After picking up Shir

You think Shire is a considerate man who is very suitable for talking about marriage.

When you are comfortably leaning on your well-developed chest muscles, curled up between Shi'er's legs under a small blanket, and just open your mouth to accept the feeding, you can't help but tell him your thoughts.

"..."

The man went to scoop up the white porcelain spoon of the porridge, and after a while, he laughed at himself and repeated the action of blowing on the food for you, moving the surface of the spoon to the position where it lightly touches your lips.

"If you ask me, Jizi, it's better to think about the marriage later."

"Huh? Why?"

Swallowing the warm and light porridge with a spoon in your mouth, you raised your face in puzzlement, a little confused as to why the topic was brought up on yourself.

"It's too bad..." Shaking his head helplessly, he closed his eyes and put the bottomed bowl on the nearby bedside table as if he couldn't stand it, "Mr. aspect."

Blinking your eyes, you think for half a second, and then realize that the other party disagrees with what you said earlier.

You are not happy.

In fact, even you, who are usually slow to deal with the world, will find out in the process of getting along——Shi Er, for some reason, subconsciously despises himself from time to time.

Don't look at him on the surface who is always lazy and indifferent to everything, like a proud cat, but as long as you get close to this seemingly dangerous large beast, you will find that this person is not at all like a proud and cold Cat star.

You can't describe the feeling he made you.

I just know that whenever you sincerely praise him and point out his shining points, and the other party says "I'm not that good" or "it's your illusion", you feel resentful for no reason...

Is this person too arrogant?low self-esteem?

Not like.

It seems that sometimes he gave up on himself, and just lived so lightly and lazily.

When you are at work, he will wander around alone, go to the racetrack or pachinko... After spending all the money, he will stand on the street smoking a cigarette, with a blank face and eyes, watching people come People go to passers-by who walk past.

Not knowing what to do before picking you up from get off work.

……

Why do you live like this?You have also thought about this question carefully, and you always feel that there is something missing in such a man... After thinking about it for a long time, you know that this guy is a salty fish.

The reason for being hired to accept tasks is to prevent yourself from starving to death with money and food, and to gamble on pachinko to pass the meaningless time...or to get more money for eating and betting on pachinko.

Endless loop.

There is no clear goal and pursuit.

——Because it was never expected?

Even if you are praised, you will feel that it is the reason why the other party is wrong.

——Because it was rarely affirmed and recognized by people before?

You don’t know about Shi’er’s past, or what kind of environment he grew up in when he was a child, and finally created him like this. Although you can easily get all the information about Shi’er from your parents, you subconsciously think that That's not something that makes you feel good when you look at it.

That's why you never asked the Fuhei couple about Shire's past.

Thinking about it while you're sick makes your head spin even more, but even so your gratuitous resentment hasn't been quelled.

So you don't know what's wrong, your eyes are rounded in a rare way, and you look up at the man with an angry expression.

The pufferfish just stared at him silently.

"What's the matter?" Obviously caught off guard by you, Shi Er scratched his head and looked puzzled, "The porridge doesn't suit your appetite?"

But you're done eating, he thought, why didn't you tell him earlier.

Shaking your head, you stare into his eyes, take a deep breath, and seriously say that the porridge made by Shier is delicious, not just porridge, but also the omelet rice, curry noodles, seafood dishes, oden cooking, etc. The sukiyaki were very very tasty.

You tell him that every day you look forward to the bento you made for him when he wakes up early: when you open it, you can see scallions and radishes carved into little rabbits, seaweed rice balls made into pandas, or a lot of them that you like the most and always love to keep. The last German sausage made into octopus...

Every time you see these carefully prepared, you will be very happy and surprised in your heart, as if there is a hot current flowing through your chest.

You told Shier very seriously that you didn't say the words "Shier is a considerate man suitable for talking about marriage" without any reason.

You can see, in these few days of illness, see a lot and clearly——

You can see Shir who went out to buy medicine for you coincided with a shower and would rather get drenched than take the time to go back and get an umbrella.

You can see Shier, who doesn't even bother to wipe his hair, dripping water and squinting like a serious elementary school student, carefully reading the drug instructions.

You can see Shier holding the back of your head, propping you up from the bed, feeding you the potion, and proudly saying "I specially asked someone to bring something sweet, drink it quickly".

You can see Shier who wakes up in the middle of the night with his face propped up in front of the table watching you, planning to change the ice pack at any time.

You can also see Shi Er rubbing his chin in distress, saying "the nose is still blocked, would it be better if it is raised up", and then he couldn't find any extra pillows and lay down to cushion his chest muscles for you...

As you speak, you are a little excited.

Choked, then coughed.

Gradually, he coughed and became a little out of breath.

Your dry and hot eyes finally have some humidity at this time, you don't know if you are choked or you really want to cry, Shi Er is such a nice and gentle person, why doesn't he realize it?

At this time, you remembered what the neighbor aunt told you at the beginning.

——"If even your child can't get happiness, then this world is too hopeless."

——"So, you must be happy, Himeko."

You think, you also want Shier to be happy.

You willfully think, if you can make this person happy...

Just you.

"Ji Zi? Ji Zi!"

Seeing that something was wrong with you, the man who patted his back to help you calm down became a little nervous. He called your name, turned your face and frowned to see your current situation.

You don't cough anymore.

However, at this time, he suddenly gasped desperately, as if he had run 800 meters in one breath, a large amount of air poured into his lungs, and at the same time, a large amount of air gushed out...

Your body is bowed, your fingers are uncomfortable grabbing the quilt, your cheeks and ears are flushed from the momentary uncontrollable rapid breathing.

Pupils constrict suddenly, and you know what's going on—

hyperventilation.

In the past, when I was suddenly stimulated by negative emotions, I would occasionally experience such acute symptoms. It was not serious, and I often just needed to cover my lips with my palm and take a few breaths as an adjustment...

But the problem is that you can't take such emergency measures now. After all, if your nose is blocked and your mouth is sealed, it will be no different from a drowning state.

……

How to do?

So painful.

So sad.

From the trachea to the chest, it hurts like being pulled down by a blade, and you even smell a sweet smell of blood in the illusion.

save……

"!"

Just when you were at a loss and fear climbed up your body inch by inch along your back, the lips that were breathing heavily in the next second were suddenly blocked by Shier's lips.

Soft and moist.

There is a different kind of numbness from the joint touched by the slightly rough scar, your heart beats suddenly, and then you quickly realize that the other party is not simply kissing you, but helping you to adjust through the guidance of the kiss Uncontrolled breathing.

"..."

"... Woo."

You unconsciously let out a small whimper from the tip of your throat, felt the comforting caress from your neck, and realized that Shier's other hand was patting your back lightly at this time, trying to calm you down quickly through gentle movements.

Without any desire, the long air in the mouth——

You follow him and adjust your breathing obediently.

Gradually, the hand that was gripping the bed sheet so hard that the knuckles turned white gradually relaxed, and the tense thighs and waist and abdomen muscles gradually relaxed.

In the end, the symptoms were gradually relieved by the measures taken by the opposite dead horse as a living horse doctor, and he calmed down in the gentle touch of the body like a child.

saved……

Until the ups and downs of your chest calm down, and the air in the opponent's lungs is completely exhausted——

The part of the lips was pulled out, and the elongated crystal silk thread entangled in the gap of breathing and finally touched the vertical scar at the corner of Shi'er's mouth.

Slow down, you finally blinked your wet and misty eyes, raised your hand to wipe off the water stains on your chin and lips, and looked up at the man worriedly——

"Shir, I..."

Before you can open your mouth to say something, the man in front of you has already wiped off the silk thread on the scar with your fingertips under your astonished gaze. Then, he slightly sticks out his tongue and presses it nonchalantly. over there...

"!?"

Watching him rolling his Adam's apple and swallowing, without thinking about whether the other party is lust or Gu at this time, you sit up from the bed and feel excited again:

"Wait a minute! Why... I haven't recovered from my cold yet!"

So why just swallow it?

It will be contagious!

As soon as you stood up, your head was pressed down by the big palm covering it, and you put your five fingers together and pressed a few times with a little force, and then fell back on the bed again.

"calm down."

"—you are too noisy tonight."

Shi Er straightened his face, and his expression at this time was rarely so serious.

"..."

You were immediately aggrieved when you were told that.

Who is it that got so excited?

You are just unwilling and sad for Shier, and then you have a cold, which caused it... It can't all be blamed on you!

However, soon you will not be wronged.

——Because after the initial bullying on your head, Shier quickly switched to exerting force with his palm, and finally rubbed your head gently and gently.

The method is surprisingly good.

Very comfortable.

You can't help but squint your eyes comfortably to see him who is also looking at you, and saw that thin lips move a few times suddenly.

The lip language seems to be——

"thanks".

A long time ago, maybe not so long ago—

There is such a child who has never been praised no matter what he does since he was a child, and is regarded as useless by the people around him. He has been living in a dark and humid place shrouded in shadows, and the rain on his head does not know when it will stop.

And it was also on a sticky night with rain as usual, the child who grew up with an indifferent attitude suddenly fell into a light in his small world fortunately.

The instinct of lightness made him follow, and then the grown-up child got a lot of things that he didn't have before.

"It's the first time... to be recognized by someone."

"But she can talk and talk to hyperventilate with excitement, is she an idiot?"

even so--

He still wanted to thank that stupid light.

……

……

You don't know why Shier thanked you, and you are still stubbornly struggling with the issues of "whether it will be contagious" and "what if Shir also catches a cold and has a fever".

Seeing you wringing your fingers uneasily like a child who has done something wrong, with red eye circles and wet lips, you look like a small animal, which is very annoying. Shi Er, who is completely confident in his physical fitness, doesn't care so much. When you stare in surprise In the eyes of the big eyes, he pinches your chin again and sticks to it.

"No, no, no! Really no!" Guessing what he was going to do, you closed your eyes and shrank your neck and backed away desperately, "Can you bear with it a little longer? If I accidentally infect Shi Er, it will be terrible!"

The approaching breath stopped abruptly less than one centimeter away, and the breath sprayed on the blushing cheeks, and the next moment you heard the other party's usual lazy voice sounded very close to the ear:

"Oh, if it can be contagious, then contagious—"

After finishing speaking, he wiped his cheek lightly, put it on the corner of your lips, and took a sip.

After tasting it, the body backed away.

He licked his lips as if savoring it. Seeing you staring in a daze, he covered his slender wrist with his palm, and inserted his fingers into your fingertips, tightening them firmly.

"After all, for a cold, the fastest way to cure it is to infect others."

When you say this, your beautiful green eyes stare at you.

This time, I leaned over and pressed up...