lonely three people

2012.02.27 No matter how deep the relationship is, it will gradually wear out due to the passage of time. Only the longing in the heart will never change. For us, different places are in the same night sky, and the stars are the best diamonds. At this moment Will you look up too?

Back in the room, looking at the silly photos of us back then, thinking of the warmth you gave me, but your remaining warmth has long since disappeared from the quilt.

2012.02.28 After sleeping for an hour, I was awakened three times by dreams, the bed was drenched in sweat, and I actually yelled "I love you, I love you, I love you" to the ceiling countless times... You never heard it, right?

You forgot your big bear doll at home, why don't you come back to get it?

2012.03.01 I want to put myself in a box, I don't want to listen to others, I don't want to see anyone, but I hope that the person who puts the lid on the box is him, and the last thing I see is him.

Monkey left a message: So tragic!It's scary to say.I have to go to treat you, prepare your ktv membership card and wait for me.

2012.03.02 Things cannot be wishful thinking, the heart will always be overwhelmed, people will never return after all, love is doomed forever.

2012.03.03 Trapped by love, wasted by love, flowers wither and bloom, tides ebb and flow, joys and sorrows, what is left but memories!

2012.03.04 I saw a hair clipper on the Internet and gave me a comb.I want to buy it, if I can cut your hair for you in the future, will it be a happy thing!Let's start from scratch.

2012.03.05 I have a headache every night.

2012.03.06 It snowed, can you see snow in Shanghai?

2012.03.07 I lost a pillow of lovesickness beans, all because of a dream.

2012.03.09 Life is doomed to do a lot of futile things.

2012.03.11 Watching the flowers bloom and fall before the court, honor or disgrace is not surprising.Looking at the clouds in the sky, there is no intention of going or staying.The secular world is disturbing, learn to treat everything around you with a normal heart, when everything is not so important, maybe you understand what is the most important.

2012.03.14 What did you do in three days!Eight packs of cigarettes, eighteen hours of sleep, three meals, one face wash, four headaches, one leg pain, a [-]-word novel, and countless dreams in which he participated.

2012.03.15 People can really live like walking dead, repeating three things, going to work, writing novels, and missing.

2012.03.16 Teach everyone a word "seal the heart and lock the love"

2012.03.20 When you feel bad, you can’t get drunk or cry in pain like others.From now on, I will not be able to hear his voice, and I will not be able to see what he has become. The ends of the earth, we grow old separately.

2012.03.22 Tell lies in circles, just want him to live at ease.

To be continued...

This spring comes very late, and there will be snowflakes from time to time. Wrapped in a thick cotton coat and waiting on the street, I always imagine that there will be a familiar little fat man coming from a certain direction of the road, but he is just blown by the wind and shed tears. .

It's been three months, and the north is still as cold, and my heart is getting colder every day. Is it true that I will never see each other again!

I thought that I could use time to forget him, that I could let go of him lightly when I was mature.

I miss you Zou Chengyang very much, not only did I not forget it, but I think about it more and more every day.

After receiving a call from Lin Mushan, the few words of pleasantries felt very strange, and what was familiar was only the long-lost accent and his unique warmth.

He didn't tell Mushan Chengyang about leaving, but just said that we are both okay, so we said too much, it will only increase the feelings of one person.

Sure enough, no matter how I manage my relationship, I will be messed up by myself.

I have my own way of escaping and decompressing. No matter what time period I just need a phone call, the monkey will come to accompany me, rain or shine, whether it is a long talk all night or a carnival between two men, the monkey will stay with me to the end.

Don’t talk about love, just eat and drink, go shopping, go to video game halls, go to ktv, go to Internet cafes, go to teahouses, whatever, as long as it can make us both temporarily forget that we are single, numb ourselves, and change the loneliness of being alone. A carnival for two.

After waiting for more than 20 minutes, the monkey appeared, and he couldn't help rolling his eyes. I should have expected that he, a miser, would not care how late it was, and he would definitely come by bus.

Ignoring the snow on my shoulders, he came up and put his arms around my shoulders, "Where are we going to have fun tonight? I ran out in the middle of the night and was scolded by my dad."

"My former partner called me..."

"So your fragile heart is in trouble again...Understood, find a store that is open 24 hours a day, let's go, Yo Yo Yo!"

Barbecue in Q City is of good quality and cheap, and it is open 24 hours a day. This is the place chosen by the monkey. Standing at the door, I took a deep look at the plaque.

Isn't City Q the hometown of Cheng Yang, the place where it is said that you can see red-crowned cranes, the city where Cheng Yang accompanied me to find red-crowned cranes all day long and watch the stars together at night.

The barbecue restaurant was very deserted, because it was relatively late and there were no customers. Two boxes of beer were placed at the monkey's feet. I didn't think he could drink all the wine he ordered.

"You should get him back. Although I don't know what happened, it's not a solution for you to live without a ghost or a ghost." Monkey looked at the order board and said, seemingly unintentionally, but he was definitely talking to me. Said.

"What? Who are you looking for?" Subconsciously replied.

"Who else can it be! Cheng Yang...two plates of black pepper beef...do you want some bacon? Anyway, I don't eat it."

"You...I don't eat it either, just order whatever you want, I'll eat whatever you order." I don't know what to say, does the monkey know something.

"Do you know why the two of us are so compatible? It's because you are very casual, and you rarely care about things. I like your free and easy, not hypocritical. But the disadvantage is that you will die if you are stubborn, and you will die if you are stubborn... You are very Miss him! I can tell, hehe." Monkey got up and took the order card to the bar.

I was a little speechless, but I wasn't very surprised. It was not difficult to guess the relationship between me and Cheng Yang with the cleverness of a monkey, not to mention that they are such familiar friends and often get mixed up.

When the monkey came back, it was still the same as before. It snatched the cigarette from my mouth habitually, and put it in his own mouth with a wave of his hand. "Sometimes you just think too much and put too much pressure on yourself. Even imagining a series of unreasonable possibilities out of thin air, the result is often not so terrible, look, we are still brothers."

"Is there something wrong with you, grabbing a cigarette from my mouth and saying that you don't dislike me!" I took out another cigarette.

"Xiangxiang, I don't think it's necessary to explain too clearly the chat between you and me...Your family only has a quilt and you and Cheng Yang are two people, there are many more to go on...heh"

There is really no need to hide or explain.

"Don't always keep things in your heart, just think that I want to hear a story, tell me about it."

"I don't know how to tell you" I really don't know how to tell a straight guy a story he might not understand.

"Then start from the beginning, I'm ready to listen to a long story." The monkey kicked the two cases of beer at his feet.

All the story has just begun...