Shadow Stream Road

Seems like it's time to say goodbye 2

The hospital is the place where people are least lacking, but it is also the place where people are most lacking.

smoking zone.With a burnt cigarette between his fingers, Qi Xunyu shook unconsciously. The sparks burned his skin, but his expression remained unchanged.Boundless silence enveloped the heads of the two brothers.The old man had been diagnosed with advanced esophageal cancer earlier, and he kept it a secret from his family. Even Qi Xunyu found the medical certificate from under the bed after looking through the old man's medical insurance card at home.I don't have any of the medicines prescribed by the doctor at home, but there are a few bottles of quick-acting painkillers on the bedside table.Not only that, but he also dug out from his home the will that the old man had made early on, as well as the arrangement of various items in the home in the handwritten letter.Even when the flowers and plants in the yard should be watered and whether they should be fertilized are also written in detail, except for his own death, which is briefly mentioned.He said that his only regret in this life was not being able to spend the rest of his life with his sweetheart, but fortunately, he spent his life with her.He owed her too much, and let her flowery years be ruined on him and a pair of children. He worked hard all his life, but he couldn't live the life he wanted. The song alone is enough.

Grandpa wrote in the letter that he had been with them long enough, and it was time to let him go to find the grandmother who left first.

Qi Xunyu handed the letter to Qi Jingyu along with the photo that his grandfather specified to be used on the tombstone.

Grandpa is a soldier, and he behaves upright and upright. Even the handwriting of the usual family letters is correct, but the few strokes are written with great force, like a sharp knife piercing Qi Jingyu's heart.His pupils trembled slightly, his throat was bitter, did grandpa really want to leave them that much?

"elder brother!"

Qi Jingyu's mind is very confused now, he can't sort out his normal thoughts, he grabs the only straw around him in a panic, his lips tremble uncontrollably.how could be?Even the neighbors in the neighborhood praised grandpa's body as strong as an old man in his eighties.Now I told him that my grandfather was suffering from unimaginable pain every day.The throat can't be swallowed, and the body is thin like a willow, and all of this is what grandpa is willing to bear.Grandpa had already prepared the way to leave them, but he was wishful thinking that he could live a long life.

No!He doesn't believe it!Grandpa couldn't leave them behind.He's going to find out about it with his grandfather.

Qi Jingyu grabbed the letter and was about to go to the ward, but he was not as fast as Qi Xunyu, who had been in the army for many years.Qi Xunyu caught him back, pressed him on the stairs, and said fiercely in his eyes: "Qi Jingyu, calm down now!" The voice of Qi Xunyu reprimanding Qi Jingyu echoed in the corridor, he should have thought of his always prudent younger brother In the face of life and death, it is impossible to maintain the most basic judgment, "How long are you going to trap the old man because of your self-assertive guilt! Have you ever thought about why he didn't tell us all this, and endured it silently! He Atonement! For you, for all of us!"

If grandma was diagnosed with Alzheimer's back then, if they could have given her more care, even if they had been around her more to talk to her, perhaps such a thing would not have happened.The young Qi Jingyu took all the faults on himself, fell into deep self-blame, and fell ill because of it, and the family's focus shifted from dealing with grandma's funeral to Qi Jingyu's psychological problems.But in fact, everyone knows that the death of grandma is inseparable from each of them.It's just that they chose to escape, put all the sins on Qi Jingyu, and picked themselves out.What a despicable act.

Qi Jingyu woke up like a dream, squatted on the ground in frustration, and pulled his hair vigorously.He knew that he was very out of shape now, but he really couldn't accept this fact.

"sorry Sorry sorry…………."

How could Qi Xunyu beside him feel better?He has lived with his grandfather longer than his younger brother. In terms of dependence on the old man, he is no less than Qi Jingyu, but due to his personality, he is used to talking back to the old man, using casual words to cover up his concern for the old man.He always complained that every time the army went back from vacation, the old man would only use two simple dishes to perfuse him, but if he lost even two home-cooked dishes, he really didn't know where to go after the first vacation.

The two stood and sat for a long time in silence.

Qi Xunyu first broke the situation of not saying a word, "I have notified my parents. But I haven't told our mother about the old man's illness yet." Both brothers understand that if everyone knows that the old man is hiding his illness Who will be the saddest.They need to give themselves a cooling-off period, and they also need to give their mother a buffer period to accept. "Then when the old man is discharged from the hospital, you and Shen Yu can go back first. The old man will be taken care of by me. On the army side, I will apply for an annual leave. As for Shen Yu, just tell him and I won't go." Qi Xunyu was Shen Yu's assistant just for fun, in order to chase after Yan Xun, but now there is no need for it, "I'm going to break up with him." Said it was a breakup, but it seemed that it was just him ending the unilateral entanglement with Yan Xun .Yan Xun hated him so much, probably knowing that he would not harass him anymore, he must have been happy in his heart.Qi Xunyu spoke calmly, but the bitter smile on his face still betrayed his true thoughts.

The two people on the other end were still thinking about how to deal with the situation in front of them, while in the ward, Shen Yu was listening to the old man talking about Qi Jingyu's going to Yuzhong to study.

"Since his grandmother passed away, Little Goldfish has been ill in his heart. This illness has lasted for several years, and his whole temperament has changed drastically. It's like changing a person. He used to be a sunny person, but he trapped himself in..." The old man Pointing to his heart sadly, "...Here, I didn't communicate with anyone all day, and then I started to harm myself. There were knife marks of different shades on my wrists, and the bruises left by him pinching myself were all over my body and legs. Qing, there are red marks even around the neck. This is how determined you are to be able to kill yourself!" It was Qi Jingyu's unforgettable past, and it was also a knot in the old man's mind that he couldn't get over. , the old man choked up several times, with tears of guilt in his eyes.Shen Yu always felt that the person described by the old man had been seen somewhere, and his memory seemed to be the same as that of a person, covered in injuries, staring at him with gloomy eyes, and asked him to pay for the butterfly, saying that it was his grandmother.

The old man continued: "One time later, the school called us and said that he tried to commit suicide by cutting his wrists in the classroom, but fortunately he was discovered in time and his life was not in danger. We asked us to pick him up from the school. After that day, I found the little goldfish It seems to have changed a little, he didn’t resist us so much, and started to receive psychological treatment. But the strange thing is, he always asked us if there were any butterflies in Beicheng. At that time, his parents and I were afraid that he would have troubles, so how could we rest assured that he would be alone? The original plan was to wait for his condition to stabilize before taking him there, but he came back one day and told us that he saw it. He didn’t say what he saw, but he laughed. I thought it was the effect of psychotherapy, until Later, when his mother cleaned up the room for him, she accidentally saw a group photo, which he put in his grandmother's belongings, and we knew who was responsible for all these changes."

The old man was flushed from coughing, and after a while, he held Shen Yu's hand tightly, as if he wanted to entrust everything to him.

"Shen Yu, thank you. Thank you for saving my grandson."

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