Be good, bad boy

At the same time, Sun Rui ran outside and Lao Sun chased after him.

"How did you leave?" Old Sun asked in surprise.

"I don't want to watch it, I want to go back." Sun Rui finally spoke the truth.

"Don't want to see it?"

"Yeah!" Sun Rui nodded lightly.There was a hint of shyness, and his hot face seemed to be steaming white in the cold weather.

"What? Uncomfortable?" Lao Sun was concerned

At this moment, Sun Rui didn't know what to say, but stayed where he was. The movie was about to start, and it was going to close in 5 minutes. He just wanted to drag it out for 5 minutes, and then he didn't know.He only knew that these 5 minutes were a feeling he hadn't felt in a long time. A man with an elegant cigarette stood with him in the snow and dragged out this "long" 5 minutes with him.

He used to like men too, yes!A kind of man like You Shao and Lao Sun, he likes their bodies, their mature faces, and even their beards, and even sees their photos, and the bottom will straighten up unconsciously.But what I love is the masculinity they exude.That's right!He is G, a G who never dares to tell others.

"Ruirui, the movie theater is closed." Lao Sun saw that the movie theater's door was closed, and the crowd gradually decreased.

Sun Rui glanced at the film studio and took a breath.

"Ms. Sun, I don't want to watch movies anymore."

"Then how about we go for a walk together?" Lao Sun laughed.

Sun Rui looked at Old Sun in disbelief, smiled elegantly and was not unhappy because he didn't go to the movies.

"How about a walk?" Lao Sun invited again.

Uh-huh!Sun Rui was talking, but he was at a loss in his heart.

"Actually, I just wanted you to come out today and chat with you." Old Sun Xiaobu walked on the sparsely populated road.

"When we're alone, I feel relaxed, but when I'm in a crowded place, I feel a little uncomfortable"

"To explain your strange behavior just now?"

"That's right!" Sun Rui casually kicked the stones on the street.

"You didn't make any mistakes, what are you afraid of?" Old Sun smiled

Along the road they came to a park, but the gate to enter was tightly shut.

"Heh, it's too busy." Lao Sun walked over and shook the door vigorously. The door was not high, but it was surrounded by iron fences. "I wanted to take you to the park for a walk, now????"

Sun Rui walked over, holding on to the foot of the door and kicking hard, turning over easily.

"If you've passed, I won't be able to." Chao Sunrui smiled and said, picking up a cigarette and lighting it.

"Try it!" Sun Rui said from the other side of the door.

"I'm already 40, forget it!" With his left hand in his trouser pocket, he was smoking a cigarette with his right.

"Come in! I like this feeling." Sun Rui leaned against the door facing inside.

Although Lao Sun couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence, he felt a kind of power, a kind of power that attracted him very much.

"Wait!"

Throwing away the cigarette in his hand, the cigarette butt hit the ground quickly with force, and scattered small sparks scattered towards the center.

"Come on." The voice of this sentence is very small, very small.

Old Sun's body was leaning against the gate, struggling to hold the gate lever, relying on it as an aid to slowly climb up.

"Be careful!" Sun Rui looked up and saw Lao Sun staggering on it.

Lao Sun struggled to grasp the only strength he could rely on above, and the door began to shake.

"Teacher Sun, be careful." Sun Rui said anxiously.

Lao Sun didn't answer, but slowly moved down with a red face.

after a long time???

"It's finally down!" Old Sun bent down and panted heavily.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done this." Sun Rui couldn't help but feel a little guilty when he saw Lao Sun struggling so hard.

"It's okay, hehe, I'm fine, as long as you're happy." She said and smiled at him.

Hearing these words, Sun Rui felt warm in his heart, as if he had eaten honey.Sweet.No one has ever been able to do this for him. He was so moved that his eyes were watering.

He quickly and slowly helped the old grandson up.

"It's okay! I'm okay. I didn't expect to be in my 40s and still be able to do this kind of thing like a 20-year-old. I'm happy!" He grabbed Sun Rui's arm and slowly got up.

It was like a warm current entered Sun Rui's heart, he didn't say anything but his heart was already excited.Helping the old grandson to the park.It was the first time I got close to Lao Sun. Lao Sun's body didn't have any unique smell, only a faint smell of smoke, but it smelled good and gave me a sense of comfort.

In the park, it was quiet.The big water lake is covered with a thick layer of ice, and those big trees and flowers can't bloom attractive fruit petals, leaving only bare branches and leaves embellishing the shortcomings of winter.

"Is it better?" Sun Rui helped Lao Sun to the chair.

"It's much better." He said and took out a pack of cigarettes from his belt.

"Crack!" Skillful fingers tapped the gorgeous lighter.The cigarette butt slowly came up, and a short flame ignited the cigarette butt.After smacking his mouth a few times, white smoke came out of his mouth and floated into the sky.

Sun Rui was surprised, watching this skillful performance quietly.

"You want to smoke too?" Seeing his serious eyes, Old Sun shook Sun Rui with his cigarette-holding finger.

"En!" Sun Rui became bold.Although I have smoked a few times before, I am not smoking now.

"You're still young, don't touch this thing, it's bad for your lungs." Old Sun was smoking a cigarette.

Sun Rui didn't say anything at this time, just smiled foolishly!He turned his head and looked at the quiet environment.

"I still like this, it's quiet, it makes my heart very peaceful." Sun Rui left the chair, opened his arms and said softly.He's never been like this, only today, different.

"I like this too, it's so quiet. It allows me to be myself again without restraint." Old Sun looked at Sun Rui while smoking a cigarette slowly.

The park was dark and quiet, and there was no one there, as if everything they said would echo here.

"We all have a common point of view. Maybe we will all feel tired of each other living under the eyes of others. That is to say, in the quiet night, we will still find our own shadow, and find a little breath that still belongs to us." Sun Rui slowly As he spoke, he looked at the frozen lake.

"Well said, very well said. Listening to what you said, I have lived most of my life in vain." Old Sun Gao nodded in a like-minded way.

"Ms. Sun, I lied. In fact, I have no family, and no so-called relatives. I am an orphan." Sun Rui turned his face and said to the slow old Sun.

Old Sun's weak expression was permeated with a bit of surprise,

"It's a secret. I haven't told anyone about it. You are the first one." "You told me half of your story that day. Today I will exchange yours." Sun Rui didn't say anything at this time. Seeing Lao Sun as a teacher is a kind of friend, a kind of old friend who has a deep relationship.

But where does the story begin?Just start at an early age!

Orphans one by one, a person who has never seen his parents since he came out of his mother's womb.Snubbing, ridicule, sarcasm, and abuse are naturally indispensable to me, and I slowly accept them.I was born in an orphanage, and what I just opened my eyes to was not the smiling parents, but the caretakers who looked at you coldly.So I started learning to escape with the older kids when I was 10 years old.I once evaded fare on the train and went to a place I didn't even know.Only after escaping did I realize that I was doomed not to survive.After wandering for a long time, hunger and boredom corroded my body.

In fact, I also smoked at the beginning, but because I often ran away, I gradually stopped smoking.I have been running away for 5 years. I have done many things. I have been a kid handing out leaflets, carrying garbage for others, or just looking for a place to beg with some older beggars. I went to a stall, served dishes, washed clothes, and did pyramid schemes for others. I was almost beaten to death. They thought I had no money to fish, so they let me go. To be an "orphan", a dog is lazy to take care of my orphan.An orphan who has been inseparable from "running away" for 5 years, I can't believe that my childhood was spent like this?

As I remember, that year should be the Year of the Rat, and it was indeed the Year of the Rat.It was snowing heavily, and the snow-white ground was covered with silver coats.Rat signs are posted everywhere on the street.Every family is celebrating the festival, firecrackers are ringing, adults and children are immersed in this happy atmosphere, who would pay attention to a thief.A forced thief, a thief who can't even eat.When I was forced, I had no choice but to be a thief.

I wanted to steal something or steal some money, and then enjoy something I like, and finally threw myself into the river under the bridge, because I really don’t have the belief to live anymore, I’m doing nothing every day, walking like a zombie in the flowers every day In this city, no one even takes a single glance at me.Only then did I realize that I had been abandoned by the world, completely abandoned.

When I first went out into the street to pick out a lady's purse.What I didn't expect was that the woman was very clever and caught me.When I thought I was completely finished, she didn't yell or be surprised, but looked at me carefully, and then took out some money from her bag and gave it to me. When I caught the coins, I seem to have done something wrong, and I feel very guilty.I only remember the woman's face, thin eyebrows, white skin, red lips.

It's ridiculous to say that when I thought the world had abandoned me, a stranger gave me hope.The gorgeous dress slowly disappeared from my sight.When I barely watched the Spring Festival Gala by climbing on the window glass of the hotel, the big bell of the new year rang, and people thought it was the coming of a new day, and I realized that I was not so bad, and I was not dead yet.Crawled to the garbage dump, stretched, found a warm place, curled up into a ball and fell asleep slowly.

Time passed slowly like this, and no work unit wanted me, and I even wanted to give up my own ideas. I couldn't hold on for long, and I started to be decadent, and lived in the dark and dizzy.When I thought this life was going to be spent like this, one thing made me wake up completely.

When I was still wandering unscrupulously in an unknown street, the teacher of the orphanage found me after three years. I remember that he was a teacher of the orphanage. He was usually very fierce and was not good to us. I remember that Xiaoyu in the orphanage didn't eat, so he picked up the rice bowl and threw it at Xiaoyu. Now Xiaoyu still has a scar on his face.He always had a domineering face.

"Sun Rui, we have found your biological parents. Everyone is looking for you, they are looking crazy, why are you here?" The teacher grabbed my hand and said excitedly.

When I heard such news, it was like a thunderbolt.I can't imagine that after 5 years of wandering outside, I could actually find my biological parents. I was excited, happy, and forgot everything. He let me eat and buy me clothes. The teacher was not like that time The appearance of the orphanage is very kind.When I thought that the hard times were going to go away, I could even wake up with a silly smile on the train back to the orphanage.

Three years later, when I returned to that yard, it had changed. The old building had turned into a tall teaching building, and the sand field where I often played with the children next to it had turned into a plastic track.I can't imagine watching the changes.

Before I had time to watch it, the teacher had already taken me into a room. The room was very dark and there was almost no light. I saw him talking nervously with a pair of family members through the glass of the door.After a while, the family came in, and they looked at me with smiles on their faces, but I didn't feel any sense of family. He told me that this is my family and I have a younger brother.

In this way, I went through the formalities in a daze, and the so-called family happily took me home and let me see my brother.Seeing him, I don’t know how to describe it in words. His eyes and nose are nothing special, but his skin is very white. This is the whitest boy I have ever seen. I can’t even see a little blood. I saw that he was lying weakly on the bed with many tubes of different sizes inserted into his body, and along the tubes I could see a huge machine next to him.Until now I had no idea what that machine was.The only thing I know is that he has a disease. The family and I simply say that he can't urinate and needs dialysis.

I was very sad at the time, and finally found my family, but got seriously ill again.But the family members told me, "This child is going to be saved," that is, he can be healthy.But I don't know, the one who saved his child was me.

The people in their family were very kind to me at the beginning, they gave me food and clothing, and took off everything I wanted, even the stars in the sky. I said that I wanted to learn to draw, because I like drawing, like Such a quiet feeling.

Signed me up without any scruples, and I started to paint in a daze.

Until one day, when I came back, they took me straight to the hospital and asked me to do all the tests, including urine and blood tests. There were so many tests that made me so tired that I forgot everything.

When I woke up for the first time, I was already lying in the operating room, with huge lights shining on me, many doctors and nurses I didn't know, surrounding me, I was scared, so scared.Only the sound of cold medical instruments colliding with each other can be heard.They turned me up with a lot of force and put me on my back. My heart was beating in fear. My heart was beating and kept beating, but it all disappeared slowly with the knife.Slowly blurring?????

Sun Rui will come here, still smiling without fear.It seems that there is nothing better to do in this quiet place than talk.Lao Sun listened carefully and quietly, the cigarette in his hand was extinguished, but he still held it between his two fingers.Hearing this, his eyes opened surprisingly wide, and he looked at Sun Rui in surprise.

"Rarity, you,"

"That's right, I got a kidney cut." He said as he flipped open his thin clothes, revealing a long scar on his back.

Lao Sun was surprised, not because of this matter, but because of Rarity's calmness.But slowly he relaxed his expression.Unable to imagine, he walked in front of Sun Rui, and slowly stroked the long scar.

"This is what they did?" Old Sun said angrily.

"That's all in the past, so don't mention it." He said and let it go slowly.

Old Sun looked at that person in disbelief. He had experienced so many things at a young age, and now he finally knew why Sun Rui was more mature than children of his current age.

"Teacher, do you still want to listen?" Sun Rui looked at Lao Sun's distressed face with a smile on his face.

"I can't believe it. Son, why are you suffering so much?" Old Sun walked slowly in front of Sun Rui.

Rarity was still smiling because he liked to smile.

At this moment, Old Sun couldn't help stretching out his hand, and slowly stroked Sun Rui's face, and Ruirui also stretched out his face to Old Sun tacitly.

"Don't you have any relatives now?"

Sun Rui nodded.

"If you don't dislike it, you can recognize me as a relative, okay?" Old Sun mustered up the courage to say it, because he knew that Sun Rui might reject him.

As if this matter was all arranged, Rarity waited for the moment for a long time, for a long time, so long that he felt it was impossible.He has done too much strength in this world, but this is not his heart, in fact, his heart is very fragile.

"I, can I hug you?" Old Sun seemed to be stuttering.

???????

On a quiet night, a sad song was sung like this.