Ten Miles of Spring Breeze Is Not as Good as You [Network Matching]

Qianqian: A swan song about Qianqian, love is nothing more than seeing who becomes a cocoon.

After a while, Song Qingyan came out with a plate.When Xie Xiamei turned her head to look at him, there was still a smile on his face that hadn't fully restrained.But he didn't seem to be ready to restrain himself anymore. He didn't know whether it was because he had enjoyed getting along with Bai Muchen just now or because of something else. He smiled at Xie Xiamei rarely: "Is the apple pie delicious?"

Xie Xiamei felt that she really couldn't stay here any longer, but for some reason she just didn't make up her mind to go out.This kind of temper that will not die until the Yellow River, and will not turn back until it hits the south wall, really makes her helpless.He clearly knew that the smile on his face was not because of him, but he couldn't help being dazzled for a while, resisting the pain deep in his heart, and smiled, "Is Xiaochen sick?"

Song Qingyan is such a character, when she saw her sitting on the sofa, she knew what she had guessed.He didn't think about trying to cover up anything, so he nodded naturally, "I feel a little uncomfortable." It seemed like a common cold or something, not unnatural at all.

Xie Xiamei almost didn't dare to look at his face, she was afraid that she would burst into tears when she saw him: "Well, take good care of him, and I won't bother you." Then she picked up her bag and prepared to rush out the door.

Song Qingyan stopped her: "Wait a minute, I'll see you off."

Xie Xiamei stopped in her tracks, she really couldn't refuse this suggestion.There are many, many things I want to say to him, but I haven't been able to find an opportunity, maybe today.

Song Qingyan nodded and said, "Well, wait for me first, I'll go change clothes." After speaking, he walked into the bedroom.

Bai Muchen heard footsteps, got up in a daze, rubbed his eyes and asked, "Who is here?"

Song Qingyan leaned over and kissed him, "A former classmate of mine, good boy, you sleep first, I'm going out for a while."

"Oh." Bai Muchen complied obediently, fell down again and continued to sleep.

Song Qingyan changed her clothes, closed the bedroom door, and said to Xie Xiamei who was standing in the living room, "Let's go."

The two walked to the bottom parking lot in silence. Song Qingyan opened the car door for Xie Xiamei and said, "Where do you live now? I'll take you there."

Xie Xiamei sat in before replying: "I don't want to go home yet, just find a coffee shop, I want to talk to you."

Song Qingyan knew that she wanted to talk to him, but in fact he also wanted to clarify the matter earlier, so he nodded and said, "That's good."

The white BMW rolled out of the underground parking lot and onto the broad street.Song Qingyan turned her head and asked Xie Xiamei: "Which coffee shop do you want to go to?"

Xie Xiamei looked up and said, "Let's go to the Beicheng Paradise Square in front."

After parking the car, the two randomly found a Starbucks and ordered two cups of coffee symbolically.Anyway, today's purpose is not to drink coffee.

Song Qingyan looked at ease, took a sip of coffee, and said lightly: "Do you want to tell me something, tell me."

Xie Xiamei glanced at him, then lowered her head, and did not speak for a long time.When Song Qingyan thought she couldn't speak, she said, "Qingyan, do you hate me?"

Unexpectedly, this was the question when he opened his mouth, and Song Qingyan didn't know how to answer it.Don't hate it. Although this is indeed what he thinks in his heart, Xie Xiamei doesn't seem to believe it.Answer hate, since there is no love, how can there be hatred?Love hate love hate, is based on the foundation of love.

Song Qingyan: "Do you want to hear the truth?"

Xie Xiamei nodded.

Song Qingyan: "If I simply answered that you don't hate, would you believe me? But I really don't hate you now. Oh no, I should say I never hated you."

Joy flashed in Xie Xiamei's eyes: "You mean, can you forgive me?"

Song Qingyan chuckled: "To me, you didn't do anything wrong, how can you forgive me?"

Xie Xiamei's face immediately turned pale: "You mean..."

Song Qingyan said: "You also saw it today, I am with Xiaochen now, I feel very happy and very happy. I can't do anything to offend him. I have even decided now that I will be with him in the future. It is impossible for me to disappoint him. As for the two of us, we were ignorant when we were young. How could we know what love is? Looking back now, it was just a companionship back then. When we grow up, it’s over. There's nothing left."

Hearing such decisive words with her own mouth, Xie Xiamei felt heartbroken, it was still too late, it was too late to say anything now.

Xie Xiamei: "But you. You are all men."

Song Qingyan couldn't help laughing, especially when thinking of the little apprentice's performance this morning. "Do you think I mind? Or, do you think my family mind?"

Xie Xiamei didn't know how to answer for a while.

That's right, Song Qingyan has always lived a reckless and unrestrained life, always doing whatever she wants, and never looking outside the eyes of the outside world.But he does have the capital not to care about anyone's opinion.The so-called proud son of heaven is nothing more than that.As for his family, his parents immigrated abroad a long time ago, and he himself was studying in a foreign university. His thinking is avant-garde and open, and his family environment is harmonious and tolerant, so naturally there is no resistance.

Xie Xiamei bit her lips tightly, trying her best to hold back the tears that were about to burst into her eyes, her emotions almost collapsed: "But... But you were not like this before, didn't you like me before... Why do you want to like a man now? Child...are you hurt because of my leaving?" Her tone immediately became agitated when she said this: "Yes! It must be like this, right? I'm sorry Qingyan, I shouldn't have just relied on your liking. So unscrupulous, I shouldn't have left you behind, I shouldn't have given up on you for myself, really, I'm sorry, Qingyan..."

In the end, she lost control of her emotions. Big drops of tears flowed down her delicate and beautiful face, and her voice was choked up.

Song Qingyan sighed softly, and handed her a tissue.After her mood stabilized a little, she said seriously: "Xiamei, look at me, what I'm telling you now is very important, and I won't say it a second time. You should know that I am a classmate for so many years. What kind of person. I never joke, what I say is serious. I don’t care about what you just said. I don’t like Xiaochen because I was shocked, but because he is too cute , It’s too attractive to me, which is beyond my control. Sometimes, the fate of people is enough. Because, he is the person in your previous life. If it wasn’t for meeting him, maybe I would never find out in my life I still like men."

"There was nothing wrong with you leaving at the beginning. You are going to pursue your ideals, which is very good and understandable. There are many things in life that are more important than love. In fact, I look back now and think about it. Was it really love when we were at the beginning? It’s just a good impression between children. Not long after you went abroad, I actually went abroad, but we have not been in touch, so you don’t know it. The reason why I have a bad temper with you is also because of your actions Makes me angry, not the thing itself. If you had told me, I wouldn't have held you back. I know you were afraid I wouldn't want you to go, or get angry with you, but I really wanted to say , you really don't know me too well. Look, can this be considered love?"

Xie Xiamei's mood was still a little unstable: "But, you were so kind to me back then."

Song Qingyan: "Since we were all together back then, of course I should treat you well."

It turned out that it was because of this. He was kind to her at the beginning, but it was because of the so-called boyfriend status.

Song Qingyan: "I'm relieved now, nothing is important anymore. Whether it was the so-called betrayal, leaving or giving up, it's not a big deal now. I think you know the reason why the two of us were together at that time. What's going on. Let it go and live your life well. I have nothing worthy of your nostalgia."

Yes, we were together in the first place, why?It can almost be regarded as an old classmate who came all the way. They were classmates from elementary school to high school. This kind of fate is indeed rare.They are all the proud sons of heaven with excellent grades, the darlings of teachers and parents, and the handsome men and beautiful women in the eyes of classmates.The masculinity is facing the wind, while the woman is beautiful and gentle.It is almost inevitable that people will talk about it together.In addition, the relationship between the two is relatively good, and it seems to be a matter of course to be together.

I can't remember the real time we were together. It seems that because of a joke, adolescent boys and girls appreciate each other's good feelings, which can easily lead to so-called lovers.The things we have done together are nothing more than commuting to and from school together, and going out to play together on weekends.Occasionally act like a baby and throw a temper tantrum.Song Qingyan is indeed a good lover. She pampers her in everything, buys her what she likes, cooks what she likes to eat, and occasionally plays a little romance, which gives her the illusion of deep love.

It wasn't until after she left that Song Qingyan thought about this relationship carefully. After thinking about it, it became more and more unlikely that it was love.If it is love, why is he only angry but without heart-piercing pain, heart-breaking longing, and never-forgotten reluctance?

Thinking about it this way, it's like a brother treating a sister, treating her well, pampering her, and giving her what she wants.Speaking of it, puberty was originally restless, but he didn't have the slightest desire to get closer to her.

This is already obvious.