Masahiro Akita

"What I miss is the silent touch, what I miss is the absolute blazing, what I miss is that you were so excited and begged for my forgiveness that it hurt me to hug..."

The air is filled with Stefanie Sun's "What I Miss", the sad accompaniment, the soft voice, the vibrato, and the emotional words.This sentimental music took me into another world, the sad world of the main character.

This thing is called an mp3, and it was lent by Xiaolu to me to pass the time last time. She wanted to give it to me, but I didn’t dare to ask for it. I was so angry that I was jealous, so I just lent it to me and returned it to her when she started school.

These days I always suffer from insomnia, the fat man's snoring makes me upset, so I don't sleep at all, get up and get dressed, close the door pretty, and sneak up on the roof to clean myself up.I like to come here at night when I am in a bad mood. I sit on the eaves and watch everything around me quietly. There is no noise, no noise, no jealousy, no depression, and no worries. Let go of your heart and immerse yourself in the In the music, enter the story of each song.

The temperature on the roof was a bit low, and I was shivering, but I still didn't want to leave. Holding the MP3 in my hand, I couldn't help but startled.

"What are you doing?"

Xiaolu suddenly jumped out and jumped me.

She usually lives in the house of her grandparents. As neighbors, we will inevitably see each other every day, and gradually get to know each other.

"Oh, Xiaolu, give me a jump!"

I squatted by the small river not far from my home, staring at a leaf frozen by the river water.

"Why do you always look depressed?"

She sat next to me, followed my line of sight, and accompanied me to look at the leaf surrounded by ice.

"No, it's pretty good, why didn't you go to see your Brother Dapeng?"

I quickly changed the topic, avoided those things that gave me a headache, and looked at her with a pretended smile.

"He, I'm too lazy to like him."

With a face of indifference, Xiaolu said casually.Could it be that he quarreled with Fatty? No, Fatty has such a good temper!

"Oh~"

I didn't say much, let's concentrate on observing my leaves.

……

"What's the matter, you're tired, the happiness you promised? I understand. Don't talk about it. Love is fading, dreams are far away, happiness and unhappiness"

Xiaolu took out a round object from her bag and stuffed it into my ear, and accidentally scratched my earlobe with her finger, it was itchy.

"What? Can sing!"

I am a little embarrassed and slightly surprised to ask.

"Well, it's an mp3, for playing music."

Although I don't know what it is, I think I have heard the name before, and I must have used it before.

"What's the name of this song?"

I listened carelessly, and thought the song was very good, so I couldn't help asking.

"Where is the Promised Happiness by Jay Chou."

Jay Chou! Such a familiar name, who is it?Forget it, don't think about it, don't waste my remaining brain cells.

"This song is very good, very nice, ha ha."

I smiled at him head-on.

"If you like it, I'll give it to you. Anyway, I don't use it very much."

She looked indifferent.

If you are really rich, our children from poor families can't compare!

"No, I'll give it to you."

I got up to leave, I didn't want to accept what she gave me inexplicably.

"It's okay, just listen to it when you're bored, I'll leave it for you to relieve your boredom when you're always listless all day."

She smiled generously, showing her neat teeth, with a piece of green vegetable leaf on her teeth, which was extraordinarily dazzling on the two rows of white. Based on the experience I have accumulated for so many days, what she ate at noon should be Scrambled eggs with chives.

"No, I should go home."

I patted my butt and said in a low voice.

I can't, if the fat man finds out, he will be angry.Angry why didn't you give this thing to him!

"Okay then, I'll borrow it from you first, and you'll pay me back when I leave after school."

She insisted that I accept it, and told me not to postpone it any longer.

"This~"

I was a little hesitant.

"That's it, I'm going home."

As he spoke, he dropped the mp3 and left in a hurry.What an interesting girl.

"Thank you~"

I yelled behind her.

Ever since there was another Xiaolu in my easy and ordinary life, not only did it not bring me any optimism, but it also brought me a little bit of despondency.

In fact, Xiaolu is not exactly as the fat man said, with such a violent temper and a personality like a charter woman. Sometimes Xiaolu is also gentle and considerate, and also kind and generous.

Although the injury on my body has improved a lot, the doctor said that it will take a while to recuperate in order to fully recover, and I can’t do physical work at present, so I need to rest more at home. This kind of statement makes me very helpless, and they have already paid for me. There are too many, but I still can't help, I eat and drink for nothing every day, and I am always depressed, which makes the fat man try his best to make me happy. When I am bored, my mother will teach me embroidery. Although this is very difficult for boys, it is also fun to help mothers share a little.I'm a fast learner, and it's no problem to call me an earthworm with vivid embroidery.

Xiaolu often comes to my mother's house to look for the fat man when she is bored, but the fat man is not there every time, and I will take up the important task of chatting with Xiaolu.Of course, I am also very happy, because I am also very boring.After a long time, we got to know each other well, and we chatted about everything without restraint at all. Occasionally, I would joke with her.

Fatty has been going to Uncle Li’s Fishing Pond every day to help with work, of course it’s paid, and he’ll bring back a big fish from time to time, but I know that Fatty doesn’t get fish for me any more, he just wants to keep Xiaolu at home for dinner , I want Xiaolu to stay a little longer, and every time the fat man sees our hot chat when he comes home, although his face is still full of smiles, I can vaguely see a little disappointment in the tired eyes of the fat man, because the little Lu and I are too close? Are you afraid that I will force his dear Xiaolu away?

Although our brothers look the same as before, I always feel that there is something between us, and that thing should be Xiaolu.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and the smell of winter is getting stronger and stronger. The Spring Festival is approaching, and Fatty and I will inevitably go to the town to buy some New Year's goods.

On this day, me, Fatty and Xiaolu, the three of us made an appointment to go for a walk in the town together, and buy some dried fruit firecrackers, couplets and so on back home.

On the white mountain road, we walked forward one by one, the fat man walked among us, Xiao Lu was at the front, and I was at the back, just like the fat man knew Xiao Lu very early, and the fat man only knew me for a short time. In just a few months, between the deepest love and the just-established family relationship, what will he choose?

Obviously, the answer is love, the fat man is obviously closer to Xiaolu, leaving me far behind, as if I don't exist at all.

Indeed, in front of love, I am so fragile.Why bother?But when I think about it carefully, why should I care about these things? Even though Xiaolu is back, Fatty still treats me very well, doesn't he? What else do I have to lose?

We didn't talk all the way, we all walked forward with our heads buried, the clean snow was creaked by us, occasionally we could hear Xiaolu complaining about the bad road and joking with the fat man, and urging her from time to time I'll go quickly.

"Hey."

"What happened?"

Xiaolu suddenly fell to the ground, probably because the road was too slippery, and slipped and fell accidentally. Seeing this, the fat man ran towards Xiaolu quickly, and asked with concern.

"This broken road is too slippery, my feet hurt like hell!"

Xiaolu was a little angry, and reluctantly looked at me not far away. If I fell down, would the fat man still care about me so nervously?

"Are your feet okay?"

I hurriedly asked, and quickly walked to Xiaolu's side.

"It hurts a bit, it should be sprained to the ankle."

Xiaolu frowned and said in some pain.

"Why are you so careless!"

The tone of the fat man's reproach was obviously full of care and pity. This situation is like a loving couple!

"Come on, let me help you go."

I sincerely stretched out my hand and pulled up Xiaolu who was still sitting on the ground. Although I was jealous of how the fat man treated her, Xiaolu was also my good friend after all, and I was not a petty person.

"thanks."

Xiaolu said something politely.

"Let me help you, your injury hasn't healed yet, you can't be tired!"

The fat man grabbed Xiaolu's hand, and said to me with concern, but from this concern, I saw another kind of concern. Is the concern for Xiaolu afraid that I will not be able to help Xiaolu fall down again?Forget it, I, an outsider, have nothing to do with the matter of the young couple!

For the rest of the way, I left them behind, lazy to see their sweetness, so I might as well go forward by myself.

Chinese New Year is the atmosphere of Chinese New Year. We finally arrived in the town. There are so many people in the town. People come and go, crowds of people, street lanterns, clothes, Spring Festival couplets, firecrackers, etc. Delicious food is mixed together, and the fragrance from it fills the whole street.

This is the first time I have left the village since I was recovering from my injuries, and it is also the first time I have been to towns.

Dazzling and dazzling, I was attracted by the bustling scene around me. The whole street was surrounded by the noise of the sky, there were invitations to drink, shouts, and bargaining.

Maybe it was too much curiosity, at some point, Fatty and Xiaolu disappeared, and we got separated.

It’s okay, I don’t like to see them helping and kissing me, walking around by myself, so I feel carefree.

I walked aimlessly, watching the busy people in front of me indifferently, all the money was with the fat man, and they bought the necessities for the new year, which made me feel a lot easier.A gust of wind blew by, and the fragrance came from the nose. The street snacks were wreaking havoc on my sense of smell, seducing the gluttons in my stomach.

I can't take it anymore! My eyes glowed green, looking for the source of the fragrance, my sight quickly swept, and suddenly stopped at a small stall selling accessories.

When I said it, it was not because of the slogan "Best sale! Special sale! All ten yuan!" on the board of the booth that attracted me, but because I saw it among all kinds of accessories at a glance!

"Boss, how much is this?"

I walked to the booth, picked it up and looked at it. Although I knew it was ten yuan, I still asked.

"Ten bucks, ten bucks for all these items, boy, would you like one?"

This uncle looks like he is in his 50s, with a slightly fat body, but he has a very friendly face, with a look of joy in his words, it seems that today's business is doing well.

"Uncle, can it be cheaper?"

I took out my pockets, and the sum of the two pockets was only [-] yuan, which was [-] yuan less. I had no choice but to ask the boss for some price.

"This is already the lowest price, and we can't let it go any further."

The boss looked resolute, and probably couldn't get any cheaper.

"Uncle, I only have seven dollars and a half in my pocket, do you think you can sell it to me?"

I took out the little money I had, and said it in a begging tone, with sincerity and expectation in my eyes.

"Oh, well, this style is the last one, seven five dollars is seven five dollars, I won't earn your money anymore."

Uncle thought about it for a while, and decided to sell it to me.

"Thank you."

I paid the money, thanked him with a smile, took it and looked at it excitedly, then held it in my hand, put it in my pocket, and walked away.

Walking along the street and watching, while satisfying my endless curiosity, I was looking for Fatty and Xiaolu, and it was time to reconcile with them.But there are really too many people on the street, and I couldn’t find them after wandering around for a long time, so I simply gave up and went back by myself, anyway, I don’t have any money, and I can’t buy anything if I want to buy something, maybe, they can’t find it Maybe when I go back first, maybe they are waiting for me at home in a hurry!As he walked and thought, he couldn't help but quicken his pace.

"Bingtang~hulu~"

A crisp sound of selling came to my ears, looking around, an old man was pushing a small cart in front of me. The cart was full of food, and the strings should be the candied haws that the man called out.The colorful ones on the top are all attractive fruits, coated with a layer of sugar, the flavors include strawberry, banana, grape, hawthorn, and some unnamed ones.And the most attractive one is the hawthorn, which is red and round, and the outer sugar skin is shining in the sunlight. Thinking about it, my mouth is watering!

"Which one do you want?"

The old man looked at my expression like a greedy cat, and asked with a smile.

"No, thank you."

Pat the flat trouser pocket, I regret to say.

Reluctantly, I looked away, alas, I have already spent the only seven yuan, so why are you so greedy!

Fortunately, I remember the way back. I hurried home, but the fat man hadn’t come back. My mother was embroidering her work in the back room, and was going to sell it in the town before the Spring Festival. I didn’t bother her, and went straight into my room. I was really tired after walking for a day, and fell asleep unconsciously while lying on the kang.

"Mother~ Is Tian'er back?"

The fat man's urgent voice woke me up, but I didn't speak or open my eyes. I just lay there quietly, wanting to hear what they had to say.

"Didn't you come back with him?"

The mother's voice came out, with some surprise in the questioning tone.

"It's over, I lost my brother!"

The fat man said nervously with a crying voice.

Listening to his anxious tone, I feel so happy! It seems that the fat man still cares about my younger brother, and he still cares about me.

My heart was warm, and the dull mood just now disappeared in a blink of an eye.

"How could you lose it to your brother! Have you looked for it yet?"

The mother's tone became obviously agitated.

"I found it. There are too many people on the street. I couldn't find him. I thought he was home, so I came back."

The fat man said aggrievedly, his voice was weak like a deflated balloon.

"It's the first time he left the village, and he lost his memory. He's not familiar with the place outside, why don't you take good care of your brother!"

The mother's tone became more and more serious, and she seemed to be angry.

"I didn't expect him to lose it either!"

The fat man was panicked and a little overwhelmed.

While talking, I heard the sound of footsteps. It's over! Did the fat man enter the house?

"Ah!~~Mom, it's all right, Tian is sleeping at home!"

It is estimated that the fat man also jumped when he saw me lying on the kang, and suddenly let out a ghostly cry, and there was a little excitement in his words.

"Oh, you, I don't know what the hell you two are doing!"

The mother said something helplessly, and walked away with confidence.

The room was silent, but the fat man should still be in the room! It's over, I have a strong premonition that something will happen to me!

I lay quietly, waiting for the sentence of the god of death. I can't escape at this moment, or if he finds out that I have been faking sleep just now, then I will die a miserable death! What should I do!What should I do! Can I just wait to die?

"Little bastard, I was so anxious that I was so anxious that I was scolded by my mother! You are so good, you are sleeping here leisurely! See if I don't wake you up, fix yours!"

The fat man suddenly opened his mouth, with this momentum, this feeling, I am going to be finished, I don't want to spend the rest of my life on the kang like this!

"Okay! You still dare to pretend to sleep, your facial expression is very rich! The acting is quite similar! This little brow is wrinkled, and he is starting to play tricks on your brother! You can't help it, it seems that I can't treat it well I can't cure you! I have to let you know what rape is today! Hehe~"

The fat man joked, and after a smirk, he closed the door of the room.

This is useless, but he found out, what to do! What to do! Bodhisattva save me!

I didn't dare to open my eyes, I was still pretending to sleep, a drop of cold sweat ran across my cheeks, I was desperate, it seemed that even God would not help me...

"what!"

The fat man's huge body pressed me down firmly, as if two bags of one hundred catties of rice were piled on me, and I couldn't breathe under the pressure. My poor bones are just right, don't break them again!

"Brother, don't make trouble, it's okay if I'm wrong!"

I opened my eyes, and the fat man's face was very close to me, and his eyes were squinting at me.

"See if I don't take your first kiss!"

The fat man held my hands firmly, the overwhelming force made me unable to move, it was over, I couldn't resist anymore!

And being supported by that round and soft belly, although the weight of two hundred catties made me uncomfortable, but when I came into contact with the fat man at close range, I felt that he was warm, soft, fleshy, and very soft. Special and wonderful.

"Brother, oh brother, don't make trouble, I will obey, I will obey"

Fatty is for real this time!I shook my head back and forth trying not to let him kiss me.It's a pity that I failed, and the consequence was that my neck and face were covered with fat man's saliva.

Breathing his unique smell and charming breath, as if drunk, made me a little dizzy, and my heart beat faster. Although I refused on the surface, I liked it inexplicably in my heart.Such a hypocritical heart, such contradictory moods, such special feelings, and such strange behaviors.

"See if you still dare to run around in the future! Do you still dare to anger me!"

The fat man is still making noises relentlessly, no matter how much I beg for mercy, it won't work.

"Don't dare anymore~"

While talking, the fat man sneaked up on my neck again.

I was making noise, and I don't know how long it took, and suddenly I felt that the atmosphere was not right. The fat man's breath became heavier and heavier. I found that my bottom had risen at some point, and the fat man's was the same.

The air froze, the room suddenly became quiet, the fat man climbed up from me, his face was full of embarrassment, and I was the same at this moment.

By the way, I bought you a bunch of candied haws inside, but outside, wait a minute, I'll get it for you. "

Fatty's words broke the long silence in the room, he got up, and left the room with a blush that hadn't faded.

My mind went blank, and I felt embarrassed all over my body in all directions. They were flying around and flying around in front of my eyes without any rules.

"Give."

The fat man held two bunches of candied haws and handed one of them to me with a smile on his face, as if he had forgotten the embarrassing scene just now.

Isn’t that the candied haws that I saw in the town, I’m so hungry but I don’t have money to buy it! It’s the mountain slag flavor I want to eat the most, but the fat man bought it back.

"Well, it's delicious."

I took a bunch and bit off the biggest one on top in one bite.

What a special taste, sour in sweetness, sweet in sourness, very refreshing, I praised it while eating, and nodded with satisfaction from time to time.

"How about it, haven't you eaten it?"

The fat man ate half of it in two bites, and accidentally got a sesame seed on the corner of his mouth.

"kindness."

I say with satisfaction.

"Tian'er."

The fat man's tone suddenly sank.

"Ah, what's the matter bro?"

I looked at the fat man, but he lowered his head, his eyes were fixed on the ground, and he didn't look at me.

"Do you like Xiaolu?"

Damn! Fatty, what kind of question is this! The question is too straightforward!

He put his hands on his trousers and rubbed them back and forth. It was obvious that he was a little nervous, but his eyes still didn't leave the ground.

This is the first time I have seen a fat man in this state.

"I like it very much. She is beautiful, kind and generous. What's wrong?"

I answered promptly, of course that liking was not emotional, but just a good impression.

"Oh, nothing."

The fat man lowered his head even lower, his tone obviously carrying disappointment.

What happened to the fat man? Did I say the wrong thing? He won't misunderstand that I like Xiaolu! We are just good friends! Could it be that the fat man is jealous? Afraid that I will force Xiaolu away? I'm still in a mess because of what happened just now, and my chest still hurts from being pressed by him! I don't even bother to explain to him

After the sunny day, there will still be a cloud of darkness left behind. Xiaolu is the first and only friend I know, and Fatty is my stupidest, stupidest and best brother. I should be happy when they are together, but But I was reluctant in my heart.I think, this kind of contradiction is so tangled in my heart, so tangled...

☆、[Xiaolu Chapter]

When I got off the train, I saw my father waving to me from a long distance. His fat body stood out in the crowd. He didn’t use it at all, but he couldn’t find anyone! He took the salute from my hand, pursed his lips, So I started chattering and asking endlessly, what is the habit of living in the dormitory? Have your grades deteriorated? Has anyone bullied you at school? It’s like this every time, and it’s not boring. The problem.

I haven’t been home for half a year, sitting in my dad’s car, looking at the trail where I used to go to and from school with Fatty, it has been repaired very flat now, the small trees and grass beside the road have grown stronger, and the surroundings are full of strangers , but it is so familiar, I really miss the past, but unfortunately I can never go back.

When I got home, my father parked the car in the yard. It felt so cordial. I finally came home. My hometown is good. There is no treachery, no jealousy, no hypocrisy, and no comparison here. Everyone gets along in harmony, truth, kindness and simplicity.I am tired of the university life in the city, there are deceptions everywhere, hypocrisy everywhere, I have to live with a mask every day, so tired, so tired.

Pushing open the door, I saw the fat man rummaging through things and eating at my house again, every time I go home, he eats like a dead pig's face, I really want to beat him up, seeing the mess on the coffee table Called one, and I gave the fat man a hard time.

Glancing over from the corner of my eye, it seemed that there were other people in the room, so I turned my head over there.

Who is this person? What a handsome face! Could it be the younger brother Akita whom Fatty mentioned many times, who was rescued by him? In the letter he described him so well, I thought Fatty was a stinky fart again, but when I saw him today, It really is extraordinary!

He has a tall figure, regular facial features, clear eyes, and a white face, but there is a sense of sadness all over his body. He is like a natural jade that has not been carved, very mysterious and yearning.

I can't imagine that such a special boy has suffered such a serious injury and lost his memory! What kind of boy is he? This makes me have a strong interest and affection for him.We said hello to each other, he seemed a little restrained, but he was very polite, his smile was very charming, and I suddenly became shy, completely lost my usual irascibility, and became another me, I can't wish me, ordinary girls meet handsome guys , will become very gentle.

He looks very shy and doesn't like to talk much, but most of the time it is me and the fat man who are chatting, with him next to him, it always makes me distracted, and occasionally I will sneak a look at him.

Maybe it's because his body hasn't fully recovered yet, he said he felt a little uncomfortable and wanted to go back to rest, the fat man was worried and went back with him.The first meeting ended so hastily, leaving me with only a mysterious back.Fortunately, Fatty invited us to his house for dinner, and I can meet this extraordinary boy~ Akita again.

When it comes to going to Fatty's house, my father is very active, urging me to go there early all afternoon! Go there early!

We arrived as promised and met Akita for the second time. His eyes were still full of melancholy.

Maybe Akita's body is really weak. I chatted with the fat man about what happened to me at school, and he went back to the room to rest. The fat man didn't wake him up until before dinner.

It's been a long time since I had such a warm dinner. My father kept adding vegetables to my aunt's bowl, which reminded me of my mother and those lingering eyes. After I fell asleep, I never woke up again.

The fish made by my aunt is super delicious, this should be the best I have ever eaten! The fat man puts vegetables in my bowl from time to time, but Akita just buryes his head in eating, there is no food in the bowl, I feel a little heartbroken, his How much bitterness is there in my heart? I couldn't help but caught some fish for him, so I could win some of his goodwill towards me.

If I divide my heart into three parts, I will give them to three boys who have appeared in my life. They are completely different, but they still have an important place in my heart.

[Fatty] I met him when I was six years old. We grew up together, went to school together, left school together, studied together, and played together. He is like a big brother, caring for me, protecting me, and letting me bully me. I lose my temper, he is stupid, silly, but also cute.In the second year of junior high school, Fatty dropped out of school, and I was always the one who worried the most when he left. That was the first time I really felt Fatty’s kindness. I didn’t want him to leave. The night before I went to report to the university, The fat man came to me secretly, he said he liked me, he said he would wait for me all the time, he said he would give me a puppet exclusive to me when I came back every holiday, I was very touched that night, I accepted.

[Xiaojie] His name is Guo Junjie, he is a junior student in our school, my senior, I met him on the first day when he came to the university to report. Sunny, cheerful, friendly, and very secure.He can play the guitar, he can play the harmonica, he sings beautifully, he draws very vividly, he is the head of the art department of the college, he is the host of the school party, he is very popular with girls, but he never accepts any love letters, His family is rich, but he never shows it off. I was very lucky to be a good friend with him in a chance encounter, but that's all, because I like him, but I can only like him silently.

【Akita】A boy I just met, he has a melancholy temperament that other people don't have, he has an innate mysterious atmosphere, he has a faint sadness that can't be exhausted, he has an irresistible attraction, his Encounters are pitiful, his delicacy is fascinating, his eyes make people ponder, and his smile makes people warm.I can't tell what attracted me, but I was addicted to him the first time I saw him.He is like a snowflake in winter, very beautiful and pure, he is like a snowflake in winter, very cold and desolate.

Dad is still busy with his fish pond every day, forgetting about me.That's good too, living at my grandfather's house will give me more chances to meet Akita.

In the sunny afternoon, he likes to squat by the small river near his home in a daze.Fatty often goes to his father's place to help, and he doesn't see anyone all day long. When he is bored, he will go to Fatty's house or the small river to chat with Akita.Gradually, I found that he is not as difficult to get along with as I imagined. When we have common topics, we will have a good chat, and he will even make a joke of me.Perhaps, he really regarded me as his friend, allowing me to watch his world.

I always like to eat at Fatty's house at night, because I really can't resist the dishes made by my aunt, especially the fish, which are so delicious that every hair stands on end!

It’s been a long time since I went to the town for a good stroll. As New Year’s Eve is approaching, the town should be very lively. I, Fatty and Akita are walking on the road leading to the town. The familiar path, the two children who used to be carefree together, Now that they have grown up, they all have their own troubles.

The mountain roads in winter are really difficult to walk, there is snow everywhere, and you will slip and fall if you are not careful.Fatty and I walked in front, and Akita was a little sloppy behind, as if he had something on his mind.I yelled to tell him to speed up, but it didn't work.

On the way, I was very careful, I was very careful, but I still sprained my foot, but seeing Fatty and Akita caring, my heart was warm.The fat man supported me, but his speed obviously slowed down, and he was left far behind by Akita.

The streets this year seem to be more lively than in previous years, and there are everything sold there. Although it is a bit inconvenient to walk around with a limp, it does not weaken my excitement for the sight in the slightest!I don't know when, Akita disappeared!It is estimated that there were too many people, and we were separated. The fat man has been mixing with me, and we have not separated.

The fat man and I were in a hurry, and we bought some things hastily, but we were not in the mood to go shopping again.I searched inside for a long time, but there was not even half a person. Where did this Akita go? Could it be that he went back first?

Fatty and I both thought so, so we simply stopped looking for it.I called my dad and told him to pick us up.Carrying these things, my feet hurt so much, if I am asked to walk back again, I will really die!

"Little Lu."

The fat man suddenly became serious.

"what happened?"

I said something back, and it felt like something was about to happen.

"Do you like Akita?"

The fat man said bluntly, leaving me speechless.

Yeah, do I like Akita now?Every cell in his body is attracting me.As for Akita, he doesn't seem to like me, he just regards me as his good friend, that's all.Ever since my heart was divided, the feelings for the fat man have gradually faded, but the memory of that innocence has always remained in my heart.Faced with the three boys I like the most, who do I like more?

"Hazy, I like it a little bit."

I answered truthfully, without any intention of hiding anything.Because since childhood, there has never been any deception between me and the fat man. I won't, and neither will the fat man.

"Oh……"

After a long silence, the fat man just let out a oh, what was he thinking in his heart?Is he very disappointed?Will he be heartbroken?And am I being too selfish?

Tonight's night is extraordinarily long, I opened the curtains, the bright moon looked so dazzling, I lay on the bed tossing and turning, I couldn't sleep, I remembered what the fat man asked me during the day, I thought of my selfish answer, and the fat man was sad expression.What should I do, should I boldly confess my love to my seniors, or try hard to melt Akita's heart, or guard Fatty forever?I don't know, I don't know, tangled, so tangled.

☆、[Fat Man]

Looking at the whole harvested corn field, I feel a sense of accomplishment!It seems that this year's hard work was not in vain, but unfortunately no one shared it with me.Although the sky is still clear, I am not in the mood to appreciate it, because today is a special day.

Brother, where are you now?Will you still remember my brother?

I looked up at the sky, it was getting late, it was time to go home.

"Ouch~"

It may be that I drank too much water today and suddenly wanted to pee. Forget it, let’s solve it in the field.

"Shhhhhhhhh" (whistling sound)

I shook my head, and suddenly found an object not far away!Black!red!

My mother! What is it! I hurriedly pulled up my trousers, and in a hurry, my whole body was soaked in urine!

I softened my charming little eyes, and walked over cautiously.

It turned out to be a person! I was a little surprised, he was covered in blood, as if he was about to die!

The scene in front of me is so unreal!My God! This is not going to be a movie!

Still alive! I felt his weak pulse, hugged him, and ran home desperately.

"My life is saved, but I am not completely out of danger. The rest depends on your care and the patient's willpower. Remember to change his medicine every week and give the patient a quiet space to rest."

After leaving these words, the doctor took my money to marry my wife and left.

I just wiped his body for him, and the blood all over his body stained the towel red.

I gave him medicine, wrapped a bandage, found a piece of my previous clothes, and put them on him carefully.This set made me miserable. I was so tired that I was sweating profusely. His clothes were stained with blood, and there were many holes scratched by something. I couldn’t wear them any more. There was nothing in my pockets. , There is only one blood-stained photo, which has been folded out of shape, so I simply threw away my clothes and stuffed the photo into the drawer.

He lay comfortably, several bloodstains were particularly obvious on his fair face, looking at the bandages all over his body, I couldn't help but sigh, what kind of experience did I have on him?

Today, 16 years ago, my father abandoned my mother and took away my younger brother, and on this day 16 years later, I happened to meet him. Is it a coincidence?