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It was 09:30 when He Xinchen found out that An Jiayue was gone.

He went to Xu Hui's house half an hour ago and stared at Xu Hui as he deleted all the candid photos in the computer. Xu Hui was very upset, but dared not speak out, and only complained a few words.

He just breathed a sigh of relief when he suddenly received a message from the bank reminding him that more than 30 yuan had been withdrawn from his card, and the balance was almost zero.

He had already given this card to An Jiayue, and he didn't care if it was used up, but what does a college student need so much money to buy?He sent An Jiayue a message with doubts, but he didn't get a reply for a long time.

With a long face, Xu Hui didn't know who he was sending the message to, cursing in a low voice: "He just took you for a fool, if you were poor, would he sleep with you? You are really obsessed, I have to help you... Be sober, brother, this kind of thing is not worth your protection."

He Xinchen was a little worried about An Jiayue, ignored him, warned him, left in a hurry, and drove home.

In fact, that villa is not his home.

It's just a property under Dong's name. Someone cleans it once a week, and the refrigerator is empty all year round.Due to the secluded and safe geographical environment, I occasionally bring my date here to avoid the paparazzi's pursuit.

Xu Hui joked that his villa was specially used to hide lovers, but he never let people stay here overnight.

Most of the time, he just came alone, stayed alone in the darkroom, watched movies, developed the film, and then returned to the empty bedroom, quietly looking at the top of the starry sky until he fell asleep.

This is a rare moment of freedom and relaxation for him.

The ideals in the past were once the stars and the sea, but now they are trapped in this small living room, and when they go out, they will find a bigger cage called reality and family.

Here is the refuge of the frustrated, who would not share it with another.

So the night An Jiayue passed out in his arms in the parking lot, he didn't want to take her home at first, but Xu Hui had already driven away after the play, and it was impossible for Xu Hui to take her home , He knew what kind of virtue this cousin was, and he could play with him when he was a child, but when he grew up, he was abused by the circle he lived in, and became ignorant, sensual, and only good at eating, drinking, and bragging.If it weren't for the fact that Xu Hui helped him when he was in trouble, he would not be willing to deal with him.

If the child in his arms was taken away by his playful cousin, he might be played with in what way and by how many people.

So in the end, he reluctantly stuffed him into the car, took him back to the villa, and even put him on the bed, and slept in the same bed for the night.

He woke up early the next morning, and suddenly realized that there was a person in his arms, and almost kicked him down. He was in a bad mood, but when he looked down, his heart softened again.

An Jiayue slept curled up, her brows were tightly wrinkled, and there were still wet tears in the corners of her eyes, as if she had had a very painful dream.Half of the face was beaten by Xu Hui, and it was still a little swollen. The whole person looked very pitiful.

But what Xu Hui told him about An Jiayue's past was just hearsay.The boy seemed not very clean. He once dragged the senior boys to the equipment room to give to others, and went to an off-campus institution to seduce the teacher to do it in the toilet. There were even semi-naked photos circulated among classmates for a while.

In short, Xu Hui thought it was a bargain that could be obtained for a little money.If you don't sleep with someone after receiving money and gifts, you just don't know how to flatter you, so you have to learn a lesson.

He Xinchen couldn't completely agree with this point of view, but Xu Hui begged him for a long time, and he had just dumped Ding Fu who was becoming more and more arrogant at that time, and he was bored and bored, so he reluctantly agreed as if he was looking for fun, without thinking about what to do. How to teach.

The An Jiayue he imagined should be flattering and vulgar, but when he went to the store and met the real person, he found that it was completely different from Xu Hui's description.

An Jiayue is so pretty, she is good at pleasing customers, she is sophisticated and tactful beyond her age, but she is not annoying, and she is very comfortable to get along with. It is hard to imagine that this is a 19-year-old boy who just graduated from high school.

After returning to China, the first time I met someone I had a good time with was a child who was seven or eight years younger than myself.

He was reluctant to teach.

He Xinchen thought about it for a moment, in short, feed him some food first, the waist in his arms was as thin as if he didn't eat normally, and he was obviously good at getting money from men, how could he thin himself to such an extent? This look.

He went downstairs, opened the refrigerator, and, as expected, it was empty.Looking at the brand-new natural gas stove that I don’t know how to use at all, I finally had no choice but to place an order with my mobile phone, bought a bag of sliced ​​bread, thought about it, and added a bottle of honey.

Children like to eat sweets.

He intentionally played tricks and poured out one-third of the jar full of honey, which is too much for a normal person to swallow. He wanted to watch the child complaining coquettishly, and then took out the rest of the bread.But An Jiayue finished eating with a smile, and even sucked her fingers, as if it was delicious.

Children seem to be used to please others.

Very well-behaved, very good at observing words and expressions, but also hides a little scheming, like life is on thin ice, you must be careful, not daring to offend anyone, and at the same time not forgetting to make profits for yourself.

Cute and pathetic.

He Xinchen soon realized that he cared too much about this boy.

Originally planned to withdraw in time, reject Xu Hui's request, and return to his own life.But he couldn't hold back after all, and went to the store again.

If An Jiayue was just pretty and obedient, he might not care so much, there is no shortage of such children around him.But An Jiayue is not a vase.

He has ideals and pursuits, although the pursuit is very vulgar, but he is full of enthusiasm and goes all out, as if nothing can stop him from becoming famous, making money and getting ahead.

He does have this strength.

Stunning performances on the stage of the school drama, incredible knowledge reserves, and a tacit understanding as if there is a tacit understanding.

Others may be stones or rough jade, but An Jiayue is a polished piece of golden jade, which attracts everyone's attention.

Anyone who meets such a person will be in a state of embarrassment.

He was moved unexpectedly but within reason, completely.

If the first love at the age of sixteen or seventeen is a freshly opened bottle of soda, and the heartbeat rises and explodes rapidly like dense bubbles, vigorous and enthusiastic, then the first time an elderly person like him falls, it is because he has stored 30 Years of old wine, the more you drink it, the greater the stamina, and you will lose yourself when you are drunk, and you will be confused.

An Jiayue is like soda, but it's his old wine.It made his cold temperament become hot, and his sober reason became confused.

Unparalleled.

At the same time, the fire of ideals that was suppressed by reality and nearly extinguished rose overnight for love.He was extremely eager to sign An Jiayue and let An Jiayue act in a movie he directed.

But he doesn't have this ability now, he can't even make a movie.

His father can turn a blind eye to him giving Ding Fu resources, but he will never sit idly by and ignore him being ambiguous with a boy.

The bubble burst, and he was drunk and sober. He suddenly realized that this relationship was not as impregnable as he imagined, or even precarious.

For the time being, we can only take one step at a time.

When He Xinchen returned to the villa, it was exactly 09:30 in the morning.

There was no one in the villa, the wardrobe in the bedroom was open, some clothes that An Jiayue brought over were missing, and the darkroom was in a mess.

He immediately realized that something was wrong, went downstairs while dialing the phone, got back into the car, and drove in the direction of An Jiayue's house.

I made five or six phone calls along the way, but no one answered.

Every time An Jiayue chatted with him, she would reply almost immediately, as if she was waiting for his news with her mobile phone all the time, and never would not answer his calls like this.

Something must have happened.

When he drove outside those old buildings, he suddenly remembered that he didn't know the exact address of An Jiayue's house, and every time he came, he parked on the road outside the residential buildings.So he could only run to the bottom of the building and shout out to a neighbor next door, saying that An Jiayue hadn't come back.

He Xinchen thanked him, and then drove to the school to find him.The Academy of Film is his alma mater for undergraduates, and he is familiar with finding someone, but he still has nothing to gain.

He Xinchen returned to the car and dialed out the phone again, but no one answered.

The uneasiness intensified.

At this time, the phone rang without warning.

Eleven o'clock at night.

In the long aisle outside the operating room of the hospital, there are two rows of chairs on the left and right for family members to rest and take a nap. An Jiayue sat there alone, took off her shoes, stepped on the chair, and wrapped her arms around her knees, as if she was asleep. up.

The surrounding area was silent, and there was no sound from the operating room, only the red light "in operation" above the door exuded a gloomy light.

In the distance that seemed to be an endless corridor, there was a sound of footsteps, which gradually became clearer and approached step by step.

"Jiayue."

An Jiayue raised her head, her eyes were red and bloodshot, but her eyes were unusually clear. She glanced at the man standing in front of her lightly, and asked, "What's your name?"

The expression on the man's face changed from shock to comprehension to guilt, and finally showed apology. After a few seconds of silence, he replied: "...He Xinchen."

An Jiayue turned her head and spoke in a calm voice, "Oh, then I'm right to call Mr. He."

His tone was too calm, disturbingly calm.He Xinchen sat on the empty seat beside him: "Why didn't you send me a message in the morning?"

"If I post it, I won't catch you talking to Xu Hui, and I won't know that you lied to me."

"...Well." He Xinchen didn't explain anything, because there was nothing to explain.Just staring at his face, as if he would disappear if he looked away, "I'm sorry, I wanted to tell you these two days."

An Jiayue shook her head lightly: "It's late, you should have told me before going to bed with me and giving me a chance to choose, instead of putting me to sleep, and letting me realize that I was cheated."

"I'm sorry." He Xinchen kept repeating, "I'm sorry, Jiayue."

"No need." An Jiayue took a deep breath, "To tell you the truth, I approached you intentionally at the beginning, and we are not the same."

He Xinchen was not sure what he wanted to express, put his hands on his knees, and waited quietly for his next words.

"I've been sitting here thinking about it for a long time, and I've figured it out, let's break up." An Jiayue took off the necklace around her neck and held it in the palm of her hand. The sharp corner of the moon pierced her flesh, causing a slight pain.

He Xinchen's expression was solemn, but his reaction was not very intense, as if he had expected him to say such a thing.

"Jiayue, I know you can't forgive me now. I will reflect on myself and try my best to make up for my mistakes. But you should be able to feel that my love for you is never fake. I heard about your father's The situation, you need to rely on now, at least let me stay by your side during this time, don't drive me away, okay?"

An Jiayue raised her head, looked at the incandescent lights on the hospital ceiling, and there was light in her eyes: "You like me, you are good to me, you are sincere, I know, I have no doubts. But my disappointment in you is not only Because you lied to me."

"You clearly know what Xu Hui did to me, but you can still chat with him calmly, which makes me feel terrible."

"If someone else hurts me in the future, and that person happens to be a relative of your family, will you stand up for me?"

An Jiayue turned her head slowly, and as the angle changed, the light in her eyes gradually disappeared, showing a dead darkness: "I really need someone who can always protect me, Mr. He, I thought you were that person, but I suddenly discovered that you are not as trustworthy as I imagined, and not as upright and kind as I admired. You are a liar like me. Now I only feel ironic and hypocritical about your words of educating me and persuading me to be better. disappointment."

A crack appeared on He Xinchen's calm face, and he explained weakly: "Xu Hui is my cousin, he helped me when I was in trouble..."

"I won't embarrass you, don't worry." An Jiayue lowered her eyes, looking at the necklace in her hand, "If you have a hard time choosing between my family who abused me and me, then you are not someone I want to rely on .I can't understand your difficulties, because you don't understand me either. If this goes on, we will all suffer, and the best way is to break up."

He Xinchen finally couldn't keep calm, took his hand, wrapped the necklace, and pushed it back: "I don't have a choice, I choose you. It's because I didn't handle it well, because I hesitated to tell you, yes I'm an asshole, I'll go and make it clear to him that I won't have any contact with him in the future, is that okay?"

An Jiayue replied softly, "Yes, yes."

He Xinchen breathed a sigh of relief.

"Then can you take me home? Introduce me to your parents and say I'm your partner." An Jiayue asked coldly.

He Xinchen's relaxed expression froze instantly, and he hesitated for a second.

This second is enough to make people feel disheartened and lose all hope.

"You can't." An Jiayue said the answer for him, "You love movies so much, but your family objected, so you gave up. No matter how many objective or subjective factors, the result is the same. It is conceivable that if you If your family objects to you being with me, I will probably be the one who was abandoned."

"I won't give up on you." He Xinchen was categorical, "I admit, I can't take you home now, but give me some time, wait for me..."

"I can't wait." An Jiayue interrupted him, "My dad is in the operating room right now. I don't know how he is doing. I may... maybe have no home. Mr. He, I want a windshield for me." House of the rain."

He Xinchen shook his head: "No, I asked, your father didn't hurt his vitals, the operation will be successful, don't be afraid, Jiayue, if you need money or manpower, I will do my best to help."

"So you still mean that you won't give me a home." An Jiayue smiled sadly, "I know I'm too quick to say this now, but you seem to have never meant to take me home. I mentioned it last time. You still say that I am worldly. Can I only be your underground lover? Will I never see the light? Because I am a man? Or is it because my family is not good? Or... Do you think that a person like me is not worthy of a good home? ?”

Pain and distress appeared on He Xinchen's face: "No, Jiayue, it's just that I need time..."

"I don't even have a future, why do you worry so much?" An Jiayue's voice choked up, "I'm very short of love, Mr. He. Now the person who loves me the most is in the operating room, and the other person who claims to love me lied to me." I can't make a promise to me. If I wait any longer, I will only be anxious all day long, wondering whether you still have something to hide from me, and whether you will disclose our relationship. I will really collapse, Please give me a promise right now, tell me that you will immediately let our relationship go to the sun, okay? I can not pursue anything, as if nothing happened, as long as you give me this promise. "

He Xinchen got up and knelt in front of him on one knee: "I won't lie to you again, Jiayue, I can't do it now, because if our relationship is made public, my dad will cut off your future and affect your future. Remember that time we quarreled in the shopping mall? You denied our relationship, I was very angry, but I thought about it, what qualifications do I have to make you public? Before I can't ensure your future, I shouldn't rashly bring you into me