Ye Shangxian, eat well and drink well! [Mountains and rivers x food language]
Chapter 67 The Desperados
A heroic Jianghu is something that everyone has longed for somewhere in their hearts.
The members of Taishan faction, Gao Chong, Xiaoyi and Ye Baiyi, such an indescribable combination, they live in the center of the stage, bursting out the cohesion that shocks the audience, and Ye Baiyi is their core, the source of cohesion.
They did not allow anyone to continue to slander Ye Baiyi.
……
Miracle.
Such a word popped up in everyone's mind for a short time.
The Five Lakes League, which fell apart because of the Liulijia, slowly condensed because of the appearance of the Changming Mountain Sword Immortal.
So romantic...so dreamy.
Huang He began to feel embarrassed.
The romance between these two ribs and swords and righteousness is like a bundle of fire, which can start a prairie fire in an instant.And he was tied to the cross called greed and selfishness, and he was burned fiercely by the most dazzling and hottest thing, and there was nowhere to hide.
Also embarrassed was Zhao Jing. Although he had stood up, he couldn't convince himself to step forward and stand with this group of dazzling people. Their presence burned his heart.He had slandered Ye Baiyi just now, even if he hadn't really broken face with Gao Chong, he didn't have any qualifications to stand in that team again.
Zhao Jing stood between Huang He and Ye Baiyi, all alone.
Scorpion Jieliubo, is his Scorpion there...
Zhao Jing's eyes wandered unconsciously among the crowd.
Let's end this quickly, no matter how.
Xie Jieliubo stared at Zhao Jing, he had been watching his every move in the crowd, every slight change in his expression, the eyes of the two people crossed the crowd, and finally met together.
Zhao Jing gestured to Xie Jieliubo.
This gesture fell into Xiao Yi's eyes at the same time.
The next second, the mutation suddenly occurred.
"call out--!"
An arrow feather pierced through the air, and Zhao Jing was caught off guard and pinned to the ground.
At the same time, the whole field suddenly started to kill, and countless hidden assassins made their moves in an instant.
Xiaoyi had already put away her bow and arrows, she stepped forward first, pressed Zhao Jing's carotid artery with one hand, and squatted beside him, "Uncle Zhao, I've offended you."
Zhao Jing looked at her in shock, his shoulder was pierced into the ground by an arrow, and blood gushed all over the ground in an instant.
"You people who should stop, I suggest you stop." Xiao Yi's hand never left Zhao Jing's neck, she almost strangled this man's neck, raised her head and swept across the chaotic crowd coldly, people went crazy Fight together, "I'll say it one last time, you still have a chance now, I'm counting down to dozens, you choose to stop, or choose to lose...something." She looked down at Zhao Jing, not very nice to him A friendly smile.
Xie Jieliubo, Zhao Jing, two people are working together, they turned out to be a good deal.
Then Xiao Yi will not be polite.
Looking across thousands of people, Xie Jieliubo watched this scene in horror.
His pupils were trembling constantly. He had thought that Xiao Yi would do everything possible to maintain order, and might even be left alone because of this, but he never thought that it would be in this form.
Is he going to stop, should he stop? !
He didn't dare to think about what would happen if he didn't stop now! ! !
But if he stops... is there a way for him to stop? Those people have already started fighting, and the scene has become a mess!
The moment Xie Jieliubo was thinking, a crimson figure descended from the sky, instantly covering the sunlight.
Ye Baiyi raised the dragon's back high, and the sword wind whizzed down.
Scorpion Jie Liubo is inevitable.
Suddenly, a special aura spread out, and everyone couldn't help feeling sick.
Ye Baiyi's expression changed, he discarded Xie Jieliubo, turned around and ran towards Xiao Yi: "It's that thing!!!!!!"
Yi Ya didn't show up, but Ye Baiyi would never forget the taste of nightmare.
Xiao Yi said that if Yi Ya Eats Nightmare is used in a crowded place, it may cause the destruction of the world.
And now at the top of the mountain, there are key figures in the entire rivers and lakes.
Xiaoyi also left Zhao Jing behind, life and death are at the moment: "Senior Ye, let's go to the back mountain! Lead them away!!!!!!" Shimao came for her, because Yi Ya only had a grudge against her, She hid a little farther so that she could let go of her hands and feet to fight.
Absolutely can't let the end of the world be born, she must deal with these supernatural creatures from other worlds with the lowest degree of influence.
Then quickly use the Vientiane Formation to escape.
Gao Chong and the others didn't know what happened, they just felt dizzy and nauseous. Xiao Yi slapped Gao Chong's shoulder, sending a little spiritual power to disperse the nightmare aura: "Uncle Gao, get everyone out of here quickly, the sooner the better, the better." good!!!!!"
Gao Chong stared at her blankly: "What happened?!" He felt something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, it seemed that something beyond his cognition was happening.
"There's no time to explain, anyway, run!" Xiaoyi looked at him pleadingly, "Uncle Gao, trust me this time!"
The vortex of judgment above her head began to spin, and the speed increased. Xiaoyi knew that the countdown was coming to an end, and she had to use the last time to clean up all the nightmares, and then complete the evacuation.
This world cannot be destroyed.Nor can you ruin your own life.
Seeing Xiaoyi abandoning Zhao Jing, Xie Jieliubo immediately went through the crowd and rushed straight up to help his adoptive father. He knew that this supernatural thing was very dangerous and must not be approached.
Xie Jieliubo took Zhao Jing and quickly escaped down the mountain.
As soon as Xie Jieliubo left, the other assassins no longer wanted to fight, Gao Chong straightened up, and together with the Taishan faction, organized everyone to evacuate as quickly as possible.
The sky could no longer support the illusion of a cloudless sky, thunderbolts and dark clouds began to brew, and the sun was completely covered in an instant.
"evacuation?!"
Yi Ya appeared in front of Xiao Yi in an instant, and behind him were several ferocious and stinky food nightmares. Yi Ya looked at her triumphantly: "Young Master Kongsang, it's too late—the whole mountain has been surrounded by food nightmares." , everyone will go to hell together!"
Peng Keng finally delivered the Nightmare Eater, enough Nightmare Eater.
Yi Ya thought he would never show up, but luckily he didn't break his promise.
Originally, Yi Ya didn't want to take action against Wulin because he thought it was meaningless, but after seeing the scene just now, he couldn't hold back any longer. Young Master Kongsang could obtain such a beautiful and romantic thing, a daring experience, and a heroic tenderness.
Yi Ya only wanted to destroy all of this, and what she owned was what he longed to destroy.
Not a single one is spared.
"Yi Ya! You are doing stupid things!!!!!!"
Xiaoyi was furious, "Do you know that you will pay everything for such a boring behavior! Open your spirit vision and look at the top of your head! Don't tell me you don't know what it means!!!!"
The countdown to the world passed by every minute and every second, and the trial was just around the corner, yet he was still thinking about such naive and vicious things.
"Hahahahaha, young master Kongsang, you should worry about yourself!!!" Yi Ya is not afraid at all, he has a teleportation formation, and Peng Keng must have paved the way for him. In today's game, only young master Kongsang will die host.
Suddenly, Yi Ya's eyes went blank.
Ye Baiyi chopped off the dragon's back in an instant, and the sword energy swayed majesticly, carrying a rich light green spiritual power, "Is it okay to kill this beast?" He turned his head to look at Xiaoyi.
Of course Yi Ya would not be easily hit, he narrowly escaped the blow, but the spiritual power of the God of Cookery eroded his skin: "Master Kongsang, you actually gave the spiritual power of the God of Cookery to a mortal!!! !!"
"Immortals are different, you will be punished! Your father will too!!!!" Yi Ya frantically dodged, Ye Baiyi had already started to slaughter, and his fighting style was very brutal.
"...Senior Ye, stop him! Please!"
Xiaoyi clenched her fists, now is not the time to spend time on Yi Ya, there are still many people - many mortals waiting for her rescue, they will be surrounded by nightmares, besieged in the mountains and killed one by one.
"Where are you going--?!!!" Ye Baiyi was fighting with Nightmare Eater, with sword qi and spiritual power, Yi Ya was controlling in a panic at the rear, and more Nightmare Eaters gathered around him. Look at Xiaoyi.
"I'm going to save people at the foot of the mountain! - I'll be right back! Be sure to help me hold him back!" Xiao Yi didn't have time to say anything, she turned around and ran away with her wedding dress in hand.
What she was going to do next was really impossible to explain to Ye Baiyi.
The world is about to be destroyed, she must stop it!
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With his own strength, Ye Baiyi struggled to hold Yi Ya and the many food nightmares back.
At that time, nightmares floating all over the mountains and plains spread all over the entire back mountain of the Yueyang Sect, blocking all escape routes.
Halfway up the mountain, hundreds of Jianghu heroes gathered together, and the encirclement gradually narrowed. They looked at the balls of foul-smelling black air in horror, not knowing what they were.
July [-]th, today is July [-]th.
Ghosts... will really open the door to ghosts.
What greeted them was not the Qingya mountain ghost, but a real ghost.
Suddenly a red shadow descended from the sky. Xiao Yi held a jade flute in her hand and stood on a treetop with one foot, her wedding dress with long sleeves rustling in the wind.
"Yi Shangxian!" Many people saw her, and a glimmer of hope ignited in their hearts.
Perhaps the Shangxian from Changming Mountain is really a transcendent existence, and can even resist evil spirits.
Xiao Yi didn't answer, Yuxiao pressed against her lips.
She knew that she had less and less time left, and less and less chips.
Yuxiao's clear tone was empty, with traces of light green spiritual power, the coercion above her head was gradually increasing, and Xiao Yi's range of treatment had already touched the threshold of danger.
This kind of spiritual power can restrain the nightmare, and while treating ordinary humans, it will also temporarily drive away the nightmare.
"—Everyone follow me! Hurry up!" Seeing that the surrounding dark matter quickly dissipated, Xiao Yi took down her jade flute, jumped off the treetops, and sprinted down the mountain quickly, holding her dress in both hands.
Hundreds of people followed behind Wu Yangyang, like a temporary army, everyone was running hard.
Everything happened very quickly, Xiaoyi took a shortcut all the way, and the trees in front of him gradually thinned out.
They came to the foot of the mountain, bypassed the mouth of the stream, and came to a wide place.
There is a large magic circle engraved on the ground of this place. It is the escape magic circle prepared by Xiao Yi for herself, and it has an extremely strong carrying capacity.
But Xiaoyi doesn't plan to use it now.
Ye Baiyi.
She wanted Ye Baiyi and the world he lived in to live together...to exist together properly.
at all costs.
Xiaoyi picked up a sharp stone, modified some gestures on the ground, and changed the target coordinates of the Vientiane Array to the outskirts of Yueyang City.
In this way, the transmission distance is shortened, and the carrying capacity can be further enhanced.
"Everyone stand up, hurry up!" Xiaoyi took two steps back, and the nightmares in the distance had gathered again, so she had to sternly urge.
Gao Chong helped organize it, hundreds of people pushed and shoved and stood on the circle, there was almost no room left.
"Uncle Gao, from now on... please treat Ye Baiyi kindly." Xiaoyi finally said a word to Gao Chong.
Gao Chong stared at her blankly, as if he didn't understand why she said such words in such a tone.
And in the next second, before he had time to ask anything, his field of vision was engulfed by a golden light.
The severely overloaded Vientiane array was not under its load, and it split in two silently as it did a long time ago.
bang.
A thunderbolt fell on his head, and Xiao Yi dodged with a pale face.
The trial had begun, and she cut off her retreat.
Now, she wants to clean up all the nightmares in the mountain before death comes.
She wants to continue the future of this world... let Ye Baiyi's future continue.
Even if it is only three years, she is willing to give everything for it.
……
Hundreds of nightmare eaters on the entire mountain, as well as the Thunderbolt cloud above, followed Xiao Yi and moved.
Xiaoyi rushed back to the top of the mountain with a myriad formation, and appeared in front of Ye Baiyi: "Senior Ye!!!!!!"
Ye Baiyi's spiritual power is very limited, he can't fight for a long time, and after exhausting the spiritual power, he will not be able to resist the attack of nightmare.
When Xiao Yi arrived, Ye Baiyi had almost exhausted his spiritual power, but he didn't notice it: "Xiao Yi!!!!" He swung the back of the dragon, and flew away the two nightmares blocking his sight, and Xiao Yi Yi's eyes met.
Ye Baiyi slashed and fought fiercely, but no flowers bloomed on the ground, because the breath of the nightmare was too strong, almost neutralizing all the escaping spiritual power.
He was barely injured, as his fighting skills were impeccable, he was just tired.
There are really too many nightmares, dirty and smelly, too many to kill.
"Boom—!" Another bolt of white thunder struck Xiao Yi, and Xiao Yi managed to dodge it: "Senior Ye, I might... say goodbye to you..." When she mentioned Yu Xiao, she was not thrown away behind her. "But I ask you one thing, please be sure to wipe out all these dirty things... I will give you enough power, please use them well instead of me—— "
"What are you talking about?! Why don't you use the Vientiane Formation?! Didn't we agree..." Ye Baiyi swayed, barely defending against Yu Yuxie's attack, he rushed towards Xiao Yi regardless, "You... don't you want to save yourself? Didn't we agree to meet again?!!!!!!"
How dare Xiao Yi let him rush over, Jie Lei attacked indiscriminately above her head: "Don't come over, you continue to fight, don't look at me!!!!" She was cruel, and pressed Yu Xiao to her lips, with a strong spirit Power poured into it, and it exploded in an instant.
Ye Baiyi's dantian vibrated, and spiritual power once again filled his limbs and bones. He knew that he couldn't digest and adapt to this thing. If he didn't want to explode and die, he had to use it all up. There was no delay: "You...you are so cruel!"
Ye Baiyi could only fight.
With his back turned to Xiao Yi, he was forced to fight crazily, consuming his spiritual power crazily, but that was of no avail, as Xiao Yi kept sending more new spiritual power.
——She was burning all her spiritual power, giving it to Ye Baiyi without reservation.
In an instant, Ye Baiyi roared, his sword energy surged horizontally and vertically, and four or five food nightmares could be seen turned into powder with the naked eye. Yi Ya looked at this fighting machine in fear, "Master Kongsang, you, you, you really dare to do it!" Ah!!!!!!!" He staggered and dodged, and he had only the strength to parry.
With a mortal body, it is extremely difficult and painful to forcibly carry and use the spiritual power of the God of Cookery.
How can someone with such good physical fitness and such a firm and strong spirit... unexpectedly manage to persist for such a long time without dying!
And not only did he not die, he even fully and powerfully refined this power, and fought it out again with terrifying coercion!
Desperadoes... two desperadoes!
madman!
The thunder gradually subsided, because the storm gradually approached the top of the mountain, resembling the shape of an upside-down bird's nest.
There is an eye in the center of the storm, and there is darkness in it, the end of the world.
More and more nightmares gathered, Ye Baiyi's mind was in chaos, pain and fear were mixed together, he couldn't say a word, he just kept repeating the movement of waving the dragon's back, fighting and dodging reflexively.
Xiao Yi's music has never stopped, but the location is changing, and he is slowly moving away from where he is.
Listening to the sound to identify the position, it seems to be gradually... drifting towards the air, gradually drifting away.
"Xiaoyi...Xiaoyi!!!!" Ye Baiyi shouted her name loudly, his eyes were red, and he tried his best to chop and fly a nightmare.
He knew something was going on, and he couldn't stop it, or even look back.
Xiao Yi was being slowly absorbed into the air by the storm, and was constantly approaching the world's exit.
At the same time, Yi Ya was also absorbed. The two gradually approached each other, but kept a certain distance.
During the whole process, Xiaoyi continued to play the jade flute, her joints turned white, and cold sweat oozes from her forehead due to the exhaustion of spiritual power. At the last moment, she changed the tune and became cheerful and gentle.
"Happy Meeting".
Meeting you...is a happy and joyful thing.
Senior Ye, you have to be happy and live a good life.
Even if it's only three years, please take my last blessing... to live well.
Walk the world instead of me, and see the flowers instead of me.
Life is a miracle, meeting is a miracle.
May there be laughter, may ... tenderness.
……
Injecting the last trace of spiritual power into Yu Xiao, Xiao Yi closed her eyes and lost all strength.
The jade flute is like a white bird, falling far away into the clouds.
Behind it, storm clouds swirled and closed.
The gap in the world is finally closed.
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Take this opportunity to say a little bit.About miracles.
For Ye Baiyi, to love and be loved is a miracle, to regain a new life is a miracle, and to have his own rivers and lakes in fresh clothes and angry horses is also a miracle.
For me, miracles are something else.
In the last comment area, I impulsively stated part of the essence of this article, because I wanted to deceive everyone to watch me fiercely argue that Ye Baiyi is worthy, not unworthy.After that, I regretted it. I found that the Jinjiang platform is very unfriendly to regretful chess lovers like me. It actually does not allow comments to be deleted.The comments written by myself cannot be deleted by myself, and they are hung there to parade in the streets.
...Then let me explain a little more.
The essence of this text is actually this: In order to perfectly save Ye Baiyi, I have used the taboo soul alchemy in the past month and severely injured myself.
During the whole process, I felt that I shouldn't write articles, and used my own blood to make logic self-consistent.
Writing an article is really a gamble, everyone is drunk and I am sober, I am hanging a small paper figure, she pulls Ye Baiyi and runs forward, performance art, while running and opening the way, how many people are laughing and laughing below, Bewildered by the appearance of my carefully constructed ecological tank, I can easily take a ride without using my brain. The overwhelming laughter is like overwhelming silence.
Otome is a forbidden technique, and that's how it is for me.
Because it is too close to the soul, the raw materials are my own emotional and spiritual power, the ability to love and be loved, belief and trust in the world, three views, and more.
This is not an ordinary journey. It is covered with taboo materials. Because it is taboo enough, it can break through the mountains and walk out of a shocking trajectory. From an unimaginable angle, the bloody and out-of-control chessboard can be transformed into a Suzhou garden. Borrowing the scene to frame the scene is as profound as possible, using logic to thread every trap that was once cruel, and covering it with dangerous and warm funny spiritual substances, and then I lifted the entire garden and turned it into a universe.
I put all the emotions that have been suppressed over the years, the broken and passionate soul, the sharp and lonely love... in the palm of my hand, I formed a tower of four wheels, the principle of Qiyao, and used a forbidden technique that a star cup knight should not use. On the body of a human being, a bloody mouth was cut, sacrificing health for a short time to gain the power of a god...just because I saw in Ye Baiyi the regret that I couldn't heal, the fragrant youth that I never came, so I copied his posture , give him completeness, give him the starry sky and birds, the wonderful world, the eternal spring, and I gently push the first line of cause and effect, the last piece of dominoes, which is my own heart, I fall off the cliff and sink into the abyss Into the suffocating seabed, he can have beautiful things, but I will not have them.It always belongs to fantasy, always to mirage.
I gave up struggling, and the boundless laughter surged up like waves when I was sinking, forming my coffin, and I laughed along with it, laughing numbly, I deceived everyone, I was not giving Ye Baiyi an anesthetic, I'm drugging myself, this [ritual], it's using my unused love, it's an important part of my soul, and I'm tearing it apart and gifting it to an illusory being, because I want everyone to know, I want everyone to see, it shouldn't happen.But a tragedy will not disappear, it has just been transplanted to a place that no one can see, behind the scenes, my heart, that thing is the nourishment of everything, this world is a tree, and its roots are in my heart.
It was a smart move, but also a stupid one, because I didn't hesitate to use the most dangerous materials, so I got the most satisfying work.But I can't stop the pain. [The ceremony] was more than halfway through, I started to have difficulty breathing, my soul was about to be emptied, I suddenly lost the courage to continue, and I was still receiving laughter, laughter in my small garden, my The blood has nourished many flowers, they are growing vigorously and blooming happily, it is the best season.
At the same time, this trauma no longer stays on the surface, because I used love as material, so I distorted myself, and I began to suffer because I had some emotions for Ye Baiyi.Because I'm using materials that I shouldn't be using.It's so close to my soul.
So I said, I am not a writer, even if I am writing, I am not a writer.I can not do it.For people like me, constructing things that are too logical will injure myself. Painting can help me heal my mind, it can calm me down and reduce entropy, but writing can’t, it will set me on fire, Starting from one finger, it burns violently, burns from the beginning to the end, and burns to death.It's something out of my control, and I'm not going to try to control it unless I'm sure enough that the septum between it and my soul is tough enough not to burn right through to the cockpit.It doesn't matter if it is damaged a little bit, as long as it is within a certain range, it can be recovered later.
...But I didn't expect that outsiders would participate in this [ceremony] on an equal footing, directly changing all the subsequent steps.
This time it's not laughter.This time it's applause.That's how I understand it.
I heard someone say that Ye Baiyi is worth it.I've heard people say he's a treasure.I heard someone say, thank me for creating Xiao Yi, she is a miracle.
... She is not a miracle, she is a joke, the part of her in the garden is a singing elf, but the puppet line behind her is all bloody, and I bought it with blood.Take the material closest to my soul.Every time she sings, every time she dances, every time she shines.I will be more fixed in the coffin, closer to the abyss.
But all of a sudden, someone...was in the garden and watered my flowers with something precious.For me, it should also be a material close to the soul, because it counteracted my many pains in an instant, and I was stunned all of a sudden, because the pain had been so painful that it was numb, and suddenly it didn't hurt. Someone Knock on the door and walk in, bring a ray of light and say to me I see you, you've got a great show.
Tears welled up all of a sudden, I didn't know what to say, I was incoherent, many sad and happy feelings surged up all of a sudden, engulfing me, I thought that no one would see until the end, I thought that in this moment In a grand treatment, I will play the role of Ye Baiyi, and I don’t even write an ending for myself, and I don’t want to think about what I will become after writing this article.And never thought it would be like this.When I came to my senses, the taboo ritual changed. My coffin disappeared and became a stage, and the bloody puppet thread became ribbons and garlands, and I sat in the middle at a loss. Seeing Ye Baiyi and my soul fragments holding hands and running forward, the seasons on their side have been spreading, spreading to places that shouldn't spread, my position, because someone manually watered the material I am not familiar with, a kind of understanding s things.I have always been a performance artist, what I do is rarely understood, the purpose seems obscure but clear, the method is shocking, I do whatever it takes, never mind destroying my own image, and present it in the most exaggerated form what I wish to explain.But I don't bother to make things simple and direct. I am a very awkward person. When I write things for people, I usually have at least two layers of cover-up, one for pretending and the other for funny.I seldom encounter obstacles in my studies. I always look at all kinds of mountains and small things. I am a miscellaneous expert who is good at solving various problems. I don’t like asking for help and always rely on myself. Belong to any environment.So I'm used to being crazy and pretending to be a comedian. Otherwise, I can't deal with people, and it's hard to have a stable two-way common language.It's better to perform deliberately and let people around you understand the easy-to-understand parts, so that everyone can relax.So being understood to this level is a very strange experience for me. I forgot many things at once, and started to cry like I lost my brain.
So the nature of this matter has changed, and it has changed from a nuclear bomb explosion to an energy exchange.I accidentally squeezed and exploded the reshaped soul fragments, causing my soul to be mutilated and bleeding, but it was bandaged, and it actually grew back, and even filled with other things to make it more complete.
I slowly get up from the ground, the seasons change, things get out of hand, but the chess game goes on, the thing still connects to important corners of my soul, but it won't take my time anymore.Because I have seen a miracle, someone understands my confusing behavior, so confusing, so self-talking, self-defeating, it can be understood, it can be understood, and it can be applauded... This is the same as A real miracle for me.
In fact, I haven't written a manuscript for a week. I have been avoiding this chronic suicide. I am not a mentally unhealthy person. I love life and hate self-harm. Ye Baiyi's empathy, I rarely see someone so similar to myself, I can write this person well, because he is almost me, I can't restrain myself to save him, because I can't restrain myself to save myself, and because of this, Can't stop beating myself up.Take out that level of material and pay that level of price.It's like he went to save Zhou Zishu.
But now I don't feel the same way, I don't feel like this thing is consuming me, let alone killing me.I never bothered to ask for understanding before, just like when I wrote Ye Baiyi, I thought he was not a beggar, he did not come to the world to beg for love, and everything should come naturally.Love to Ye Baiyi is like understanding to me.Although I want this thing, if it doesn't flow to me naturally, then I don't want it, I don't have to, anyway, it has always been like this, occasionally a friend is curious, and I have an impulse to say a lot, and force empathy for a short time. Why bother others to add to the burden.So once it is understood, it is very unexpected. I wrote about Mayfly World before. Once, it made my physical and mental state improve rapidly, but that paragraph was about death, despair, and Ye Baiyi after all. I never grasped what should be grasped. It is not the main idea of this article, but to prepare for the next article. It is still far from what I really want to express. It is only the first layer of Ye Baiyi's thousand-layered clothes.But this time is different.It may be something directly connected to the soul.Exposed in that very bewildering form, with other ordinary things, and then it gets watered.Things that seem ordinary seem to be very ordinary and ordinary...Because I have disguised too many layers, the meaning to me may be very different from that to all audiences.
I am not writing these to beg for applause, and please don't give me anything against my heart, I am a very awkward person, I don't like these.But I want to say thank you, I saved Ye Baiyi, I never thought I could be saved again, in this way.And I will write the rest in a relatively healthy state. I found that going around in a big circle, it turns out that health is such a paradoxical and ingenious thing. You shout on one side of the valley, and someone echoes on the other side, and finally It is no longer the chirping of birds or insects, but this is human society.It will be an instant to return to human society.
Life is a miracle, meeting is a miracle.
Because of some miracles, I will correct my mentality and use a healthier mental state to operate this device well, so that it will indeed become a qualified miracle.
Break and then build, a miracle that won't continue to injure myself.
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It’s good for everyone to watch normally, laugh normally, and be normal. I just want to talk about Otome, the cause and effect of this matter, so as to avoid inappropriate misunderstandings.In fact, I usually like a relaxed communication atmosphere.Not the depressed type.
The members of Taishan faction, Gao Chong, Xiaoyi and Ye Baiyi, such an indescribable combination, they live in the center of the stage, bursting out the cohesion that shocks the audience, and Ye Baiyi is their core, the source of cohesion.
They did not allow anyone to continue to slander Ye Baiyi.
……
Miracle.
Such a word popped up in everyone's mind for a short time.
The Five Lakes League, which fell apart because of the Liulijia, slowly condensed because of the appearance of the Changming Mountain Sword Immortal.
So romantic...so dreamy.
Huang He began to feel embarrassed.
The romance between these two ribs and swords and righteousness is like a bundle of fire, which can start a prairie fire in an instant.And he was tied to the cross called greed and selfishness, and he was burned fiercely by the most dazzling and hottest thing, and there was nowhere to hide.
Also embarrassed was Zhao Jing. Although he had stood up, he couldn't convince himself to step forward and stand with this group of dazzling people. Their presence burned his heart.He had slandered Ye Baiyi just now, even if he hadn't really broken face with Gao Chong, he didn't have any qualifications to stand in that team again.
Zhao Jing stood between Huang He and Ye Baiyi, all alone.
Scorpion Jieliubo, is his Scorpion there...
Zhao Jing's eyes wandered unconsciously among the crowd.
Let's end this quickly, no matter how.
Xie Jieliubo stared at Zhao Jing, he had been watching his every move in the crowd, every slight change in his expression, the eyes of the two people crossed the crowd, and finally met together.
Zhao Jing gestured to Xie Jieliubo.
This gesture fell into Xiao Yi's eyes at the same time.
The next second, the mutation suddenly occurred.
"call out--!"
An arrow feather pierced through the air, and Zhao Jing was caught off guard and pinned to the ground.
At the same time, the whole field suddenly started to kill, and countless hidden assassins made their moves in an instant.
Xiaoyi had already put away her bow and arrows, she stepped forward first, pressed Zhao Jing's carotid artery with one hand, and squatted beside him, "Uncle Zhao, I've offended you."
Zhao Jing looked at her in shock, his shoulder was pierced into the ground by an arrow, and blood gushed all over the ground in an instant.
"You people who should stop, I suggest you stop." Xiao Yi's hand never left Zhao Jing's neck, she almost strangled this man's neck, raised her head and swept across the chaotic crowd coldly, people went crazy Fight together, "I'll say it one last time, you still have a chance now, I'm counting down to dozens, you choose to stop, or choose to lose...something." She looked down at Zhao Jing, not very nice to him A friendly smile.
Xie Jieliubo, Zhao Jing, two people are working together, they turned out to be a good deal.
Then Xiao Yi will not be polite.
Looking across thousands of people, Xie Jieliubo watched this scene in horror.
His pupils were trembling constantly. He had thought that Xiao Yi would do everything possible to maintain order, and might even be left alone because of this, but he never thought that it would be in this form.
Is he going to stop, should he stop? !
He didn't dare to think about what would happen if he didn't stop now! ! !
But if he stops... is there a way for him to stop? Those people have already started fighting, and the scene has become a mess!
The moment Xie Jieliubo was thinking, a crimson figure descended from the sky, instantly covering the sunlight.
Ye Baiyi raised the dragon's back high, and the sword wind whizzed down.
Scorpion Jie Liubo is inevitable.
Suddenly, a special aura spread out, and everyone couldn't help feeling sick.
Ye Baiyi's expression changed, he discarded Xie Jieliubo, turned around and ran towards Xiao Yi: "It's that thing!!!!!!"
Yi Ya didn't show up, but Ye Baiyi would never forget the taste of nightmare.
Xiao Yi said that if Yi Ya Eats Nightmare is used in a crowded place, it may cause the destruction of the world.
And now at the top of the mountain, there are key figures in the entire rivers and lakes.
Xiaoyi also left Zhao Jing behind, life and death are at the moment: "Senior Ye, let's go to the back mountain! Lead them away!!!!!!" Shimao came for her, because Yi Ya only had a grudge against her, She hid a little farther so that she could let go of her hands and feet to fight.
Absolutely can't let the end of the world be born, she must deal with these supernatural creatures from other worlds with the lowest degree of influence.
Then quickly use the Vientiane Formation to escape.
Gao Chong and the others didn't know what happened, they just felt dizzy and nauseous. Xiao Yi slapped Gao Chong's shoulder, sending a little spiritual power to disperse the nightmare aura: "Uncle Gao, get everyone out of here quickly, the sooner the better, the better." good!!!!!"
Gao Chong stared at her blankly: "What happened?!" He felt something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, it seemed that something beyond his cognition was happening.
"There's no time to explain, anyway, run!" Xiaoyi looked at him pleadingly, "Uncle Gao, trust me this time!"
The vortex of judgment above her head began to spin, and the speed increased. Xiaoyi knew that the countdown was coming to an end, and she had to use the last time to clean up all the nightmares, and then complete the evacuation.
This world cannot be destroyed.Nor can you ruin your own life.
Seeing Xiaoyi abandoning Zhao Jing, Xie Jieliubo immediately went through the crowd and rushed straight up to help his adoptive father. He knew that this supernatural thing was very dangerous and must not be approached.
Xie Jieliubo took Zhao Jing and quickly escaped down the mountain.
As soon as Xie Jieliubo left, the other assassins no longer wanted to fight, Gao Chong straightened up, and together with the Taishan faction, organized everyone to evacuate as quickly as possible.
The sky could no longer support the illusion of a cloudless sky, thunderbolts and dark clouds began to brew, and the sun was completely covered in an instant.
"evacuation?!"
Yi Ya appeared in front of Xiao Yi in an instant, and behind him were several ferocious and stinky food nightmares. Yi Ya looked at her triumphantly: "Young Master Kongsang, it's too late—the whole mountain has been surrounded by food nightmares." , everyone will go to hell together!"
Peng Keng finally delivered the Nightmare Eater, enough Nightmare Eater.
Yi Ya thought he would never show up, but luckily he didn't break his promise.
Originally, Yi Ya didn't want to take action against Wulin because he thought it was meaningless, but after seeing the scene just now, he couldn't hold back any longer. Young Master Kongsang could obtain such a beautiful and romantic thing, a daring experience, and a heroic tenderness.
Yi Ya only wanted to destroy all of this, and what she owned was what he longed to destroy.
Not a single one is spared.
"Yi Ya! You are doing stupid things!!!!!!"
Xiaoyi was furious, "Do you know that you will pay everything for such a boring behavior! Open your spirit vision and look at the top of your head! Don't tell me you don't know what it means!!!!"
The countdown to the world passed by every minute and every second, and the trial was just around the corner, yet he was still thinking about such naive and vicious things.
"Hahahahaha, young master Kongsang, you should worry about yourself!!!" Yi Ya is not afraid at all, he has a teleportation formation, and Peng Keng must have paved the way for him. In today's game, only young master Kongsang will die host.
Suddenly, Yi Ya's eyes went blank.
Ye Baiyi chopped off the dragon's back in an instant, and the sword energy swayed majesticly, carrying a rich light green spiritual power, "Is it okay to kill this beast?" He turned his head to look at Xiaoyi.
Of course Yi Ya would not be easily hit, he narrowly escaped the blow, but the spiritual power of the God of Cookery eroded his skin: "Master Kongsang, you actually gave the spiritual power of the God of Cookery to a mortal!!! !!"
"Immortals are different, you will be punished! Your father will too!!!!" Yi Ya frantically dodged, Ye Baiyi had already started to slaughter, and his fighting style was very brutal.
"...Senior Ye, stop him! Please!"
Xiaoyi clenched her fists, now is not the time to spend time on Yi Ya, there are still many people - many mortals waiting for her rescue, they will be surrounded by nightmares, besieged in the mountains and killed one by one.
"Where are you going--?!!!" Ye Baiyi was fighting with Nightmare Eater, with sword qi and spiritual power, Yi Ya was controlling in a panic at the rear, and more Nightmare Eaters gathered around him. Look at Xiaoyi.
"I'm going to save people at the foot of the mountain! - I'll be right back! Be sure to help me hold him back!" Xiao Yi didn't have time to say anything, she turned around and ran away with her wedding dress in hand.
What she was going to do next was really impossible to explain to Ye Baiyi.
The world is about to be destroyed, she must stop it!
……
With his own strength, Ye Baiyi struggled to hold Yi Ya and the many food nightmares back.
At that time, nightmares floating all over the mountains and plains spread all over the entire back mountain of the Yueyang Sect, blocking all escape routes.
Halfway up the mountain, hundreds of Jianghu heroes gathered together, and the encirclement gradually narrowed. They looked at the balls of foul-smelling black air in horror, not knowing what they were.
July [-]th, today is July [-]th.
Ghosts... will really open the door to ghosts.
What greeted them was not the Qingya mountain ghost, but a real ghost.
Suddenly a red shadow descended from the sky. Xiao Yi held a jade flute in her hand and stood on a treetop with one foot, her wedding dress with long sleeves rustling in the wind.
"Yi Shangxian!" Many people saw her, and a glimmer of hope ignited in their hearts.
Perhaps the Shangxian from Changming Mountain is really a transcendent existence, and can even resist evil spirits.
Xiao Yi didn't answer, Yuxiao pressed against her lips.
She knew that she had less and less time left, and less and less chips.
Yuxiao's clear tone was empty, with traces of light green spiritual power, the coercion above her head was gradually increasing, and Xiao Yi's range of treatment had already touched the threshold of danger.
This kind of spiritual power can restrain the nightmare, and while treating ordinary humans, it will also temporarily drive away the nightmare.
"—Everyone follow me! Hurry up!" Seeing that the surrounding dark matter quickly dissipated, Xiao Yi took down her jade flute, jumped off the treetops, and sprinted down the mountain quickly, holding her dress in both hands.
Hundreds of people followed behind Wu Yangyang, like a temporary army, everyone was running hard.
Everything happened very quickly, Xiaoyi took a shortcut all the way, and the trees in front of him gradually thinned out.
They came to the foot of the mountain, bypassed the mouth of the stream, and came to a wide place.
There is a large magic circle engraved on the ground of this place. It is the escape magic circle prepared by Xiao Yi for herself, and it has an extremely strong carrying capacity.
But Xiaoyi doesn't plan to use it now.
Ye Baiyi.
She wanted Ye Baiyi and the world he lived in to live together...to exist together properly.
at all costs.
Xiaoyi picked up a sharp stone, modified some gestures on the ground, and changed the target coordinates of the Vientiane Array to the outskirts of Yueyang City.
In this way, the transmission distance is shortened, and the carrying capacity can be further enhanced.
"Everyone stand up, hurry up!" Xiaoyi took two steps back, and the nightmares in the distance had gathered again, so she had to sternly urge.
Gao Chong helped organize it, hundreds of people pushed and shoved and stood on the circle, there was almost no room left.
"Uncle Gao, from now on... please treat Ye Baiyi kindly." Xiaoyi finally said a word to Gao Chong.
Gao Chong stared at her blankly, as if he didn't understand why she said such words in such a tone.
And in the next second, before he had time to ask anything, his field of vision was engulfed by a golden light.
The severely overloaded Vientiane array was not under its load, and it split in two silently as it did a long time ago.
bang.
A thunderbolt fell on his head, and Xiao Yi dodged with a pale face.
The trial had begun, and she cut off her retreat.
Now, she wants to clean up all the nightmares in the mountain before death comes.
She wants to continue the future of this world... let Ye Baiyi's future continue.
Even if it is only three years, she is willing to give everything for it.
……
Hundreds of nightmare eaters on the entire mountain, as well as the Thunderbolt cloud above, followed Xiao Yi and moved.
Xiaoyi rushed back to the top of the mountain with a myriad formation, and appeared in front of Ye Baiyi: "Senior Ye!!!!!!"
Ye Baiyi's spiritual power is very limited, he can't fight for a long time, and after exhausting the spiritual power, he will not be able to resist the attack of nightmare.
When Xiao Yi arrived, Ye Baiyi had almost exhausted his spiritual power, but he didn't notice it: "Xiao Yi!!!!" He swung the back of the dragon, and flew away the two nightmares blocking his sight, and Xiao Yi Yi's eyes met.
Ye Baiyi slashed and fought fiercely, but no flowers bloomed on the ground, because the breath of the nightmare was too strong, almost neutralizing all the escaping spiritual power.
He was barely injured, as his fighting skills were impeccable, he was just tired.
There are really too many nightmares, dirty and smelly, too many to kill.
"Boom—!" Another bolt of white thunder struck Xiao Yi, and Xiao Yi managed to dodge it: "Senior Ye, I might... say goodbye to you..." When she mentioned Yu Xiao, she was not thrown away behind her. "But I ask you one thing, please be sure to wipe out all these dirty things... I will give you enough power, please use them well instead of me—— "
"What are you talking about?! Why don't you use the Vientiane Formation?! Didn't we agree..." Ye Baiyi swayed, barely defending against Yu Yuxie's attack, he rushed towards Xiao Yi regardless, "You... don't you want to save yourself? Didn't we agree to meet again?!!!!!!"
How dare Xiao Yi let him rush over, Jie Lei attacked indiscriminately above her head: "Don't come over, you continue to fight, don't look at me!!!!" She was cruel, and pressed Yu Xiao to her lips, with a strong spirit Power poured into it, and it exploded in an instant.
Ye Baiyi's dantian vibrated, and spiritual power once again filled his limbs and bones. He knew that he couldn't digest and adapt to this thing. If he didn't want to explode and die, he had to use it all up. There was no delay: "You...you are so cruel!"
Ye Baiyi could only fight.
With his back turned to Xiao Yi, he was forced to fight crazily, consuming his spiritual power crazily, but that was of no avail, as Xiao Yi kept sending more new spiritual power.
——She was burning all her spiritual power, giving it to Ye Baiyi without reservation.
In an instant, Ye Baiyi roared, his sword energy surged horizontally and vertically, and four or five food nightmares could be seen turned into powder with the naked eye. Yi Ya looked at this fighting machine in fear, "Master Kongsang, you, you, you really dare to do it!" Ah!!!!!!!" He staggered and dodged, and he had only the strength to parry.
With a mortal body, it is extremely difficult and painful to forcibly carry and use the spiritual power of the God of Cookery.
How can someone with such good physical fitness and such a firm and strong spirit... unexpectedly manage to persist for such a long time without dying!
And not only did he not die, he even fully and powerfully refined this power, and fought it out again with terrifying coercion!
Desperadoes... two desperadoes!
madman!
The thunder gradually subsided, because the storm gradually approached the top of the mountain, resembling the shape of an upside-down bird's nest.
There is an eye in the center of the storm, and there is darkness in it, the end of the world.
More and more nightmares gathered, Ye Baiyi's mind was in chaos, pain and fear were mixed together, he couldn't say a word, he just kept repeating the movement of waving the dragon's back, fighting and dodging reflexively.
Xiao Yi's music has never stopped, but the location is changing, and he is slowly moving away from where he is.
Listening to the sound to identify the position, it seems to be gradually... drifting towards the air, gradually drifting away.
"Xiaoyi...Xiaoyi!!!!" Ye Baiyi shouted her name loudly, his eyes were red, and he tried his best to chop and fly a nightmare.
He knew something was going on, and he couldn't stop it, or even look back.
Xiao Yi was being slowly absorbed into the air by the storm, and was constantly approaching the world's exit.
At the same time, Yi Ya was also absorbed. The two gradually approached each other, but kept a certain distance.
During the whole process, Xiaoyi continued to play the jade flute, her joints turned white, and cold sweat oozes from her forehead due to the exhaustion of spiritual power. At the last moment, she changed the tune and became cheerful and gentle.
"Happy Meeting".
Meeting you...is a happy and joyful thing.
Senior Ye, you have to be happy and live a good life.
Even if it's only three years, please take my last blessing... to live well.
Walk the world instead of me, and see the flowers instead of me.
Life is a miracle, meeting is a miracle.
May there be laughter, may ... tenderness.
……
Injecting the last trace of spiritual power into Yu Xiao, Xiao Yi closed her eyes and lost all strength.
The jade flute is like a white bird, falling far away into the clouds.
Behind it, storm clouds swirled and closed.
The gap in the world is finally closed.
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The 5G era is about to start, a new experience of cloud love.
The wife becomes a paper person in an instant.
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Take this opportunity to say a little bit.About miracles.
For Ye Baiyi, to love and be loved is a miracle, to regain a new life is a miracle, and to have his own rivers and lakes in fresh clothes and angry horses is also a miracle.
For me, miracles are something else.
In the last comment area, I impulsively stated part of the essence of this article, because I wanted to deceive everyone to watch me fiercely argue that Ye Baiyi is worthy, not unworthy.After that, I regretted it. I found that the Jinjiang platform is very unfriendly to regretful chess lovers like me. It actually does not allow comments to be deleted.The comments written by myself cannot be deleted by myself, and they are hung there to parade in the streets.
...Then let me explain a little more.
The essence of this text is actually this: In order to perfectly save Ye Baiyi, I have used the taboo soul alchemy in the past month and severely injured myself.
During the whole process, I felt that I shouldn't write articles, and used my own blood to make logic self-consistent.
Writing an article is really a gamble, everyone is drunk and I am sober, I am hanging a small paper figure, she pulls Ye Baiyi and runs forward, performance art, while running and opening the way, how many people are laughing and laughing below, Bewildered by the appearance of my carefully constructed ecological tank, I can easily take a ride without using my brain. The overwhelming laughter is like overwhelming silence.
Otome is a forbidden technique, and that's how it is for me.
Because it is too close to the soul, the raw materials are my own emotional and spiritual power, the ability to love and be loved, belief and trust in the world, three views, and more.
This is not an ordinary journey. It is covered with taboo materials. Because it is taboo enough, it can break through the mountains and walk out of a shocking trajectory. From an unimaginable angle, the bloody and out-of-control chessboard can be transformed into a Suzhou garden. Borrowing the scene to frame the scene is as profound as possible, using logic to thread every trap that was once cruel, and covering it with dangerous and warm funny spiritual substances, and then I lifted the entire garden and turned it into a universe.
I put all the emotions that have been suppressed over the years, the broken and passionate soul, the sharp and lonely love... in the palm of my hand, I formed a tower of four wheels, the principle of Qiyao, and used a forbidden technique that a star cup knight should not use. On the body of a human being, a bloody mouth was cut, sacrificing health for a short time to gain the power of a god...just because I saw in Ye Baiyi the regret that I couldn't heal, the fragrant youth that I never came, so I copied his posture , give him completeness, give him the starry sky and birds, the wonderful world, the eternal spring, and I gently push the first line of cause and effect, the last piece of dominoes, which is my own heart, I fall off the cliff and sink into the abyss Into the suffocating seabed, he can have beautiful things, but I will not have them.It always belongs to fantasy, always to mirage.
I gave up struggling, and the boundless laughter surged up like waves when I was sinking, forming my coffin, and I laughed along with it, laughing numbly, I deceived everyone, I was not giving Ye Baiyi an anesthetic, I'm drugging myself, this [ritual], it's using my unused love, it's an important part of my soul, and I'm tearing it apart and gifting it to an illusory being, because I want everyone to know, I want everyone to see, it shouldn't happen.But a tragedy will not disappear, it has just been transplanted to a place that no one can see, behind the scenes, my heart, that thing is the nourishment of everything, this world is a tree, and its roots are in my heart.
It was a smart move, but also a stupid one, because I didn't hesitate to use the most dangerous materials, so I got the most satisfying work.But I can't stop the pain. [The ceremony] was more than halfway through, I started to have difficulty breathing, my soul was about to be emptied, I suddenly lost the courage to continue, and I was still receiving laughter, laughter in my small garden, my The blood has nourished many flowers, they are growing vigorously and blooming happily, it is the best season.
At the same time, this trauma no longer stays on the surface, because I used love as material, so I distorted myself, and I began to suffer because I had some emotions for Ye Baiyi.Because I'm using materials that I shouldn't be using.It's so close to my soul.
So I said, I am not a writer, even if I am writing, I am not a writer.I can not do it.For people like me, constructing things that are too logical will injure myself. Painting can help me heal my mind, it can calm me down and reduce entropy, but writing can’t, it will set me on fire, Starting from one finger, it burns violently, burns from the beginning to the end, and burns to death.It's something out of my control, and I'm not going to try to control it unless I'm sure enough that the septum between it and my soul is tough enough not to burn right through to the cockpit.It doesn't matter if it is damaged a little bit, as long as it is within a certain range, it can be recovered later.
...But I didn't expect that outsiders would participate in this [ceremony] on an equal footing, directly changing all the subsequent steps.
This time it's not laughter.This time it's applause.That's how I understand it.
I heard someone say that Ye Baiyi is worth it.I've heard people say he's a treasure.I heard someone say, thank me for creating Xiao Yi, she is a miracle.
... She is not a miracle, she is a joke, the part of her in the garden is a singing elf, but the puppet line behind her is all bloody, and I bought it with blood.Take the material closest to my soul.Every time she sings, every time she dances, every time she shines.I will be more fixed in the coffin, closer to the abyss.
But all of a sudden, someone...was in the garden and watered my flowers with something precious.For me, it should also be a material close to the soul, because it counteracted my many pains in an instant, and I was stunned all of a sudden, because the pain had been so painful that it was numb, and suddenly it didn't hurt. Someone Knock on the door and walk in, bring a ray of light and say to me I see you, you've got a great show.
Tears welled up all of a sudden, I didn't know what to say, I was incoherent, many sad and happy feelings surged up all of a sudden, engulfing me, I thought that no one would see until the end, I thought that in this moment In a grand treatment, I will play the role of Ye Baiyi, and I don’t even write an ending for myself, and I don’t want to think about what I will become after writing this article.And never thought it would be like this.When I came to my senses, the taboo ritual changed. My coffin disappeared and became a stage, and the bloody puppet thread became ribbons and garlands, and I sat in the middle at a loss. Seeing Ye Baiyi and my soul fragments holding hands and running forward, the seasons on their side have been spreading, spreading to places that shouldn't spread, my position, because someone manually watered the material I am not familiar with, a kind of understanding s things.I have always been a performance artist, what I do is rarely understood, the purpose seems obscure but clear, the method is shocking, I do whatever it takes, never mind destroying my own image, and present it in the most exaggerated form what I wish to explain.But I don't bother to make things simple and direct. I am a very awkward person. When I write things for people, I usually have at least two layers of cover-up, one for pretending and the other for funny.I seldom encounter obstacles in my studies. I always look at all kinds of mountains and small things. I am a miscellaneous expert who is good at solving various problems. I don’t like asking for help and always rely on myself. Belong to any environment.So I'm used to being crazy and pretending to be a comedian. Otherwise, I can't deal with people, and it's hard to have a stable two-way common language.It's better to perform deliberately and let people around you understand the easy-to-understand parts, so that everyone can relax.So being understood to this level is a very strange experience for me. I forgot many things at once, and started to cry like I lost my brain.
So the nature of this matter has changed, and it has changed from a nuclear bomb explosion to an energy exchange.I accidentally squeezed and exploded the reshaped soul fragments, causing my soul to be mutilated and bleeding, but it was bandaged, and it actually grew back, and even filled with other things to make it more complete.
I slowly get up from the ground, the seasons change, things get out of hand, but the chess game goes on, the thing still connects to important corners of my soul, but it won't take my time anymore.Because I have seen a miracle, someone understands my confusing behavior, so confusing, so self-talking, self-defeating, it can be understood, it can be understood, and it can be applauded... This is the same as A real miracle for me.
In fact, I haven't written a manuscript for a week. I have been avoiding this chronic suicide. I am not a mentally unhealthy person. I love life and hate self-harm. Ye Baiyi's empathy, I rarely see someone so similar to myself, I can write this person well, because he is almost me, I can't restrain myself to save him, because I can't restrain myself to save myself, and because of this, Can't stop beating myself up.Take out that level of material and pay that level of price.It's like he went to save Zhou Zishu.
But now I don't feel the same way, I don't feel like this thing is consuming me, let alone killing me.I never bothered to ask for understanding before, just like when I wrote Ye Baiyi, I thought he was not a beggar, he did not come to the world to beg for love, and everything should come naturally.Love to Ye Baiyi is like understanding to me.Although I want this thing, if it doesn't flow to me naturally, then I don't want it, I don't have to, anyway, it has always been like this, occasionally a friend is curious, and I have an impulse to say a lot, and force empathy for a short time. Why bother others to add to the burden.So once it is understood, it is very unexpected. I wrote about Mayfly World before. Once, it made my physical and mental state improve rapidly, but that paragraph was about death, despair, and Ye Baiyi after all. I never grasped what should be grasped. It is not the main idea of this article, but to prepare for the next article. It is still far from what I really want to express. It is only the first layer of Ye Baiyi's thousand-layered clothes.But this time is different.It may be something directly connected to the soul.Exposed in that very bewildering form, with other ordinary things, and then it gets watered.Things that seem ordinary seem to be very ordinary and ordinary...Because I have disguised too many layers, the meaning to me may be very different from that to all audiences.
I am not writing these to beg for applause, and please don't give me anything against my heart, I am a very awkward person, I don't like these.But I want to say thank you, I saved Ye Baiyi, I never thought I could be saved again, in this way.And I will write the rest in a relatively healthy state. I found that going around in a big circle, it turns out that health is such a paradoxical and ingenious thing. You shout on one side of the valley, and someone echoes on the other side, and finally It is no longer the chirping of birds or insects, but this is human society.It will be an instant to return to human society.
Life is a miracle, meeting is a miracle.
Because of some miracles, I will correct my mentality and use a healthier mental state to operate this device well, so that it will indeed become a qualified miracle.
Break and then build, a miracle that won't continue to injure myself.
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It’s good for everyone to watch normally, laugh normally, and be normal. I just want to talk about Otome, the cause and effect of this matter, so as to avoid inappropriate misunderstandings.In fact, I usually like a relaxed communication atmosphere.Not the depressed type.
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