After I died, I became the white moonlight of scumbag A's ex-husband

"360 joules, first time, ready to—"

The thin upper body was pulled off the bed by the power of the motor, and then fell back limply.

"360 joules for the first time, no response."

The doctor and nurse looked at each other and continued.

"360 joules, second time, ready to—"

"400 joules, first time, ready to—"

"400 joules, second time, ready to—"

Repeated several times, a set of rescue procedures was completed, the pupils were unresponsive, and the heartbeat, pulse, and breathing all stopped.

The doctors and nurses dispersed from the hospital bed, looked up at the time, and announced with a sigh: "The patient died after rescue, and the time of death is [-]:[-] in the evening."

Following the doctor’s voice, the monitor was removed, and the instrument issued a long, sharp, piercing sound of “Di——”, and the data lines on the screen were stretched into long straight lines, announcing the end of a person. .

Standing by the hospital bed, Hang Jing stared down at himself on the bed, indifferent to everything that happened in front of him.

dead...

This is death.

Although I don't understand why he is still here after death, it turns out that this is how people feel after death.

Hang Jing watched his body being covered with a white cloth by the nurse. The face he had seen for 25 years was a little strange at this moment. They all said that people's appearance would change after death. It seemed that it was really different. beautiful.

Still, the dead are always ugly.

Hang Jing tilted his head and waved to his body as a farewell.

Fortunately, Zong Ying is not here.

Otherwise, seeing this posthumous appearance that has plummeted in appearance, I am afraid that even his last merit worth remembering has become flawed since then.

Xi Wei leaned against the window covering his face, and saw the red eye sockets of the cool young master through his fingers Hang Jing, he wanted to comfort Xi Wei not to be too sad, his outstretched hand hadn't touched the corner of Xi Wei's eyes yet , directly penetrated the opponent's body.

Hang Jing froze for a moment, then slowly withdrew his hand.

Forgot, he is dead, he is just a soul and cannot touch the body of a living person.

In movies, souls are mostly transparent and floating, and some even have special abilities.

But Hang Jing didn't.

He tried to walk around in place. Although he didn't feel the touch of his feet on the ground, he couldn't float off the ground either.

He can't touch anything, and he can't touch anyone.

He looked like a normal person, but no one could see him, and he was nowhere to be seen in the mirror.

He spoke to Xi Wei, yelled deliberately, walked around in the crowd, and passed through the bodies of every doctor and nurse, but no one felt anything strange.

Only he himself can hear his own voice, only he himself knows his own existence.

He seemed to be isolated from the world, he felt the world, and the world had forgotten him.

Hang Jing took one last blank look at himself covered by the white cloth, and couldn't help laughing at himself. He thought death was a relief, but he didn't expect to be more lonely than living.

He followed Xi Wei out of the operating room, saw Xie Qin, saw Xi Yi, and saw... Zong Ying.

He watched Zongying lose his composure because of the news of his death, watched his shock when he learned of the existence of the child, watched him argue with Xi Yi, and finally told everyone the truth about not letting him get pregnant.

Zong Ying slumped on the ground, beating himself in pain, Hang Jing couldn't help squatting down beside him, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't touch Zong Ying's body, let alone hold his hand.

When Hang Jing heard Zong Ying say "Hang Jing is my omega", his hand just landed on top of Zong Ying's head.

Obviously there is no heartbeat and the blood will not flow, but at that moment, Hang Jing still had the illusion that his heart would tremble and his cheeks would be hot.

"I know, I know what you said."

"Zongying, you protected me for three years, I'm very happy."

Hang Jing controlled the distance of his fingers, creating the illusion that he could still touch Zongying. His fingertips pierced through the end of his hair, like the most gentle touch, "So, don't be sad. It's not your fault, never, always it's not your fault."

The living are grieving for the dead, and the dead, may the living be freed.

The shadow of death hangs in the air, and Hang Jing's soliloquy can't comfort anyone.

From then on, he was just a bystander, he could only watch silently from the side, unable to influence anything.

When Zong Ying said he didn't want children, Hang Jing was sad, and when he saw Xi Wei oppressing Zong Ying with pheromones, he felt distressed, and when he finally saw Zong Xi, he felt that everything was worth it .

So be it……

Hang Jing thought to himself, to be able to see Zong Ying showing his true emotions for himself, to feel sad because of him from the bottom of his heart, and to see Zong Xi safe and sound, what is there to be dissatisfied with?

What he asked for, he got.

When Zong Ying was sent to the operating room due to serious injuries in a series of car crashes, Hang Jing did not follow up.

He didn't know if approaching Zongying in the state of an undead would bring a burden to his body. He had seen in the movie that the yin energy of a dead person would harm a living person, so he didn't dare to get too close to Zongying.

But seeing that Zongying was safe and sound, Hang Jing didn't want to leave either.

In this way, he waited outside the operating room until Zong Ying was pushed out and sent to the ward.

When the doctor told Zong Hongtao about Zongying's condition, Hang Jing was listening, and when he learned that Zongying was not in danger and just needed to rest, he wanted to leave.

After death, there should be a place to return to.

What's more, Zong Ying was hospitalized, Lin Yushu estimated that he would appear soon, and Hang Jing didn't want to stay here any longer.

But it wasn't until then that he realized that he couldn't be too far away from Zong Ying.

At a distance of at most five meters, he could no longer take a step forward, as if there was an invisible wall stopping him.

After death, Hang Jing has never encountered any of the so-called transcendence, reincarnation, and reincarnation.

There is no heaven and hell, no angels, demons or bull-headed horses, and even, in this hospital where people die at any time, there are no wandering ghosts like him.

Hang Jing realized belatedly that his soul had not dissipated, but was trapped.

Trapped by Zong Ying's side.

At first, he also found it very novel.

After his repeated little by little careful explorations, after confirming that he would not have a negative impact on Zong Ying, he began to enjoy this way of getting along.

"Zongying, it's time to get up and take medicine."

"Zongying, I'm going to check."

"Zongying, father has come to see you."

"Zong Ying, Zong Ying..."

Relying on the fact that nothing he said would be heard, Hang Jing no longer restrained his words and deeds, no longer cared about whether he would be bored, he kept talking to Zong Ying, and found it very interesting.

"Zongying, you look really good-looking."

Hang Jing was lying on the side of the hospital bed, looking at Zong Ying's side face, the sun was shining on his face, the smile in his eyes was like a blooming camellia, charming and moving.

Zong Ying sat alone in the ward in a daze. He watched the sunlight shining into the room fall on the sheets, forming circles of mottled halos. He stretched out his hand to touch it, but he couldn't feel any warmth. Frozen.

Zong Ying couldn't see Hang Jing, couldn't hear his voice, and couldn't feel his existence. He didn't know that Hang Jing circled around him during the day and was staring at him unscrupulously at the moment, even when he reached out to touch the sun , leaned over and kissed him.

Zongying doesn't know anything.

Hang Jing's touch and kiss will not have a real touch, and if he is not well controlled, he will even directly pass through Zongying's body.

It was a horrifying scene, but Hang Jing didn't care.

Anyway, no one can see it, besides, no matter what kind of intimacy he does, he no longer has to worry about being scolded, rejected, or ridiculed.

At night, he sat by the bed, looked at Zong Ying's sleeping face, and then simply lay down, curled up in Zong Ying's arms, pretending to be hugged.

This warm embrace will no longer push him away, Zong Ying will no longer bully him all night long, let alone leave him in the middle of the night and let him sit alone until dawn.

Hang Jing also followed Zong Ying to see Zong Xi. He saw the child getting healthier day by day with his own eyes, and he kept laughing.

The days in the hospital passed quickly, and Hang Jing even had a feeling that this was the most comfortable and comfortable time for him in recent years.

Hang Jing stayed with Zong Ying until he was discharged from the hospital, only to realize that he had overlooked a problem.

In his perception, the childhood sweetheart Lin Yushu who was in love with Zong Ying never appeared once.

Even if it is inconvenient to come to the hospital because of his own death, Zong Ying is now exposed to him 24 hours a day without any privacy or concealment, but Lin Yushu has never even made a phone call or a single message.

Hang Jing faintly felt that something was wrong, and with this suspicion in mind, he followed Zong Ying back to the old house.

Things gradually deviated in a direction that Hang Jing couldn't expect.

At first, when Hang Jing found out that Zong Ying was depressed because of his death, he couldn't help worrying about blaming himself.

But soon, he discovered that Zong Ying wasn't just affected by his mood. This person paralyzed himself with work during the day and was haunted by nightmares at night.

Hang Jing finally realized that his death had hurt Zong Ying much more seriously than he had imagined.

He started to feel guilty.

If, if he knew that his willful behavior would cause Zong Ying such a heavy psychological burden, he should have planned more carefully.

He has always known that Zong Ying is soft-hearted. Although he has no love for him, he has a sense of responsibility.

He expected that his death would be difficult for Zong Ying to accept for a while, but he didn't expect the reality to hit him so hard.

Sitting by the bed, Hang Jing regretted seeing Zong Ying once again covered in cold sweat being trapped by a nightmare, and finally woke up from the nightmare by calling his name, lying straight on the bed and looking at the ceiling waiting for dawn.

I really regret it.

Zong Ying sat on the head of the bed, looked up at the ceiling in a daze, cold sweat rolled down his cheeks from his forehead, and his lips were trembling slightly.

Hang Jing wanted to wipe Zong Ying's sweat, but he couldn't.

"Zongying, I don't feel any pain anymore, I don't feel any pain at all now."

"I am very happy every day. You don't need to feel guilty or blame yourself. I decided to have the child myself. I am very clear about the consequences of doing so and have nothing to do with you."

Hang Jing looked at Zong Ying who was gradually overwhelmed by guilt, and was also tormented by distress and self-blame.

"Zongying, don't think about it, it's all over. You start your life again, we're divorced long ago, your responsibility to me is over long ago, let yourself go."

Hang Jing persuaded him sentence by sentence, but Zong Ying couldn't hear a word.

Later, rumors began to circulate inside Qiansheng, and the recordings and photos were found out. Hang Jing saw that Zong Qi lost to Zong Ying because of his advance layout on the board of directors, and he felt not so relaxed.

He knew what was going on behind the scenes better than anyone else, so he had already noticed that Lin Yushu might not be as simple as he thought.

Zong Ying was betrayed by Lin Yushu.

Before Hang Jing's anger started, Hang Chen first showed everything to Zong Ying.

"Sister, don't tell him! Don't tell him!"

"Don't tell Zong Ying that, he's already suffering! Shut up! Shut up! Enough!"

Although Hang Jing shouted to stop, it was in vain.

After Hang Chen left, Zong Ying sat alone in the office, as silent as a stone sculpture.

"Zongying, the cause of everything is my mother's selfishness, the process is that I am deeply involved, and the result is that I will do my own way. From the beginning to the end, you are just a pawn in the game between our mother and son, so let go Live on your own, don't think about those things in the past."

Hang Jing was beside Zong Ying, murmuring non-stop. He saw Zong Ying burning the divorce agreement, and understood the other party's intentions. He felt comforted and regretful.

"Zongying, if I had confessed everything to you earlier, wouldn't we...wouldn't be here today?"

Hang Jing looked into Zong Ying's eyes, and there would no longer be his own reflection in those deep pupils, and Zong Ying would not give him the answer to his question.

After dawn, Zong Ying went to find Lin Yushu.

When Hang Jing saw Lin Yushu's current appearance, heard him revealing his inner truth, and knew that everything was just that this person used his superb acting skills to direct a scene that separated him and Zong Ying. At that moment, Hang Jing compared Zong Ying should be more angry.

If possible, he wished he could take Lin Yushu's life right now.

Just before Hang Jing had time to digest the anger of being deceived for Zongying, unwilling to be used, and the bamboo horse he had liked for so many years turned out to be such a femme fatale, Zongying heard Zongying express his heartfelt feelings for Lin Yushu opportunity.

Unlike Lin Yushu's schadenfreude, Hang Jing felt a chill from the top of his head to the bottom of his feet.

Country R, ​​Bis Park, graffiti wall, aurora...

The one Zong Ying has liked for so many years is the one who drew the aurora on the graffiti wall...

Not Lin Yushu, but himself...

Is this something to be happy about?

If he is still alive, it must be the happiest thing, but now, he is dead!

Hang Jing is dead, and the truth of the matter will make happiness a disaster.

Hang Jing fell into deep fear, which was the first time he felt fear since he had been a ghost for so long.

He was afraid that one day Zongying would know the truth, and that heart that was already tormented by guilt would really be lost forever.

He was afraid that the truth would not be concealed for long, and even if Zong Ying didn't find out, Lin Yushu would expose this matter sooner or later as a means of revenge against Zong Ying.

This is a ticking time bomb.

Hang Jing thought of all the possibilities, hated himself for being unable to stop, hated himself for being unable to do anything.

After that, no matter how much Hang Jing prayed, it still came to that day.

When the wind blew away the curtain on the wall of the studio, Hang Jing threw himself on Zong Ying directly, trying to cover his eyes.

But it was useless, he directly passed through Zongying's body, watching Zongying step by step towards the cruelest moment.

"Zongying, don't look, don't look! I beg you, don't look, don't look!"

"Let's go, go now, leave here, there is nothing here, you go..."

"Don't go there! If you see it, it will kill you! Zongying, please, I beg you, don't go there..."

Hang Jing didn't know if the soul would cry, but he felt his tears, not from his eyes, but from his heart.

Every drop can tear his soul apart, making him unable to stand still in pain.

He cried and begged, more fear than pain.

He tried his best to pull Zongying, but he just passed through Zongying's body over and over again in vain, and saw Zongying lift the canvas on the wall, and saw the gorgeous picture of the aurora.

Zong Ying collapsed.

He is more like a dead man than Hang Jing, sitting motionless against the wall, from sunrise to sunset, with a pale face and straight eyes.

Hang Jing sat aside, just watching him fall into the mud, but there was nothing he could do.

"Zongying, it's my fault, it's my fault. If I had trusted you more and had taken the initiative to chat with you after knowing about you and Lin Yushu, these misunderstandings would not have happened."

"It's me who stubbornly defined you, I didn't understand your past, I was discouraged and chose to give up, and I chose to tie you up with a child in the end, it's all my fault... you Blame me, blame everything on me, let yourself go, okay..."

"Zongying, I'm already dead."

Hang Jing went to pull Zongying's finger, pretending to be pulling his sleeve, and begged him in a soft voice: "Don't fall in love with a dead person, you shouldn't go through this, it's too cruel to treat you like this..."

Zong Ying would not answer Hang Jing.

The gears of fate turn on their own, and they will not let Zong Ying or Hang Jing go.

Zong Ying found the wedding ring in the bedside table in the bedroom.

Hang Jing has been following behind him.

He witnessed Zong Ying holding the wedding ring and crying bitterly, watching him go crazy over a ray of pheromone, and finally fell into a vulnerable period, kneeling on the ground and crying in pain.

Hang Jing watched everything happen, unable to do anything.

Zong Ying suffers from pheromone dependence.

During his susceptible period, he would fall into dementia, become delirious until he went crazy, Hang Jing sat in the bedroom full of camellias, sitting in the bedroom full of camellias, as if he was punishing himself, and accompanied Zong Ying to pass the susceptibility Expect.

He watched Zong Ying build a nest to deceive himself and others, and heard him shout his name like crazy.

Hang Jing thought to himself, it turns out that death is not his relief, and death is more painful than life.

The pain was so great that he was numb.

Is this punishment?

Is it because he loves Zongying's punishment paranoidly?

That's enough to punish him alone, why not let Zong Ying go?

Is it because God knows that torturing Zongying will really make him miserable?

The two of them, why did they become like this...

"Zongying, I'm sorry."

Facing the comatose Zong Ying weakly, Hang Jing finally understood why he was stranded in the world even though he was dead.

Because this world is his eighteen levels of hell.

He and Zong Ying, life is unfortunate, death is restless, life and death are purgatory...

For many years after that, Hang Jing stayed by Zong Ying's side.

The widowed S-class in his early thirties is still very popular in the upper echelons of Beijing even though he has a son by his side, but no matter how hard Fei Wan tries to match him up, Zong Ying will dismiss those omega.

Gradually, everyone knew that Qiansheng's CEO was an infatuated kind, and they no longer had any hope for him.

His facial features were originally cold and hard, but as he got older, his aura became more and more calm, and his expression became more and more serious.

Zongying's behavior became more and more ruthless, and his hard-heartedness led Qiansheng's scale to continue to expand and prosper day by day.

The stronger Qiansheng is, the less Zongying smiles.

The outside world began to secretly call him the Black Faced God.

Zong Ying's life, apart from the company, is to cultivate Zong Xi.

Zong Xi has become the group favorite among the aristocratic family, and everyone can't wait to praise him to the sky. Even Lin Yushu, who has always been against Zong Ying, still protects Zong Xi at the tip of his heart.

Zong Ying is very strict with Zong Xi. When everyone accuses Zong Ying of being too harsh on Zong Xi, only Hang Jing understands Zong Ying.

Hang Jing knew that Zong Ying didn't want to live anymore.

This person desperately hopes that Zong Xi will grow up to be able to take charge of his own affairs. After that, Zong Ying will be able to let go of everything and die.

Hang Jing was very confused. He didn't want Zong Ying to die, but he couldn't bear to see him live so miserable.

Time passed slowly and everything changed.

Four years after Hang Jing's death, Xie Qin and Xi Wei had their first quarrel since they fell in love in high school.

The reason was that Xie Qin had a psychological shadow because of Hang Jing's death, and he refused to have a child with Xi Wei, and even wanted to have a ligation operation without telling everyone, but Xi Wei found out.

People around are criticizing Xie Qin, only Zong Ying understands Xie Qin's decision.

Zong Ying took Zong Xi to find Xi Wei, and for the first time took the initiative to chat with Xi Wei about Hangjing.

"There are many happy families in this world, but there is one in front of you because the child's family is ruined. Xi Wei, you love Xie Qin and want a child, and Xie Qin is also unwilling to have a child because he loves you so much. Pregnancy and childbirth are inherently difficult. There are risks, and no one can guarantee that nothing will happen. Xie Qin is terrified by love, and he dare not take risks. There is no question of right or wrong, it just needs someone to compromise."

In the end, Xi Wei chose to compromise.

In the fifth year after Hang Jing's death, Xi Yi married an actor named Ji Xian and had a wedding of the century.

When Zong Ying attended the wedding, Zong Xi was wearing a flower girl's suit, holding the ring box with a sullen face and waiting to be presented on the red carpet, "Father, the second uncle said, this pair of rings is very important, it is necessary to get married Do you wear rings? Do you and Daddy have them too?"

Zong Ying turned the green bamboo flower ring in his hand, and smiled rarely: "Yes, I have it too."

Six years after Hang Jing's death, Zong Qi was secretly arrested because of an old case of an illegal laboratory in Beijing many years ago.

Qiansheng was shaken internally, and the Zong family was also affected. Zong Ying took the opportunity to conduct a large-scale purge of personnel to stabilize the situation.

In the seventh year after Hang Jing's death, an A-level omega named Gu Zhiyu found Zong Ying.

She said that she and her brother were both victims of old cases in the laboratory.

Because of Hang Jing's help back then, her brother has been relying on equipment to maintain his life. After Zong Qi was arrested, he confessed that he had used pheromone toxin on Gu Zhijin, and the toxin would cause brain death.

Now, Gu Zhiyu has completed the differentiation and accepted the reality that miracles will not happen.

Gu Zhiyu said that she decided to stop using the equipment, and before that, she wanted to see Zong Xi.

Because Hang Jing was pregnant with Zong Xi at that time, he could not bear the young Gu Zhiyu.

Hang Jing couldn't remember clearly for a long time. In his opinion, it was just a trivial matter.

I just feel that it's a pity that I couldn't save Gu Zhiyu's brother.

Zong Ying took Zong Xi to the nursing home to see Gu Zhijin, who had been in a vegetable state for seven years. Even though he had been in a coma for a long time, he could still tell that he was once an excellent "Mr. Zong, Brother Hang Jing is a very good person."

Gu Zhiyu looked into Zong Xi's amber eyes, recalled the gentle big brother deep in his memory, and said to Zong Ying, "I'm very sorry that you lost such an excellent partner."

In the ninth year after Hang Jing's death, Xi Sang's biological laboratory conquered the method of cultivating embryos in vitro to raise children, which fundamentally solved the problem for many people who were not suitable for conception, and promoted a big step in the history of human medicine. A world-class sensation.

Xie Qin and Xi Wei became the first AO couple to accept this technology in Xi Sang's laboratory, and successfully raised a pair of twins. The elder brother SS-level younger brother SS-level Zong Ying took Zong Xi to the laboratory to see the newborns , Zong Xi found that his father looked at the twin brothers through the glass without speaking for a long time, his expression was very heavy, and he didn't seem to be very happy.

"Father, don't you like your two younger brothers?"

Zong Ying turned around, he looked into Zong Xi's amber eyes, and it took him a long time to speak: "No, I was just thinking... If I could wait until now, your father is not yet 35 years old, he is still very young. "

Zong Ying's eyes were full of sadness. He looked at his 9-year-old son in front of him, and felt a slight pain in his numb heart after a long absence: "Zong Xi, you should have been born at this time."

Zong Xi couldn't understand Zong Ying's words, but Hang Jing who was following him could understand.

There is no heartbeat, but it still hurts.

If he can live until today, when this Xie Qin invests most of his fortune for Xi Wei and entrusts Xi Sang to develop the technology, Zong Ying will allow him to have a child of the two of them.

Why didn't he insist on it any longer... This chapter is too long, so it can only be released in two chapters, so I will put it down immediately.

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