Be good, bad boy

It's over, January.

I am also like a savage now, besides drinking every day, I beat people, was beaten, and vomited blood. These behaviors like gangsters are attracted to me like a magnet.

Just when I was hit by a stick and almost killed, I covered the bleeding wound, and the alcohol reaction anesthetized the pain.

I stumbled at the intersection and didn't even dare to go home until a black Mercedes stopped in front of me.When I saw the man coming down, my eyes began to blur, and when he hurriedly supported me, I saw his face, the face that I had even forgotten, it was still the one I hated the most, it was still so irritable, it was still So kind.

I was sent to the hospital by him, and he almost turned off all his business affairs and came to the hospital to watch me.

"He just suffered a bit of a head injury, and then he drank a lot of alcohol every day, which caused acute gastritis in his liver and stomach, so he fainted. Are you a parent?" The doctor in the medical room said without raising his head while taking notes.

"I am his father."

"Father? Are you going to take care of him like this?" The doctor slowly raised his head, and there was a hint of irony in his words.

Tong Xiang lowered his head slowly, this sentence made him feel guilty.After contemplating for a while, he went out and saw Tong Yan lying on the hospital bed. In the cold space, the thin and pale Tong Yan was wading.I don't know what he is thinking?Whether he is uncomfortable or regretful, we don't know anything.

When a warm fluid flowed into my mouth, I became conscious after a day of sleep.

"Cough? Cough cough"

I was so choked that I quickly got up, and saw that person with blurred eyes, that kind face, that face that made me even a little unbelievable, sometimes brutal and sometimes kind.He was actually feeding me millet porridge. It had been a long time since I had eaten something so warm, so I started to eat it slowly inadvertently.

"Let's leave the hospital tomorrow. I'll pick you up at 7 o'clock." He said after finishing the millet porridge.

I slowly put down the bowl and calmed down, and Ra looked at him with his head shrugged.

"what happened?"

"I want to go." I said cautiously.

"No!" he said loudly.

"Why?" I suddenly said loudly.

He didn't speak for a long time, then put on his clothes.After leaving, I looked at his background, as if I was expecting something, and my heart became nervous.

When I got home, I was still as timid as ever, and I didn't dare to say anything to the servants. I seemed to be a different person, and I became scared, and I was even afraid to see them.He always came back very late, but there was no smell on him, not even the smell of wine or women's perfume.So I usually don't eat lunch, and I don't dare to order them. I can only eat when he comes back.

Living like this every day made me uncomfortable, and that incident changed me a lot, like a shell that blew me apart beyond recognition.I was so overwhelmed that I couldn't breathe, and the idea of ​​leaving suddenly became hot in my heart.

But they don't know that I'm ready to leave home at this time. Instead of looking at the servants with cold eyes every day, it's better to go out and have a good time and maybe find my family, even if I know this is destined to be a disaster. Hoax, I'm going out too.

At night, the moon did not come out as scheduled, but I started to leave home. After I prepared my ID card, bank card, and clothes, I sat on the table, picked up a pencil and paper, and wrote a parting letter.After I finished writing, I twisted my heart abruptly, it hurt so much.Quietly looking at this letter, this letter is full of him, so afraid that he is alone, or what will happen to him without me?But so what, instead of twisting like this, it's better to leave happily, and it will be good for us all.

Walking on tiptoe in the hall, I think he and his servants should have fallen asleep, just before I opened the door to enjoy the darkness, the room suddenly lit up, my eyes were blinded by the strong light, and I used my hand to block it, and in the confusion, I could see through Saw him through the seam

"Why are you leaving?" He was the only one sitting quietly in the previous seat in the hall, and it seemed that he was already prepared.

"I don't want to stay here anymore, I want to see my biological parents" I didn't hide the reason and said decisively.

"Do you think you can go?" His words broke my resolve once again.

"Why are you doing this," I said excitedly.

Then we were all silent, and the big clock was ticking and walking dully, as if the space was filled with the dull atmosphere as we said, and I couldn't breathe

After a long time????

"You go! I don't want to stop you, I can't stop you even if you are talking, you go!" His words were full of choking, and after he finished speaking slowly, he turned his head to the other side and didn't look at me.

"What?" He told me to go, I heard right!I still feel a little sad in my heart, but more excited.I am grateful to him for letting me find my biological parents, and I am reluctant to let him drive me away.The hall was quiet, only the huge mechanical clock was ticking.That is, the sound of our breathing echoed in this quiet villa.

After a long time, he took out a note from his pocket and handed it to me.

"This is the address of your biological parents. I can only do this. The white paper is neatly written in italics: "No. 12 Huju North Road, Nanjing City", Nanjing? I was in Nanjing? Such a detailed address made my journey of family search full of hope. I wanted to say something at that time, but I couldn't say it. I was grateful.

Just then I made a surprising move.I will deeply remember this action for the rest of my life. I remember his surprise, and I also remember my surprise. It is just such a person that I hate to the teeth in my dreams, but I am willing to kneel down to him today. Down, and no regrets.

He stood up and wanted to help me, but he stopped and looked at me straight.

I stood up slowly and walked out the door without saying anything.

"Wait a moment"

After I heard the footsteps, I stepped back and looked at him in confusion.

"Hand over the card."

This sentence surprised me, and cold sweat broke out on my back.

"Why? Then how do you want me to go?" Covering his pockets, he said nervously.

"I don't care, you have the ability to leave, but you don't have the ability to go out to make money by yourself?" He no longer had the aggressive words just now, and straight out of his mouth.I was grateful just now, and suddenly my heart was cold, and it blew me all over like a cold wind.

"Bring here the card." He choked up again.Turn your head to the side, not looking at me.

With a heartbeat, I took out the sweaty bank card in my pocket and gave it to him.

He grabbed my hand and said, "Take the phone, call if you don't want to look for it, Dad will pick you up." His thick hands held my hand tightly.I heard a trace of warmth from his words.With great effort, he pulled it out of his hand.Looking at this mobile phone, this iPhone5s, this mobile phone he bought for me a long time ago.

I remember that I bought this mobile phone when it came out, and then because he hit me that day, he dropped the mobile phone heavily to the ground.I went downstairs to the bathroom at night and saw him staring at the pile of iPhone 5s fragments in a daze.I haven't bought a mobile phone since then.

What else can I say, what else can I do, I can only nod silently, put the phone in my pocket and walk out, then stop and look at him, he hesitated for a while and then left.

While walking on the road, I often forgot to look behind to see if he would see me off, and would stand far away from the door of the house.Gradually, there was a tearing pain in my heart.The one who decided must not come back, and will definitely not come back.I held back the painful feeling and ran out without looking back...

The heart is still beating, and the road is still walking.Exhaustion did not stop me from moving forward. With heavy luggage and hunger, the pain in my stomach slowed down my pace. I really regret that I didn't eat something before I came out.

There are so many people, I should go there, and I don’t even have a penny on me. I really can’t imagine that I will live a life of budgeting. I want to make money, and then where to eat, have a haircut, and take a bath.All these things followed. In the past, the servants did these things for me, including eating more and bathing more.

Occasionally, there are a few cars walking on the wide road in the silence of the night in Beijing, enjoying the joy of no traffic jams.The light slanted my shadow as if this was my real face, and the two rows of birch trees pointed the way for me like a conductor.

Some taxis saw me and stopped and signaled to take me. I waved my hand. I planned to borrow some money from my good friend’s house and go to Nanjing, but since my house is in the suburbs and 500 meters away from the city, I had to walk. .

The hunger and darkness on the Second Ring Road made it unbearable for me, the pampered young master, who usually drove me on long trips, and I hadn’t traveled far for a long time.

The soreness in my toes after walking for a while had to make me sit on the table on the road and rest for a while.Drowsiness strikes fiercely, I gradually lose feeling in my hands until my vision blurs, slowly?????????

"Swipe?? Brush???

When I woke up again, I was woken up by the sound of the cleaner sweeping the floor. I woke up in a daze and quickly got up to see if I had lost anything. Fortunately, I didn’t lose anything, God!I actually fell asleep, not to say that resting for a while seemed to overcome myself.Secretly speaking, I touched my stomach and felt that I was not as hungry as before.I was about to turn from the Second Ring Road to Yuetan North Street. I thought it was the longest road I had ever traveled in my life. The white belly had just appeared on the horizon, and the red sunlight began to match, blending perfectly with the horizon.Then I saw something I had never seen before - the sunrise.

He licked his chapped lips again with his dry tongue.In this way, I walked through Yuetan North Street and went straight up Sanlihe East Road. I saw that the number of pedestrians and vehicles on the road gradually increased, and the quiet road became alive again.The sun is also getting higher and higher.In this way, I walked to Exhibition Hall Road with my last breath.

Along the way, I don't know how many times I took a break, stopping and going.

Dragging my tired body and feet that can no longer walk, like a warrior in the Colosseum, the ankle rings seem to be buckled by iron chains, making it difficult for me to walk. I picked up my phone and checked the time. 7:00, man, I am actually leaving After 2 hours, I was exhausted.After resting for a while, I saw that it was almost time and called him.

"Ah-heh, who are you?" Long yawned.I'm so envious!Seeing his full yawn, he knew he had a good night's sleep.And now my dazed and tired brain and the soreness of my toes are completely different from his.

I don't think so much anymore and said in a hurry