After I died, I became the white moonlight of scumbag A's ex-husband

ambulance siren

ECG monitor "drip ─ ─ ─" in operation

Someone in my ear kept calling my name with a suppressed cry

There's a lot of white noise in front of me

The surrounding camellias are full of fragrance, he is using pheromones to do his best to protect...protecting

protect what?

Gu Zhijin's eyes widened, trying hard to find the little figure in his mind, the child who would call himself "papa", but he couldn't see anything.

By the way, he just... ran away... don't want him anymore

The white noise in front of my eyes is getting darker and darker. I blinked a few times, and my vision fell into darkness.

Can't keep it

he has nothing

It's so dark, so dark, I can't breathe, is he going to die again?

Gu Zhijin's heart suddenly tightened, and all the memories of the previous life flooded into his heart at this moment, mixing reality and illusion.

He couldn't tell the difference at all.

Those things that he didn't dare to think about, things that he didn't want to recall, things that happened, things that didn't happen, all finally settled into the moment of death, the endless darkness in front of his eyes, the hopeless fear in his heart, engulfed him like landslides and tsunami corrosion.

"Xiao Jin!"

Zongying's heart twitched suddenly, and he was in a panic, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable? It's okay, Xiao Jin, the susceptible period is not easy, every alpha will go through it. If you feel uncomfortable, vent it , you can do whatever you want, you can throw things and lose your temper, I will accompany you, Xiao Jin, I will always be with you, don't be afraid."

Gu Zhijin didn't answer, he lowered his head, staring blankly at his palm, it was empty and there was nothing.

he died……

How did you forget it?

He was long dead.

Gu Zhijin lowered his hands dejectedly, completely falling into an endless nightmare

Wilson rushed back to the room, took the medicine box and ran back, panting: "I brought a general-purpose alpha soothing agent, although I don't know how to do it under normal circumstances, but as a doctor, just in case, I would like to ask, his physical fitness How? Do you have any history of pheromone allergies? Including drug allergies?”

Zong Ying was holding Gu Zhijin's sleeves for a while, remembering the information he had investigated, and replied: "He...he has been infected with pheromone toxins, and has a history of allergies...I don't know..."

"Pheromone poison?"

Wilson took a deep breath, and immediately put the unpacked soothing agent back into the medicine box, "That won't work, he can't use the soothing agent rashly."

"Then what should we do? Let him just survive the susceptible period like this?"

"Otherwise? It's not the omega's estrus period, it's just the susceptible period. Don't so many single alphas lock themselves up and endure it in a few days."

Wilson looked at Zongying puzzled, "If you don't want to be sent to the hospital, I also have an isolation room here to ensure that the pheromone will not leak out."

"No! He can't endure it, he can't endure it, you have to find a way!"

Wilson didn't understand why Zongying reacted so violently, but for the sake of his partner, he rummaged through the medicine box, found a box of medicine and handed it over: "Then use alpha inhibitors, I have different extracts here." An alpha inhibitor made of omega pheromones. This inhibitor is injected into the body, which is equivalent to finding an omega to appease him. Can you choose a flavor for him? There are cream, chocolate, and peach flavors, choose."

"Smells like shit! Pick a yarn! Don't even think about it!"

Zong Ying threw out the medicine in his hand like garbage, and smashed it on Wilson's body, what kind of barefoot doctor is this!What a bad idea!

Let other omega appease Gu Zhijin, make him smell like someone else, dreaming!

Both alpha and Gu Zhijin belong to him alone!

Anyone who touches him will die!

Not even just pheromones!

Xie Qin watched Wilson put the expensive alpha inhibitor back into the medicine cabinet with a distressed expression, and felt that Zong Ying was ridiculous.

"No, Zongying, you can't do this, and you can't do that. What do you want? Who has never been a person or who has not experienced a susceptible period? Whoever includes you, isn't it all when the door is closed, and it will be over in a few days." Get over it! Why are you so nervous?"

"Zongying, there should be a limit to your madness! Even if Gu Zhijin is the same as Hang Jing, both of which are camellia pheromones, he is also an alpha! Why, is it possible that Gu Zhijin is made of tofu or diamonds? Is it a matter of touch? Isn't it very precious?"

Reminiscent of the hardships that Hang Jing suffered alone during her pregnancy, Zong Ying felt ironic in Xie Qin's eyes that Gu Zhijin's care fell in front of him.

He snorted coldly, knowing that the two in front of him were deliberately saying: "The soothing agent can't be used, and you don't want to suppress the inhibitor. If you have the ability, you can use pheromone to appease him yourself! Zong Ying, can you do it?"

Xie Qin was mocking, but Zong Ying's eyes lit up!

He thought that in country R, ​​Gu Zhijin felt uncomfortable because of hedging against Xi Yi's pheromone, and was finally soothed by his pheromone.

So, give it a try!

Not sure if it really works!

After the rain, green bamboo is released in a small amount, and tentatively climbs the rampant camellia, trying bit by bit to neutralize the manic violence of the completely out-of-control pheromone.

"No, Zong Ying, you really..."

Xie Qin noticed the change in pheromone, and looked at Xi Wei dumbfounded, "Is Zong Ying really crazy? He doesn't even know the basic AA mutual exclusion? He thinks that Gu Zhijin's susceptibility period is not exciting enough?" no?"

Xi Wei didn't answer hastily, he pointed at Gu Zhijin, "Brother Qin, look into his eyes."

Because he didn't have much confidence in his heart, Zong Ying released only a small amount of green bamboo after the rain, and it was only used as a test.

But when the camellia touched the faint ray of coldness, Gu Zhijin raised his head.

clack...

The eyes were still empty and slack, the dark pupils were bottomless, and a tear fell from the end of the red eye.

Zong Ying looked at the tears dripping on his hands, unable to move.

Gu Zhijin's pheromones did not restrain at all, and the green bamboo after the rain did not play a soothing role, but turned on the switch of Gu Zhijin's tear glands, making his tears go out of control along with it.

"Zongying..."

Gu Zhijin was still trapped in vain fantasies, but he felt the familiar green bamboo after the rain, thus releasing the sadness and pain that had been suppressed in his heart for too long.

All the unspeakable suffering gathered together, and finally only two words are left──

"Zongying"

No matter how much he said, he couldn't say a word.

"Hey, hey, I'm here!"

Zong Ying didn't know that Gu Zhijin was on the verge of collapse, he only heard Gu Zhijin calling him, and immediately responded, "Xiaojin, I'm here! Look at me, talk to me, how do you feel? I don't know if I can give you a soothing agent, Wilson said that you may be allergic, have you used it before? How have you passed your susceptibility period for more than a year? Xiao Jin, tell me, Xiao Jin?"

Gu Zhijin couldn't hear Zong Ying's voice at all.

In desperation, Zong Ying increased the release of pheromones, trying to use the green bamboo after the rain to suppress the tyranny of the camellia, and awaken Gu Zhijin's mind even more.

But Gu Zhijin then collapsed.

The moment the green bamboo became thick after the rain, he let out a scream.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!"

He began to resist Zongying's approach, writhing and struggling, but kept shouting Zongying's name.

"Zongying... Zongying..."

Gu Zhijin seemed to be abandoned by the world, struggling and begging, looking for the only straw that could save him, but he couldn't find it.

This scene changed so suddenly that both Xi Wei and Xie Qin were stunned, Zong Xi was so frightened that he slipped into Xi Wei's arms, only Wilson looked deeply at Gu Zhijin, thoughtful.

"Xiao Jin, I'm here, I'm here! Look at me, don't move around, be careful to hurt yourself!"

Gu Zhijin couldn't hear him, his face was full of tears, and he called Zong Ying almost desperately, struggling hard, but turned a blind eye to Zong Ying's response.

Zong Ying used all his strength to imprison Gu Zhijin in his arms, listening to his mad cries, his heart felt like a knife was piercing his heart.

He should have thought a long time ago, how could the psychological shadow brought by death be easily erased just because he had the opportunity to return to the world.

Xiao Jin reminded him as early as at the airport that he could not bear Hang Jing's past at all and would collapse at any time.

He just deliberately forgets, but the trauma is always there.

It was him, because Gu Zhijin's usual calmness and indifference ignored the pain hidden in his heart.

It was him who thought that as long as he showed his sincerity now, he would have a chance to make up for the mistakes he made.

It was him, so naive.

"Xiao Jin, I was wrong, don't do this, you are fine now, you are fine, don't cry, please, don't cry..."

Zong Ying released more pheromones to make Gu Zhijin aware of his existence: "Xiao Jin, I'm here, hit me, don't torture yourself, you can vent like this if you want, come at me, beat me, scold me I can do either."

Chased by the green bamboo after the rain, the tyrannical camellia gradually changed its breath.

There is a rotten smell in the fragrance of flowers, as if they have been plucked out of life, and are about to wither and wither.

Gu Zhijin couldn't break free from Zongying's shackles, only hoarse crying remained.

Zong Ying's heart was crying blood, he clamped Gu Zhijin's chin, forcing him to raise his head and look at him.

But Gu Zhijin's dark eyes did not respond, the pupils collapsed, only tears flowed and sobs could not stop.

"Xiao Jin, don't scare me, just take care of me, I beg you, don't scare me..."

Others don't know Gu Zhijin's real situation, but Zong Ying knows that this skin is not what he cares about, what he longs for is the person who lives in this skin.

No matter the name is Gu Zhijin or Hang Jing, he only recognizes that unique soul.

But now, the soul he longed for didn't respond to his cry.

Zong Ying began to fear.

He thought that what Gu Zhijin was still afraid of was that the real owner of this body would come back one day and drive him away.

Zong Ying's eye circles turned red suddenly, at this moment, he finally realized Gu Zhijin's daily fear.

He must not, must not lose it again. The thorn in his heart is still a thorn even if it grows with the flesh and blood. How can a thorn grow in the body not hurt?

You cannot pretend that the thorn does not exist just because the wound is not bleeding. Even if you need to cut the flesh again and the blood flows into a river, you must pull out the thorn.

Zong Ying also had to witness how Xiao Jin was tortured in pain before he could realize how deep the damage he had caused.

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