After I died, I became the white moonlight of scumbag A's ex-husband

He was numb with cold.

"Don't give up...don't do this..."

Zong Ying heard his own voice, his brain wasn't thinking, and what he said didn't pass through his mind.

"You, you also had friends! The second son Xi is still fighting me for you. Look at how many times we have fought! The little omega master of the Xi family did the same. When you had an accident, he used messages outside the operating room. Su directly made me kneel down! All the beatings and sarcastic remarks I have received are all because they put you in their hearts!

And Harriet, because of you, your brother wanted to eat me alive.

You still have Zong Xi, he is your son, although he has never met you, but he, he likes you so much..."

Zong Ying's mind was muddled, and he kept saying: "You don't need to envy Gu Zhijin, you don't need to occupy his things, you have what he has! Whether it's family affection or friendship, you have it!"

Zong Ying's words fell into Gu Zhijin's ears, they were broken into pieces and confused, but it gave him the illusion that he was entangled and unable to break free.

He found his own voice from the long silence, and patted Zongying on the shoulder, interrupting his chaotic soliloquy, with his trembling body under his palm: "Zongying, it's too late .”

Whether it was Xi Yi, Xi Wei, or Zong Xi, it was too late.

If his grandmother hadn't died young, the relationship between him and the Xi family could have been maintained in his youth, and maybe he could gain the power of friendship from it.

Or, if he can have a healthy body, during his three-year marriage with Zong Ying, having Zong Xi earlier can also pull him out of the hopeless situation.

But it's really too late.

Zong Ying's scorched heart fell rapidly, he closed his eyes, his lips trembled and moved: "Then be greedy."

Gu Zhijin looked at Zong Ying, put his palm on the other's shoulder and paused for a few seconds: "What?"

"I said, you can be greedy!"

Zong Ying didn't know where he found his courage. He raised his hand and grabbed Gu Zhijin's arm that was on his shoulder and pulled him into his arms, "As you said, you didn't have anything in your previous life. If you don’t have any, then I should give you back in this life! Family, friendship, love, everything that owes you should be paid back to you! Why give up on love! You don’t need to give up! You deserve it!”

Zong Ying's movement was too sudden, and Gu Zhijin couldn't react in time. While being hugged by the opponent's arms, his nose hit his hard shoulder, making him a little sore.

He never knew that Zongying's hug could be so clumsy, completely different from the strong and arrogant physical contact in his impression.

The demarcated line between the two became blurred because he didn't immediately break free from Zong Ying's clumsy and reckless embrace.

Just as Gu Zhijin was about to speak, he realized that his arms around him were tightened again, as if trying to stop him from speaking.

He couldn't help chuckling at this almost childish behavior.

"Gu Zhijin's parents died early, and there is only one younger sister named Gu Zhiyu. The siblings are close to each other and have a good relationship. He has a hidden diary, which records that since he was 14 years old, he has picked up mineral water bottles to collect old newspapers and scraps, and then he has a part-time job. During the part-time job and internship, every income is clearly remembered, and every penny can be seen how difficult it was for Gu Zhijin to raise his young sister all the way.

Gu Zhijin paid a lot for Gu Zhiyu, and Gu Zhiyu also admired his brother very much. Gu Zhijin was injured and comatose for so long, but his sister never gave up on him for a moment.

Zong Ying, I envy them very much.

I was unlucky before and didn't meet a good sister, but I promised Gu Zhiyu that I would be a good brother to her.She is very dependent on me now, and this relationship feels very novel and enjoyable to me. "

Zong Ying buried his head in Gu Zhijin's neck, said "En" in a muffled voice, "But Gu Zhiyu is just a younger sister, not a child bride-in-law, you take care of her and you and me, there is no conflict."

"I'm afraid that if I don't do well, I will disappoint Gu Zhiyu."

Gu Zhijin analyzed the original Gu Zhijin's character based on what he read in the diary.

"Gu Zhijin has an A-level character, although he is somewhat impulsive, but at the same time he is also very optimistic, smart, and responsible. He didn't complain about his parents' misfortune, nor did he complain because he had to take on the responsibility of raising his younger sister prematurely. Grinding didn't cause him any negative emotions, he was strong and proud of himself.

Zongying, you should also understand the same kind better than me. Do you think such a strong ego will accept another stronger than him and even fall in love with him? "

Zong Ying didn't answer, but he had an answer in his heart.

He found that both Hang Jing and Gu Zhijin had made themselves into a knife, a sharp and gentle knife.

Hang Jing left his tenderness to him, and pointed the sharp knife at himself.

But Gu Zhijin was going to give her tenderness to others now, and the sharp knife was aimed at him.

"It's because of this... because Gu Zhijin is me too, so you won't give me a chance?"

Zong Ying's internal organs were so painful from Gu Zhijin's knife that he trembled in pain even when he spoke, "In order to satisfy Gu Zhiyu and do a good job of Gu Zhijin, you will repeatedly deny me and reject me, no matter what I do, it will be useless ?”

He would rather Gu Zhijin hated him, blamed him, or even simply didn't love him anymore, and couldn't accept it just because the two of them have no future now.

"Yes, that's right, Gu Zhijin is Gu Zhiyu's elder brother who adores her, but so what? You are you, and you are the owner of this body now! What's the shame of you falling in love with alpha? Could it be that you still In order to conform to the identity of alpha, find an omega to fall in love with?"

Although emotionally turbulent, Zong Ying still remembered that Zong Xi was sleeping in the next bedroom, so he lowered his voice subconsciously.

However, Gu Zhijin felt that half of his face was numb because of the low-pitched words and the accompanying breath.

He was distracted for a moment and didn't give a timely answer.

But Zong Ying took Gu Zhijin's silence at this time as an acquiescence.

At that moment, he fell into the quagmire.

Anger, grievance, unwillingness, violence, all negative emotions stretched out their tentacles from the quagmire, entangled Zongying tightly, and pulled them deep.

Seeing that he was about to bury him.

Zong Ying opened his eyes, the smell of tobacco still lingered in the dark tea room, he clearly hugged her tightly in his arms, but he seemed to see Gu Zhijin standing in the distance in the smoke.

There are other people standing beside him, who can't see clearly, but it's definitely not him.

Zong Ying saw Gu Zhijin holding the hand of the person around him in the void, lowering his head as if talking to him, and then leaning down even more, he suddenly closed his eyes.

Instinctively hugging the warm body in his arms tighter, the pheromone began to spill out uncontrollably because of the emotional breakdown.

"No, Xiao Jin, I can't just watch you with someone else, no matter who it is, I can't help but kill him!"

Gu Zhijin sensed Zongying's pheromone, and countless emotions surged in the familiar green bamboo after the rain, anger and mania intertwined.

Fortunately, Gu Zhijin is also an S-rank now. If he still had an omega body, he would not be able to resist Zongying's pheromone at this moment.

But even so, he was still shocked by this furious pheromone.

"Xiao Jin, you are mine, mine, mine alone..."

Zong Ying's voice was very soft, with obvious pleading, listening carefully, but also revealing a bit of grievance.

"I don't think about it. In fact, I don't think about anyone."

Facing the oppression of the green bamboo after the rain, Gu Zhijin didn't feel irritated. The natural repulsion and hedge of pheromones between AAs didn't seem to work for him.

"Zongying, as I said, I can't trample on Gu Zhijin's dignity as an alpha after possessing this body, but I don't have the energy to develop a new relationship, I can't do it."

Gu Zhijin rested her chin on Zongying's shoulder and explained, "That's why I gave up on love."

Zong Ying gradually recovered his composure after hearing Gu Zhijin's words clearly.

"Be selfish, can't you?"

Zong Ying let go of his arms, with an attitude almost begging, "A-A love is very common now, Gu Zhiyu is still young, she can accept it slowly, others don't know what kind of person the real Gu Zhijin is..."

Gu Zhijin closed his eyes: "Then what if the real Gu Zhijin gets angry because of this and comes back to ask me for an explanation?"

When the time comes, what will he do with this soul that has occupied the magpie's nest?

Are you evicted?

Zong Ying felt cold all over.

Facing Zong Ying, Gu Zhijin dug out the real fear deep in his heart for the first time: "Where is the original Gu Zhijin, is he gone, or is he still in this body, is he asleep, reincarnated, or has disappeared, I have no idea……"

"I actually don't care about other people's comments, but the premise is that I can't bear Gu Zhijin's face. I can't use Gu Zhijin's identity to bear malicious attacks or gossip caused by my selfishness. This is too unfair to the Gu family brothers and sisters."

"Actually, since Sanhe City, I have been terrified every day, for fear that one day the real Gu Zhijin would suddenly come back. I was very scared, especially after meeting Zong Xi, I..."

"Zong Ying, thank you for sending Zong Xi to accompany me. I really don't dare to take risks. I want to grow up with Zong Xi. I don't want to die again..."

Zong Ying had nothing to say.

He got a glimpse of the sensitive and fragile omega soul that still belongs to Hang Jing under Gu Zhijin's tough and decisive alpha skin.

As always, he spared no room and retreated, for Zong Ying in the past, but now for Zong Xi.

It took a long time for Zong to regain his sanity, he stretched out his hand again, and hugged Gu Zhijin in the small tea room where no one was around.

"It's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, give me some time, I'll think of a way."

The soft comforting words repeated over and over again in the darkness.

"Xiao Jin, don't be afraid." The original body will not come back, don't worry, I just think that after you get something that doesn't belong to you, you should have panic and a sense of unreality, especially if you want to have it for a long time. After that, the mentality of worrying about gains and losses is more in line with human nature.

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