Hope to meet you again in the next life

It was almost the end of the year, and I joined a public institution by accident, and my salary was nearly half that of before. My life was quite comfortable, just sitting at the service window, and I was very busy every day.I participated in a chorus competition the day before New Year's Day. As soon as the competition was over, I turned on my mobile phone QQ, and just happened to be online, so I sent a selfie.

"You went on a blind date? You're dressed so formally, and your face is whiter than a sanitary napkin." Behind Ling made a smirk

"Fuck you, the chorus competition just ended. When you talk about a blind date, Ban Hua seems to have gotten engaged a few days ago"

"So what?"

"Do you regret it? When she chased you for more than two months, you were like a piece of wood."

"I don't regret many things, the most regret is knowing you and wasting three years of my time." Ling sent several angry expressions in a row

"Oh, that's really embarrassing." I looked at the phone screen and smiled.

"I still need to find some materials. The design is not finished yet, so let's go here first, and we can talk when we have time."

"it is good"

I was still at work on New Year's Eve, and I was bored and sent blessing text messages to Ling and other relatives and friends, only a few of them replied, and I never thought that Ling was no longer there.On the third day of the Lunar New Year, I went to have a barbecue with my friends by the river, and I called Ling, who was told that the phone was turned off. At that time, I thought Ling’s phone was dead.

Not long after the holiday, a new leader came and transferred me to the countryside.That's fine, some things are out of sight and out of mind, but the place is relatively remote, the power is often cut off and there is no signal, the mobile phone has become a decoration, fishing in my free time, I don't feel bored, I stayed there for almost four months, and the end Came back after finishing the job at hand.Not long after, the old man drank too much and broke his head. He went to work during the day and stayed in bed at night. He ran between the hospital and the work unit for a week. Although this happens once or twice a year, this time he beat the nurse and almost died. Was kicked out of the hospital.Made me really exhausted

It just so happened that my college classmate Chen Rui got married this month. I didn't want to go, but after such a incident, I was very upset.I went to ask for leave on Monday afternoon. When I arrived in Nanchang on Tuesday evening, Rui booked a box at night. Several classmates talked about their experiences this year. I don’t know who asked Rui why he didn’t call Old Wu over.

"I talked to him on the phone half a month ago. Old Wu said that he was busy recently and didn't have time to come over. He chatted with me about the recent situation of some classmates and told me about Ling's death," Rui said sadly.Hearing this news, it was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue. I felt a little dizzy, and the other students were also stunned, and then asked what was going on.

"I don't know the exact situation. I heard from Lao Wu that Ling had a car accident a few days before the Chinese New Year."

"A good person, no matter how you say it, he will be gone." The students also sighed.

This reunion did not end in a way of not getting drunk and not returning as originally thought.After dinner, everyone returned to the hotel with a heavy heart

On the second day after attending Rui's wedding, I went back to school and sat on the playground all afternoon.In the evening, I took another bus and returned to the city in the wee hours of the morning. I stopped and walked along the river, and I kept thinking about those days at school in my mind.At dawn, I took the earliest bus back home, thinking day by day and dreaming at night, laying on the bed, and slowly fell asleep. The classmates gathered by the pool in the park to chat, and Ling sat on the rock. Looking at this side from the bench, I waved him to come over, Ling just smiled.

Woke up from the dream, eyes were pitch black, looked at the phone, ten o'clock in the evening, but no sleepiness anymore.I called three or two friends out for a sit down, and was sent back home at three o'clock in the morning.In the morning, I was woken up by the sound of a glass being thrown, and my parents didn’t know why they were arguing. I got up from the sofa and went back to the room, changed my dirty clothes, went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, squatted on the ground, tears seemed to flow out The flood of the sluice cannot be stopped.I feel very painful in my heart. One year has passed, and nothing has changed. We are a family, but we are like enemies every day; I finally met a close friend, but he is no longer there.

Ling used to always say that I was too paranoid. In life, there are times to cry, times to laugh, times to be sad, and times to be happy. Let me be more careful.Now I have changed a lot, but you can't see it anymore