Shadow Stream Road

please love me more

Teaching and educating people is a sacred and great job, but there is also a test of human nature hidden in it.No matter how true, kind and beautiful a person is, if he is asked to teach elementary school students to count chickens, ducks and geese, their legs will collapse to the point of tears.You can easily get the result by setting variables and formulating an equation, but elementary school students don’t know what an equation is, and they can’t understand it no matter how you explain it. After finishing a set of chicken, duck, and goose questions, the small ones feel uncomfortable, and the big ones are speechless , one big one and one small one looked at each other silently and felt that the other party was hopeless.

Shen Yu felt that God probably saw that he was living too happily recently, which was a bit of an eyesore, so he did a little trick to disturb his mood.Sometimes he could even vaguely see Qi Yun sitting in front of him spreading a pair of small black wings behind him.Little devil for sure.It's strange that he was young and ignorant, but thought that Qi Yun was a caring little padded jacket, let him be a painless father, picked up a smart big boy for nothing, now racking his brains, he still can't understand why a mere chicken can stop him.

Since taking the initiative to take over Qi Yun's study tutoring work at the family meeting, Qi Jingyu will send him over on time when school is over.If Shen Yu finished work early, the family of three would tutor Qi Yun with his homework two-on-one in the hotel.However, since the filming is about to be finished soon, there is a lot of filming work recently, most of the time Qi Yun has to do homework on the set and wait for Shen Yu.

Because he has been here once, the people in the crew are familiar with him, and he looks pleasing, so when Shen Yu is inconvenient, other people will help take care of Qi Yun.

After a long time, everyone knew that Shen Yu had a young son with poor grades. He sat on a small bench every day and did his homework with a sad face. When Shen Yu went to tutor him, it became two people with a sad face.The scenes of one big and one small looking at each other, and no one can convince the other is really funny, adding a touch of fun to the busy set.Some of them couldn't stand it any longer and volunteered.So it gradually evolved into that once Qi Yun couldn't understand a question, and Shen Yu couldn't explain it to him, the two of them would be surrounded by a circle of enthusiastic people to give advice on this question.

It wasn't until lying in bed at night that Shen Yu finally understood why using the brain consumes more energy than doing physical work. The calculation speed of the brain, which has not been used much before, is now comparable to that of the 'Tianhe-[-]' computer.

Qi Jingyu had something to go back halfway, seeing that it was getting late, and probably couldn't wait, so Shen Yu, who was so sleepy that he could hardly keep his eyes open, decided to squint for a while.He habitually turned towards the direction where Jingyu Qi usually lay, turned over, and felt something hard hit him.

Shen Yu raised his hand, dug under the pillow twice, and found that it was the first gift Qi Jingyu gave him a few months ago.Although he had already guessed the password some time ago, but because of trivial matters, he almost forgot that there was such a thing.

He probably already knew what was inside, but when holding the gift and dialing the combination lock number by number, Shen Yu still swallowed uncontrollably, feeling a little nervous.

With a click, the combination lock opened.Sure enough, it was the date when the two first met.

Almost 30 years old, like a boy who just fell in love, doing some mysterious little surprises.However, at this moment, isn't he looking full of anticipation like a little ghost who has just received a gift from his sweetheart?Shen Yu complained in his heart, but his face was full of smiles.

Making Qi Jingyu fall in love with him may have overdrawn Shen Yu's luck for most of his life in advance, otherwise how could he be so unlucky before reuniting with Qi Jingyu.Therefore, Shen Yu was very fortunate to meet that unbearable and fragile Qi Jingyu in high school, and by chance, he became the person who helped him.Without this relationship, Shen Yu would have no idea how they would know about each other's existence in two worlds, let alone become an indispensable part of each other.Maybe there is someone who is better and more suitable for Qi Jingyu now.Although it was just a hypothesis, when Shen Yu thought of such a possibility, his heart felt sour and tasted a little bad.It's really not reconciled to hand over such a nearly perfect boyfriend to others.

Fortunately, the person Qi Jingyu likes is him, and he has given him enough confidence.

Opening the tin box, there was no extra decoration inside, only a stack of slightly yellowed old photos, and a letter written by Qi Jingyu.

The older you get, the lower the tears.Flipping through the thick stack of photos in his hand, Shen Yu's eyes gradually turned red from crying.

He still can't put himself in his shoes to feel Qi Jingyu's feelings for him back then, it was too heavy.The time and Qi Jingyu's mood are marked on the back of each photo.At that time, Qi Jingyu didn't like to talk, and he was not good at expressing himself with words, so he just used simple weather symbols to draw on the back of the photos.

If he is in a good mood that day, he will draw a sun in the corner of the photo. If he is in a normal mood, he will use clouds instead, but most of the pictures are painted on rainy days.The only ray of sunshine appeared in the first and last group photo of the two in high school.At the same time, this photo is also the most well-preserved of all the photos.

In the past, Shen Yu always felt that Qi Jingyu was too good, as if he lacked everything, not only reflected in everything he already had, but more importantly, he knew exactly what he wanted.He will fight for what he wants, it seems that there is never a word of giving up in the dictionary, and he is born with a kind of self-confidence that is determined to win, people can't help but wonder if such a person will feel frustrated?

So when Shen Yu read Qi Jingyu's autographed letter, he realized that in the relationship between the two, Qi Jingyu was more disturbed than he was.The gap that Shen Yu cares about has always been external and material, but what Qi Jingyu cares about is Shen Yu's mood.He pays attention to Shen Yu's state at all times, and feels uncomfortable because of Shen Yu's distance, and at the same time, he is afraid that Shen Yu will feel uncomfortable because of his approaching too forcefully.

It turns out that Qi Jingyu also has such a humble side.Shen Yu's heart clenched together.He put the photo and letter back and locked it again.He had gotten enough from Qi Jingyu, so this time it was his turn to give Qi Jingyu a sense of security.

After being delayed on the road for a while, it was almost midnight when Qi Jingyu returned to the hotel. Qi Yun, who was in the small bedroom next door, was already sound asleep, but Shen Yu, who wanted to wait for him, finally couldn't bear the drowsiness, and fell asleep lying motionless on the bed.Both were snoring lightly and looked really tired.

Looking at Shen Yu's peaceful sleeping face, Qi Jingyu couldn't help but want to touch him.Gently stroking Shen Yu's forehead, the eyes of the man squatting on the ground were full of joy.

It's been so long since I confirmed my intentions with Shen Yu, but every day of Qi Jingyu is still full of joy and surprises just like the first day.No matter how many times you look at it, you will still feel sincerely: Shen Yu really belongs to him now.

Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, the status of the two is not equal.Qi Jingyu, a wealthy young man who won at the starting line, is destined to be much calmer than Shen Yu, who is down and down. That's why he can put on a high-ranking attitude and put forward conditions, so that Shen Yu, who has no choice but to bite the bait, will take the bait .Even Shen Yu probably still thinks that he is a confident person.

That's because Qi Jingyu never told anyone about his hesitation and anxiety.

He knew from the beginning that Shen Yu was not gay, so after the one-night stand, he was very afraid that Shen Yu would look at him with a disgusting expression when he woke up.He didn't dare to tell Shen Yu that he wasn't drunk at all that night, and he led everything. Even if Shen Yu had taken medicine at that time, as long as he could control it, the two of them would have no relationship.But in the face of Shen Yu who offered an olive branch to him for the first time, Qi Jingyu was dazzled by possessiveness. Even though he kept telling himself that he should not cross the line, he still couldn't suppress it like a moth to a flame. Live in nature.

After that night, he finally touched the sun he had been chasing for a long time, but after Shen Yu fell asleep, he never closed his eyes because his heart was full of guilt and remorse.He didn't dare to face the sober Shen Yu, let alone what kind of accusing words would come out of his mouth.At the same time, he was also reluctant to let go and let the person he had finally met leave him, so Qi Jingyu thought about it all night before he came up with the clumsy method of fake marriage.No matter how well he covered it up, he still felt that his forced behavior would make people feel disgusted, so he thought, as long as he behaved calmly enough, Shen Yu should be able to make Shen Yu feel that both parties are in a profitable relationship , and will not express resistance to his successive overtures.

At the same time, he who has witnessed Shen Yu's down and out side also knows that the gap between their identities will only make Shen Yu who is kept in the dark feel more uneasy and unreal, but he still can't help it because he only planned to keep people around him to take care of him at first. The love that was finally expressed became out of control with the contact with Shen Yu, and he didn't notice or selectively ignored Shen Yu's growing anxiety.He thought sinfully, he didn't need anything, as long as he was still by his side.He who didn't dare to reveal his heart and past made Shen Yu feel even more inferior.

For Qi Jingyu, the word Bai Yueguang is very suitable for Shen Yu, so he dare not ask for more at all, all he can do is to make Shen Yu feel that he is a person in life. A good and suitable candidate, so unconfident that he finally heard the word "like" from Shen Yu's mouth, and Qi Jingyu was stunned for a second.He didn't even dare to appear too happy, making Shen Yu find out that he was the one who seduced all of this.

Thinking about it this way, Shen Yu was really lucky that he didn't see through his selfish behavior.If possible, he hoped that Shen Yu could keep it a secret for the rest of his life.

"Please love me more." Qi Jingyu approached Shen Yu's ear and whispered.