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Hearing this voice, An Jiayue's tears were instantly frightened back into her eyes, she raised her head in disbelief, and asked blankly, "You...how did you come back?"

He Xinchen quickly let go and retreated to a polite distance.

He came out for a light meal today, dressed very casually, his shirt sleeves were rolled up above his forearms, his collar was unbuttoned with two buttons undone, his hairstyle was disheveled, like a refined scum who went out to nightclubs after work, unrestrained, with his hands in his trouser pockets, no more The meaning of helping: "I didn't leave, I was watching you in the parking lot. Xue Zhenyu sent Dai Lin back to the city, let's go, I will take you back."

After he finished speaking, he turned and left, his steps were not too big, just enough for An Jiayue to stagger and catch up.

"Aren't you unwilling to send me off just now?"

"I don't want to." He Xinchen took out a pack of tissues from his trouser pocket, took out one and handed it to him, "Huang Yu is a very good person, his new movie will be released at the same time as mine, so inviting you to dinner may not be just for fun I missed you, maybe I wanted to lure you to come to my bottom, the movie is not finished yet, there are many potential risks, I can't let him see that you are me..."

He Xinchen paused unnaturally.

An Jiayue wiped away her tears with a tissue, sniffed against the evening wind, raised her head and asked, "What is it?"

If He Xinchen said "he's the one I like", then give him another chance to pursue him as compensation for wrongly blaming him——

"It's my...weakness." He Xinchen sighed softly, "The place where I'm most helpless."

An Jiayue slowly opened her eyes wide, looking at him without blinking, and the eye sockets that had just been wiped off began to turn red again.

He Xinchen stuffed him another tissue: "Don't be sad, Huang Yu has always spoken harshly to those who don't listen to him, so you don't have to take it to heart."

I'm not sad because of Huang Yu's sarcasm.An Jiayue had a lot to say in her heart, but she didn't know how to say it.It was he who scolded He Xinchen viciously, and now his heart softened, and he was the one who expected He Xinchen to chase after him, but just because of this misunderstanding, can all the past be wiped out?

It seems that he can't be so free, easy and tolerant. He Xinchen hasn't completely blocked his mind, he is still riddled with holes and needs more and more definite answers to fill.

"If I had gone with him just now... what would you do?"

"You wouldn't do that."

"Where did you get your confidence?"

"I don't have self-confidence. I'm just holding on to a glimmer of hope like I did in the past five years. I hope you didn't choose someone else." He Xinchen walked to the front of the car. He was still driving the familiar Mercedes-Benz, which was well maintained and as shiny as ever. mirror.He opened the co-driver's door and supported it with his hands: "Get in the car, it's too far to walk back, and you drank."

He Xinchen gave him a perfect step, so he had no reason to refuse.An Jiayue sat in the co-driver, He Xinchen slammed the door, walked around the front of the car and opened the driver's door, sat in without speaking or looking at him, started the car, and drove smoothly into the night.

It's only a 10-minute drive from the restaurant to the hotel.

An Jiayue wiped away her tears, looked at the flat road ahead, and gradually calmed down.

There is a faint smell of cedar in the car. The front note is cool and the back note is warm. It is the smell in memory.

They kissed, caressed, and talked sweetly in the back seat of this car. He liked He Xinchen so much at that time.

I have liked it until now.

An Jiayue slowly clenched her fists.

"You and Ding Fu...really nothing happened that night?"

He Xinchen stared straight ahead: "No, she came to get back with me, and if I don't agree, I will join Huang Yu. She knows a lot of internal information about Wanna, and it would be troublesome to reveal it to a business opponent. At first I wanted to negotiate terms with her, But she was entangled, so I had no choice but to drive her away. There was no violence, but it was indeed a bit harsher. I have clarified this matter, you have paid attention to me, you should have seen it."

An Jiayue nodded, and said hesitantly, "...I saw her come out of your room."

He Xinchen was slightly stunned, and quickly figured out the cause and effect, and finally smiled shyly: "No wonder."

"Huang Yu said, you used to be very kind to her, but later you got tired of her, and you didn't even want her to come to your door." The hotel's signboard was already in sight, An Jiayue's nails were embedded in her flesh, forcing herself to ask all the questions she cared about. I understand, and with a seemingly indifferent tone, "Then you treat me well now, is it because you haven't played with me enough?"

He Xinchen didn't answer immediately, stepped on the accelerator, accelerated back to the hotel, backed the car neatly into the garage, stopped silently for a long time, and spoke in a deep voice, as if trying to suppress his emotions: "Jiayue, I'll give you a favor, Never gave it to others. Why did you even believe Huang Yu's words, but didn't give me the slightest chance to defend myself, and sentenced me to death? I have been trying my best to make up for my mistakes, but your question makes me feel that I am Five years of hard work is like a joke."

An Jiayue didn't expect him to be angry suddenly, her mind froze, and she froze in her seat: "I didn't, I..."

Before he had time to explain, He Xinchen had already opened the door and got out of the car, so he had no choice but to get out of the car, entered the hotel where the crew stayed, and walked forward in a panic. The two of them got on the elevator, stood side by side, not talking.

An Jiayue glanced at He Xinchen in the mirror in front of her, only to find that his eyes were also red, and he was well hidden in the dark car just now, so he couldn't see it at all.

He Xinchen noticed his gaze, lowered his eyes, and said bluntly: "There will be a show tomorrow morning, and I will rest when I go back."

An Jiayue suddenly had a sore nose.

When she was angry, she still cared about him, the same as before.

Whether it's He Chen or He Xinchen, the point of liking him has never changed.

The elevator door opened slowly with a "ding", and He Xinchen went straight to his room, An Jiayue was out of his mind, and followed step by step until the door.

"Don't follow me."

"Oh……"

"You said you hated me." He Xinchen said in a low voice, "If you didn't mean to forgive me and allow me to chase you, then don't give me such ambiguous signals, make me misunderstand that I still have hope, and make me unable to treat you let go."

An Jiayue stared at his back in a daze, not knowing what kind of expression he had when he said this.

He Xinchen pressed the doorknob: "Give me back the necklace another day, I will pay double the money to buy one you like."

An Jiayue hurriedly asked, "Why are you here? Who are you giving it to?"

He Xinchen pushed the door and entered with a hoarse and tired voice: "Who else can I give it...the heart is engraved on the back of that necklace, besides you, who else can I give my heart to?"

The door closes in front of your eyes, and the man's dejected figure is about to disappear——

"boom!"

An Jiayue slapped the door open, and under He Xinchen's slightly surprised gaze, she cheekily squeezed into the room.

He didn't know why he came in, but if he didn't come in, it seemed like the two of them were really over.

He Xinchen didn't chase him away, but he didn't seem to want to bother him either. He walked to the bed and took off his shirt on his own.

An Jiayue stood at the door helplessly, her mind twitched, and she asked out of words: "My hand hurts from patting... Do you have any ointment?"

"Not here." He Xinchen threw away his shirt and glanced at his hand, "It's not red, it's fine."

An Jiayue took advantage of the situation and asked: "The ointment from last time... Did you ask Xue Zhenyu to give it to me?"

"Yes."

"Very useful..."

"Ah."

The air is awkward.

An Jiayue racked her brains: "Do you have a cigarette? I'm done."

"I don't smoke, I hate the smell of cigarettes." He Xinchen sat down on the edge of the bed, with his legs spread apart, his posture was much calmer than his, making him even more flustered, "What exactly do you want to say?"

An Jiayue's throat choked, and the words stuck in her heart finally came out: "I just wanted to ask you...why didn't you come to me for five years, and now you suddenly appear?"

"I can't come to you. As I said, I have my reasons."

"What's the reason?"

"What's the point of saying this now? You've already rejected me so categorically. It's just to touch yourself. I want to keep the last decency in front of you, and I don't want your last impression of me to be pitiful." He Xinchen looked His reddish eyes are deep and deep, as if he can penetrate people's minds, "Unless you promise to make up with me, then I will beg for mercy as much as you want."

An Jiayue pursed her lips tightly, feeling like she was going to cry again, before the tears fell down in vain, before the words rushed to her lips blurted out, she turned around: "You have a good idea, I just asked if you have any cigarettes, Forget it if you don’t have one, I’ll go downstairs and buy a pack.”

"..." He Xinchen seemed to sigh softly, "There is no cigarettes, but there is sugar, or?"

An Jiayue turned her head: "Ah, let's have one." It happened that his mouth was so bitter right now.

He Xinchen directly took out one from his trouser pocket, got up and walked in front of him.

"Why do you... carry candy with you?"

"When I miss you, I will eat one." He Xinchen handed it to him, "I miss you every day, so I take it with me."

An Jiayue reached out to pick it up in a daze, He Xinchen looked at the candy, then at him, suddenly withdrew her hand, tore off the candy wrapper, and threw the candy into her mouth.

An Jiayue was at a loss: "Won't you give it to me?"

"I want to fight for myself one last time." He Xinchen lowered his head with sugar in his mouth, with strong emotions rolling in his dark eyes, "Do you remember how to eat?"

The two of them got too close, and An Jiayue stepped back restlessly, pressing her back against the door: "...I don't remember."

He Xinchen followed closely: "Do you want me to teach you?"

An Jiayue turned her head and didn't answer, she was out of breath, and stretched out her hand to press the doorknob of the room.

He Xinchen grabbed his hand, pinched his chin to straighten his face, leaned down and approached him, and paused for a second before touching him, observing his reaction.

An Jiayue didn't respond, she just breathed harder.

He Xinchen understood it, and smiled lightly: "Then let's teach."

Immediately afterwards, there was heat on the lips.

An Jiayue's eyes widened suddenly. He hadn't felt the heat for a long time. His fingers trembled, his lips trembled slightly, his heart throbbed for no reason, and tears finally rolled down his face.

He Xinchen felt the wetness on his face, and separated briefly, his eyes burning: "Make up with me, I'll give you as much candy as you want."

I don't like sugar because I thought you liked it.An Jiayue wanted to speak, but her mouth was blocked again, her heart hurt even more, and she cried even harder, but her hands and feet seemed to be filled with lead, she couldn't lift her hands to push He Xinchen away, and couldn't take a step forward Leave He Xinchen.

He Xinchen discovered this, so he stopped being cautious, pushed the tip of his tongue, put the candy into his mouth, hugged him into his arms, and shared the sweetness with him.

An Jiayue still had a strong smell of wine in her mouth, which dyed the sweetness rich and long, and she seemed to have regained the strength of the wine. She was top-heavy and dizzy, as if she was about to float, but in fact she was limp slipped down.

He Xinchen lifted him up, lifted him up, hugged him firmly in front of him, swept away the candy in his mouth with his tongue, carried him to the bed, let go of his hands and dropped him, followed by pressing down, and sent the candy into his mouth again She held his face with both hands, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, gently rubbed his tear mole with her thumb, and coaxed "Yueyue darling".

An Jiayue's heart turned from pain to heat from being rubbed, and she also felt that she was too embarrassed to cry, and gradually stopped crying, but her head became more dizzy, and she didn't know when her arms climbed onto He Xinchen's back.

Half of the milk-flavored hard candy in his mouth melted, He Xinchen hugged him and rolled over, let him sit on top, and asked him: "Do you remember?"

An Jiayue's cheeks became hot from the kiss, she lowered her head: "I never forgot."

He remembered the feeling of He Xinchen kissing him every time, and also the taste of every candy.

Admit it, An Jiayue, you just want He Xinchen to love you.

No matter how many years, as long as he beckons to you, you can't help crawling and rolling beside his legs, longing for him to have you in his eyes, in his heart, and treat you as a treasure.

"Yueyue... let's start from the beginning, okay?" He Xinchen hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear, "I never ask for help, but I beg you to give me one last chance. This time, I won't let you You're disappointed. I miss you so much, really miss you..."

An Jiayue had a good time this time, and she tried to hold back her tears, but what she wanted to say was stuck in her throat for a long time, and she gave up helplessly after a long while, nodded heavily, raised her face, and stroked He Xinchen's tough browbones, just like He Xinchen did just now kiss him.

The two of them kissed from the end of the bed to the head of the bed, the sugar rolled in their mouths, He Xinchen then picked him up, sat on his lap and kissed him.

The saccharification was very slow, An Jiayue sucked her tongue so weakly, her mouth was sore, her brain was short of oxygen: "It's almost..."

He Xinchen couldn't get enough of it: "There's one more thing, if you finish eating, I'll give you another one tomorrow."

He had another chance to have the candy that he didn't have in "Tomorrow".He Xinchen really grasped his weakness.

In the end, a whole caramel melted away.

Even when they were together, they had never received such a long kiss.But compared to the lost time of these five years, it doesn't seem to be very long.

He Xinchen told him not to leave, so An Jiayue went back to her room to get pajamas, took a shower first, brushed her teeth, got into bed and waited for He Xinchen to come out of the bathroom.

He has so much to say and doesn't know where to start.While thinking wildly, the tiredness of the day slipped in and fell asleep.

So I didn't see it. After He Xinchen came out of the shower, he saw him sleeping soundly, took out his mobile phone and took a picture, clicked into the top chat box, and replaced the chat background that had been used for many years - a picture of a boy lying On himself, a photo of a sweet smile.