Big bear

Under the clear sky, the prairie in Inner Mongolia is extraordinarily green, with blue sky, green grass, white clouds and snow-capped mountains, blending together like falling into a dreamland.In a community in Tongliao City, a chubby boy rode a black bicycle out of the community.

The boy's name is Cui Jielong. Longlong is from Tongliao, Inner Mongolia. People in the north are very tall, and he is no exception.With a chubby figure and a height of nearly 1.8 meters, he looks even taller.What's more, Longlong's appearance is not bad, and his chubby appearance is very cute!

Longlong left the community by bicycle. As a sophomore in high school, going to school every day was a task he had to complete.Just after riding for a short distance, his speed slowed down, perhaps because he was tired.

Longlong didn't stop to rest, but maintained a slow speed and moved forward slowly.At this time, the two eyes always looked to both sides intentionally or unintentionally, as if they were looking for something.Occasionally, when he saw some good-looking fat people, Longlong would secretly take a look at them, and then lowered his head, secretly delighted, as if he took advantage of the other party.

I don't know when it started, Longlong found himself interested in some good-looking and cute fat people.This is a terrible idea. Zeng Jin tried to change it, but as he grew up, he came into contact with more and more things.Only then did he know that there are some men in this world who like men, and he is this kind of person now.

These things once made him panic.It was as if he had a strange disease, but there was no cure for this strange disease, and he couldn't let others know about it. At that time, he was very scared!I am afraid that one day, others will discover his unusualness, and then use it for research like a guinea pig, or be nailed to the cross naked like Jesus, for people to ridicule and spurn.

As he grew up slowly, the worry in his heart gradually disappeared. At least now he can openly and secretly look at those beautiful bears on the street.In the gay world, those good-looking fat people are called bears, and Longlong himself is also a bear.

The speed of the car suddenly slowed down. It turned out that it was to watch the raging bears encountered on the road.This can be regarded as one of the joys in Longlong's life!Just like some people like to admire, and he likes to admire bears, the two are equivalent.

Looking at those unfamiliar faces on the road, and occasionally seeing one or two pretty bears, Longlong let out a deep breath.Looking at the blue sky, I feel that life is a bit low-key and boring now.

Just thinking about speeding up the car, suddenly a white shadow passed by his side.Longlong looked over and found that the man was riding a light blue bicycle and wearing a snow-white sportswear.

The two bicycles moved a few meters away, and the person in front suddenly turned around and took a look at Longlong, as if he saw that Longlong was fine.So he rode away.

But the moment he turned around, Longlong was dumbfounded.That person was about the same age as him, with a chubby figure, and it was a bear, but in his memory, he had never seen such a beautiful bear.

Dazed for a moment, Longlong came back to his senses, but the bear had already ridden a long way.At that moment, Longlong gritted his teeth and stomped a few times, and immediately chased after him.Unfortunately, after crossing two intersections, Longlong still lost track.I went to school a little bit disappointed.

Just back to school, that white figure kept appearing in Longlong's mind, lingering.When he was in his favorite class, his mind was distracted, and he woke up suddenly after being called out by the teacher, which made him embarrassed for a while.

After finally getting out of class, Longlong put on his small bag and hurried out of the classroom.On the way home, I kept thinking about the Xiong Xiong I met today, and couldn't help recalling that scene in my heart.

"Am I going to fall in love?" Longlong looked at the sky and smiled self-deprecatingly.

With a few sudden kicks under his feet, the bicycle accelerated and drove forward, heading home.The landscape buildings on the side of the road flashed past his eyes quickly, but they could no longer attract his attention, so he stopped to watch.

His only thought now is to go home, as for those bears that he occasionally met on the road, in his heart at this moment, it is no longer important.Sometimes, the appearance of one person makes other people seem unimportant and not essential in life.

"Can we meet him again when we go back?" Longlong thought in his heart.He really wants to meet that Xiong Xiong, even if he is not gay, it is enough to be a good friend.

At that time, Longlong really didn't have that many ideas.As for the communication and so on, I have never even thought about it. It is hard to imagine what kind of feeling it would be like?

Back to the neighborhood where he lived, unfortunately, he didn't meet that white figure on the road, and Longlong couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.But the clever Longlong thought about it, just after he left the community today, that good-looking Xiongxiong rode over from behind him!

"So, he is also from this community?" Longlong speculated, and this possibility is not out of the question.Probably because I didn't notice it before, or I just moved here.

Go home and lie on the bed, thinking about the gains and losses of the day.Except for being lost in class, I didn't make any major mistakes, but the Xiong Xiong I met today, this should be the biggest achievement of Longlong today.

It seemed that in his empty heart, this person was no longer as simple as a passing scenery.He has a feeling that this person will occupy a great deal of weight in his life, even more than himself!

As night fell, the lights in the neighborhood were also dimmed. Longlong didn't go out, but leaned obediently on the balcony, staring deeply at the dark and silent night sky.No one knows what he is thinking in his heart?

The next morning, when Longlong was about to go to school, he stopped suddenly when he was about to leave the community.Standing in a corner in a daze, looking at the road out of the community, from time to time I feel that my behavior is a bit absurd.

Just as he was about to leave and go to school, that familiar figure appeared in his sight once again.Changed into a set of gray and black clothes, but with that light blue bicycle and that figure that he never forgot, Longlong recognized it as that bear at a glance.

Without even thinking about it, Longlong immediately rode his bicycle and quietly followed.Keep a certain distance so that when the other party turns around suddenly, you won't feel that you are following him intentionally, otherwise it will be too embarrassing.

Two chubby boys swayed and rode slowly on the two bicycles, one behind the other.After following for a while and crossing several streets, Longlong stopped, stayed where he was and watched the figure drift away, and finally disappeared around the corner.

"Oh!" Longlong sighed slightly.Then turned around and rode in the other direction.Two people are not in the same school, so naturally they have different paths.

From then on, Longlong would quietly follow behind that person every day, keeping a certain distance from beginning to end.Then, after crossing several intersections, he reluctantly headed in another direction.

As time passed quietly, Longlong and that person still maintained a relationship as strangers, and until now, Longlong's feeling for him was only a kind of admiration.As for specific actions, they have not been implemented.

In a blink of an eye, one semester, as the two bicycles move forward slowly one after the other, it is slowly coming to an end.In the end, it was announced that it was over without any waves.The second year of high school is over, and the third year is here!

A few days before the start of the third year of senior high school, Longlong's parents decided to transfer him to a closed school to study in the final year of senior high school.Because the grades in the second half of the second half of high school dropped slightly, and I thought that my parents arranged this way for my own good, so I didn't object.

It's just that after entering the closed school, I can only go home once a month and a half, and live in the school for the rest of the time.And the route to school has changed, completely parting ways with the bear.

When the third year of high school started, Longlong went to that school to report.Then the closed life began, without that raging figure, I couldn't help but miss it in my heart.The only way is to bury yourself in the sea of ​​books and questions, and let learning occupy all your thoughts.