lonely three people

My name is Fang Xiang, and I am an ordinary small employee of a state-owned enterprise with a meager income, barely starving myself to death.

I have a goal, to find a cute and well-behaved chubby guy to stay with me for the rest of my life, or a mature and steady bear who stands at [-], these two are my favorites.

For this goal, it can be said that Minzhong has never stopped, but this road is not destined to be smooth sailing!

Good love is always in the next paragraph, this sentence is terrible, but I can't stop, I still have to find a boyfriend, and I still have to get a bf!Could it be that he would be willing to die alone forever, living the kind of day when he occasionally thinks about it and makes an appointment!No, that's not what I want. I have to live with the fat man I love to complement each other and rely on each other.

That’s right, I just became single, and I broke up with my ex-boyfriend not long ago. The reason is very simple. Two people who have never had a relationship can’t make a relationship for a long time. It’s okay to develop a family relationship or a brotherhood, but there is no It is only a matter of time before the legendary love is separated.

It's not that I'm cold-blooded. After we separated, I thought about finding another one immediately. I can't forget my ex but let go of my ex. It's like some correct divorce decisions, making it easy for both of us.

Don't know how to start the next relationship, but it's all said; the best way to forget a relationship is to start a new one.

This is the first time I've been homeless!In the past few years, I have had several boyfriends on and off, one year, two years!Anyway, it’s like this in the end, reduced to a lonely family, I am not afraid of my lost youth, I am afraid that I will still be alone when my youth is over.

Is it just me, or many people are like this!The sadder you are, the more you like to listen to love songs, the more bitter your mouth is, the more you want to smoke frequently, the more lonely you are, the more you like to stay in a quiet corner.

What will you do if you break up!

Get drunk in a bar alone, get drunk to the point of unconsciousness;

A person wearing earphones wandering aimlessly in the street, inexplicably walked to a familiar place;

Work overtime in the company, ask for leave and travel anywhere;

Gather a group of friends who can't play karaoke together at all!

Locked at home, eating a lot of snacks, shopping and spending until my flesh hurts;

Today is the first anniversary of the Wenchuan earthquake. On May 2009, 5, no entertainment venues were open, and the TV programs were all related reports. What I didn't expect was that even the bathhouses in the community had the words closed for renovation. !There is no silver 12 taels here!Originally, I thought it was just a bathhouse, but it seems that there are tricks...

The ktv is closed, the Internet cafe is also closed, and even the square dance in the park is not danced, it is really rare and clean.

Daily necessities and other luggage were stored at my brother’s house a few days ago. My brother just called him. He is my classmate and my first boyfriend. Of course, this is all the past. Now we are just brothers, ordinary friends That's all, he already has a girlfriend and I didn't bother.

Today is fine, there is not even a place to get drunk and escape from reality, everything is closed, sitting in the park stupidly, it's not really nowhere to go, it's just that there is no purpose, no place, thanks to me Also called "direction".

I was still around at dusk, and I still stayed in this small park near the river, watching the occasional colorful boats passing by in the river, and the occasional train passing by the steel bridge above my head, but I didn’t feel the ear-shattering, maybe I was absent-minded so I didn’t take it seriously.

There will always be people passing by, and they are nothing more than people who come to the park after eating, strolling in the park facing the morning sun every day, and taking a walk while watching the sunset at night is their life, is it simple and comfortable?

Two people who obviously don't belong here caught my attention. They are both tall, one is strong and the other is thicker and fatter. The clothes are trendy and there are military leather boots on their feet. That's all I can see, wait for them to get closer and have a look!

They seemed to be passing by the park, and they had never strolled in the garden like other people. They talked to each other and walked quickly to me. I could see the face of the man in leather boots, full of heroism, and his hair seemed to be styled. Combined with his tall figure, he is as handsome as the model walking on the stairs, but it's not my favorite, he doesn't look like a bear at all, and the handsome baboon makes me feel unimpressed.

The other fat guy I can't see the face, the angle is wrong, he was talking to the handsome baboon so he kept turning his head.

But looking at the outline of the suit, you can tell that the figure is good. The very neat hair stubble is slightly cyan, and there is a clean and fair neck under the back of the head. The white shirt collar is two fingers wide. When he came to me, he raised his arm and pointed it with his fingertips I wiped my forehead, is it sweating?I have good eyesight, and I clearly saw a platinum and diamond ring on his finger.The gray suit was filled to the brim with his figure, his broad shoulders, and his slightly protruding belly were wrapped in the suit.

Pedestrians in suits and leather shoes can often be seen in the urban area, most of them are salesmen selling insurance with briefcases, or employees of second-hand housing rental agencies out for food!This fat man's suit is obviously much more advanced, it must be different, and it is definitely expensive.

There is a faint cool smell floating into my respiratory tract. Some of them must use perfume. It is not the fragrance of flowers and plants, not the strong fragrance of miasma. .

The handsome baboon is listening to the fat bear talking sideways, just in line with my eyes, they just walked to the chair I was sitting on, I don’t know why, all the handsome guys look at strangers with unkind eyes, handsome guys like to look at the world with contempt Do you examine sentient beings with the same attitude?Give me a cold look.

Hey, I provoked you, and I don't know you. Although you don't need to smile or stare at people, right?

The fat bear naturally followed the eyes of the handsome baboon and turned to look at me. Although they didn't stop because of me as a stranger, it was because I slowed down.

Why does this fat bear look like this! ! !

I saw Fat Bear's face, a completely unexpected face.

In the eyes of bear lovers, Youxiong always has a general outline standard, such as a round head, thick black eyebrows, a mustache, etc., but this bear does not have any of the advantages of Youxiong. Don't know whether to call him a bear or not.

In his early 30s, he has a round face, a wide forehead, and short hair that sticks to his scalp. His eyes are large and sharp, and his skin is fair without blemishes or even wrinkles.

He doesn't have Youkuma's face, but he is a handsome bear.

He doesn't have Youkuma's face, but he keeps my eyes on him.

This is unscientific and unreasonable!

The eyes of the two of them and mine are stagnant. I don’t know why I feel dazed when I see this fat bear. I can’t move my eyes away. The fat bear is also looking at me. With a swipe of his mouth, he turned around and caught up with the handsome boy.

I was a little flustered, a feeling I had never felt before, this fat man was not Youxiong but it made my heart flutter, I had a very strong premonition that he and I would definitely meet, there must be.

I know what it feels like to fall in love at first sight, and I also know what it means to see a mung bean. Everyone will meet their favorite dishes, but this fat man gives me a different feeling. I seem to feel it in a very mysterious way. There is no intersection, or I will be obsessed with him for the rest of my life.

At the first moment, I feel that a person is very beautiful, very sexy, like a stunner--then I don't feel beautiful after sleeping a few times-

In life, he will never be born according to the appearance he has drawn up. He will break all my previous concepts of beauty. He will use his appearance to set up a new aesthetic benchmark for me. Maybe it is because of fate, maybe he is just for I was born!Or I just want to appreciate his existence!Therefore, to really fall in love with someone is not just a face - it only takes a moment to fall in love at first sight and fall in love at first sight.

Before the two of them disappeared, I clearly saw Fat Bear turn his head and glanced in my direction. I was deeply engraved with that face and was moved. What's his name?What is his life circle like?Will he remember me?

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