lonely three people

The rent was paid by Mushan, but he secretly stuffed the money I gave him back into my bag. My aunt Zhili is an incomprehensible person, let alone a deposit, it would be fine to drive a taxi without paying.

I don't know the specific financial situation of Mushan, but I know that he has opened a lot of credit cards, he hasn't bought new clothes for himself for a long time, and even his body has lost the deserted fragrance, his perfume Used up long ago and never bought a new one.

Our home is still this big house, we still keep two dishes and one soup, still let me have enough food and clothing and look good, he will dress me up, buy me good skin care products, he said my face is his , not my own, he will buy me good-looking clothes, shoes, even underwear and socks, he said that he likes to see the foreign style I wear, and he will be proud, because I am his, and he is fulfilling his promise, and indeed let me I live very well, but how is he!Is he really as good as he said to me?

The first time he told me that he was tired and wanted to vent, he wanted to relax, I don't know how much pressure forced him to say this to me, a boy who doesn't support his family is not a man, and he doesn't know Men have multiple responsibilities.

That night Mushan waited for a long time before returning home. After taking a shower, he told me that he went to play poker, and the wins and losses were very big. gamble.

For the money he won, he would squander it immediately, squandering it recklessly, he said that this is not the money he wants to make, maybe he is not ashamed of the money he has won because he is strong and competitive, he just wants to reduce stress, he slept very well that night Xiang, is it really decompressing?

I will support him in whatever he does, even if he knows it is wrong, because I feel sorry for him, if he can decompress, let go of the things he is full of for a short time, and sleep soundly, I will support him to do it, to go crazy.

Don’t smoke, don’t drink, have been busy for half of my life, separated from my family, caught in the conflict between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, business capital turnover is not good, I am obviously very responsible, but I have to stay with me and support us despite my conscience and morals Xiaojia, my dear, are you suffering, are you tired, why don't you like to say it, how can I help you!Or am I not your burden.

Mu Shan talked to me about his desire to divorce, not because of the fault of either of the husband and wife, but because they are both extremely career-minded people with conflicting personalities, and because he doesn't want to be caught between his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and he doesn't want to be caught between them. Between Li Shuang and me, he doesn't have superpowers. It's not that he's not good enough or that he doesn't do enough. It's just that some things can't be handled perfectly by manpower. He wants to guard his mother, his daughter and me.

He doesn't love that woman, but he doesn't allow his daughter to have no mother. I also know that I will never be able to replace a woman in the real world.

When she was upright and tired, it was as if she had found a flood outlet. For the next two months, Mu Shan would spend her days at work and gamble at night to numb herself, as if it had become a rule.

I’m still me, don’t talk too much, don’t interfere with his decision, he is changing in the eyes of others, he seems to be self-willed and depraved, I don’t think so, the Lin Mushan I know is unbreakable, positive without negative , if I don't understand his pressure, who else will understand!

Maybe Mushan just needs to rest and rest, he will get up and find himself again, all I have to do is wait, wait for the unyielding man to get up by himself.

That was the first time I went to play cards with Mushan. The car drove into an unremarkable community, a bathing center without a name, an entertainment place with a plain surface but hidden secrets inside, a place without a female guest bath. There is only a bathhouse in the men's bathing area.

The winding corridor, the dim environment, can only be seen by the light of the "escape exit" indicator light of Yoyo, full of the smell of tobacco, naked men walking around, can't really see any face, only share Clear is fat or thin.

This kind of environment made me feel scared, I followed Mushan closely, and frequently passed people sideways, as if these people would not give way, as if they were deliberately blocking you to dodge, I felt that there was something invisible in the dark His eyes scanned himself.

"Da" Someone lit a lighter next to my ear, startled me, turned my head, a cluster of flames and a face in front of me, so cautious, what the hell are you doing!

A face behind the firelight was pale, a face in his forties, eyes straight and full of desire.

At the moment when I was in a daze, one hand held me, the strong pulling force brought me back to my senses, and Mu Shan held my hand and walked away quickly. After a few turns, I finally arrived in an empty corridor, and finally arrived at a place with lights. out of place.

There are rooms on both sides of the corridor, and the room numbers are marked on the doors. Stepping on the soft carpet, you walk into the innermost room in the corridor.

There is a table and four chairs in the middle of the room. At this time, there are three people sitting on the chairs, all of whom are middle-aged. Inside there is a black leather sofa with two young people on it.

These people were obviously waiting for Mushan, and greeted us with smiles and jokes as we entered the door.

"My boyfriend, direction" Mu Shan let me out, so that everyone can see me.

"Professor Ma of X University" Mu Shan introduced the oldest person to me.

Said "Teacher Ma" to this man who seemed to be in his fifties

This Professor Ma is wearing glasses, with a smile on his face, "Okay, okay"

"This is Mr. Liu, who works in construction. Your name is...Brother Liu." Mu Shan continued to introduce another person.

"Brother Liu"

Mr. Liu is about 35 or [-] years old. He just looked up at me, and then lowered his head to play with the big gold ring on his finger. Three of his five fingers are wearing rings. In addition to the gold ring, there are two "green stone" rings .

"Old man, the boss here." Mu Shan told me the name of the last person sitting at the table who was probably in his forties.

"Lai Shuhao" said hello with a smile, in fact, I really hate this kind of scene, but since we are here, we must not lose Mushan's face and mine.

"What are you calling Uncle, brother?" The boss stood up and wanted to shake my hand, which was an enthusiasm I didn't expect.

I thought Mu Shan would continue to introduce the two young men sitting on the sofa, but no, Mu Shan sat on the last chair without even looking at the two young men.

I took a closer look at the two young men, they were both handsome guys, a boy in sportswear looked at me with his eyelids up and his chin up, and the other was lying on the sofa with a head of yellow hair, as if he was about to fall asleep.

A few people from Mu Shan started to play cards, I moved a chair and sat next to Mu Shan, instead of sitting on the sofa, I don’t know those two people well, so why bother to go over there, and they didn’t even intend to give me a seat at first .

Mushan and the others are very focused on playing cards, and they don’t even chat. Each hand takes about 5 minutes on average, and the winnings and losses range from 2000 to [-] yuan. Although I sit still, my heart beats very fast. This is not a small bet. If Mu Shan gets a bad hand, I feel pain while watching it.

Brother Lai, the owner of the bathing pool, sits opposite Mushan, always looking at me with his head tilted, maybe the cigar in his mouth is too smoky, he always tilts his head, "Direction, try" Brother Lai is in the box at the corner of the table Throw me a cigar.

I didn't catch it and it fell on the ground, "Thank you brother, I can't get this one, ha ha" because I couldn't return it when it fell on the ground, so I had to pick it up and hold it in my hand.

"That's a good thing, I don't give it casually, it's very expensive" Brother Lai looked at the cards in his hand and said to me.

I just smiled and didn't light a cigar, something I thought I wasn't blessed with.

The athletic boy sitting on the sofa got up at this time, and he walked with his chin raised. His temperament was like a big rooster that was arrogant and arrogant. He walked up to the boss and stood beside him, and spread out a Palm "I'm out of cigarettes"

Later, the boss glanced at the boy, rolled his eyelids, pulled out a ten-yuan bill out of a pile of hundred-yuan bills on the table, and pressed it in the boy's hand, but the boy threw it on the ground, "What cigarettes can ten dollars buy?"

After seeing the boy's actions and hearing the words, the atmosphere was a bit awkward, and the boss also felt a little shameless, and was about to explode with staring eyes.

"Forget it, bro, give him some more," Mu Shan smoothed things over.

The boss rummaged through the pile of money a few times, and he found another 20 yuan one, threw it on the ground with his hands, "Hey, get out, get frustrated, I lost money here and you still come to ask for money, take it away, hurry up roll"

The boy actually squatted down to pick up the money, and walked out proudly. When he passed by me, he bumped my shoulder. I don't know if it was intentional or not.

……

"San'er, San'er, don't go to sleep, go to the toilet with Xiang Xiang." Mr. Liu woke up the yellow-haired boy who had been slumped on the sofa just now, and said that he was going to the toilet with me.

It’s funny that bodyguards are needed to go to the toilet, because of the naked guests outside, the guests here are not as simple as taking a shower, Mushan will not be happy if I am taken advantage of by some wandering guests Yes, even when I think of the person holding a lighter and looking at me, I feel a little conflicted in my heart.

The yellow-haired boy's name is San'er, the name is really... Although he has a disheveled hair and sleeps, he looks really handsome, and he loves to laugh and talk a lot. He looks much easier to get along with than the guy who went out to buy cigarettes before.

As he walked back he stared at my shoes "Look at what?"

"Socks, what brand are your socks?"

I pulled my trousers slightly so that the legs of the trousers leaked from the ankle. "You said it! On the street"

"Sports socks, where are the Nike ones bought from the street?"

"Yes, three pairs for ten yuan, oh, fake"

San'er laughed, "Can you wear that! It's a shame to wear it out."

“I am well dressed”

"What a fart, comfort yourself! Guard Lin Mushan, don't tell me you won't let him buy it for you, be silly!"

"He bought it for me, but I can't bear to wear it"

"Silly silly, let him buy you whatever you want, use it when you buy it, and let him buy it for you when you run out"

"I think you misunderstood, Mushan and I..."

"Come on, don't say anything about true love to me, men and women don't belong after all, don't be stupid... you are dead"

After returning to the room, San'er kissed Mr. Liu on the face, and then went to the sofa to sleep on him.

I don’t know how to describe San’er. Even though he said something I don’t like, I always think he is a good person. Maybe people have different opinions. He just has a different way from me. The total kiss should be different from the kiss between me and Mu Shan.