Qinxi

The moon is soaked in the spring river, cold and smoky, a lonely boat, two cups of turbid wine, and a few places of worry.

Brother Magpie is in a very good mood, Shuiyue's tenderness is no match for his smile.

"I'll take you here to fish for bass in a few days! Grandma's bass soup tastes first-class!" He gulped down a bowl of wine, squinting his eyes as if savoring the deliciousness in his memory, regardless of how the dumb man reacted, Then he sang to himself:

"Bayu Zhengmei is willing to go back, dare to ask the sky, where is my home? It's just the end of the world."

"Let me guess, what did the big boss and that old fox say in comparison? Youdao is a fallen man at the end of the world, and a family on a blind date, heh...but the birds live in the forest, and the birds disperse when the forest is exhausted. Who takes you sincerely? Who laughs at your infatuation? You can't kiss the guest under the eaves, and the strong dragon can't match the local snake."

"Dumb, don't believe his 'family' nonsense. I was sold to him to learn to sing at the age of three. I have squeezed so much blood and sweat over the past ten years. Is there anyone in the world who treats his family like this?"

"Brother, if I didn't have great ambitions in my heart, I would not have suffered such humiliation. Thinking about the 'Liu Sanbian who wrote the lyrics according to the order', how beautiful it is, although my brother can't read a few words and can't write words, at any rate With a good voice and the title of 'Following the Order's Lyrics', if you make a name for yourself in this capital, you will not be in vain for this life!"

He was full of pride, his eyes dimmed and the sky was full of stars, but he didn't know that the drunken jokes at this moment were firmly remembered in his heart.

"When a man is strong and needs to vomit, is he willing to call out to Qi Tian in vain? Laughing at him, he is always like a swallow in the hall, who has ever looked at the crow from the house! Don't be wary of the tiger and the bear, and let the mouse city of Zonghengshe be the fox. How often do you go home and listen to the chicken? Ming, got up and danced alone at night. Thinking about how many multiplications and divisions have been done in ancient times, it seems that the name of the universe will be honored, and the surname is Lao Qiaoyu if there is no dispute..."

He laughs, he is crazy!This life is just a person in the play, cry and laugh with the play!

When he was happy to be named on the gold list, and when he was sad about the day of parting from life and death, all kinds of emotions were gathered in him, vividly and soul-stirring.

This is a play, there is only him in the play, only him outside the play, the scene is the candlelight of thousands of families, clear water and blue sky!

"Only because the water on the blue bridge broke down, the jacket temple continued to burn down, and my clothes were left empty with tears and cuckoos leaving complaints, and the sadness suddenly increased.

When do you see Luan, Bi Han, and Crane rebelling against Liaoyang? "

When the singing reaches the emotional point, Brother Magpie grabs the qin with one hand and puts it on his lap. The sound of the qin is like a galloping horse.

Only such a brother can dance the "Heavenly Sacrifice" to the extreme!

"Looking at the wind for thousands of miles, singing to the moon, the sound of the horn is wild.

I think back then, gold and iron horses, full of pride, bloody and frosty.

Sprinkle the scorpion, the loess and the white bones, and the family and the country are gone.

Stepping on the river and the moon, the soul returns to the hometown, and the melancholy stays empty.

The jade chopsticks leave, who pities the bones by the Wuding River.

Looking forward to the sky returning to the boat, deceiving people for no reason, it's all wrong.

Thinking of the old alliance back then, hold your hand, and spend the rest of your life together.

Weihe and millet are desolate, and we are heartbroken..."

The days went on like this day by day, and the mute moved out of Brother Que'er's house and lived with the dead luthier.There was business in the troupe, so he limped there, and he didn't go out on weekdays, sometimes playing the piano, sometimes reading, and sometimes thinking about his magpie.

If it wasn't for that rainy day, maybe the relationship between them would have been so peaceful.

This year's rainy season came early, and it rained lightly for several days in a row, and the air was damp and stuffy, making it difficult for people to live anywhere, let alone the old emperor.

No, I was bored in the palace for a few days, my headache became more and more severe, and Longyan was unhappy. Several conscientious ministers were very anxious, and privately discussed calling the opera troupe to sing operas to change the mood of the king.

Of course Brother Magpie can’t escape, although he is too lazy to sing in this kind of weather, and Dumb, since he hurt his leg, his leg hurts badly every rainy day, let alone sit there and play the piano all afternoon .

Persisting in the order of the king, they can only go through fire and water.

At the end of the day, Brother Que felt that he was going to lose his life for several years, and he just wanted to go back and get a good night's sleep, but he met an acquaintance on the road, and dragged the group to the biggest brothel in Beijing.

Everyone else is very happy, except Brother Queer and Dumb.

Although Brother Magpie greeted him with a smile all the time, the mute always felt that something was wrong.I'm used to seeing him socializing on weekdays, but this time I feel a little powerless, could it be because I'm too tired?

Brother Magpie didn't know that the mute was looking at him all the time. He was very panicked now, very panicked, and just wanted to slip away early, but he knew that was impossible. From the moment he saw these acquaintances, he knew that that People are back!

Brother Magpie didn't wait long, and a handsome nobleman walked out from behind the screen where the mandarin ducks were playing in the water—oh no, my lord.

"Lord Duan."

When all the people in the house saw the person coming, they all put away their frivolous attitude and saluted respectfully.The young prince smiled heartily, and he was actually quite approachable.Besides, everyone in the room knew the prince's rules, and retreated after a few words of flattery, only the dumb man remained silent, staring coldly at the man who was slowly walking towards him.

The thought that was deliberately suppressed kept hitting his nerves at this moment, Duan Wang's arrogant smile seemed to be a mockery of his shrinking and evasion.

The blood in the whole body is boiling, and the hostility of killing is surging, like a lion driven into a corner, resolutely preparing for the best last fight——

"Ah Jiu, take elder brother back, he doesn't know the way."

However, his magpie's understatement took away all his strength.

However, Brother Que, who was looking at King Duan, did not notice the despair in his eyes.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, Prince Duan, but he made great military exploits and returned victorious?"

He put his arms around his shoulders, with a smile that could not be concealed between his brows, like lovers after a little farewell, they only have each other's face in their eyes, and the rest can't enter their eyes.

The mute didn't know how he was dragged out of the brothel by Ah Jiu, the damp wind ruthlessly extinguished the weak flame in his heart, and even a trace of green smoke dissipated.

Seeing the mute like this, Ah Jiu could only sigh silently in his heart.

Who is that king?The second son of the current emperor, Yuci Wang Ye, a young and promising general!Regardless of the fact that he is only 24, he is already a battle-tested veteran with numerous military exploits, and he is also—the biggest thorn in the eyes of the First Prince!

Who can compete with such a powerful and powerful person.Even if brother magpie is only a magpie in a cage, it is a blessing he has cultivated in several lifetimes.

It's a pity that this dumb person is destined to wait in vain...

Rain, death.

Like an overwhelming net, he was trapped in this net, unable to break free.Splashing a foot of water, swaying half of the lights in the pool.On a starless and moonless rainy night, a few dilapidated lanterns shone miserably on the way back.

Ridiculous, where is the end of this road?

Brother Magpie staggered and walked alone, with his head half raised, letting the rain hit his face, slide over his cheeks, and slide over the scars left after the affair.

He refused to stay overnight, refused to be escorted, and walked almost masochistically in this miserable wind and rain, like a magpie with wet wings, downcast and homeless.

Dare to ask the heavens, where is the home?where?I am afraid that if you break through your iron shoes, you will find nowhere to find them.

He is really tired, pretending to smile all day long, flattering.Obviously so careful, why are there so many waiting for him?Why can't he escape from this cage?Why is there no place for him in the vast world?

Brother Magpie, Brother Magpie... Heh!It's just a cheap bird with a beautiful appearance and being played by others. It doesn't even have human dignity.

His weak wings could not protect him from surviving in this darkness, he struggled all the way, suffered bullying, no matter how wronged he was, he could only swallow tears in his stomach.

But he doesn't understand, he doesn't understand why he is also a human being, but he can only survive.

No matter how sad the play is, there are moments of laughter.What about him?In his life, why was even the only thing left to be erased? Could it be that his love, his heart, are like this cold wind and bitter rain, no one wants it anymore?

His thin body tremblingly stepped into the deeper darkness, and the black night swallowed him up bit by bit!

Night, forever night.

Jian Ningshuang, the sound of leaking gradually.

Qin Lian has a lover, who is waiting under the glazed lamp?

The fingertips caressed the surface of the piano, and the thin calluses on the fingertips rubbed the plum carved on the bone of the piano.But that smile was engraved bloody on his heart, every stroke was painful.

Everyone in the world says that actors are ruthless, but they don't know that all kinds of tenderness are only attached to one person, and others can't share half of the pie.

Cutting iron like mud will not hurt people's hearts; Yangguan Guangling will make a sad sound and will not cool people.

I'm afraid that moths will jump into the flames, and they will be smashed to pieces, which no one will cherish.

Rain, lingering.

When I got home, I didn't feel it anymore, I stumbled and opened the firewood door, but I saw a candle light flickering in the house.

Who lit the candles?dumb?Could it be that he has been here?

A hint of surprise flashed in Brother Magpie's eyes, but was immediately covered by a heavy shadow.What if he was still in the house?This look, will be ridiculed!

For the first time, Brother Magpie lingered in front of his house, before he could make a decision, the people in the house had already retreated and opened the door.

On a rainy night shrouded in gloomy clouds, the candlelight shone like the morning sun.

Before he could see the man's face clearly, he had already fallen into a warm embrace.

It has nothing to do with bitter rain and cold, nothing to do with love and joy.

One, belongs only to his arms.

He doesn't ask extravagantly for staying together, but for a moment of tenderness is enough.

All the grievances hidden in his heart, waiting to find someone to confide in, but thousands of words came to his mouth, but he only held the corner of his mouth and smiled wryly:

"Fool, what are you doing in the rain, you need to be careful and your legs hurt.

Let's go back to the house. "

In an instant, the world turned upside down, he was hugged by the waist, and the warmth from his back extended to all his limbs.

Brother Magpie relaxed his body, resting his head on the mute's chest.

The powerful heartbeat seemed to assimilate his heart into one body through the touching skin.

Between heaven and earth, only the king and my son.

Night, slightly cool.

Water vapor engulfed his vision, making it hazy and unreal.

The warm water permeates the whole body, as warm as returning to the original embrace.

The mute leaned aside and listened quietly to Brother Que's raving, with mixed feelings in his heart.

He didn't understand why that proud and arrogant brother showed such a sad and fragile posture, he didn't understand that that tender and affectionate smile was actually a disguise.

His brother, when will he be the real brother.Or, in this life, he only lives in the play, laughing and crying are both fixed numbers?

When a real actor is ruthless, even he is so cruel to himself.

What about him?Are the care and concern these days also fake?

Magpie, how can I get close to you?Get closer to the real you?

"If you want to laugh, you can laugh, the third brother is right, at least he is not the one who was raped.

I'm an actor, in fact, I shouldn't expect anything extravagantly, I just want to sell myself for a moment of peace!

You don't know, if it wasn't for that person, my current life would be countless times more difficult.

I was sold here when I was three years old. I was a servant and a worker. I was beaten and scolded. Which one is less wrong?Now that they have that person as their backer, they have all restrained themselves, they can squeeze something at most, and they don't have the guts to do anything to me anymore.

I'm cheap!But what can I do?

What's the use of a beautiful skin?When I get old in the future, where is my shelter?

Sometimes, I also advise myself to be more open-minded, to get the best of both worlds.

ha!But I don't like it!Being teased like a plaything.He said he likes my voice, he likes to hear me scream, I'm going to fuck off!

Dumb, how I envy you, how good you can't speak. "

Brother Magpie smiled, unable to hide his desolation, his voice was a little hoarse, not as pleasant as it was during the day.

However, he couldn't understand the helplessness in the dumb heart.

How sad it is when a loved one is weeping and cannot even say a word of comfort!

All the mute could do was hug his baby tightly.

After a long time, brother magpie thought that was a lifetime.

After a long time, the hot tears on the shoulders were carved into the bone marrow.

If you are not qualified to laugh with you, then when you cry, please allow me to stay by your side and cry with you.

Outside the door, the rain is still there.

On the narrow wooden bed, the two hugged each other tightly.

The solitary sword and the prisoner bird stay together in this chaotic world, their feathers are desolate, for whom are they hesitating?

The author has something to say: Note: "On a man who is strong and pregnant, he must vomit...", "Empty my clothes and tears along the cuckoo...Liaoyang": Hong Sheng in "The Palace of Eternal Life"