed inadvertently, as if he was having a sweet dream.I adore him to the extreme.I approached him quietly, pulled up my suit and covered him, and couldn't help touching his lips.

It was a joy to be with Lao Ou, he always had many interesting ideas.I miss the life with him very much, but I have to choose to leave.Although the school no longer asked me to withdraw, people looked at me with contempt.I said that I value what others think of me, and I have been trying to build a glamorous appearance for myself so that everyone can admire me, admire me, and like me.Now, no matter how hard I try to prove my innocence, people don't believe me anymore because of the pornographic photos.How could I live in such an environment where I was scorned and ostracized by the entire group?I needed to escape, to go somewhere else, to rebuild myself.I really don't know whether this escape is a powerless cycle or a spiral movement, and I don't know whether this spiral movement is upward sublimation or downward sinking.

When I told Old Ou about my decision to quit school, he looked disappointed:

"Are you really not going to school? You will graduate in one year."

Old Ou's hands were at a loss, as if he couldn't understand my choice, but in fact, he knew why I had to leave.Perhaps, he was asking in his heart: Aren't we having a good time?If I drop out, it will be difficult to get together later.

"Where are you going?" Old Ou asked again.

I said I didn't think about it, and I took one step at a time.

"Call me if you need to," he said.

When we parted, he stood at the door and shrugged, with a helpless but accustomed look.It seems to say: "Life is like this, the best time is over, and we will be separated."

"I will play with you, it is a very happy thing to be with you." I said.

Old Ou laughed.

I chose to drop out because of another reason, Fu Zhen.I was in the same school as Fu Zhen, and we used to be boyfriend and girlfriend. Now that I have such a scandal, it not only hurts her heart, but also brings troubles in her life.I feel guilty enough to her, I don't want to be her burden anymore.She hates me, won't listen to my explanation, she doesn't believe me anymore.Once we ran into each other on the school road, she pretended not to know me, and pulled her companion through.It pains me so much.The wind, flowers, snow and moon in the past, the beautiful scenery on a good day, are just the flowers and moon in the mirror.In the future, another person will act out the past between me and her.Everything is to blame, who can I blame?

Better go, leave them.