lonely three people

"Because I will always think of you, because you have always occupied my will, I am afraid to face my future self, what will I do if I completely forget you one day! What will I do if I will never forget you!"

Sitting face to face with Mu Shan, he didn’t pick up the backpack I threw on the ground, he would choose to sit quietly and explain things to me, I still remember Mu Shan often said; quarreling is not the solution to the problem... We Never quarrel, there is no quarrel without the first quarrel...

Cheng Yang sat quietly on the sofa with his head down. It was indeed not the right time for him to speak. It would be best for him to stay on the side quietly.

Mu Shan didn't speak first, he was waiting for me to calm down, I wanted to smoke, but he was sitting opposite me, he didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he still didn't take out the cigarette, and fiddled with the lighter repeatedly.

"You don't have to leave. I mean to leave in this way. In fact, you plan to come back and stay for a few more days, right?" For a while, I didn't know how to organize my words.

"The thing I came back to deal with is to tell you... Originally, I planned to be with you happily for a few days, and then I was afraid of leaving. Right?" Mu Shan thought for a while and said.

"What did I say, why did you suddenly come back to see me? So I waited and waited, and what I was looking forward to was your word (goodbye), I understand." I was sad, unable to express it in words, and could only cover it up in various languages own mood.

"I will come back to see you, you can also go to city c to see me, I will pick you up at the train station..." The words were hurried and fast, which showed that Mu Shan was actually feeling uncomfortable in his heart, and he also needed to give himself a listen A rhetoric to get up and free yourself.

"Is it him? He told you?" I have a doubt in my mind, the relationship between Mu Shan's sudden return home and Cheng Yang's sudden visit.

"You said Zhili! No, no one told me." Mu Shan understood my question cleverly.

"Of course, my aunt won't say it, I'm talking about him" Turning around, looking at Cheng Yang, Cheng Yang just raised his head but didn't dare to meet my gaze.

I know Zhili too well. Zhili seems to be very unreliable at ordinary times, but in his bones he has a firm Northeast character, and he pays attention to brotherhood. Even if he knows that Cheng Yang and I live at home, he will not give Mu Shan Informed.

"It's not important." Mu Shan also glanced at Cheng Yang and said to me.

Sometimes he clenched his fists, and sometimes he grabbed his thighs hard. Apart from being sad, his heart ached. "Cheng Yang"

"Hmm." Cheng Yang looked at me nervously.

"Should you give me an explanation, you..."

Cheng Yang stood up, took out the mobile phone from his trousers pocket, pressed it twice and showed it to me in front of me.

What is displayed on the screen is the SMS record, which shows that the latest few messages were all sent to the same person who did not specify the name, and the recipient’s number is Mu Shan’s number. I will never misread the number I know so well. .

Silence, I don't want to open every message to see the specific content, I'm not in the mood, it's just that he secretly explained our affairs to Mu Shan.

"I..." Cheng Yang looked at me carefully.

"I don't want to hear what you have to say, let's go" I am only disappointed with Cheng Yang.

"Don't be like this, Xiangxiang, it will make it easier for everyone to do what he does, so they won't be procrastinating," Mu Shan said.

"You are forcing him, do you know! You think he will leave me, and I can be with you logically, don't you! Zou Chengyang, is your love based on hurting others!" Keeping in the dark, the feeling of being designed is particularly uncomfortable.

"My fault, from the moment I copied Mu Shange's phone number on your mobile phone, I knew you would be unhappy, but I...but I...but have you thought about me a little bit, for me a little bit It's good to think about it." Cheng Yang's tears fell on the floor "patter", shrugged his shoulders and lowered his head, maybe he was wronged but he couldn't understand it from my perspective.

"I will have an explanation and an end to my mistakes, and you, Zou Chengyang, I can't tolerate your mistakes anyway, you go, as we said before, if you first provoke Mushan and me It's the end, don't communicate anymore." Say everything calmly, just like what Mu Shan said, explain the problem clearly, and solve it without arguing.

Cheng Yang looked at me in horror, "No, I apologize to you, you can't be so cold-blooded..."

"Cheng Yang, don't make noise, he is angry, you go to the next room first, I have something to say to Fang Fang." Mu Shan asked Cheng Yang to go to Zhili's room first.

"He said..." Cheng Yang wanted to say something else.

"It's okay, let's go"

Cheng Yang came out of my room with tears in his eyes. He looked at me with fear when he walked out, but how can I accept a person who can do anything for his own love and selfish desires, not to mention that he hurts me the most. people.

Mu Shan put his arm on the table and hooked his fingers at me, I put a hand on his palm and was led by him, he played with the ring on my finger "Have you figured it out, figured it out Yet?"

"I can't figure it out, it's difficult, I can't let you go so easily, unless..."

"Unless what?"

"Unless we didn't know each other from the beginning, never loved from the beginning, unless...you don't feel regret after leaving me" This is what I say in my heart, how can I be willing if you want to give up after I recognize you.

"I have no regrets, I can let it go"

Hold my hand and at the same time say let me go, will I believe it!

"We agreed to get together at the beginning! Breaking up is your decision alone? I don't agree." I don't know what I want, but I will not allow Mushan to be so aggrieved and unwilling Reluctantly left.

"I overdrafted tens of thousands of goods in your credit card, is that enough for you to hate me!" Mu Shan did buy goods with my card.

"Heh, I didn't treat you as an outsider when the card was given to you, not to mention you mailed me the room fee for so long, I don't hate you"

"You went out with Cheng Yang to stay in the hotel and took my room card, is that enough reason for me to hate you?"

"Enough, but I don't hate you, I still don't agree to break up" Playing a rogue, what else can I do.

"Can't we have a good get-together?"

"cannot"

"Then I'll be self-willed once again, let me give you a reason to hate me." Mu Shan picked up the mobile phone I put on the table when I was eating, pressed it a few times and put it on the table again. , besides being with Cheng Yang, there are... other people, now I suspect that the number (Mom) in your phone book is another lover of yours, editing it as (Mom) is just a cover..."

At 02:30 in the morning, the waiting tone of the phone with the external voice turned on was particularly harsh, "Du...beep...beep...beep..."

Knowing that Mushan was deliberately trying to make me angry and looking for trouble, I was still really angry. At 02:30 in the morning, my mother in the country must still be sleeping. No matter how things develop, I don’t want to Involving parents, even if it only affects their rest, is a great sin.

After waiting for a long time, every sound of waiting felt like a knock on my heart, and my whole body was trembling from the pain.

"Hello... Is it the direction! Well, the number is correct, the direction?" I heard my mother's voice, which was vague, obviously woken up by my phone, and there were other small voices, which should be The sound of my mother getting dressed and getting out of bed.

"Well, it's me, Mom"

"What time is it now... Yo, it's almost three o'clock... What's the matter, is something wrong with you, isn't it?" Mom speeded up her speech in an instant, and it was no longer slurred.

"No, no, I'm fine." Whoever calls his mother at three o'clock in the middle of the night, will his mother feel fine?

"Speak louder, my ears...don't make too much noise, your dad is asleep, wait for me to go out and listen, don't hang up, Fang... Are you listening?"

Really, I felt my cheeks became hot instantly, and the big teardrops fell on my pants like rain, and on the floor between my legs "Okay, wait for you"

For the first time in his life, he looked at Mu Shan viciously, he knew me too well, and it was too easy to poke my weak spot.

"Son, are you outside? Got into a fight? Have you been drinking?"

"It's okay, it's just... just... I just drank too much and wanted to call you. I really drank too much. I didn't check the time. I won't call you when I know it's three o'clock. Don't worry, I'm fine." "I really can't make it up, I can't tell my mother, I miss you at three o'clock in the middle of the night, let's call you and chat.

"Lie to me! Don't I know that you don't drink, you think your mother is a fool! You still lie to me about your few catties, but I..."

"Okay Mom, I'm really fine, I just dialed the wrong number, go back to sleep, don't worry"

"It's so late, do you want to call your girlfriend? It's not too good."

"Okay, okay, I'm so sleepy, go back to sleep, go back, hang up"

Picking up the phone and pressing the hang up button, I was trying to restrain my voice, so that my mother would not hear anything strange, hang up before revealing the truth.

I am like a man in tears, Mu Shan is with me, I don’t know where to start, there are also a pair of tears on his face, God!Why all this?

Throwing the phone out vigorously, the phone hit the closet, and what fell to the ground were fragments of the phone. I cherish the phone that Mu Shan gave me, but I don’t want to be like this at this moment. Mom probably will sit up all night, she can't go to sleep peacefully, she will sit until dawn, repeatedly wondering if I'm really all right" I believe every parent is the same.

Cheng Yang who heard the voice stood at the door of the bedroom, he saw what happened.

Mu Shan covered her forehead with one hand, "You said last time when you were rowing that I am a Big Dipper constellation. I checked it out and it turned out that I am a Taurus, and your constellation is a domineering constellation. We are destined to be separated when we are together. Winning or losing, winning or losing, is too stubborn..."