[Tutor] Looking for

Walking down the stairs slowly, Gang Ji's face was full of worries.

"What happened to that girl?" Dino, who was staying at Tsunayoshi's house, asked concerned, "Are you still silent?"

"Well, she said she wanted to be alone for a while." Pulling out the chair at the dining table, he sat beside Dino.

"No wonder she has suffered such a big blow. Shall I help her comfort her?" Dino nodded understandingly, and then suggested positively.

"No need, it's useless for others to help you with this kind of thing, you can only figure it out yourself." And are you sure you won't help more and more? Of course, in the second half of the sentence, he only secretly slandered in his heart.

Glancing sideways at Dino, the table was full of rice grains, and even a grain of rice stuck to the corner of his mouth. He recalled the time when he went for a walk with him without his subordinates, and when he met a little girl who was trending, he wanted to comfort her, but Because he did all kinds of embarrassing things, he was regarded as a strange man, and as a result, he was despised by everyone, and he also suffered together. Thinking of those names, he felt extremely sad and indignant.Recalling the sad experience, Tsuna looked at Dino with resentful eyes, which made Dino confused. It was worth watching him feel guilty, thinking that he had done something that made him dissatisfied.

"Gangji, why are you looking at me like this? What have I done?" He asked anxiously.

"No, Senior Brother Dino." Aware of his excessive gaze, he rectified his emotions and returned to his normal state, denying Dino's guess, and finally gave him a sweet smile.

Dino, who was frightened by Tsunaki's contrast, looked at him suspiciously, and then turned to his former tutor, Reborn, but seeing his leisurely look, he knew that he would never say anything.

After coughing a few times, Dino changed the topic slightly, "Is that girl also a member of your family, Gang?"

Before he could answer, Reborn preempted him: "For the time being."

Dino nodded thoughtfully when he got the answer, while Tsuna looked at Reborn in confusion.

In this way, the dinner passed safely amidst all kinds of worries and doubts.

After dinner, Tsuna was standing outside the wooden door, hesitating whether to go in or not.In his hand was dragged a tray full of food, which was remade by the young woman Sawada not long ago and told him to send it to Suwon.Outlined in her mind what her mother expected, Tsuna took a deep breath, raised a hand, and decided to knock on the door and enter.

"Yu--"

The door panel made a slightly heavy sound due to knocking, which was fleeting, and then there was silence again.Gangji waited patiently outside, and just when he was about to call the door again, the wooden door opened, and Suwon poked his head out from the crack of the door, behind him was the darkness, and with the help of the light outside, Gangji could clearly see Suwon's face. Zhang haggard face, the originally small and delicate face became depressed, the eye sockets became red and swollen because of crying, the beautiful pupils became dull, and even the long and smooth hair seemed to be infected with the owner's sadness. Emotions seem to become boring and messy.

"Yu." Gangji opened his mouth, only called out his name and didn't say any more.Facing Suwon like this, he really didn't know what to say. He had never seen her with such a fragile expression before, and he never knew how to comfort others, so he had no choice but to stand there, silent. with.

Just when Gangji kept urging himself to break the silence, Suwon spoke: "Gangji, what's the matter?"

Hearing the hoarse voice, Tsuna's heart ached, and she managed to calm down before resisting the urge to go forward and hug her. "Yu, I brought dinner, you must be hungry." Shaking the plate in his hand, Tsuna-kichi showed a big smile.

"Sorry, I don't—"

Quickly interrupting Suwon's next words, Tsuna stepped into her room with a strong posture, put the dinner plate on the table, and then pulled in Suwon who was stunned by the door, saying: "Don't eat It's not possible, and do you want to waste your mother's heart?" Seeing Suyuan shaking his head in satisfaction, he continued: "So, now, give me a good meal."

After being silent for a while, Suwon obediently picked up the food on the plate and began to chew in small bites. For a while, the room was quiet again, except for the occasional sound of spoons hitting the bowls and chopsticks, only the two of them were breathing lightly. Voice.

After a while, Shui Yuan said softly, "Father committed suicide." After a pause, he cleaned up the tableware at hand, and then continued: "In the past, when mother was still around, no matter how busy he was, he would take out the tableware. Time to take me out to play, my mother on the side would always say that he spoiled me too much, but he would only smile and say that I was his treasure, and I always believed that I was his unique treasure, and we will always live like this Go on, happy, but my mother's death changed everything. He no longer took me out to play, smiled at me, and said I was his treasure. I always believe that my father will change back and become Like before, cheerful, serious, enjoying life, so I was really happy when I got the call, hearing that hearty voice, I began to wonder if my dad finally cheered up and couldn't wait to go back At home, seeing my father who is no different from the previous image, I finally decided that my father really cheered up and wanted to start again, but then, I was wrong."

Speaking of this, Suwon's voice began to choke, his hands tightly clutched his clothes, crystal water droplets slid down his cheeks, wet his clothes, and the water slowly dispersed.Tsuna-kichi stepped forward and gently stroked Suwon's hand.Try to give her some comfort.

Suwon pulled an ugly smile, and continued with a choked voice: "I thought Dad would really cheer up, no matter how long it took??? But, he wanted to follow Mom with all his heart and take me with him. I always I thought my father was omnipotent, it was my father who taught me to be strong and how to overcome life in adversity, but he couldn’t persevere??? He could get better, why did he have to give up the chance of life, and Choose to die?????? I don't get it???"

"You??? Everyone will have their own ideas. Maybe his decision is really selfish, but at least he really loves your mother deeply, otherwise he would not choose to use this way, and??? Although What I said may not be correct, but this should be the best ending for him, forcing a person who has no hope of life to continue living is actually another kind of cruelty." Gang Ji scratched his hair, not quite He said with certainty, "Your father probably wants you to live."

Regarding Suwon who looked up at him in surprise, he said with a smile: "Look, he searched everything on you, but he didn't take your mobile phone away. Please help, he never thought of asking you to be with him, but he hopes that you can live a good life. Although the process was a bit intense, he still left a way for you to survive, and you are still the treasure in his heart. "

Mizuhara stared at Tsunayoshi's brown eyes for a moment, until the eyes were blurred by the welling up of tears.Tsuna patted Suwon's back slowly, listening to her hoarse cries, his eyes moved to the window, watching the shadowed branches shaking slowly in the wind.

The original silence returned to the room, only the sound of Suwon's long breathing remained.Carefully carried Suwon, who was tired from crying, to the bed, gently covered her with a thin quilt, and after taking a last look at the calm Suwon, he tiptoedly took the dinner plate away and closed the door.

Tsuna, who was standing outside the door, let out a long breath, feeling a little more relaxed in his heavy heart, and walked downstairs slowly to give a brief report to his mother, and saw Reborn sitting on the bed as soon as he returned to his room.

"Comforted?"

"Well, I cried a lot, it should be much better."

"Hmph, it's a good job~" Reborn said with half contempt and half praise.

Gang Ji didn't care about Reborn's tone, lay down on the inner side of the bed, and said, "Be gentle with women, isn't that what you have always emphasized, Reborn, saying that this is a gentleman's behavior." After muttering a few words, Gang Ji said Totally fell asleep.

Reborn was left alone at the side, his eyes were covered by the overly long hat brim, only the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and he could only hear him whispering: "When will you find out???

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