lonely three people

Face to face, relatively speechless but both twitching their lips, maybe neither of them can find a more suitable opening statement.

Cheng Yang smiled, his shoulders trembling a little, and the mixture of rain and tears on his face let me know that he was crying.His fleshy face was wet all over, and he still pouted his lips out of habit, with an obviously angry look on his face, but I saw the happiness in his eyes, under the long eyelashes, a pair of eyes stared at him intently. My eyes are full of tears.

If I were to describe the scene at this time, it was very similar to meeting a long-lost lover on TV.On a dark day, with a desolate drizzle, on the side of the bleak retro-colored street, two people are one meter apart, toes to toes, facing each other without opening their mouths, as if they are seeing each other clearly, and seem to be brewing all emotions.There is a camera circling around the two people to shoot, and the final picture in the camera is that the world is spinning, and only the two people are standing still, staring at each other.

"Traffic jam?" "Isn't it cold?"

After staring at each other for a long time, suddenly the two spoke at the same time, amused and embarrassed at the same time, so they fell into silence again.

"Wow", Cheng Yang cried, a cry I had never seen before.

I am an introverted and passive person, the only time in my life I take the initiative is at this moment, I embrace Cheng Yang without hesitation.

I held Cheng Yang tightly in my arms, I could feel his belly against mine, I could touch his back, and his face was buried warmly by my neck.

Cheng Yang was crying loudly, his whole upper body was shaking, no matter how I stroked his back.

My face was itchy, and I cried too. The rhythm of tears couldn't stop, as if there were thousands of horses tossing in my body, my chest was tight and I couldn't breathe. It turned out that missing him was so tormented, and seeing him was so excited. It turns out that crying is a bodily instinct that cannot be controlled at all.

"Why don't you call me?" Cheng Yang cried while lying in my arms.

"I'm not good, I was wrong" There is no reason, no explanation, I only know now that if Cheng Yang is wronged and Cheng Yang cries, no matter what the reason is, it is my fault.I, Chen Xiangfang, am a person who wants to save face and suffer, but today I am willing to admit my mistakes and say "I was wrong"

I thought I could coax Cheng Yang well, but neither he nor I stopped crying, but wept even more wantonly.

"You're so ugly in a pink shirt...ah, it's really ugly, but I...I just like you, I love you, I miss you, why do you..." Maybe Cheng Yang didn't know how unstructured his words were, But I understand, because I have been thinking about him too.

I just hugged Cheng Yang tightly, I thought I could stop his twitching body if I hugged him tightly. I don't know how to humbly and coax him. Why do I have to be serious with the person who loves me and hurt his heart.

The two of them were hugging each other as soon as they met on the street, crying like hell. I never thought that I could vent my emotions without caring about everything when I couldn't help it.

"I miss you, I miss you, I miss you..." Cheng Yang in my arms repeated this sentence over and over again, but I couldn't speak, because I had never cried like this before, and I didn't have any experience in crying. , I didn't know that it was difficult to speak out after crying hard.

There were cars passing by us, and even pedestrians walking past us, saying everything, but I didn't care. How could I care about other things at this moment, reason is bullshit, principles are shit, I don't care about that More, I will never push Cheng Yang out of my arms because of anything, never again.

"Yangyang, I love you"

"What did you call me?" Cheng Yang raised his head from my arms, and looked into my eyes right under my eyelids.

"Yangyang, wife, I love you" without hesitation, it is actually very simple to say I love you to Cheng Yang, but I was not used to saying it before.

"It's not Zou Chengyang, it's not Cheng Yang! Yes..." Cheng Yang still wanted to ask again, he wanted to confirm.

"It's not Zou Chengyang, it's not Cheng Yang, it's Yang Yang...you are my wife" In the past, I always believed that love should not be spoken easily, and I also believed that there is no need to imitate the address of "husband, wife" between men and women , but Cheng Yang's departure made me understand too many truths, too many things are because I am too paranoid and stubborn, and I only know the precious truth because I lost it. Come out, and the title "wife" is not an imitation, it is the definition and positioning that he has always needed in his heart, and I have to give it to him.

Cheng Yang laughed like a flower and cried in a blink of an eye. If he was a girl, he would slam my chest and shout "You villain" at this moment, but he is not a woman, he would just cry and lie on my chest again .

I used to think that I could fulfill his dream and let him go, but in fact, I couldn't do it willingly, and I couldn't do it without worry.

All in all, I just want to say, it's nice to be hugged, it's nice to be together, as long as we don't separate.

……

"Xiangxiang, can we go in and chat, you don't think it's too cold." It was the monkey's voice, coming from the door of the KTV behind him.

Cheng Yang withdrew from my arms, sniffed his nose twice to stop crying, and looked a little flustered.

I took Cheng Yang’s schoolbag and told Cheng Yang, “It’s okay, monkeys are not outsiders, so don’t worry.”

"Long time no see, Cheng Yang, heh, I've ordered your song for you, private room 202, please come inside the two gentlemen." Hou Zi hurriedly opened the door of the KTV and made a gesture of invitation.

The monkey winked at me, and I smiled back at him, saying from the bottom of my heart that everything is thanks to the monkey for his arrangement.

Let Cheng Yang go to the private room first, I am very happy now, I have to go to the front desk to order some big fruit plates and drinks, heh.

The monkey was with me, and I muttered, "Sneaking at us, right? How long have you been standing at the door?"

"There's no peeping, I'd be disgusted to see you two hugging each other, but luckily you didn't kiss." The monkey deliberately pretended to be disgusted.

"Stop pretending, I don't understand what you were crying just now!" I put my arms around the monkey's shoulders, probably because I was happy, and I also tried to take the initiative to hook up with my friend.

"Nonsense, how can it be?" The monkey refused to admit it.

"When you opened the door for both of us, your eyes were red, were you moved?" The monkey didn't answer, and I continued, "Is a dozen of beer enough for you?"

"No, two bottles are fine. I don't want to get in the way too much. Just drink some, and I'll go home." The monkey elbowed my waist and went to find the waitress to pick a beer.

What happened afterwards was that the monkey drank too much without any accident. Cheng Yang and I took turns carrying the monkey back to my house.Moreover, the monkey became drunk at my house, insisting that Cheng Yang and I perform kissing in front of him, and he even took pictures with his mobile phone.