Masahiro Akita

"Be careful on the road, I'm going in."

"Wait, let me kiss you before leaving!"

"oh."

Gently kissed his forehead, I sent the ball to the place of work, and drove to the company by myself. Of course, I still can’t fully control it now, and I’m still getting used to it. I gradually understand and get familiar with it. Superficial rules, I have slowly penetrated, it doesn't take too long, I am confident that I can manage the whole company well.

The life with Piqiu is so warm and sweet, and more than three months have passed in the blink of an eye. Luo Qiang was sentenced to death as he wished, and finally he was able to avenge Yu. The hatred in his heart gradually subsided. It is in place, the company has not been affected in any way, knowing that I am still alive, my parents specially came back from the United States to see me, that was the first time I saw my mother cry, it turns out that like that kind of strong woman, there are times when she is weak.

I didn't live in my own house, but still chose to live with the ball in his den, and returned to the old life, because there is no place that can replace the warmth there. We will go back to see the mother and the fat man when we are free, almost I have to go there once or twice a month. The relationship between Fatty and Xiaolu is getting better and better. Sometimes when I go back to see Xiaolu, they will hold hands. Maybe that’s what I and Pi Qiu want to see the most, but every time I slightly The look in the eyes of the fat man, the taste in my heart, the sour, sweet, bitter, astringent, indescribable feelings, I know it is impossible for us to completely forget, so I have to hide it deeply in my heart.

"Zhenghao, we have a family meeting, we have an important decision to discuss with you."

"good."

When I arrived at the company, everyone would nod and say hello to me, especially the security guard at the gate, who was even more respectful to me, probably because he was afraid that I would fire him.It was my second uncle who came over to talk to me just now, what would be the important thing?

"Xu Qing, the daughter of the president of Wansheng Group, has just returned from studying abroad, and Zheng Hao loves you very much. The other party has no intention of getting engaged. According to our investigation, the president of Wansheng Group has only two daughters, and the eldest daughter is already married. After arriving in a foreign country, you already have a stable life abroad. If you agree, Zhenghao, you will become the future successor of Wansheng Group. This will have a strong influence and help on the development of our enterprise. We can fully realize the two goals in the future. The merger of large groups, the combination of strong forces, can occupy the domestic and foreign markets more quickly, and the benefits it will bring to our group will be immeasurable. Zhenghao, what do you think?"

After hearing all of this, my heart is already cold. I am engaged! I am still so young! But what the second uncle said is indeed reasonable. Behind this marriage is not just ordinary benefits, it is related to the future development of our company.

I have met Xu Qing. The last time I cooperated with their company, they are indeed a very powerful group. Xu Qing is a very elegant and fresh girl. This is my first impression of her. She is very beautiful, just like her name, When I saw her, I felt a clear mood, and I could see her high-educated temperament in her words and deeds. What reason should I use to refuse such a perfect girl? As the future president of this group, I know that I I can't change it, marrying Xu Qing is my only choice, but Piqiu, I will never leave Piqiu, never! What should I do? What should I do?

"Then it's settled. Is there any objection?"

The second uncle saw that I didn't respond, so he directly stated the result.

"No"

"Young man and beautiful woman, raise your hands in favor"

"Jiangshan has both beauty and beauty, Xiaohao is so lucky"

The following elders, you and I, all vote in favor.

"I object!"

My sudden words made the room fall silent for an instant.

"Why object?"

The second uncle asked strangely, and everyone looked at me.

"I am too young."

I really can't think of any other excuse.

"Haha, you already have a car, a house, and a career. Now you only need a gentle and virtuous wife. Get married early and stand up early. The objection of only one vote is invalid. It must be implemented according to the wishes of the majority. I will prepare for you next month." Marriage, party."

I was speechless, and sure enough, such strength made me completely weak. Is there no way to change the decision of the group, even my own private life? My mood fell to the bottom, I lost my freedom, the cruel shackles, the grave in my heart , did I really bury the ball, myself, and our love with my own hands?

"Xiaotian, what happened recently? Is there something wrong with the company?"

"No, I'm just a little tired recently."

"Really? If you have anything on your mind, just tell me, and we will bear it together, okay?"

"Well, it's really nothing, it's just that I've been very busy recently and I'm a little tired."

"Oh"

After dinner, sitting on the sofa, Ball asked concerned, I answered absent-mindedly, changing TV channels indiscriminately, feeling so irritable, I finally knew what it was like to be lost, as if I was waiting for the day when I was sentenced to death.Since the meeting that made me tangled and painful, my mood has never changed from cloudy to sunny. Most of the time at home is also depressed. I occasionally squeeze out a smile. Even I feel that the smile is so far-fetched. It was seen by the ball.The wedding day is getting closer and closer, and there is not much time left for me to cherish before I know it. During this time, I often bite the bullet and secretly go on a date with Xu Qing. I find that her affection for me is increasing day by day. It's the last thing I want. She is a good girl, and she must have a good man who pursues her, but I am not. I can't give him happiness, and I don't want to hurt her, but how can I talk to her.

"Oda, your toenails are growing."

"It's me again? Why are you so lazy? Do your own thing!"

"I can't bend down, you cut it for me!"

"Smelly feet, have you washed them yet?"

"Haha, don't worry, after washing, I promise it will be odorless."

There are warm scenes in the small nest, the ball is lying on the sofa, putting two thick legs on me and watching TV, but I am willing to do anything for the person I like I feel happy in everything, but it is because of this sweetness, but it is salty to me now. I don’t know how many times I will have the opportunity to cut the toenails of the ball in the future. I am about to lose my freedom. When he How hurtful would it be to him to know all this?But I can't violate it, I really don't want to leave the ball, I can't even for a moment, I don't know why God wants to give me back some precious things and then take some away from me, is this my destined destiny?The person I like is by my side but you want me to let him go with my own hands?

"Oda, should you do the dishes tonight? I did the dishes yesterday!"

"That's because you lost to me in rock-paper-scissors yesterday, and you still do it today. Don't be fooled!"

"Why me again! I didn't lose again today!"

"I'll do your toenails, and you do the dishes, that's only fair!"

"Husband~ Is it okay to be a good husband~ It's not like you don't know if I can't wash well~"

"Uh, I'm afraid of your trick. Well, for the sake of calling me your husband, I've finished washing. Go and take your stinky feet away. I'll wash the dishes."

"Oh hey."

The tap water flows tirelessly in the faucet, just like my tears, which did not stay on my face, but flowed in my heart. While washing the dishes, I thought, recalling the bits and pieces of our past, kindergarten, elementary school, encounters, KFC, care, choice, happiness, our acquaintance seems to be like a romantic Korean drama, and this fate really happened to us, I can't bear this kind of life, I can't bear to bear the ball that I like so much , I can't bear to part with the happiness brought to me by the little details every day, I can't bear to part with the hug that makes me fall asleep at ease, the unhappy complaints, complaints, complaints in my heart, the career that others have always hoped to have, but it is not what I want at all, who is behind Teasing me, why do you want my heart to beat so tortuously, can't it be stabilized?

"Xiaotian, I've put away the bath water, come and wash together?"

"Go, go, go, I'm washing the dishes, and you'll wait for me on the bed after you've cleaned up, haha."

"Ah! No way! It's my turn to have sex! Last time it hurt to death!"

"No, she's obviously very gentle, okay?"

"Warm your head, from now on, it will be stipulated that one, three, five, I will attack, and two, four, six, you will attack."

"What about Sunday?"

"Hmm ~ rest."

"Oh, well, let you go, rest today."

Drying my hands, I went back to the room, lying on the bed with wet balls, reading a book, I can’t get enough of the wet face in my life, I opened the curtains, and I walked into the balcony, the autumn wind is so cool, but the stars tonight are extraordinarily beautiful Lively, twinkling, I don't know what they are talking about, are they talking about which star is happier?I want to shout loudly to the sky, I want to vent my helplessness at this moment, I think there will be no more tomorrow, I think time will stop at this night, I think it is simple as long as we are happy with each other, I think it is as long as it is ordinary It's good to be warm, but it's been sour and bitter along the way. Is the love between me and the ball really over like this?

"Xiaotian, it's cold outside, come here quickly and I'll warm you up."

"No, it's covered in water."

"It's already done, cut."

"The radish is also dry?"

"It's done, touch it if you don't believe me."

"Really? But I'm afraid I'll get wet after a while, haha."

"Death."

...

"Oda, do you like me?"

"Why do you ask this suddenly? Well, I actually don't like you"

"what!!!"

"Because I love you."

"Hey, it's almost the same, then I'm going to sleep."

"Ah."

The snoring breath, the fleshy body, the warm hug, the torment of insomnia, the quiet night, it seems that I am the only one who can't sleep, it seems that sadness has become a hobby, and I would rather leave me alone to be sad Well, why do I always have to decide the harm, why do I have to destroy my own happiness with my own hands, helpless, powerless, tomorrow will be another prayer, but powerless to change the reality, I have no antidote for being bound by the spirit, I'm just a bird in a cage with no escape

"Zhenghao, how are you preparing for tomorrow's wedding?"

Wandering in the company in a daze, listless in everything, because tomorrow is my end, I will marry Xu Qing, it will hurt two people at once, it is scary to think about it, if it is so cruel, how can I say to the ball Woolen cloth!

"Uncle, it's almost there."

A perfunctory sentence, I don't know how to answer.

"Well, this wedding will be the most grand in the city, haha, uncle, congratulations first."

Everyone in the company has congratulations and joy on their faces, but I am not the only one.

"Hehe, thank you uncle."

Betraying the smiling face in my heart, I walked into the office alone and locked the door. I was thinking inside alone, from morning to afternoon, not wanting to see anyone.Sitting on the sofa chair, I kept asking myself, why should I do this?Why should I let go of the ball?We have gone through so many entanglements and partings together, and finally got together, did I forget?Why should I marry Xu Qing?Is it because this is the mission entrusted to me by the company?Freedom to lose happiness?deceive yourself?Is this company really more important than the ball?Why can't I control my own life?

Suddenly, I made a big decision. I decided to give up Xu Qing, give up the wedding, and give up my future career. I want to be with Pi Qiu and live a simple life!Thinking about it, my mood suddenly improved. The big stone on my chest was shattered by my determination. Finally, the gloom from these days disappeared, and I relaxed a lot, showing a smiling face. It seems that this is what I want. A willing choice, I will never regret it.

After writing a resignation letter, I walked out of the room excitedly.

"Uncle, I'm really sorry, thank you for taking care of and helping me these past few months, I regret that I have more important things waiting for me to do, I don't think I'm qualified to be the CEO of this company, please forgive me for being so late I just want to tell you that I just decided that for the wedding, please apologize to Xu Qing for me, she is a good girl, but she is not suitable for me, so the company will be temporarily handed over to you to manage, I am leaving, goodbye uncle."

After handing in the resignation letter, I said these words with guilt, and left quickly without giving my uncle any chance to speak. I think his nose should be crooked at this moment.

"Hey! Zhenghao, stop for me! Brat! Stop!"

I ignored it and ran out of the company. I'm sorry Uncle, I made you worry about me. I think I'm really not suitable for this kind of life. I want freedom, I want a ball!I'm sorry Xu Qing, my escape from marriage is a kind of happiness for you and me in the future.Let you down Grandpa, your fraternity, you will understand and forgive me in heaven.

I looked at my watch and guessed that Ball was about to get off work at this time. I was excited to drive the car all the way. This feeling was very familiar, as if the last time Ball confessed to me, the choice at that time was like today. I ran home without hesitation. Longing and joy, ball, I will never leave you again...

It is said that when God closes a door for you, he will open a window for you, but I was wrong. It turns out that God also has negligence sometimes.I opened the door excitedly, but there was no ball in the room. When I saw the newspapers and envelopes on the table, my heart was already cold.Because the headline news on the newspaper was the news that the president of Roche Group and the daughter of Wansheng Group would get married tomorrow, I opened the envelope and read it nervously.

【Oda, I really don’t want to write this letter to you, because it will prove that I have left, don’t worry about me, I just want to go to another city to relax, I don’t know when I will see you next time, Today I saw the news that you are going to get married. To be honest, I feel very sad and uncomfortable. Suddenly, I suddenly realized why you are always preoccupied these days. I can see that forced smile. I know it is because of me. , you hesitated until today and didn’t tell me. I know that it’s because of me that I bring you such distress. I shouldn’t be so selfish and naively hope that you can give up the whole forest for a little bird. For such an identity, we will have no results at all. Too many factors hinder us. In fact, I am already very satisfied. I have gone through so many ups and downs together, and I feel so happy. Like me or not, you say you don't like me, you say you love me, I was so touched at that time, I didn't lose to anyone, because I know your heart belongs to me.

It's a pity that I can't attend tomorrow's wedding. I really don't have the courage to attend, so I wish you happiness and happiness first. I love you forever, Xiaojie. 】

Until I read the last word, I was completely stupid there. Is this God playing a joke on me again?So far, can't my love make me smooth sailing?How can I return the love to me?

Stabilize the mood, make a call, turn off the phone, maybe the ball has not gone far!Putting down the envelope, I frantically ran out of the house, towards the train station, I ran down the street in a panic, the more I ran, the more flustered I became, Ball, don't go!

Maybe it was my sincerity that got God's charity. At the entrance of the supermarket across the road, I was surprised to see the absent-minded ball walking out with a bag of food.

"Little Jay!"

Shouting as he walked, he waved vigorously at him.

The ball looked at my voice, it was unexpected at first, paused for two seconds, then yelled at me, put down the bag in his hand, he ran towards me excitedly, I stretched out my hands to him with a smile, and greeted him I didn't expect the combination of speed and strength to push me several meters and then I fell down. At a strange moment, I saw a scene that broke my heart. A car appeared out of nowhere and hit the ball. Down, fly far away! ! ! ! !

"Xiao~jie~~~~"

My mind went blank, I screamed, as if time stood still and my heart stopped beating.

He fell and ran to the ball.

"Xiaojie, nothing will happen, nothing will happen."

I said shyly, as if my body was trembling. Ball closed his eyes and remained motionless. I hugged him and touched his face, blood!There's a lot of blood coming out!

"What are you looking at here! Hurry up and save someone! Go to the hospital!"

At this time, there were already people around, and I yelled at the driver who was already there, knowing that my eyes were bloodshot.I hugged the ball tightly, almost stopped breathing, my scalp was numb, I prayed in my heart, ball, I beg you, don't die, I beg you, don't leave me, I beg you, hold on for a while , I beg you, hold on...