dear dreamer

Luo Hengqiu's house is not as big as imagined, but it is indeed neat and tidy, with great style.

The sky was gloomy, the rain was pouring down from the sky, and the room was very dark.Luo Hengqiu turned on the light and brought him a pair of slippers: "Go and sit for a while, I'll get you a towel."

Deng Tingge was very nervous, but there was also a little bit of curiosity in the nervousness.He regretted that he didn't go to Luo Hengqiu's house to play.In his mind at the time, Luo Hengqiu was a very special person: he could play musical instruments, fight, he studied well, and had a gentle temper. The most important thing was that such a handsome and radiant senior brother treated him so well that he had nothing to say.Being able to get his invitation seemed to satisfy the vanity of a young man at his age.

He stood in the living room for a while, walked to the bookshelf to take a look, and saw a football model on the bookshelf with an incomprehensible signature on it.Deng Tingge didn't touch it.Luo Hengqiu entered his room and hadn't come out yet. He stared at the football and remembered something that happened in his sophomore year.

At that time, Luo Hengqiu was already in his third year of high school, and had just finished a monthly exam, so he went to the playground to chat with him when he had nothing else to do.The football team was training, and two people in the team suddenly had an argument.Deng Tingge listened for a while, and found that it was jealousy.Seeing that the two men were about to fight, the rest of the people rushed up to start a fight.Deng Tinge dragged one of them by the arm, and the other boy rushed up and kicked the man in the stomach, pointed at his face and said, wait, don't leave after school.Deng Tingge was very puzzled when he saw him stare at him.

After the training, Luo Hengqiu invited him to eat offal and told him he was too reckless.

"The two of them are fighting for a girl, why are you going up there to join in the fun." Luo Hengqiu said, snatching the last piece of carrot from his bowl.

The radish soaked in the soup was quite soft and ripe, Deng Tingge was swallowed by Luo Hengqiu before Deng Tingge could stop it. "They're going to fight if you don't stop it," he said.

The two pushed their bicycles home, and when they passed the back gate of the school, they saw the two people in the football team who were arguing again.Behind the two of them stood a dozen or so boys with hostile faces, all angry.One of them saw Deng Tingge passing by, and immediately pointed at him: "There is one more!"

This shout immediately opened the prelude to the fight between the two groups of people.Several people ran straight towards Deng Tingge.Deng Tingge and Luo Hengqiu immediately stepped on their bicycles and pedaled vigorously.

They stepped so fast that those people couldn't catch up, so they just grabbed the stones on the ground and threw them over.Luo Hengqiu was just behind him, and the stone missed the target person and injured innocent people.

So in that fight, the first person to see blood was not the person fighting each other, but Luo Hengqiu.He fell to the ground clutching the back of his head, saw Deng Tingge get up from the fallen car and rushed towards him, and yelled at him: "Run!"

Later, Luo Hengqiu got a few stitches on his head, leaving a scar.Deng Tinge felt extremely guilty.This brawl that endangered the top three high school students shocked the whole school, and everyone was dealt with seriously.At that time, Deng Tingge didn't have the ability to think clearly. Looking back now, it is estimated that there was some pressure from Luo Hengqiu's family behind the serious handling.

However, he missed the scar on Luo Hengqiu's head.There's only a little bit of scarring, but there doesn't seem to be any hair growing in that little spot anymore.When Luo Hengqiu graduated, Deng Tingge was lying on his body and brushing his hair to see. Luo Hengqiu was very embarrassed at that time.

What did he say?

Deng Tingge remembered it clearly.

Luo Hengqiu blushed a little, pulled Deng Tingge off his body, and smoothed his hair: "Don't look at it, it's ugly."

"Wipe your hair." Luo Hengqiu came out with a towel and threw it on his head.The towel dries warm and quickly absorbs the moisture from the hair.When handing the towel back to Luo Hengqiu, Deng Tingge touched his finger.Slightly cold, touch away.

Luo Hengqiu threw the towel into the washing machine, turned around and found Deng Tingge standing at the door looking at him.

"What's the matter?" Luo Hengqiu took off his coat, rolled up his sleeves, "I've had lunch, I'll order you takeaway. "

Luo Hengqiu went to the dining table to look for a takeaway order.Seven or eight takeaway orders were placed on the table with clips.He turned around for a while, then looked up and saw Deng Tingge moved to the opposite side of the table and stared at himself again.

"……What's your business?"

Deng Tingge said, brother, can I see the scar on your head?

Luo Hengqiu paused for a moment, and said expressionlessly that he couldn't.

Deng Tingge remained silent, a little unwilling, but quickly softened his voice: "Brother, I'm here to apologize."

Luo Hengqiu said oh, and kept looking for the takeaway list in his hands: "What do you eat? Rice? Noodles or noodles?"

"Brother!" Deng Tingge grabbed his wrist and snatched the takeaway order from his hand, "Listen to me."

Luo Hengqiu: "Let go, or leave my house immediately."

Deng Tingge persisted: "Senior brother, I have never regarded you as that kind...that kind of person who is common in the circle. I know that you are kind to me, and you have been kind to me from the beginning."

While he was talking, Luo Hengqiu opened his fingers one by one, looking a bit embarrassed.

Deng Tingge thought that senior brother said he likes me, how long has he liked me?He vaguely realized that it must not be short, but if it started from high school, he felt unbelievable.

"I... I just think it will be very hard for you to do this." Deng Tinge stammered, "I, I can't respond to your feelings..."

"Okay, I know." Luo Hengqiu took out a takeaway card from his hand, "You don't need to emphasize it again, I already understand it very well. Let's eat, just wait."

He didn't look at Deng Tingge, and directly blocked Deng Tingge's desire to continue talking with these words, and turned to get his mobile phone to make a call.

Deng Tingge followed behind him.Luo Hengqiu who refused to communicate made him feel depressed, but he himself didn't know that he could still communicate.Luo Hengqiu went to the window to make a phone call. The water was shining through the window, and his outline was very clear.There was nowhere to see the small hairless spot at the back. While Luo Hengqiu was on the phone, Deng Tingge couldn't help but reach out and brush his hair.Luo Hengqiu was startled and turned around abruptly.

Takeaway shop: "Hello? Barbecued pork oil chicken or roast duck oil chicken? Hello?"

The two stared at each other and stared at each other.Luo Hengqiu took a step back and left him, lowered his head and continued talking on the phone, but he didn't dare to turn his back on him anymore.Deng Tingge's heart beat fast.He didn't see the scar, but he knew it was there and always would be.

When Deng Tingge returned to school, Liu Haojun was surprised when he saw his clothes: "Are you developed?"

The clothes belonged to Luo Hengqiu.He felt that staying at Luo Hengqiu's house was too embarrassing, so he told Luo Hengqiu that he was going back to school in the afternoon.His trousers and jacket were a little wet from the rain, so Luo Hengqiu gave him his clothes.In addition to giving it to him, I also added the sentence "I haven't worn it since I bought it".Deng Tingge thought it would be fine for you to wear it, but after thinking about it, she blushed a little.

Deng Tingge was thinking about what happened yesterday until he got up the next day and went to the audition for "How to Dispose of the Ex-Boyfriend's Corpse in a Washing Machine".After Luo Hengqiu made the phone call, he didn't talk much. Deng Tingge silently ate the takeaway and saw Luo Hengqiu reading materials and working at the desk, so he had to lie on the sofa in a daze.Afterwards, Luo Hengqiu sent him back to school, and the two said goodbye in a normal way.

In the morning, he had a vague dream. In the dream, Luo Hengqiu was sitting at the desk reading and working. He called his brother, got up and walked towards him.Luo Hengqiu raised his head and chuckled at him, took his hand and said something he couldn't remember clearly.The two were very close, he lowered his head and rubbed Luo Hengqiu's hair, and felt a small smooth mark.Luo Hengqiu trembled suddenly, Deng Tingge hurriedly took a few steps back, and saw that his hands were covered with blood.When Luo Hengqiu raised his head again, he fell a few meters behind him, his head was covered with blood, he yelled at him like crazy and ran away.

Deng Tingge woke up in shock, covered in sweat, and his heart beat almost too fast.

There were not many people at the audition.Deng Tingge came for the role of ex-boyfriend. He followed Zhong Xing's instructions and looked around the scene, but he didn't see Chen Yiping.Most of the audience were young men, chatting together in twos and threes, and Deng Tingge even saw two of his classmates.

The man next to him suddenly became restless.

"The breasts are so big." Someone said with a chuckle, "Is it the protagonist? Fuli."

Deng Tinge raised his eyes and saw a girl with shoulder-length short hair walking in front of them.The girl should have heard the man's words, and turned to look at him.

"Envy my big breasts?" the girl said, "That's right, like you, like dry wood, you don't even have breasts."

The thin man's expression changed instantly.The girl smiled and walked straight over, she glanced at Deng Tingge's face from the corner of her eye.Deng Tingge was thinking about the plot of the script, so he didn't pay attention to her eyes at all.

It was only when the audition started that Deng Tingge heard the girl's name: Lu Zhixia, the heroine of the play.

He immediately thought of Luo Hengqiu's name following her name, and then thought of Luo Hengqiu's figure standing in front of the window on the phone.

Deng Tingge: "..."

He felt that something was wrong with him.