Be good, bad boy

Since that night, I started a new attempt, trying not to be as stiff as before, and began to write boldly.The paper began to disappear rapidly day by day, and the paper bought by Shao every day was enough to form a small mountain.

God pays off, after a painting praised by Shao, my heart felt as warm as if it had been irradiated by the sun.

"Not bad! It's interesting." He was full of praise when he saw the colors I painted.

"This is the first time you have praised my painting." I said with a smile

"How? Can I also pass the entrance exam?"

He frowned, "There is still a little distance, remember the color of the entrance exam, sketches and sketches are silent paintings."

"Ah! They are all silent paintings? Why?"

"Ask the Education Bureau, he may tell you." Then I put down my painting.

"There is still the last month, is there enough time?" I said worriedly

"Enough!" He was still as confident as ever.Of course I appreciate it very much.

In the last month, I didn't think of high-intensity painting or overloaded practice, and Shao started to play the interlude more slowly.When I got up in the morning, he reassured me that I was sleeping for half an hour, and I didn't need to take a cold shower every day. We rested at 10 o'clock in the evening, and I haven't adapted to the slow pace.

At night, I lay on the bed under his urging, and after a while he came in wearing a towel, wearing the same vest and loose beach shorts as before, and his very strong body was steaming.Looks like he just got out of the shower.

"Then" I threw the hand cream on the bed to the lower bunk.

He looked and wiped the remaining sweat on his arms with a towel.Opening the lid, I dug out a lump with my thick index finger, rubbed it awkwardly on my palm, rubbed it vigorously, and finally applied it on my face. It seemed that I enjoyed it very much.

"Actually, we should work harder on painting. How come the more critical you are, the more relaxed you are!" I slowly got out of bed and climbed onto his bed.

"I'll understand later. Now relax and don't have any worries?" He wiped his hand cream.

"What worries, I'll take it as a test for you to satisfy you." She said with a smirk at him.

"Learning for a long time, just for me?" He sat down in front of me.

I don't know why I suddenly didn't know what to say, and fell into deep thought.Only then did I seem to wake up, right!After studying for so long, I almost forgot everything, forgot that I was going to Nanjing, forgot about that event, and even forgot about him.

"What do you think?"

I came back to my senses and smelled the faint scent of hand cream emanating from his face.Jiujiu said, "You Shao, I feel like time flies so fast."

"Why do you say that?"

"I forgot my original goal and everything. I just learned to draw in a daze." I stood up.

"And then? What did you realize?"

"No, I seem to be a different person, not like me anymore."

"How?" He looked at me confused.

"I used to not be able to study like this, and I used to not be able to do one thing all night, let alone be so serious. What's wrong with me?"

"In fact, sometimes people don't know what they are doing? They even think that they have done what they shouldn't do, but you do what you should do. At least this is something you learn by yourself. Don't do it for others, live in the moment"

"Living in the moment!"

This sentence seems to be enlightening, and it makes me feel very reasonable and speechless.

He stood up and continued: "Actually, during these three months, I didn't find anything else, the only thing I discovered was your strengths."

"Advantages?" I have never heard such a compliment since I was a child.

"You don't have the posture of a rich second generation. What do I say, what do you do, what do I buy, what do you eat, and you are a little stupid. What do you believe in what I say? To put it bluntly, it is easy to support. "Live in "Now" has been with you for 3 months. A song "Sea, Sky and Sky" will make your eyes fill with tears."

"Why do I feel like they are scolding me?" I couldn't understand, thinking.

He smiled at me.

"I don't have a child, but in the past 3 months, I have been more like taking care of a child." This sentence is very indifferent.

"Who will be your son?" I instantly jumped up with my face flushed.He said angrily as if he had been hit by something, this was the first time I got angry.

He didn't say anything but just smiled, but his smile made me run away blushing.

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Indeed, the phrase "live in the moment" made me persist for a long time. When I met him, I seemed to know a lot and knew a lot.In the past, I was almost always at home, counting my friends carefully with my fingers, and there were very few friends, but there were some alcoholic friends. They only came out occasionally when they went out to drink. Every day they saw people who were unhappy. I have a hole in my head, that is, my face is red and swollen when I hit someone.I thought I was going to spend my whole life in darkness like this, but I didn't expect him to appear in front of me.

It feels so familiar. This is not the sentence that Fairy Zixia said in the Chinese Journey to the West: "I guessed the beginning right, but I didn't expect the end." Ordinary.

Indeed, he seemed to have saved me!

At night, I turned around and looked down at him who was snoring heavily, feeling grateful in my heart but never said it out loud.

Since then, I will forget, forget the future road, and walk the current road well, because I live in the present.

"As fast as your hands can, just put the paint on it as soon as it melts, because the gouache can't be too much tone." He said to me to the videos recorded by some master painters on slides.

There is still one week before the exam, You Shao didn't let me draw too much, but let me watch some videos this week.

"why?"

"Because gouache is not like oil painting. If you adjust it too much, it will easily become gray and dark, resulting in a low overall saturation of the picture. The color is not bright and cannot stand out as a whole."

"Can't jump out?"

"For the judging papers of the entrance examination, the teachers will put everyone's paintings in one place, and then look at them in rows. Your paintings don't dance or show. How can you pass the teacher's eyes? How can you get a high score?"

I thought about it carefully and smiled.

"interesting!"

After that, it was the whole day of coloring, all day sketching, or all day sketching, and I started to attack. During that time, I stared at the painting every day like a painter. I never thought that I would fight like this. This kind of painting and forgetting to eat and sleep, this kind of integration.You Shao was also with me day and night.