lonely three people

"He's coming back." The moment he hung up the phone, he told Cheng Yang helplessly who was playing online games.

Didn't he wait for Mushan all the time, why didn't he have a trace of joy? What should come will always come, and what has to be faced will always come.

"Understood, I just have to go back to school to do some business. Recently, I will go back to the dormitory of the school... Fuck, stupid, kill him..." Cheng Yang roared at the computer screen, without looking up at me.

In fact, I want to say "I'm sorry", but is it useful?Talking about it will only make him more sad, and make each other awkward and unfamiliar.

"Will you tell him about us?"

"I will definitely tell him about our affairs. I don't want to lie to him and drag you, but I don't want to make him sad, so... don't force me, please, give me some time, he is not unreasonable or unreasonable. "

"I'm not in a hurry, hehe... But if you feel uncomfortable, I can go and tell him, what kind of person is Brother Mu Shan?"

"Don't, I hope you will never meet that day, and this kind of thing should be done by me, if you say it, the nature will change" I will not shirk to others what I should do, just like I have been waiting An opportunity to clarify with Mu Shan face to face.

"I'm not afraid that it will be difficult for you. Anyway, I don't know Brother Mu Shan, so if I say it, I don't care, heh"

"Two different things, even if Mu Shan didn't beat you, I would never have anything to do with you, because you were intentionally hurting Mu Shan and forcing him to leave." Feeling that his tone was heavy, he took a deep breath and continued, "Leave it to me." "

Cheng Yang was silent, he didn't know what he was thinking, and closed his laptop, "Will you not want me because he came back? You've been thinking about him...I'm afraid of you..."

"You have no confidence in me?" I asked.

Cheng Yang nodded and shook his head, "I don't have confidence in myself"

"Teach you a trick, rely on me with a shameless face, ha" This is the truth, Cheng Yang's tears are so useful, I am most afraid of seeing him wiping his tears.

……

Wandering is torture, especially in entangled relationships.

When I saw Mu Shan, he didn’t change, he still loved to smile, except that he wore more fashionable clothes, he didn’t change, even the eyes he looked at me were the same as before.

He chose to give him a big bear hug when we met, which made me breathless, but I couldn't hug his waist back as naturally as before. Is it because of guilt, guilt or strangeness!

What a familiar look, but I could only dodge it. When I kissed, I turned my head slightly, and Mu Shan only kissed my face.

Mu Shan took out a lot of clothes in his backpack, as well as beautiful socks and underwear, and spread them out on the bed one by one. He brought them to me. He said that he bought everything that suits me when he went shopping. I feel that I have accumulated so much.

He has been thinking about me, but I have even removed his towels at home... What feels in my heart is not warmth, but guilt.

"Drink soda, tsk tsk, the balcony is full of soda bottles." Mu Shan went to the balcony.

"How long will I stay this time? Two or three days or a week?" I wanted to fold the clothes Mu Shan brought me, but I didn't even have the courage to reach out to touch them. I really still have the right to accept him. love!

"Oh, I'm here to deal with things, but I'll try my best to delay it, provided you want me to stay for a few more days."

Mu Shan always said what she said, but every sentence seemed to me to be insinuating about other things. People should not do things that are bad for their hearts, otherwise they would not live frankly.

Accompanied Mushan to visit old friends’ house, and went to Zhuo Zhan Shopping Center to visit his former subordinates. The stall where he invited me to drink fruit juice for the first time is no longer there. Now it is a toy store, next to the shopping center The fast food restaurant has closed, and the words of Dudian are pasted on the door.

I don't know if that movie theater is still there, because I didn't go to the top floor at all.

Things are different, that year is in a hurry, that year is in a hurry, nothing in this world is forever, and I may not be by your side forever... If you have to find eternity, that is the memory of me and you loving is forever, I vaguely remember what Mushan once said, but is it a good thing or a bad thing if we can only leave memories?

My aunt knew about Mu Shan’s return, but he still insisted on not coming back, I understand, he was giving Mu Shan and me space, he thought we would have a lot to talk about when we reunited after a long absence.

Several times I wanted to say the name Cheng Yang, but I couldn’t open my mouth when facing Mu Shan. I don’t know how sad Mu Shan should be. He is a person who can’t express it. If he said “ I wish you happiness" came from Mu Shan's mouth, I would be so upset, I would wish to bump my head to death.

The moon in the water, the flower in the mirror, in the end it’s a dream, good luck tricks people, erroneous circumstances, he who I miss day and night is right in front of me, but I have no right to say that I love him, and I’m about to tell him that my love for us has changed...

Mushan, I never thought of losing you, but will you disappear in my world from now on, will you, who loves me and guards me, let go, and say sadly and lonelyly " Goodbye, we will still be good friends in the future" and left with a forced smile.

Do you feel like a joke, sarcastic, laughing at yourself, pretending to be considerate of other people's feelings? Whose fault is it?

"Xiang Fanger, after Zhili goes out to live, are you going to stay at home by yourself? Don't you want to find a companion! Such a big room." Mu Shan was in the kitchen, "jingling", the neighborhood under the night was very lively, probably again The group of old men were arguing endlessly about the chess game, lying on the window sill in a daze, did I always stand at the kitchen door every time Mushan was cooking, why did I hide now "Ah, what are you talking about! I didn't hear, The TV sound is a bit loud" I really can't hear it clearly.

"You won't turn off the TV," Mu Shan said again.

"What, can't hear you?" He walked towards the TV and pressed the mute button.

"Hey... go and open the door, your aunt is back! I can't leave while washing the vegetables"

I also heard a knock on the door, my aunt forgot to bring the key!Why don't you ring the doorbell downstairs instead of coming up and smashing the anti-theft door with your fists!Could it be my aunt, could it be...

Opening the door, outside the opened door, a person I could imagine but dare not imagine was standing at the door. He pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and instead of going in, he stared at me inside the door intently.

Subconsciously, I took a half step back and bumped into the shoe rack. A shoe fell to the ground, but I didn't seem to know it. I stared blankly at the door and at the visitor who stunned me at the moment.