After transmigrating into fool cannon fodder, Lao Gong turned black

Ling Si thought to himself, he really shouldn't go.What are you doing to see that person? It's not easy.But...it's true...it's impossible to break away.He obviously already has Wen Chushen in his heart, and he has made a decision, and he clearly knows that Su Shan is not as good as Wen Chushen in his heart, why is that so?Yi Yi actually seemed to be cheating secretly.It makes people feel inexplicably ashamed.

As a result, the reissue of walking has also taken a larger step.It seems to be escaping.

Fenghuang said: "Why are you leaving again? Come here! At least you have to give him this bowl of noodles."

"What to give him, I eat it myself. I never said it was for him from the beginning to the end!"

Fenghuang thought in his heart: "It's okay to be duplicity, why..."

But Ling Si didn't eat it by himself in the end.

He said like this, "Since I have done it, I will do it. I don't want to eat it. Let others give it to him."

Phoenix sees through but doesn't say anything.

I just thought in my heart: Ling Si, Ling Si, why are you so entangled in this matter?

Because of……

It just so happens that you love these two people very deeply.

Wen Chushen is faith, faith cannot collapse, faith is used to protect.But you can choose to change your belief. You can't bear him, but you still love him. He is not only a belief but also an obsession.Your obsession has long been ingrained, and you will never be able to abandon him in this life.

Su Shan seems to be an accident of yours, but it’s not. Wen Chushen’s faith is ideal, but you are always humble and cautious in front of him, as if he is so great and so far away. You would rather continue to maintain wishful unrequited love than I don't believe that one day I will get an answer from him. __Of course, with Wen Chushen's current appearance, who would dare to expect an answer from him.

But Su Shan is life, it is reality, it is vivid and real, and it can be touched by reaching out.

Even if Su Shan may have a conspiracy and other plans, as long as you think about it, can he resist, can he not give it?

But you can't bear to...

You are cautious about Wen Chushen, even devout and humble.

You don't have that unequal look at Su Shan, but you cherish him.Even if this person hurt you...

Although Ling Si is cold on the outside, he is actually gentle on the inside.

only……

Or maybe he himself doesn't know why these two people are so entangled and difficult to choose for him.Yiyi obviously made a choice, but still...

After half an hour...

"Who made this?" Su Shan was stunned staring at the bowl of noodles brought by the visitor.

It was just a bowl of ordinary noodles, but it made him feel inexplicably familiar.

"I made it, eat it quickly." The man just obeyed Ling Si's order and served the bowl of noodles to Su Shan, without revealing that the bowl of noodles was actually made by Ling Si, "Do you expect the leader to do this for you? It's so funny, don't be sentimental, the leader has never done this for anyone except taking care of the one in his house."

Su Shan's face turned ugly for a moment.

"Would you like to eat it or not." The man left the bowl of noodles and left.

This bowl of noodles is actually light, but it is definitely not as unpalatable as the thinner than porridge that Su Shan ate before. This bowl of noodles even has a fragrance.

Su Shan felt that the smell became more and more familiar.

And...how could it be such a coincidence that it happened to be a bowl of noodles.

just...

Su Shan picked up the bowl of noodles on the table next to the bed and started eating.

I feel even more incredible.

It's just a bowl of noodles, why the taste... why so many coincidences.

When he was in the White Lotus Sect, his taste hadn't changed much, and the food he ate was very simple, but in fact, no one had ever made something that suited his taste, so he just made do with it.

——But in fact, someone has made something that suits his taste.

that person...

Su Shan thought desperately, but found that he didn't know the name of that person from the beginning to the end.

It's just that the more I think about it, the more weird it becomes. It seems that I felt that person was very familiar at that time.

Why do I feel familiar... because...

"Bang bang__" the door was suddenly opened, and it was the person who delivered the noodles just now. Seeing that Su Shan had eaten, he couldn't help but froze, "Ah, you demon just now looked disgusted." What does it look like? Why did you eat it!"

"This bowl of noodles... was really made by you."

"Otherwise? But the leader said...since you're awake...for the sake of being wounded, let me make something good for you."

"Your leader really said that?" Su Shan was distracted by this sentence, and he was very happy.

"I see that you also like noodles, so you can continue." However, the leader ordered to take back the bowl of noodles.But if Su Shan ate it, then there is no need to take it back, just follow what he said just now, and he has already done it.

The man left in a hurry.

Su Shan, on the other hand, kept watching his back as he left.

"He misses me after all." Su Shan kept thinking about what the man said just now, and thinking that Ling Si still had him in his heart, he couldn't help laughing happily.

"He really has me in his heart..."

"It's mine, I knew it..."

Su Shan repeated it several times.

One person ate the noodles clean.I no longer think about the suspicious things before, but think: "Then will he come to see me?"

Do you really have to wait until dark to come?

But he couldn't wait any longer.

He didn't know that he looked like a girl in Huaichun at this time.

Being Su Shan also has the advantages of being Su Shan. Wen Chushen's emotions are flawed, and he will definitely not have the emotions he has now.One by one, that feeling of being happy to die when one clearly likes someone secretly.

There are many kinds of likes.

If you can't get what you want, you can only look at it from a distance, feeling unwilling or even resentful.

Or as it is now, easily satisfied just for a little thing...

But not long after he was happy, he felt uncomfortable again.I don't know when the wound on the heart was involved, the heart was stuffy and painful, and the pain was too painful.

"Ling Si..."

At this time, Ling Si became Su Shan's only one.

He is suffering.But it is content.

In the past, Wen Chushen had no uniqueness, no beliefs, no people or things to support him.All he knew was that he was going to survive, that he had to survive, that he could only survive, and so on.

And now... everything is alive and concrete.

"Ling Si..."

She really fell in love with Ling Si.

Sure enough...

I am unwilling.

His Ling Si must be his.

Su Shan lay on the bed in pain.But there was a smile on his face, but that kind of smile was cold and hideous.

He is Su Shan now, not Wen Chushen.

Wen Chushen was unworthy, and Su Shan was even more unworthy.

Can……

so what?

Could he just watch Ling Si like someone else?

Wen Chushen...a heartless and heartless person might really be able to do it by himself.

But now he is Su Shan...

Yeah... Now, he is Su Shan.

Wen Chushen already loves and hates Su Shan's identity.

Not his body, not his own identity.

He was also absolutely unwilling to face Ling Si with this identity and this body.But what can I do, just watch Ling Si fall in love with others?he can't...

He should find a way to make Ling Si fall in love with him again.- No matter what means are used.

The funny thing is...

Su Shan waited from day to night, thinking that Ling Si would come to see him at night.

The fact is not.

Even after he pretended to be asleep, Ling Si still didn't come to see him.

Su Shan was destined not to be able to sleep that night.

He was lying on the bed very restlessly, but he didn't dare to move.

He was afraid that if he moved, it would look like he was pretending to be sleeping...

until long past...

There was a sound beside the bed.

Su Shan grabbed the man.

Do... Do me.

Murong Qingchen's voice came from above his head.

"Why are you?" Su Shan opened his eyes with a blank face: "You...why are you here."

Murong Qingchen looked frightened: "Let go first...you hurt me..."

Didn't Ling Si say that Su Shan just woke up and was still very weak, how could he be so strong?

"What are you doing here?" Su Shan looked at the person in front of him.

"I... I have always taken care of you." Murong Qingchen looked hurt, "Su Shan, I have taken care of you for so long, and you... have no gratitude at all? You... Are you still in love? forget who I am..."

"Sorry, I really don't remember."

"Su Shan!" Murong Qingchen said coquettishly: "I know you...you must remember. I am Ling Si...you know...except for this face...

I also want to restore my previous face, but...but that..."

Su Shan said: "Stop talking. Go out."

The man's voice was so cold that he had no emotion at all!

But if Murong Qingchen listened carefully, Su Shan's voice was actually a little weak.

"Su Shan, don't be ignorant of good people! I know...you think I'm dead, that's why you insist on entangled with that nameless..."

Su Shan didn't speak. He was a little emotional just now, and the wound seemed to be involved again unintentionally.

He used to be kind to the people in front of him.that is because……

It was because Wen Chushen felt ashamed of Ling Si.At that time, he didn't even like Ling Si, he just felt guilty... He thought the person in front of him was Ling Si, so he treated him well.

Everything... is also based on that.

But he was so kind to him back then, didn't he still do that kind of thing...

"go out!"

"Su Shan...you don't care about people who treat you well, but people who treat you badly...you are begging for nothing! Are you blind? I know...you must not believe that I am Ling Si In this way... Take a closer look at me, although my appearance has changed, but I am still me, and you like me!" Murong Qingchen is so unwilling, was he really wrong at the beginning?Is it true that she shouldn't choose to leave Su Shan?

"You go out."

"I've been taking care of you!"

Su Shan smiled.Based on his understanding of the person in front of him, he was sure that he would not be the one who took care of himself.

At that time, he had prepared all the back roads for Murong Qingchen, which was enough to ensure that he could live comfortably during the time when he left the White Lotus Sect to find the whereabouts of the treasure house, but what about him...

This person can't afford to suffer at all.

且

"Are you afraid of me."

Murong Qingchen was stunned, "What did you say..."

"I ask you, are you afraid of me?"

Murong Qingchen didn't answer.

Su Shan repeated, "Your eyes tell me you're afraid of me."

He should have seen it before.

It turned out that "Ling Si" was afraid of him.

Because in the eyes of the world, Su Shan is a devil after all... right?

But if this is the case, why...

Su Shan felt that he had never truly loved the person in front of him.Back then, it was because he thought this person was "Ling Si" that he was kind to him, or crazy about him...

But at this moment, Su Shan did feel a little distressed.

He suddenly wished he could turn back to Wen Chushen.

Wen Chushen, who is cold-hearted and cold-blooded, will not easily suffer Wen Chushen because of others.

why this

"Why would I be afraid of you?" Murong Qingchen replied with a smile.But his hands were uneasily hidden behind his back for a while, and then grasped the sleeves on both sides tightly.

He was actually...always afraid of Su Shan.

I know that Su Shan treats me well.

But instinctively afraid of him.

But you can't blame him for all of this, can you?Su Shan...is a lunatic.

Moreover, his martial arts are so high, such a demon... If he makes a slight mistake, he will...

But it's fine now.

"How could I be afraid of you?"

Only when his martial arts are the same as Su Shan's, or if Su Shan can't use martial arts like he is now, will he feel that they are equal.

Su Shan suddenly grabbed Murong Qingchen's wrist.

He was using very much force at this moment, and Murong Qingchen couldn't break free, so he couldn't stop asking him, "You... what's wrong with you?"

"Since you are not afraid of me, why break free?"

"I won't break free..." Murong Qingchen stopped moving, but his body trembled instinctively.

Su Shan couldn't help but think...wasn't he always like this in the last half a year of White Lotus Sect.

He thought he was "Ling Si", so he treated him well...and kept him by his side, even...

Su Shan pretended that he didn't know about the incident between Murong Qingchen and the former leader.

He kept pretending to be that person.

Later Murong Qingchen found out and became even more afraid of him.

His fear of himself was almost buried in his bones.

"My martial arts have recovered." After a while, Su Shan said these words coldly.

Murong Qingchen was even more afraid.

how is this possible.

It is impossible to recover so quickly.

"Are you afraid? My martial arts recovery makes you feel very scared?"

"No..." Murong Qingchen didn't want to admit it, but finally admitted it, "Yes... I'm really scared."

"It's so hot, just go, don't stay here. Don't pester me."

"I'm really Ling Si! It's...the Ling Si at that time..."

Su Shan didn't speak, but fell silent suddenly.

"Don't you believe me? But Su Shan...I really like you...Maybe I was hesitant and didn't do well in the past, but now I really do..."

"Go out." Su Shan's tone was cold, "You and I are not the same way."

But it doesn't matter if he is Ling Si or not.It's just that I'm not a person along the way...

What's more, Su Shanben didn't want to get involved with anyone other than Ling Si.